summer and roses

In the eyes of adults who have experienced feasting and feasting, the birthday tricks of adolescents are simply not on the table.Someone summed it up in four words: "eat, drink and drink." But they forgot that what they call going on stage is nothing more than an enlarged version.

The true meaning of life, eating, drinking and having fun, if you can't be happy, it's meaningless.

When Mucha was sitting in the corner of the KTV box with a glass of carbonated drink, he thought of these words for no reason, and smiled to himself.He made so many inappropriate movements that no one noticed for a while.

There is no cake for the birthday of the new superficial boyfriend, Lino had made an order, but the cake shop person said that there were too many orders and forgot the order.The eldest lady complained quite a bit, but was finally persuaded to give up resentfully. Although You Yi said it was okay, Lingo still complained for a long time that there was no cake and no birthday atmosphere.

But the atmosphere is quite good, Mu Xia thought, the unknown classmate Mai Bameng in the middle of the field was tearing his heart out, singing "Broad Sea and Sky".

The performance of the show is so perfect that it can be sung, it's really not flattering, you can't listen anymore, he picks out his ears, gets up from the middle and leans towards the corner where Mucha is, takes advantage of the opportunity to sit beside him, grabs a can of Coke and shakes it with one hand Opened the pull ring, gulped and drank several mouthfuls, put it back only to find that Mucha had been looking at her.

"What are you doing?" You Yi said, belatedly feeling a little uncomfortable.

Mu Xia raised his chin: "Is that hand a unique move, teach me, it's interesting."

He never spoke with a request sentence similar to "Is it okay?", as if he could ask someone for something, which is to give the sky a big face.You Yi didn't agree, but he didn't refuse either, and leaned on Mucha amidst the out-of-key singing.

"Oops." Mucha shouted half-truthfully, the voice was not loud, and no one else could hear it when the accompaniment was on.

You Yi glared at him pretending to be fierce, but the two of them folded their hands tacitly in the dark.He held Mucha's fingers, never looked at them carefully before, and felt that they should be very beautiful because they were long and slender. Youyou put his forehead on his shoulder, and took advantage of the opportunity to put the tripod on the edge of the coffee table in front of him, carelessly sitting or not.

When the other three get together, there will always be exciting scenes to watch. Lin Zhan can't stand Meng Ranran's ghostly cries and wolf howls, so he asks Lin Po to save the scene.The girl was not shy at all, she grabbed the microphone and ordered four songs in a row.

"Even this capital has it." You Yi muttered, and the MV started to play on the screen. It was a popular youth movie a while ago, and the theme song made a lot of tears, but he didn't expect that KTV would quickly catch up with the trend.

Mucha laughed suddenly, he covered his mouth, looked innocently at You Yi who started to stare at him again, and embarrassed him unapologetically: "I didn't expect that when you watched a movie last time...were you very involved?" , I ran to see it and didn’t want others to know, maybe I’m actually going to cry... hey!”

With a cry of pain, You Yi pinched his palm fiercely, and put one leg across Mucha's knee: "Shut up."

After finishing his mouth addiction, Mucha withdrew the smile on his lips, silently annoyed for a while that he shouldn't have said so much, but he couldn't control himself, even apologizing after a while seemed hypocritical.

The music stopped, and when it played again, it changed its style. After Lingo sang one song, the next one was in Cantonese. She turned around and said to the two people in the corner who seemed to be out of the way: "Musia, let's go together?"

He glanced at the title of the song, almost failed, so he picked up the microphone and said, "Do you mean I sing a female voice?"

Lin Po smiled weakly: "My brother said that you are a local, and your pronunciation is very standard."

Mucha turned to You Cruise: "Isn't it inappropriate to sing this song today? We order songs here for You Cruise's birthday, and then sing 'Yes, I mean, do you want to break up'?"

He lowered his voice and said the last sentence in Cantonese along with the accompaniment, and pronounced the words slowly and lingeringly. The ambiguity flashed by, and I don't know if others noticed it.You Yi pretended to be calm and took the Coke from the coffee table, and said, "You guys can do whatever you want."

"It's okay, he's single." Lin Xie smiled and signaled that Mucha was about to start.

It was the first time he heard Mu Xia sing, his level was better than that of Meng Ran's, but he was not to the point of kneeling.It's not the same as the usual speaking voice, I can't tell the difference, it seems to be deeper, I heard a tingle in the cochlea of ​​the cruiser, and it went straight to my heart, wandering around restlessly, trying to strangle him completely Not too angry.

Youyou bit the edge of the can, the roots of his teeth were sour, and he stared at Mucha's side from an angle.

His eyes were caught, Mu Xia turned his head and smiled at Lin Biao when he sang his part, You You didn't hide this time.

"Why do you want to avoid his kindness?" You Yi figured it out, "This is my boyfriend."

Even if they have to separate in the future, or just comfort each other and other frustrating words, at least at the moment, on the first day Youyou was 16 years old, he felt Mu Xia's eyes were soft, and the firefly lamp beside the bed was also warm.

After he finished singing that song, Lingo booed and sang another one. Mucha waved his hand and went back to the place where he was just sitting: "No, you guys sang too badly. And that pronunciation, Ameng is really bad, so I turned around and called out a few big brothers." I will teach you Cantonese."

"Fuck you!" Meng unexpectedly yelled at him, almost throwing the microphone over, "I'm not a local!"

Several people laughed together, and Youyou also had crooked eyes.

The birthday picture was lively, and all the acquaintances present knew that You Yi didn't like to occupy the microphone, so there was no intention of forcing him to take one.For a while, they were enjoying themselves, Mu Xia and You Yi leaned on each other, but they listened to the song in silence, and occasionally laughed at the same time because they were out of tune, and the protagonist became the most marginal person.

"Ameng likes Ringo, and then... Lin Zhan doesn't allow him to like Ringo, right?" Mu Xia observed secretly for a while, then asked You Yi, before getting an answer, he came to his own conclusion, "It's interesting."

You Yi said: "Xiao Zhan's brother and sister control, he doesn't admit it, but he really treats Apple better than his girlfriend."

Mucha nodded: "Maybe this is twins."

You Yi didn't answer his words, without any warning, he straightened up and turned his head to break Mucha's head.He was startled for a moment, thinking that Youyou was about to kiss him, he couldn't help closing his eyes, but after waiting for a long time before he came, he opened them again in doubt——

The boy was very close to him, with his school uniform jacket open, revealing a gray knitted sweater with a V-neck that showed a bit of his collarbone, unexpectedly a little slender.Mucha couldn't move his eyes away for a moment, he bit the tip of his tongue and said vaguely: "Dear and not moving, wait for the three of them to see us having sex."

You Yi laughed "poof", then moved a little away from him, and said, "They left after dinner, are you going home too?"

Mucha: "Where are you going if you don't go home?"

You Yi didn't speak, and replied with a bit of frustration after a long while: "All right."

I learned this sentence from Mucha, but it seems that I can't learn his lazy and casual tone, and I don't have that cool energy.Mucha just wanted to ask what's the matter, but the slumped-headed person gave the answer in a dull voice: "I also want to take you to eat a small glutinous rice cake of a time-honored brand. If you want to go home, then next time...well, next time you When going to the studio."

Mucha's sneer turned stiffly this time: "I'll tell my family after dinner that I can come back later."

So he saw You Yi's expression lit up in an instant, and he easily swayed him to hold his finger, and put it to his mouth to kiss.A few kisses are not enough, so Mu Xia boldly bites lightly, leaving a little tooth mark.

"You're a dog, right?" You You smiled and pushed him without pulling back.

"Happy birthday." Rubbing his palm with one hand, Mu Xia said, seeing no one looking at him out of the corner of the eye, he leaned forward and bit You Yu's earlobe, "I want to leave a mark, but unfortunately I don't have canine teeth."

It was too irritating to lick the hot earlobe with the tip of his tongue, Yuyou tensed his back, and when he looked at Mucha, he blinked his right eye.

The singing and music vibrate the eardrums, which is not a very memorable scene.

What songs they sang and what games they played that day, you can't remember exactly when you think about it later, except for the tooth marks on the fingertips and the casual glance of the man, it seems to be engraved in time, and it will not fade after countless days and nights.

After dinner, it started to rain again, and Lin Po brought an umbrella, but Meng actually yelled at Apple to take me to the bus station, but Lin Zhan shoved me into a taxi and sent me away.After the two brothers and sisters bid farewell to them, Mu Xia just folded his hands and leaned against the pillar of the Mala Tang shop, waiting for You Yi to say where to go next.

"I don't know if my aunt has a stall in this weather." You Yi worriedly pressed her phone, "But luckily I added her on WeChat, so I'll ask first."

Mucha smiled and said, "I don't know what to say about you after eating a small glutinous rice cake and adding the owner's WeChat."

Youyi Buan: "If you are like me, you will be so witty if you miss several times in a row. You want to eat it again after eating it once. If you don't believe me, just wait and see, don't drool and try to grab my share."

Mucha hammered the back of the cruising, just about to speak, the phone rang suddenly.Facing Cruise's confused gaze, he looked unhappy after reading the caller ID, and made a gesture to hide aside and press answer.

He suddenly stopped talking, You You didn't know who was calling and realized the importance of the call, he stood aside and waited quietly.Mucha started to argue with that person, a little annoyed and spoke too fast.He occasionally mixed in a sentence or two of his hometown dialect, which You You didn't understand at first, and he became more confused when he spoke too fast, and he couldn't get in. He only felt that Mu Xia realized the seriousness of the matter from Mu Xia's increasingly gloomy eyes.

"Then just ignore him." Mucha said, suppressing all his patience, "Let him look for it, why do you expect me to stop you? You think my words are useful?"

The rain outside was pattering, and You Yi reached out to catch it, it was cold, and his nasal cavity was full of damp breath.

It should be the last autumn rain, he thought idly, the hand that was about to grab Mu Xia was retracted and placed by his side.After the beginning of winter, the weather will not be so humid, but it will be cold to the bone. This summer is very hot, and the winter will not be too pleasant.

But it might snow, Mucha should be happy to see it.

Thinking about it, he turned his head to see if Mucha had finished the phone call, only to hear the man angrily yelling at the phone: "Can I control you? Thinking of me at this moment, you feel so sad, what did I do wrong? !"

Then he hung up with a "slap", Mu Xia's emotions were still not calmed down, and his chest heaved violently.He just made a phone call with a loud voice that attracted people from several tables near the door to look at him, You Yi hurriedly pulled Mu Xia over, thinking that he might be in a worse mood if he became someone else's conversation topic, he was much more terrified of anger than others.

Mu Xia is such a person, he has no taboos with anyone, even though he likes to take advantage of his lips, he has never really hurt anyone.It's just that Lin Zhan said he was good enough, and the head teacher felt that the child was rebellious——

No one regarded him as a docile 16-year-old boy.

"Who is it?" You You said, pulling him to hide at the far side of the bus stop.

Mu Xia managed to recover, most of the hostility in his body dissipated, and he spoke softly again: "My mother."

You Yi was taken aback, originally he didn't like to meddle in other people's family affairs, thinking about what Mu Xia said before and after school started, and now the two of them are no longer classmates who are strangers after leaving school, he asked Mucha: "Why?" gone?"

Mucha didn't want to mention it, so he unscrewed the bottle of soy milk he was carrying and took a sip, then said to him from left and right: "Can this glass bottle be taken away?"

"Yes." You Yi finished answering first, and then continued to ask, "Arguing with the family? Didn't you say that your parents don't care about you? If something serious happens, I'll take a taxi to take you back."

He just shook his head and remained silent, You Cruise didn't urge him, and continued to wait beside him, waiting for Mucha to speak.

Buses came and went again and again, and the red bus numbers were particularly conspicuous in the rain.Everyone took this as a temporary foothold and left after hiding from the rain, only they stood there for a long time.

"Can I go to your house tonight?" Mucha said, blinking his eyes, as if he was also affected by the moisture of the night rain.

You Yi agreed, took out his phone and called a Didi, the two of them were silent all the way, he held Mu Xia's hand.The car body bumped when passing the unrepaired road, and Mucha trembled slightly when cruising.

The boyfriend I just met suddenly collapsed, what should I do, wait online, I'm in a hurry.

He scratched his head, and for the first time in his life, he felt that not being able to comfort others was a great weakness - after all, Brother You had wrapped himself in a shell before, so he didn't need to comfort others, and no one would show him his bewildered side .

The tired birds have all returned to their nests, and the rain is fading when they get out of the car.

The taxi returned the same way, and when the light of the tail lights disappeared at the entrance of the alley, Mucha finally recovered his spirit.He took two steps along with the cruising, reached out and grabbed his wrist.

"Want to eat?" You Yi guessed on his own, "I'm not very good at cooking, but it's not too late. If you haven't eaten or are in a bad mood and want something to eat and drink, we can call a nearby restaurant. barbecue……"

"No." Mucha interrupted him, standing in the shadow of the gate of the community, "Do you want to know what she said just now? I was so angry that I could only answer yes or no."

The idea of ​​You Yi doing Tai Chi was blocked by him, so he could only seriously say: "Yes."

Mucha grabbed the glass bottle of soy milk, as if organizing his words, and said after a while: "My dad... I mentioned to you before that the reason for his company will change frequently, but my mom always wants to follow, and always They pulled me together, causing me to change schools frequently, without a sense of security or belonging.”

You Yi: "...Ah."

"If it were someone else's parents, it wouldn't be so troublesome at all. Once here, it would be like killing my mother." Mucha paused, "Do you know why?"

You Yi: "Your father is too handsome?"

Almost amused by his words, Mucha pretended to be bad and taught You Yi: "Yes or no... I look like my mother, don't beat around the bush and praise your boyfriend."

You are full of black lines: "I am also convinced that I still don't forget to talk about running the train at a time like this."

Mucha rubbed his hair and continued: "My dad used to have a first love, you know, it was a girlfriend from the student days, but in the end grandpa strongly objected to not being able to get married. He and my mom met on a blind date, and my mom fell in love at first sight , My dad was perfunctory, so he got married and had me. As a result, when I was in elementary school, he suddenly reconnected with that aunt."

Now that the matter has come to this point, You Yi knows what's going on: "...so your father cheated on you?"

Mucha had a cold face: "Well, I won't be afraid of your pride if I give you [-] points."

You Yi was completely speechless, he looked around, and simply hooked Mu Xia's shoulder: "Forget it, let's talk when we go back."

The community is a school district house in the past, and there are old and dim street lamps on the sidewalk.Mucha was dragged by You Yi all the way into a certain unit building, he held You Yi's hand instead: "I don't care."

The voice-activated lights flickered above his head, You You didn't understand what he meant: "What?"

"I don't care about it, because I don't like them being so exhausted at all." Mucha's expression was a little weird, but he seemed to be able to laugh when it was clearly uncomfortable, "Is it like what my mother said, I have no conscience?"

You Yi retracted his legs as he stepped up the steps, with an unprecedentedly serious expression: "I can't comment on your family affairs, but these are not your fault, don't say that about yourself."

Mucha's throat moved, and in the end he only lowered his eyelashes and followed behind him.

All the way up, the corridor light on the fourth floor was broken, no matter how hard you stomped your feet, it didn't turn on, You You stopped in front of a door and let go of Mu Xia's hand, looking down for the key.The sound of metal tinkling in the darkness, he stretched out his hand against the door, and was suddenly hugged from behind.

"I'm so uncomfortable!" Mucha said loudly, "You must comfort me."

"Why are you like this..." You Yi didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and opened the door with such a big human-shaped pillow hanging on his back.

Then he froze.

The living room at home was actually lit. Since he entered the community, he was so focused on Mucha's place that he didn't pay attention. It was only when he stood at the entrance that he realized something was wrong, but it was too late.You Yi instinctively asked Mucha to let go, but the other party hadn't noticed it yet, thinking that he was teasing him, and he refused to let go.

Someone came out of the study room when they heard the door open, and saw the spectacle of two big boys hugging each other, their jaws almost dropped in shock: "...Xiao Yi? Mucha?!"

You Yi was also quite frightened, but Mu Xia was calmer than him, and left You Yi's back in a slow manner, and put the schoolbag on the cabinet in the entrance of You Yi's house, without any psychological pressure, he called out:

"Teacher Li."

"Sister!" You Yi was also puzzled by the person who suddenly appeared in front of him, "You didn't tell me why you came, damn it, I almost scared to death, I thought they were back."

Li Yan, who watched the whole process, desperately signaled him to keep his voice down.

Youyou's mouth had probably been opened, and just as he finished speaking, a tall woman with a wheat complexion came out from the room on the other side, wearing a pair of regular black-rimmed glasses, with two unfolded glasses hanging in her arms. clothing.Mucha, whom she saw first, was surprised for a moment, then went to watch You Yi.

Her brows were upside down, and she couldn't help but patted the clothes in her hand towards You Yi: "Did you swear again just now? How did I teach you? Are you so uneducated when you're not at home?"

Three questions in a row, You Yi is no different from Mu Xia just now, he is about to collapse, he falls to the side on the sofa, he doesn't want to move anymore, he regards himself as a corpse.

Mucha said blankly, "Hello, Auntie, I'm his roommate."

The author has something to say: The boy who speaks Cantonese is very charming, so I selfishly set Brother Xia as Cantonese =3=