summer and roses

Later life was the same as all high schools, tense and regular, basically leaving no private time for random thoughts.You Yi wanted to ask Mu Xia and his heart-to-heart talks were killed in the cradle before they sprouted. He plunged headlong into various monsoon and ocean current cycles, modern and contemporary history, and the relationship between culture and political economy, suffering unspeakably.

Xu Wenke still didn't pay attention to You Yi, Mu Xia watched happily, and teased him a few words from time to time, but You Yi's ears were red and he replied in a rough voice.While pretending to admit cowardice, he thought: "This person is still cute."

The four words "serious, stern, and stern" are not appropriate to describe, after all, this is what it means.Mucha's Chinese literature is not very good, and only at this time did he feel that his literary reserves are lacking.

He was lying on the desk, and the geography teacher was analyzing the characteristics of the development of the Tennessee River Basin at a very fast speed on the podium. The sentences connected together had a hypnotic effect.Eyelids drooped heavily, Mucha rested her chin with one hand, forcing herself not to fall asleep.

The ink pen twirled around his fingertips, and he poked the back of the boy in the front row.

You Yi trembled violently as if being electrocuted, then turned his head halfway, and indicated with his eyes that there was something wrong with him.Mucha shook her head, the corners of her mouth raised unconsciously, she gladly accepted You Yi's vicious stare.

He woke up from his doze, lowered his head and copied a few lines of notes, rubbed his wrists, and drew a cartoon tiger on the blank space of the book page.

Sometimes cruising is like a big cat, aggressive, the first impression is scary, not easy to mess with.But after getting in touch with him, I found that in fact, he just looks a bit fierce, and there is nothing that can threaten people.

Mucha thought about it, and added a black T-shirt to the cartoon tiger.

After the get out of class bell rang, it was time for inter-class exercises. No. [-] Middle School did radio gymnastics in summer, and ran laps around the playground in winter to keep fit. Mu Xia and You Yi didn't like either, so they sneaked away tacitly—the first time in the toilet We met by chance, and made eye contact the next few times.

He stood up, and deliberately dragged it for a while when everyone was walking outside the classroom, looking in the direction of the cruise.

The man slowly took out his mobile phone from the desk drawer and stuffed it into his trouser pocket, raised his eyes to meet Mucha's, blinked his right eye, and took the lead to push aside the crowd and go to the bathroom.Mucha followed, with a calm expression, a little funny in his heart.

They hid in a cubicle and waited for the outside broadcast to start shouting "one two three four, two two three four" before they came out.

Mucha leaned against the wall, looking at the small window.On an autumn morning, the sun broke through the clouds, and some tree shadows leaked through the window on the second floor, and the mottled shapes fell on his shoulders.

"Hello." You Yi said suddenly, calling his name with a correct accent, "Muchia."

The boy straightened his eyebrows, and snorted from his nasal cavity, indicating that he heard it.After waiting for a while, Mu Xia raised his head and saw You Yi's expression was too serious, so he couldn't help laughing: "What's wrong?"

Youyou stood in front of him with evasive eyes, and hesitantly said after a while: "What did you find out...?"

Mucha frowned suspiciously at first, then immediately realized the meaning of his words, and couldn't help laughing immediately.You You's scalp was numb from his laughter, and his face became more and more ugly. He felt that he had asked a stupid question, so he turned around and was about to leave.

"Don't." Mucha reflexively stretched out his hand to grab You Yi's arm.

It's not yet the weather to wear long-sleeved school uniforms, and the subtle difference in body temperature between the two when they make physical contact makes them all startled.Mucha felt as if his hands were scalded, he quickly let go of the cruise, put it back into his trouser pocket, thought for a while, and stared at a swaying light spot on the upper of the shoe, as if listening to the wind for a while.

You Yi's ears were completely red, he stood where he was, and looked at him eagerly.

After a while, Mucha whispered: "I liked someone before, so I found out."

"Before." You Yi repeated these two words subconsciously. He pronounced the words with a strange accent and accent, which made him seem a bit eccentric, but Mu Xia didn't seem to notice it. He fell into the memories of the past, and his usual heartless expression also changed. up.It's dignified, I can't tell, but it's a bit obvious and sad-I don't know who it is for.

"When I lived...in City G, my neighbor had an older brother who was very kind to me." Mucha said a place name in the south, his voice was dry, "My parents lived in the north in the first year of junior high school, and the school I went to was Next to the house. I eat out every day, and I often meet a tall brother, so I just look at it a few more times."

You Yi wanted to make fun of his love for the elderly, but his expression couldn't be relaxed, and he couldn't blurt out his words.He followed Mucha's soft voice, deliberately holding his breath.

When the sun hid in the clouds, the shadows of the trees also disappeared, and a gust of wind blew by, making it a bit cold in the deep corridor.

"One day when I came home, I met him, only to find that he was on the same floor as my house. He also had an impression of me. He took the initiative to chat with me, and we talked in the elevator. He was ten years older than me. He just came to G City for work, and his life was very stressful. Big." Mucha said, that place is a first-tier city, You You often sees crowded subways on TV, and the pace is fast when you think about it.

He paused for a moment, seeing that Youyi didn't answer, and continued: "Later, he sometimes came to visit my house after work, and I didn't have any sense of defense at that time, and he was indeed not a bad person, so I can say I was lucky. He brought takeout Come on, the two of you are getting acquainted, and I will introduce him to my parents. My parents are happy to hear that, and feel that someone has taken care of them."

"At that time, cooking at my house, watching football games together, spending more time together, I fell in love with him."

After saying this, Mucha lowered his head and quickly twisted the tip of his nose, then asked You Yi: "Do you have a cigarette, give me one."

"No." You Yi said, leaning closer to him and asking, "Did you confess your love later?"

Mucha shook his head. Before the other party had time to ask the reason, he explained to himself: "We have been together like that for about half a year, and my parents want to send me to the north to go to school. I wanted to say goodbye to him that day, so I confessed—— Thinking that I won’t be able to see him anyway, it’s not embarrassing to be rejected, and I don’t know where I got the courage to knock on the door of his house for the first time, but it was his fiancée from his hometown who answered the door, asking him to get married at the end of the year.”

You Yi: "Huh?"

Mucha: "The two had a big quarrel and broke up. The elder sister ran out crying, but he didn't chase her. His attitude towards that person was completely different from how he usually treats me. That day I gave him something and said I want to move away. Then I gave up, and I still can’t explain the reason. Maybe it’s like this for a while, and I didn’t realize that I was abnormal after I arrived in the north.”

The spot of light appeared again, moving from the upper to the terrazzo floor tiles at the feet.Time quietly left a trace, the sound of the broadcast in the distance stopped, and the bustling words and noise poured into the teaching building like a tide.

You Yi said it was not so difficult, he patted Mucha on the shoulder: "How can you be abnormal?"

Mucha glanced at him, his expressionless face turned into a sarcastic smile: "Don't worry about comforting me, you are overjoyed, you know your brother Xia's little secret - I just like people who are older than me , I have a sense of security. When I see reliable ones in the future, remember to introduce them, maybe I will consider staying for a few more years.”

Youyou poohed him, and withdrew his claws: "Whether you stay or not is none of my business, after finishing high school, it's not like we parted ways."

Mucha asked him back: "Aren't you coming back after graduation? Your family is here, better than mine."

You Yi: "It stands to reason that you should return to City G after finishing college. I saw it last time when Lin Zhan was sorting out the roster. You are from City G."

"So what?" Mucha spoke in an aggressive tone, he walked into the cubicle and slammed the door and started to turn on the water.

Relying on the fact that there was no one else in the men's room, Youyou said in a very aggressive tone outside: "You said it yourself, otherwise I would go wherever I like after finishing college, it's none of your business, whether you stay here or not has nothing to do with me! "

Excited to speak, he kicked the partition and almost stepped on the air.

Mucha stood on the steps coldly, looking down at him, the fragility that flashed in his eyes just now was like an illusion of cruising.He opened the cruiser and walked towards the sink: "Yeah, it's none of your business, I was the one to be rude, I'm sorry."

He said "I'm sorry" casually, and he didn't even bother to pretend his sincerity.

You Cruising stayed where he was, and rolled his eyes when he choked on his words.But he trotted a few steps to keep up with Mucha, after thinking about it, put on Mucha's shoulder, and comforted him awkwardly: "It's okay, I won't say anything outside."

Then Mu Xia glanced at him: "You fucking dare."

He looked really angry when he was fierce, and it was a bit chilling.But You Yi Leng didn't realize the danger, instead he made more progress with him with a playful smile: "Oh, I have a sense of propriety, trust me, huh?"

As if coaxing a child.

Mucha was discouraged all of a sudden, and felt that he was humiliating himself if he was serious with him.He let his claws hang on his shoulders, and thought: "Forget it, don't argue with him, who hasn't touched the black history yet."

When they returned to the classroom, Chen Qian brought Mucha's school uniform.He bowed to the Lucky Cat, returned to his seat with a bundle of soft clothes, and hit the ground without any intention of cherishing it.

The school badge of Yucai Middle School is very conspicuous on the black and white formal suit, sewn on top, neatly, like the uniforms of high school students in Korean dramas and Japanese dramas.He looked at it a few more times, and then turned over the other sets to observe carefully, only to notice that although the coat that Youyue put on the back of the chair today was washed very clean, it was the sack school uniform.

The brand-new school uniform he just got at this time, the new friends sitting at the front table, and the half-written geography exercise book on the table, gave Mucha finally a sense of security in the new environment.

He is like a deer that has trekked, lost its way during the rainy season migration, and finds that the water and grass are abundant and can settle in a new place.

After thinking for a while, Mucha folded the new school uniform and put it in the bag, then hid it in the drawer.

It's cold in the morning and evening, so he can put on a coat first.

Mucha didn't tell You Yi that he was extremely insecure, wandering and lonely were the source of all his sensitivity.He also didn't tell You Yi, and it was actually the first time he told others about the past.

"Secret love" usually becomes the most secret emotion in the heart, mixed with self-blame and satisfaction, and many things are unbelievable in retrospect: deliberately create encounters, pretend to be reserved to eat together; peep at the books and movies the other party likes, and then get along with each other Find topics in the conversation and let the other party look up to you.

There are also conjectures, not only girls who will cherish spring, everyone has experienced the night after thinking of being together from a "good morning".

But he still has some reservations, Mu Xia now feels that having a crush on him is not like his style, thinking about it, he was still young at that time, but now that he has passed his 16th birthday, he thinks he is much more mature.

The autumn wind is gradually rising, and some things should disappear with time.

After the first monthly exam, the Mid-Autumn Festival holiday was linked with the National Day, and all parties played games before and after, squeezed out the eight-day holiday.

"Where are you going to play?" Lin Zhan sat on the bed and packed his clothes, forgetting about the just-concluded monthly exam, and said to himself cheerfully, "Apple wants to buy clothes, this little girl He said all day long that he didn’t have any autumn clothes, and asked me if I could buy them—a joke, in our No. [-] Middle School, two sets of school uniforms were handed down to graduation, and it’s not their other schools.”

You Yi echoed him: "That's right, it's better to buy a pair of sneakers than buying clothes. Hey, I recently saw a pair of Adidas' new shoes. They seem to be limited editions. They look really good. I plan to cut them first and play later."

Lin Zhan: "Your parents haven't come back yet? That's great."

You Yi: "I was supposed to go back this week, but last night my dad sent an email saying that he wanted to start a new project, and he would come back at the end of next month. He sent me a sum of living expenses and told me to play by myself on National Day."

Meng Ran, who was waiting for them at the door of the dormitory, yelled strangely: "Brother You, your parents are so kind——"

You Yi smiled bluntly: "Then let's make a difference, your parents treat you even better. If I get 27 points in the math test, I'm afraid my head will be blown off, and you have lived to this day, which has already shown that uncle and aunt optimistic."

Meng actually wanted to fight him desperately, but Cruising occupied the strategic high ground, so he had no choice but to hop below.

Xu Wenke didn't hear the voices of the other two people for a while, and Xu Wenke was not chatting with them in the dormitory. After thinking about it, he poked his head to look at the lower berth.Mucha leaned against the wall, with a thin quilt on his legs, and was playing a mobile game. When he was chewing gum, he occasionally moved his masseter muscles, and his eyebrows and eyes were very sharp when viewed from a certain angle.

You Yi said: "Muchia, what are you doing on vacation?"

Mucha blew a bubble, and said vaguely: "Go sketch."

Meng Ran: "Write what?"

You Yi made a protracted "ah" and said, "Didn't you go to see Mr. Chen that day, did you settle down on the matter of the art student? It seems that you are not in a good mood."

"Junk school." Mucha's bubble burst, and he continued to chew gum, "It's just a pretext to ask for subsidies from the provincial education department, and I didn't plan to do it directly. I'm already planning to find a studio by myself, and I will start next semester." Training camp, otherwise how will you take the exam."

You Yi: "Yo."

The villain on Mucha's screen got into the grass to hide his figure, his eyes finally returned to reality from the game, and looked at Youyou - this person was hanging upside down, his eyes bent into beautiful crescent moons when they met each other shape.

"What are you so angry about?" Mucha said, not a question.

"Look for the studio, I'll take you there." You Yi jumped off the upper bunk with his hands on his hands, knocked his arms against the edge of the bed, grinned and stood firm, and said, "That's what my cousin does."

His game character lay dead again, but Mu Xia couldn't care about it. He sat up straight, with his legs crossed, and a gleam flashed in his eyes: "Really? Your cousin runs a studio? Do you want to play or do training? how much?"

You Yi took out his mobile phone, and showed him a circle of friends: "This is my cousin Li Yan, she specializes in training for art exams."

Come on, there is nowhere to find when you break through the iron shoes, and it takes no effort to get it.

Mucha knocked on You Yi's forehead: "Young man, I like you."

The author has something to say: finally get to the point

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