First love Fangxing

After leaving the cinema, there was less than an hour left before the departure time.

The three hurried into the train station, passed the security check smoothly, and entered the waiting room.

There is still some time before the check-in.

The waiting room was overcrowded and they managed to find a seat in the corner.This seat was naturally for Fang Xing.

Liu Muyang ran to buy hot drinks again.He inserted the straw into the cup, took out a tissue to wrap the cup carefully, and handed it to Fang Xing.

Liu Muge hugged the small cup of hot drink that Liu Muyang stuffed for him, curled his lips, "Do you treat them differently?"

Liu Muyang replied indifferently: "Envy? Envy you to go back to find Yan Lang?"

"we broke up."

Liu Muyang and Fang Xing were startled, looked at each other, and then at Liu Muge.Holding the cup in one hand and the straw in the other, Liu Muge kept stirring the drink in the cup, with a smile on his face.

Normally, Liu Muyang wouldn't go into it, but at this moment he felt that the smile was a forced smile no matter how you looked at it.

Fang Xing seemed to have noticed it too, he gently tugged at the corner of Liu Muge's clothes.

Liu Muge squatted down on the spot, and Liu Muyang also squatted down, holding Fang Xing's hand.

Fang Xing poked his head and asked cautiously, "How did you divide?"

Liu Muge stopped what he was doing, restrained his smile, and said calmly: "On the second day of junior high school, my mother found his home. The final result he won was that we cut off all contact during the period before my college entrance examination. tell me."

"You accept?"

Liu Muge nodded, "This is the biggest concession my mother has made so far, and it was he who worked so hard to win it. When I heard from his sister that he had been thinking about how to tell me this matter for several days so that I could accept it peacefully. When it doesn't have any effect on my mood, I feel like my heart melts, and it's great to feel that my hard work for so long has not been in vain."

As if thinking about Yan Lang, the corners of Liu Muge's mouth twitched slightly, "He said he was waiting for me at University A. So, I have to study hard and win University A!"

It seemed that Fang Xing and himself were too worried.How can this be lovelorn?This is clearly showing affection!

Liu Muyang wanted to tease a few words, but suddenly heard the announcement that the train he was sitting in started to check tickets.

Feeling that Fang Xing's hand holding him suddenly tightened, he turned his head to look, and Fang Xing was looking at him with red eyes.

He was too busy listening to Liu Muge to speak, but he didn't have a good conversation with Fang Xing, feeling very sad.At this time, they clasped their hands and looked at each other but couldn't speak.And just like that, the time came when we had to part.

He turned his head three times a step, until the moment he couldn't see Fang Xing, all the strength in his body seemed to be taken away in an instant, and he lost all vigor.

After getting into the car and settled his luggage, he couldn't wait to send a message to Fang Xing to report his safety.

Weeping Liu Muyang: I've settled down, please drive safely and let me know when you get home.

I got Fang Xing's reply in seconds.

Xing'er: I just sat down. In the shopping mall just now, Mu Ge went to buy drinks. He said he would go shopping before going back.

Weeping Liu Muyang: Then you have a good time shopping.

Xing'er: You pay attention to safety.Have a good rest, don't be tired, there are so many things to carry when you get off the car.

Weeping Liu Muyang: Well, I'm not tired.But the car was really crowded. Fortunately, I sat in the front of the car and had space to put things.

Xing'er: That's good.

Weeping Willow Muyang: Missing You

Xing'er: I miss you.

Looking at the two sentences that jumped out on the screen at the same time, Liu Muyang's empty heart was comforted and filled with longing.

Weeping Liu Muyang: I love you

However, there was no reply for a long time after the message was sent.When he saw the reply again, he had already arrived home.

Xinger: I just got home.And you?

Xinger: I miss you very much

Xinger: Mu Ge and I went to sing and play video games.He cried and laughed, hoarse.I am very worried and very sad.He obviously had a playful smile all day long, and he looked very strong and didn't care about anything, so he was so fragile.What happened to him had a great impact on me, and I still felt that I did something wrong and should not have introduced Yan Lang to him.If it weren't for me, they wouldn't have met, and they wouldn't be in such pain as they are now.Although you persuade me and I understand the reasoning, that's how I feel.

Xing'er: But I also know that things have become like this, and it's useless for me to feel guilty or blame myself.So, I want to make amends, I want to do something for them.But I don't know what to do.

After reading it, he dialed the phone directly.The phone was picked up with a beep.

"Yangyang. Are you home?"

They had only been separated for a few hours, and they hadn't heard Fang Xing's voice for a few hours. When they heard Fang Xing's voice again, their thoughts surged and they scratched their hearts and lungs.

"Just entered the house. I miss you so much."

"I miss you too. It feels cold in the room."

Liu Muyang chuckled, "How much carbon dioxide do I exhale by myself?"

Fang Xing seemed to understand after thinking for a while, and he also laughed, "That's right, you also emit a lot of heat by yourself."

"Then no one will warm your bed, why don't you sleep alone tonight?"

"Mu Ge sleeps with me."

Hearing such a serious and emotionless answer, Liu Muyang said jealously: "Hey - someone filled my vacancy so soon?"

Fang Xing sneered, "Don't worry. No one can fill your vacancy."

"That's about the same! Mu Ge is by your side?"

"Well, he fell asleep. Crazy enough and tired, he fell asleep after touching the pillow."

"So, you started to think about it again?"

What responded to him was Fang Xing's silence.

As Fang Xing said, even though he understands the truth, he still cannot let go of it.Then only when Yan Lang and Liu Muge are happy can Fang Xing be freed from it, and it will take time.

"Hey, what you can do now is to wait quietly for Mu Ge's college entrance examination to end. He cares so much about Yan Lang, and he will definitely do his best."

Fang Xing gave a soft "um" and fell into silence again.

Liu Muyang was a little anxious, he couldn't see or touch from such a long distance, he felt that he was not sure to make Fang Xing feel at ease with language alone, but his current weapon was only language.

He tried his best to suppress the impatience in his heart and keep himself calm.

"What are you thinking now? Can you tell me?"

"..." Fang Xing hesitated, and asked him: "With me, do you feel happy?"

Liu Muyang replied firmly: "Of course I'm happy!"

"I also feel very happy. Especially when I see Mu Ge's misfortune, I feel how lucky and happy I am. But this kind of thinking makes me feel terrible. I often think, can I be so happy?"

"What can't you do?"

"Happiness should not be compared."

"You're right. But you also said that you just feel happier. And it's not 'am I really happy', but 'is it okay to be this happy'. That proves that you don't just rely on comparison to get happiness I am very happy when you say that, do you know? No matter how you get happiness, you feel happy with me, I am really happy. Besides, your happiness is not easy to come by, you forget your past Struggling and suffering? Even if it comes through comparison, then you realize this, shouldn’t you cherish me more and cherish this relationship to make this feeling more real?”

"Ah."

"To be honest, I'm just like you. But isn't it nice to learn from other people's misfortunes and failures and live your own life? So stop thinking about it, okay?"

Fang Xing took a deep breath and said, "I know I can't convince myself, but I actually want to use your words to find an excuse for myself. Do you think I'm despicable?"

"Why? I'm very happy that you told me this, which makes me feel that you depend on me more. I just hope you can tell me everything. You feel happy when you are with me. If you tell me, it's more difficult to feel unhappy. Tell me."

"I feel very unhappy right now."

Fang Xing's lonely voice made Liu Muyang panic, "Huh?"

"Because you're not around."

After the words fell, Fang Xing's low laughter sounded.

Liu Muyang breathed a sigh of relief, his heart softened.

Fang Xing actually knew how to joke.

"I really want to fly to you right now."

"come on."

Fang Xing's voice rang in his ears softly, as if he was really by his side, and a small wind blew, making Liu Muyang itchy from his ears to his heart.

"...You. Stop flirting with me."

"Huh?...how can I have it?"

It's even more terrible for this kind of person who doesn't know it after teasing.

Liu Muyang felt that if he continued to chat like this, he would have to let Fang Xing tease him to death.

"Let's change the subject."

"……you say."

"Vigorous love and plain love, which one do you like?"

Fang Xing asked back, "Which one do you like?"

Because Liu Muge said in the afternoon that he envied the relationship between him and Fang Xing, Liu Muyang had been thinking about this issue in the car, which one he liked.To be honest, at the beginning he was quite inclined towards vigorous love, like Liu Muge who dared to love and hate, and moved forward bravely.Maybe it's because I haven't had that kind of thrilling experience before, so my heart is in turmoil.However, it stopped at the commotion.Because he discovered that without vigorous love, he can still dare to love and hate, and move forward bravely.He and Fang Xing had wasted the first half of their lives, and since they decided to be together for the second half of their lives, he never thought about letting go.Whether life is plain or monotonous, as long as they are together with Fang Xing, he believes that they can enjoy themselves.

However, he didn't want to tell Fang Xing directly what he thought, because he was worried that Fang Xing would answer according to his choice in order to cooperate with him.

He said domineeringly: "I asked first, you answer first."

Fang Xing didn't hesitate any longer, and said, "I like plain things."