summer and roses

Said it was a date, but obviously Youyou didn't expect the next arrangement to be so tense.

Yucai Middle School, in order to seize the time to improve the rate of admission to higher education and a good report card, assigned arts and sciences early in the first semester of high school, but did not formally take the final exam until the first semester of the second year of high school.

The so-called final exam is a unified exam for several subjects that will not be studied later, and it will not be too difficult.For the science class, it is nothing more than memorizing more, and picking out the words according to the papers given by the teacher, no matter how hard it is, it will not be too ugly.The liberal arts class is a little bit worse. The equation mechanics analysis diagram recognizes them, but they don't recognize the symbols.

"Brother Zhan, I'm cold!" You Yi yelled miserably, and fell straight on the upper bunk to lie dead.

"Don't be noisy, these messy formulas are enough to make people's brain hurt...Damn, what is this, why is it suddenly equal?" Lin Zhan was reading chemistry papers on the other side of the bunk. He was a little basic, but high school I only studied for half a semester, and I went to class and slept to make up my homework in the spring of my first year of high school. No matter how I looked at it, I was at a loss.

In contrast, among the few people in the dormitory, only Xu Wenke was calmer. Seeing that it was rare for him to spend the night in the library, Lin Zhan knocked on the edge of the bed: "Mr. Xu, can you draw some highlights?"

Xu Wenke raised his head from a pile of half-person-high books: "What?"

Lin Zhan: "Chemistry exam, my head is about to explode."

Xu Wenke, in all fairness, is a good person if you don't provoke him, except that he sometimes has an inexplicable temper.Hearing this, he rummaged through the pile of books, found a piece of draft paper after a while, marked out a few pages and pushed it aside: "Here, here, the key points that the teacher draws in class are just these few formulas, memorize them and use them directly." .”

Lin Zhan: "Ah? How to use it?"

Xu Wenke looked at him in disbelief: "Just find the numbers and put them in to calculate, you don't even need a calculator."

"I'm not allowed to use a calculator either...how can liberal arts students learn physics and chemistry by rote, it's unscientific." Lin Zhan whispered, got out of bed and took the piece of paper, and stood in the middle of the dormitory and sold it to You Yi, " If you want it, I'll make a copy for you, and you're about to die like that."

Xu Wenke next to him frowned involuntarily when he heard what he said, and remained silent.

As if you didn't hear it, you continued to memorize those equations half-deadly: "Sodium chloride, carbonic acid, iron oxide, iron peroxide...Heat the water and add sulfuric acid...Bubble, decompose...Damn it, it's not good, it's uncomfortable, Xia. "

Mucha, who was named, was originally concentrating on reading novels on the lower berth with earphones on, and keenly heard his name from Youyou's muttering, took off the earphones and knocked on the bed board: "It's okay, I'll call 120 for you if it's about to die, I can't die .”

You Yi: "No, let me die, you can find a good man to marry."

Mu Xiapi smiled bluntly: "If you have a poor mouth, just endorse it."

You Yi turned over and sat up on the bed: "Aren't you going to memorize it? The test will be in a few days."

"I've memorized it, these are very basic." Mu Xia said, didn't hear a response for a long time, looked up to see Lin Zhan and You Yi's eyes scanning him up and down like radiation, even Xu Wenke from afar looked over curiously.

He suddenly couldn't hold back his face: "Before I transferred here, I was in a science class. Why, can't it? Not every school is like yours, where you have to divide arts and sciences in the first year of high school."

You Yi said honestly: "I feel a little miraculous, you are really miraculous."

"It's so amazing that the focus of education is different, you idiot." Mucha scolded him with a smile, waved away the other two people who were watching the fun, and turned to cover his face with a large book, "You guys are busy, I'll read novels. "

Lin Zhan was curious: "What are you looking at? The domineering president, pretty sweetheart?"

Mucha showed his eyes from behind the brick-thick hardcover book: "It fits your current situation, "Les Miserables""

The two people on the upper bunk compared their middle fingers in unison.

It wasn't until the light-off bell rang that the aunt went from the corridor to the dormitory one by one and knocked on the door to turn off the lights. The enthusiastic endorsement atmosphere in the dormitory slowly calmed down.Mucha turned on the bedside lamp, and was about to read a few more pages to sleep—he didn't read masterpieces for hypnotism, and he was not interested in the online novels Lin Zhan mentioned.

Too fascinated for a while, cruising from the upper bunk to the ground, Mu Xia didn't even notice.

"Hey." Youyou buttoned the edge of his bed, holding a few papers in his hand, "I want to go to the rooftop to endorse."

Muchia flinched, he really didn't want to move when the weather was getting colder in winter, but he gritted his teeth and grabbed the thin sweater next to him, put it over his pajamas, and put on his school uniform: "Let's go."

He opened the door of the dormitory furtively, bypassed the dormitory manager's room and jumped up the stairs, facing a gust of cold wind.Mucha couldn't help hissing, he didn't wear socks, his feet were stuffed in cotton mops, but his ankles were still hanging outside, the wind blew the chill to his bones.

You Yi held his hand, Mucha was taken aback, the man didn't look back, his fingers stuck into his fingertips stubbornly.

Interlocking fingers is quite romantic.

Mucha wanted to laugh at him for being too formalistic, but couldn't speak.You Yi's thoughts are too exposed, and he can never hide them well. He can understand, but he is not willing to be so vaguely sure.

He said, "I like you."

Ke Youyou was silent for a while, and replied: "Then try."

No one would easily take this sentence as an affectionate response, so why not just say I like you too?

At the beginning of December, fewer and fewer people read books on the rooftop.

When Youyou pushed open the door, only two or three boys in the corner looked up at them, as if they didn't know each other, and they quickly buried their heads in their books.Most people in No. [-] Middle School are serious about the college entrance examination, and generally they rarely cause trouble, and they can't easily encounter the legendary school bully who hangs out with young people in society. The overall atmosphere is indifferent and friendly.

Mucha silently compared them with the group of gangsters who frequently copy guys and fight in groups at the junior high school next door, but he couldn't tell if he liked the elegant atmosphere more - not too lively, but very stable.

Enrolled safely, it was almost a semester, and he didn't even hear a probationary punishment from the radio.The most serious thing is, "A student from a certain class in the first year of high school was arrested for going out over the wall to buy supper for evening self-study.

A little bit boring, only the little classmate in front of me who stayed up all night studying can make Mu Xia interested.

He sat next to You Cruise, took out his mobile phone and played two matches, because the signal was not good, Mucha stopped playing after that.He glanced at a few people in the distance who didn't know whether they were seniors or students of the same grade, and poured carelessly on You Yi.

"Let's play 2048." You Yi said, reciting the formula.

"Ah, I'm playing." Mucha raised his neck, and the hair covering the tips of his ears rubbed against the side of Youyou's face. His hair was soft and coolly stroked on his skin, and Youyou laughed for a while.

He pushed Mucha away, and said in a half-protest, "itch."

Afraid that the purposely lowered voice would be more like acting like a baby, Mu Xia immediately sat upright, lying on the table and playing with the phone in a very serious manner.Under the illusion of quiet and beautiful years, You You almost believed that he would stop making trouble, when suddenly his stomach tightened.

Under the table, in a corner where the roof lights can't find it, Mucha's feet rest on You Yi's lap.Cruising did not resist at the beginning, Mu Xia became more courageous, just at this moment the three schoolboys packed up their things and left, the iron gate was closed, the footsteps did not go far, Mu Xia's toes stretched between Yu Cru's legs, Stepped on it lightly.

"Hey!" You Yi almost jumped off the stool, his face flushed, and he looked at Mucha innocently, "Stop making trouble."

"No trouble, I want to kiss you a little bit." Mucha's legs haven't been retracted yet, the stool he's sitting on has a back, he leaned back, his long legs are still resting on You You's lap, as if he doesn't feel cold even when the wind blows, "Is it okay? If you don't answer, it's your default."

You Yi's breathing was a bit heavy, Mucha put away her phone and tilted her head to look at him.

The most embarrassing desire surged up, he turned his head, Mu Xia stood up, leaned down and kissed him deeply.

He licked a circle between his lips, Youyou was pinched on the back of his neck, he panted and opened his mouth, then Mucha resisted the root of his teeth, sucked hard with the tip of his tongue.Lips touched, the sound of water filled my ears, my mind seemed to be mushy when I was swimming, I opened my eyes and saw Mucha's eyelashes blinking close to him.

No one had any other thoughts during the kiss, You Yi's waist was so soft, he hugged Mucha's arm as if giving up.

He was kissed all over from the inside to the outside, and Mucha didn't let go until both of them were a little short of oxygen.He reluctantly bit the lower lip of Youyou, the force was extremely light, more like coquettish: "I haven't kissed you for a long time."

"I've told Ling Po." You You said in a rambling manner, he was still panting, and wiped a little body fluid from the corner of his mouth with his fingers.

Mucha was surprised: "Why?"

You Yi: "She asked me, you can't lie... She knows it all."

Maybe he was confused by the deep kiss just now, Mu Xia said "uh" for a while, and then said: "Then Lingo won't turn around and tell her best friend, her brother still has her suitors, right?"

"You must be out of your mind!" You Yi flicked his fingers, leaving a red mark on Mu Xia's forehead. He wanted to laugh, but he held back and pulled a practice paper to pretend to be serious, "She asked me if I was you, so just ask of."

Mucha didn't know what he was embarrassed about, he seemed to be in the same mood as he was facing Li Yan that day, fearing that he would not be recognized by his natal family - he had self-knowledge and couldn't do it himself.

Who would want a good friend to hang out with someone who doesn't have good grades, has a messy home, and doesn't have a gentle personality?

There was no one to help cover the relationship, they were still two men.

"Then I said that she seemed quite relieved and said that Mucha is fine." You Yi wrote and wrote, but he had lost his mind to calculate the chemical formula, "She asked who confessed...and asked a lot. "

Mucha was confused: "What are you talking about?"

Unable to pretend at all, You You piled up several papers and put them at hand.There is no one else on the rooftop, there are no stars and moons in the silent night, and the dark blue sky is embarrassingly oppressive.

Startled by his expression, as if a little sad, Mucha couldn't help reaching out to rub You Yi's ears: "What's wrong?"

"I feel like a coward, I just know how to hide it, but you are still so kind to me." You You said, his head lowered, his lips trembling slightly, "Ringo asked me if I liked it, I couldn't tell - I really have no idea."

There was a "thud" in my mind, and it went blank, Mucha laughed out of anger: "You're lying, you don't know!"

You Yi didn't move at all, Mu Xia's heart was burning with an unknown fire, he stood up abruptly, kicked a stool over.The loud noise is particularly eye-catching at night, for fear of waking up the housekeeper aunt on the top floor.

Of course he understands that he has liked others before, they come and go quickly, and you will not give such a simple word to Youyou...

Mucha was afraid that she would be like before, and suddenly lose this feeling.

"How could you not know! Can you face yourself?" Mucha lowered his voice, but couldn't restrain his anger. He pressed You Yi's shoulder, "I won't bear you forever, wait for you, and I don't want you to feel that forever I'm taking advantage of you. Youyou, I want a boyfriend, and I think he likes me too."

You Yi choked: "...I have never liked anyone else, I just want to be with you."

Mucha pressed the corner of the table, feeling his temples twitching, and the pain was about to explode: "I don't want to hear this, you can't walk out of your own door if you can't say it - you don't even count as coming out, understand?"

They dare not admit even the most personal feelings, even if they know it clearly, not being able to express it still means that they cannot accept it.

If cruising has been unacceptable, sooner or later they will have problems.

Mucha calmed down, he picked up those practice papers and an ink pen for You Yi, and put his arm around his shoulder: "Let's go back to the dormitory first, it's getting late. Get some sleep, we're all a little excited now."

When I was excited, the words I said didn't convey the meaning, so I didn't say anything at all.

After all, he was calmer than You Cruise, and forced him back to the dormitory, but he didn't sleep, took the cigarette case and went to the balcony of the bathroom.

After finishing the mint popping beads, he took the box of Youyou.Youyou doesn't like changing cigarettes frequently, and it still has a sweet blueberry flavor.The lighter flashed, and amidst the smog, Mucha took a puff, constantly calming down his mood.

How to put it, it's a pity that the person he likes is an awkward little fried hair.

But he doesn't regret it, it's his own decision.

Mucha didn't have the energy to think for the time being, and didn't bother to care about reality.Right now he likes it, he is going to be with You You, and he will do whatever he wants to do regardless of the consequences.

... Don't follow the trend like his father did at the time, wait to meet again after more than ten years, and hurt innocent people again.

When the thoughts are flying, the feet seem to be stepping on the air, and the world and the ground are not on the ground, and other things around me can't catch the attention.A long section of soot fell down and landed on Mu Xia's right hand unexpectedly.

He was scalded with a "hey", and rushed into the bathroom to turn on the faucet, repeatedly washing the red lumps on his skin.Unable to relieve the pain for a while, Mu Xia stroked the red and swollen area vigorously, and cursed in a low voice amidst the sound of water: "Fuck!"

"Mucha." Someone called him from the side.

Mucha turned his head away in response, and Youyou stood at the door of the bathroom, without a coat, in thin pajamas, like the one he met in early autumn, with long hands and feet, and a straight back.

After he shouted that, there was no further text, he came over and grabbed Mucha's hand, took toothpaste from the side and wiped it for him.

The cool peppermint smell, Mucha recognized the smell between him and Youyi's teeth when he kissed Youyi, while Youyi lowered his head, he wrapped his uninjured hand around the back of Youyou's neck, held him down and kissed him with more than enough meaning.

"I used to feel that I couldn't meet someone I liked," You Yi said, wiping away the toothpaste on his own, "because I felt like I was living in a very dark corner, and I had to pretend to be lively to play with others. They all Say something that is not easy to provoke... I am afraid, timid, and dare not move forward."

Mucha listened to his stammering words, there was still water in the washbasin, reflecting the light leaking in from the corridor, reflecting light spots on the white wall, like waves.

It looked calming, but Mu Xia couldn't calm down, he felt that You Yi didn't have the mood to sleep just now, they were thinking on both sides of a wall.There is no such long-term and grand proposition as life and the universe. Every step you take when you are a teenager can also change the trajectory in the future, like walking at a crossroads, leading to the unknown, and no one knows the answer.

Mu Xia's throat was astringent and he said calmly: "I didn't force you, I just wanted to hear something so that I could say to myself, Mu Xia, you are not pretending to be passionate."

"No." You Yi said, letting go of his hand, "For me, you are the bright side. You live a particularly chic life, I envy you, and I see another... a possibility. "

The corners of Mucha's lips curled up unconsciously, and she put on a serious air: "Just say that I am your light, how did you sing that song?"

He deliberately spoke glibly, but he couldn't pretend to be indifferent. Youyou pursed his lips, and his deep-lined eyebrows and eyes overflowed with a smile that couldn't be hidden: "That's not accurate, and it's a bit silly."

Yes, the new teenagers of the 21st century.Mucha pouted and thought, the hand that grabbed the back of his neck slipped down the collar of the pajamas, and pressed the protruding part of the uppermost spine of the swimmer, the rhythm of the other party's speech paused.

You Yi stretched out his arms to hug him, leaned against the cold smooth tile wall outside the cubicle, hugged his arms, and rested his chin on a pillow - at about the same height, Mucha let go of the back of his neck and hugged him back, feeling that this was the most solid thing so far one touch.

"What's that?" Mucha wanted to laugh, but his nose was a little sour, as if the hard-won happiness was suddenly delivered to his hands.

Youyou whispered in his ear, "It's the fire I want to fight."

Mucha coughed to hide her over-excited mood: "So?"

"I like you too, Brother Xia, I won't hide from now on." You Yi said, "I'm afraid if I hide from you again, I will leave, I don't want you to leave."

Every sentence in his sentence is complete with both the subject and the object, you, me, and him. It sounds long-winded and trivial, but it carries a unique seriousness.Mu Xia didn't make a sound after listening for a long time, the back of his head hit the tiles, his eyes rolled slightly: "... What time is it?"

"Ah?" You Yi let him go.

"I want to remember this time." Mucha stretched out his wrist to look, he didn't wear a watch or a cell phone, "It's over, I can't remember."

"Crazy you, I have to say a few words about you to be comfortable in a good atmosphere." You Yi laughed out of breath, turned his head and walked out, saying that he would go back to sleep soon and was very sleepy.

Mucha stared at his back and thought about it for a while, his malicious eyes were heavy and lively, it seemed that the evening would not be complete without some small actions.He quickly ran two steps over the cruise, fished his neck and kissed the side of his cheek, and then grabbed someone's crotch with his hands in an irregular manner——

"Fuck your mother!" You Yi almost violently murdered on the spot, for fear of provoking the housekeeper, he didn't dare to get angry, so he could only curse in a low voice.

On a windless and moonless winter night, Mu Xia happily ran back to the dormitory to get under the covers, and went to bed listening to You You swearing and cursing, and couldn't help but take out his phone from under the pillow to send him a message.

Maotou: "Children, don't scold others. You can insult me, but you can't insult my mother."

You Yi was still chewing on the slightly larger amount of information in this sentence, Maotou found that he had a loophole, and hurriedly added another sentence: "I can't do shit, you understand the meaning."

Cruising: Frog Shooting Gun.gif

It's quite funny, Mu Xia chuckled and saved the expression.

They sent dozens of emoticons back and forth, and finally couldn't bear it anymore, so they tacitly let go of their phones and went to sleep.A high school student lacks sleep. In the morning self-study the next day, both of them dozed off and were caught by the English teacher and made to stand in the corridor.

After class, Lin Zhan yawned: "Did you sneak out last night? Why are you so sleepy?"

You Yi didn't want to talk, he buried his head on Mu Xia's shoulder, and the other one who was punished to stand and was used as a cushion spread his hands helplessly: "No way, he loves me so much, he can't sleep when he thinks of me, so he can only reluctantly think about him. "

Lin Zhan: "... gay people are gay, it's frightening."

The author has something to say: ...I feel like this is the end =口=