infinite gravity

All the way home at lightning speed, parked the car in the underground garage, Zhang Yan went to Mu Zheng, who was in the passenger seat, and got off.Unexpectedly, Mu Zheng, who was obediently sitting and hiccupping along the way, suddenly started making noises again, and refused to go with Zhang Yan.Zhang Yan was afraid that his noise would draw people over, so he had to cover his mouth, but this way he couldn't lift people up like in front of the nightclub, so Zhang Yan could only half drag and half hug Mu Zheng into the elevator.

At this time, someone happened to pass by and saw this scene, and would never think anything other than "the wretched man forcibly dragged the drunk innocent little white rabbit to do something wrong".

Zhang Yan hugged Mu Zheng with tears in his heart, and silently prayed that no one would go out and wander around in the middle of the night. If he and Mu Zheng were seen like this, his reputation would be ruined!

Fortunately, the apartment Zhang Yan lived in had few people, and he didn't meet any strangers until Zhang Yan dragged Mu Zheng back.He carried Mu Zheng to the living room and sat him down on the sofa.

The bottom of his butt was firmly settled, and Mu Zheng stopped making noise in an instant. His clothes were messy, and his neckline was even stained with wine. teardrops swirl,

Zhang Yan turned his head to himself, stared into his eyes, tried his best to speak softly, and called him softly.

"Ah Zheng, do you recognize who I am?"

Mu Zheng stretched out his hand and placed his palm on the side of Zhang Yan's face, as if he was feeling the outline of the person in his palm. His fingertips slid from the corner of Zhang Yan's eyes to his tight lips, and then slowly said: "I know, you are Zhang Yan. What a disgusting little Yan."

"It's me." Zhang Yan put his hand over his, "Ah Zheng, what happened, why are you drinking, tell me, okay?"

"Tell you... no! I won't tell you! Xiao Yan is also a nuisance! I can't tell you! I won't tell you!" Mu Zheng withdrew his hand abruptly, repeated his words like crazy, his eyes were clearly blurred Hazy, but there is a trace of ignorance and innocence of a child, with tears in his eyes, stubbornly refusing to let them fall, after reading like this for a while, his tone changed, and he became pitiful again, "Zhang Yan, I'm tired, Will you take me to sleep?"

If this goes on like this, I'm afraid there won't be any questions. Hearing that Mu Zhengken took the initiative to rest, Zhang Yan immediately agreed, took him to his bedroom, helped him take off his shoes, socks and coat, and helped him to sleep.

Mu Zheng played with Zhang Yan like the most well-behaved one. When his whole body touched the bed, he immediately huddled up like a shrimp, and turned his back to Zhang Yan.

Zhang Yan sighed silently and covered him with the quilt.Going back to the living room by himself, he dug out the hangover medicine from the medicine box, boiled another pot of water, and sent it to his room, planning to coax Mu Zheng to take the hangover medicine before letting him sleep.

There was only one small night light turned on in the room, and the dim light cast the shadow of the person on the bed on the wall behind him, often casting a shadow.

"Mu Zheng?"

Mu Zheng, who had already fallen asleep, sat up again at some point, with his upper body bare and his back straight, watching Zhang Yan walk in.

"Mu Zheng?" Zhang Yan called again uncertainly.

Mu Zheng's eyes at this moment are not as chaotic as before, but more inclined to his usual state, introverted and calm, but it seems too calm, as calm as a pool of stagnant water.

Seeing Zhang Yan approaching, he raised his head, the tears in his eyes seemed to have finally found the gate and poured down.

He said: "Zhang Yan, my parents are divorced, and they don't want me anymore."

Zhang Yan's breathing was stagnant, and his heart throbbed with numbness.

He knows too well what parental affection means to Mu Zheng. It can even be said that the gentle and excellent Mu Zheng in the eyes of everyone is the result of his parents' precarious relationship.Because of his mother's unintentional words, Mu Zheng has been forcing himself to knead himself exactly as his parents hoped.I'm afraid that if I don't do enough, one of my parents will leave me.

This idea has taken root in Mu Zheng's heart, and it has become a demon. A false, prosperous and beautiful flower bloomed in the already extreme soil in Mu Zheng's heart, covered with thorns, once pulled out, it would hurt people even more.

"What should I do... Mom said she was going to marry someone else, and they didn't want me anymore... I am obviously good enough, I didn't cause her any trouble, why did she leave? Why did Dad want me?" Promise that it’s been a long time since I quarreled, and the family can be together happily if you work hard... Why is this happening! How can she lie to me..."

Mu Zheng kept asking, he didn't know if he was asking Zhang Yan or himself, or he never expected an answer.The tears that broke the dike kept washing his cheeks, wiping them one after another, this time Mu Zheng really cried like a child.

Mu Zheng's tears and questioning were like knives cutting Zhang Yan's heart continuously, and Zhang Yan, heartbroken, suddenly hugged the crying man into his arms.

"It's okay, it's okay, you have to believe that they still love you even after divorce, don't cry, Ah Zheng, you still have me, I will always be with you, and you still, and... "Pause, and finally said those three words reluctantly, "You still have a girlfriend, don't you still have a girlfriend, your girlfriend would like to see you like this!"

Mu Zheng suddenly pushed Zhang Yan away, and the corner of his mouth curled up in a pungent gale: "Girlfriend? Heh~ Where did I get my girlfriend?"

Zhang Yan didn't expect him to say this suddenly, his tongue was tied up: "That day, KTV...you, you said you have..."

"I've never had a girlfriend." Mu Zheng looked at him, shaking his head slowly, his eyes full of desolation, "That's my cousin, you saw her when she came to play in the summer vacation, she wants to give her dad a birthday present, come ask me reference opinion"

Zhang Yan felt that the world was magical, and asked in disbelief: "Then, why did you lie to me?"

"Why?" The sarcasm at the corner of Mu Zheng's mouth deepened, he stared closely at Zhang Yan's eyes, as if he was afraid of missing his every emotion, "If I didn't talk about my girlfriend that day, what are you going to say to me?"

"I······"

"Confession? Get back together? Renew the relationship?"

Zhang Yana, who was told what was on his mind, asked: "How do you know..."

"Xiao Yan, I know you too well, and the purpose of your every move can't escape me. It is because I know you too well that I want to test you. In the end... Zhang Yan, you still flinched, just like... ..."

Zhang Yan grabbed Mu Zheng's hand tightly, and sure enough, he heard him spit out every word, almost gnashing his teeth:

"Just like that time seven years ago!"

Zhang Yan was shocked, as if he was overwhelmed, he took a few steps back again and again, with a dejected expression on his face.But Mu Zheng seemed unwilling to let him go, and continued talking.

"Hahahaha... all long-distance girlfriends are fake! Anyone with a brain can tell whether I have a girlfriend or not," Mu Zheng stepped forward and gently put his hands together Putting it on Zhang Yan's left chest is like feeling the tenderest heartbeat of a lover.

"Xiao Yan, you are not stupid. You only need to think a little more at that time, and you will know that I am lying, and then you can continue to confess to me and tell me that we can be together again, but why did you back away without thinking?" Woolen cloth?"

"Because you are afraid, you don't have confidence in your own feelings, any pressure from the world will make you shrink back, Zhang Yan, Zhang Yan, you are still so cowardly, in vain I still have hope for you, you stupid , I’m stupid too, hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha..."

In the end, Mu Zheng laughed unceasingly, laughing presumptuously, out of breath, laughing until his stomach hurts and he fell on Zhang Yan's shoulder and continued to laugh.As for Zhang Yan, he could only hug him tightly silently, while Ren Muzheng vented his passion, his hair hanging down to cover his expression, but the arms he embraced tightened more and more.

Until Mu Zheng's laughter gradually weakened, and he fell asleep in his arms, still holding him tightly.

As if the person in my arms is the whole world.