Warm water

At about eleven o'clock that night, Ji Yan got off the plane.When I got home, the room was dark and quiet.

Ji Yan tiptoed to turn on the light, and the tea on the table was still steaming, which meant that his father had just fallen asleep.He put down his backpack and went to the door of his father's bedroom to look inside. When he saw the person sleeping soundly on the bed, he had the urge to cry.

He hadn't been home for too long, too long.

Ji Yan rubbed his sore eyes and walked to his bedroom.No one has lived in the room for several years, but it is still very clean.Ji Yan took off his clothes and lay on the bed, the familiar smell, everything familiar.Unexpected insomnia, he choked up softly, sobbing and fell asleep quickly.

At four o'clock in the morning, Ji Yan was awakened by the ringing of his mobile phone.He answered the phone in a daze, his voice hoarse, "Hello?"

"Brother Yan."

Ji Yan suddenly woke up for the most part.

"what's up?"

"Are... are you home?"

"Ah."

"I..." The person on the other end of the phone asked hesitantly, "Can I visit you on vacation?"

Ji Yan immediately refused, "Don't come, besides, you can't find me."

"Yan..." Lu Yichen's voice was full of grievances, "Brother Yan, I was wrong."

Ji Yan wanted to ask what was wrong, but he didn't ask in the end.

Why bother?It has come to this point, there is no need to ask.

"We have already broken up, Lu Yichen."

After saying this, Ji Yan hung up the phone.

Lu Yichen didn't call again, which was expected by Ji Yan, because Lu Yichen wanted face too much.Every time you quarrel, if you don't stand up for a day and a half, you will never give up.

Being disturbed by Lu Yichen, Ji Yan couldn't fall asleep.I tossed and turned in bed, not knowing when I fell asleep.It was almost ten o'clock when I woke up again, and I couldn't sleep when I went back to the cage, and I couldn't get up once I fell asleep.

Ji Yan was drowsy on the bed for another half a minute, and he became more energetic when the knock on the door sounded.

A woman's voice came from outside the door, "Xiao Yan, come out and have some food?"

Ji Yan just put on his clothes and got out of bed.

"Auntie, where's my dad?" Ji Yan pushed open the door and scanned the living room.

"He went out for a walk. He was waiting for you late yesterday."

"wait for me?"

Ji Yan thought of the hot tea on the table last night.

"Didn't you say you're coming back? He's been waiting for you, and finally went back to sleep when he couldn't stand it any longer."

Ji Yan blinked his sore eyes, took a deep breath, "I'm going out to find my dad."

In the garden downstairs, a man with half-white hair sat on a bench and watched a group of children playing and playing.Looking at the vicissitudes of the back, Ji Yan's nose became sore.

He came to the man and called out, "Dad."

The man turned his head slowly, with joy on his dark and simple face.

"What happened to you and that child? Did you quarrel?" Father Ji said.

Ji Yan didn't expect his father to ask this, and he didn't know what to answer for a while.

"In short, just live happily, don't be surprised by people's eyes. Dad has the money. I just sold a batch of pigs a month ago, enough for you to spend, don't worry."

Ji Yan burst into tears.

"Why are you crying? It's good to know you're back." Ji's father patted Ji Yan's shoulder.

At this moment, Ji Yan only felt how fragile and insignificant love is compared to family affection.

……

That night, the family sat together and had a happy meal.After dinner, Ji's father and aunt went downstairs for a walk, and Ji Yan was washing dishes in the kitchen.

Halfway through the dishes, the phone rang.Ji Yan wiped his hands and connected the phone.

"Brother Yan... Have you eaten yet?" A familiar voice came from the microphone.

Ji Yan was very surprised that Lu Yichen called again so soon, "Is there something wrong?"

"Brother Yan, don't be like this, I know I was wrong, give me a chance..." Lu Yichen's voice was muffled.

Ji Yan was silent.

Lu Yichen's voice trembled, "Brother Yan, trust me, okay?"

Ji Yan hung up the phone.

believe him?How can it be so easy to rebuild trust in a person?

A few minutes later, the bell rang again, and Ji Yan turned off the phone angrily.

The next day Lu Yichen called again.

The third day, the fourth day, for a week, every day.Change to a different number and send a text message with the same content.

They all begged Ji Yan to forgive him.

……

Lu Yichen hadn't had a good night's sleep for a long time, he was depressed and broke a few plates when he went to the restaurant to serve them.

Every day I think about Ji Yan.

In the middle of the night when there was no one around, he was coldly rejected by Ji Yan again and again. While wiping his tears quietly, he continued to call Ji Yan.

He felt aggrieved, Ji Yan had never treated him like this, and Ji Yan always obeyed him.So this time he was really scared, afraid that he would never meet such a good person again in this life.

But the two were separated by thousands of miles, Lu Yichen had no choice but to make a phone call.

Dialing familiar numbers over and over again is not only a torment for Lu Yichen, but also for Ji Yan.Finally, one night, Ji Yan couldn't take it anymore, his mind got hot, and he sent Lu Yichen a text message:

Let's be friends first.

Lu Yichen replied almost instantly:

Okay, Brother Nayan, are you still angry with me?

Ji Yan didn't reply to him.

How could you not be angry?

As long as Lu Yichen and Xia Jinian are friends, then he will be unhappy.But Ji Yan didn't want to force Lu Yichen, he wanted to wait until Lu Yichen figured it out, and took the initiative to break up with Xia Jinian.

He can't teach him all the time, and he doesn't want to teach anymore, he's tired.

In the following days, Lu Yichen would call Ji Yan, sometimes when Ji Yan fell asleep and couldn't answer the phone, Lu Yichen would send text messages, talking about trivial matters in life, and behaved very well.

In this way, the two chatted about homework.Not in love, but doing things you never did in love.As far as Lu Yichen is concerned, when he was in love, he never took the initiative to talk to Ji Yan about family affairs, and he never said good morning and good night to Ji Yan.

……

A week later, Ji Yan applied for a job as a head chef in a five-star hotel.Cooking his favorite dish, listening to the compliments of the guests on the food, going back to dinner with his father at night, receiving a call from Lu Yichen on time before going to bed, the two of them talked about what they had, and it was like this every day.This is a day that Ji Yan has never experienced in the past three years. This kind of fulfilling and happy life is what Ji Yan wants most.

As the end of summer gradually approached, not only the cicadas became noisy, but so did Ji Yan.

Ji Yan bought a flat in the city center, and the decoration team changed one after another, but Ji Yan was still not satisfied.He was too busy, he didn't receive Lu Yichen's calls several times, he was so tired that he had to call again.

So one late night, when Ji Yan received a crying call from Lu Yichen, he didn't know that the puppy was so sad because he neglected him.

"Brother Yan...you...do you have a boyfriend?"

Ji Yan felt that Lu Yichen was baffled, and wanted to explain, but he was upset, so he answered yes casually, and the busy tone appeared on the call.

The next day, Ji Yan didn't receive any more calls from Lu Yichen.

At night, Ji Yan sat by the window watching the night, took out his mobile phone card and threw it out of the window.

Goodbye, Lu Yichen.

Ji Yan suffered from insomnia again, the next day he took a day off, with dark circles under his eyes and the designer of the new house had just returned from buying decoration materials when he saw a very familiar person sitting at the door of the building.

Before Ji Yan realized what was going on, he was hugged by that person.

Ji Yan was stunned for a moment.

"Brother Yan, don't be with him, can you be with me?" The person holding him cried again.

Ji Yan never knew that Lu Yichen loved to cry so much.

The designer at the side pondered for a moment, then walked away wisely.

"How did you find this place?" Ji Yan tried to push Lu Yichen away.

Lu Yichen hugged him even tighter, "Forgive me, please? I...I bought the shoes."

Only then did Ji Yan realize that Lu Yichen was carrying a bag in his hand, which was already somewhat dirty.

"This time it's true, I've been working part-time to buy it for you." Lu Yichen sobbed, tears wiped Ji Yan's shoulder.

"How did you come?"

"I took the train for a day and a half. I called you before and my phone ran out of battery." As if thinking of something, Lu Yichen tightened his arms and said in a low voice: "After getting off the bus, I found a phone booth to call you...but I couldn't get through. It's..."

Ji Yan's heart throbbed in pain.

Silly boy, of course I can't get through, I threw away the phone card.

"How did you find me?" Ji Yan asked softly.

"Ask your cousin..."

Ji Yan frowned, "He's not that kind, did you give him money?"

Lu Yichen nodded.

"how much is it?"

"One thousand..." Lu Yichen lowered his voice.

After all, Ji Yan's heart softened. Forget it, he sighed, "Okay, put the shoes on for me."

Lu Yichen was stunned for a moment, then immediately knelt down and took out new shoes.He slowly took off the gray canvas shoes on Ji Yan's feet, put the new shoes on the man's feet, and tied a beautiful knot.

"Does it fit? Brother Yan." Lu Yichen looked expectant.

Ji Yan didn't answer, but asked: "Do you know what's wrong?"

Lu Yichen lowered his eyes and nodded obediently, "Wrong."

"What's wrong?"

"I shouldn't cheat you by buying fake shoes."

"anything else?"

"I won't contact Xia Jinian again, Brother Yan, don't worry, I love you, I really love you, I only love you."

Ji Yan rubbed Lu Yichen's head.

Unexpectedly, the first time Lu Yichen expressed love to himself was under such circumstances.

"How much money do you have?" Ji Yan asked after thinking about it.

"Less than one hundred..." said Lu Yichen took out all his money from his pocket.

"Invite me to eat hot pot."

Lu Yichen looked at the money in his hand, feeling embarrassed, but he agreed.

After a long journey, the young man who only had this little change left on his body was afraid that it would not be enough for Ji Yan to eat.

If you ask Lu Yichen what does he want to do with money?He will definitely answer Yang Jiyan.After dating for three years, he knew that Ji Yan paid too much, and suffered a lot of grievances along with him.

Ji Yan is not very keen on exercising in bed, but Ji Yan never refuses when he pesters Ji Yan.

Lu Yichen wants to support Ji Yan, so that Ji Yan can spend every day to support this person for the rest of his life.

In the hot pot restaurant, Ji Yan ordered 300 yuan in one go, regardless of whether he could finish it or not.

Lu Yichen sat opposite and watched Ji Yan eat without moving a single chopstick.

"Why don't you eat?"

"Brother Yan, you eat first, I'll go to the bathroom."

Seeing Lu Yichen leaving with his mobile phone, Ji Yan thought about it and secretly followed him.

In the bathroom, Lu Yichen was on the phone with someone, "Zhou Ke, do you have [-], lend it to me, I... I'll pay it back to you next week."

In fact, Ji Yan deliberately asked Lu Yichen to treat him to hot pot. He wanted to see how Lu Yichen would treat himself with such a little money left.But now when Lu Yichen humbly asks someone to borrow money, Ji Yan feels distressed.

The always proud Lu Yichen lowered his head, Ji Yan felt uncomfortable, his puppy shouldn't be like this.Ji Yan sighed, that's all, he forgave him.

"You didn't? Then... forget it, it's okay." Lu Yichen scratched his head and walked out of the bathroom in frustration.

Ji Yan wanted to come back before Lu Yichen. He was eating hot pot leisurely, and from time to time he peeked at Lu Yichen who was smiling forcefully.

After a hot pot meal, Ji Yan called the waiter to pay the bill.

"A total of 350 yuan, who will pay for the two?"

Ji Yan raised his eyebrows and looked at Lu Yichen.

Lu Yichen lowered his eyes, blushed a little, and said falteringly: "Well, can I wash the dishes here to pay for the meal?"

Ji Yan laughed out loud, but there was an unspeakable sourness in his heart.He took out the card and handed it to the waiter, looked at Lu Yichen and said, "Forget it, just take it as a loan from me, and remember to pay me back when you have money."

"I'm sorry, Brother Yan... I should have invited you." Lu Yichen silently held Ji Yan's hand, "Will you... still forgive me?"

Ji Yan discovered for the first time that Lu Yichen's low EQ is not only all bad.Clumsy, helpless, and cautious, it's actually kind of cute.

"Well, I forgive you." Ji Yan smiled, and then he gave Lu Yichen a slap in the back of the head with a vicious look, "I tell you, there will be no next time!"

Then Lu Yichen cried again.

Hugging Ji Yan, she cried in a disfigured way.

Ji Yan couldn't laugh or cry, but he hadn't seen him for half a month, how could he become a crybaby?

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