【Chenghua】Try love

This seemed to be the first time Kakyoin refused him.

No, it should be the first time a man confronted him.

Kujo Jotaro thought about what it would be like if they disagreed. Kakyoin told him that he was actually a DINK, or he forced Kakyoin to have sex on the balcony. He once dreamed that Kakyoin turned into a whale. The hot body turned into a wet belly, and he woke up from the dream.It was found that the man's lips were kissing against the corner of his mouth, sucking his lips unconsciously, and the tip of his tongue was gently licking his chin.

What is far from reality will always be reality.

Jotaro-san couldn't understand why men were so terrified about going to the dentist.

Kakyoin was lying on the sofa in excruciating pain. Mr. Jotaro's words were like a witch's spell. He really felt a sudden sharp pain at the root of his tooth. The sharp pain bit his slender pain nerve. Hard candy, hard and swollen.

Knowing that it would hurt to lick the tip of his tongue, he couldn't help but repeat meaningless movements over and over again. Only when he felt the stinging pain behind the molars could he confirm his existence.

That was an extra tooth.

It reminded Kakyoin that he had a sleepless night alone in school. It was a pain that stretched from the shin bone of his calf. His muscles seemed to be pulled and torn by countless hands, like steel needles nailed into the cracks in his bones. , The pain made him dizzy, tinnitus, and unconsciousness, he couldn't see the light at night, and he couldn't see the ceiling above his head clearly.Stumbling out of bed, accidentally kicking over the chair, the sound of everything collapsing caused the roommate to complain endlessly, "It's the middle of the night, and I don't let people sleep, it's so noisy!"

He cannot see.I don't know if it was the dullness of vision caused by the pain, or the nerves that were too tense and trembling. He couldn't see even a little blurred light. The night cut him off from the whole world, and he kept sinking in the darkness.

It was only later that Kakyoin found out that it was growing pains, the pain of the bones of the body when he was young, and then the wisdom teeth sprouted on his gums.

He curled up his body as he did when he was a child, and his immobile calves were stiff and stiff on the bed, because the owner of the body forcibly moved it like a needle prick. The blood-red muscles and pale bones were like glassware covered with cracks.

The toothache was faint, and it was no longer the naked and bright pain as when he was a teenager. He was buried in the delicate and soft gums, and his painful wisdom teeth were squeezed by his flesh and blood.

Kakyoin knew he was there, as if the meaning of the pain was his existence.

He thought of the comic that was not serialized anymore. The little dinosaur was waiting for the return of the traveler by the sea. Shan Gang said goodbye to him, "The earth is round, we will meet again."

Chibi crawled out of the box and crawled around the sofa and floor to his desk. He is still very young and full of curiosity about the strange environment and the world.

Kakyoin drew on the paper the appearance of the little guy poking his head.

The weather became wet again, water droplets rubbed against Chibi's back somewhere, and Kakyoin wiped off the moisture on his body with a paper towel.

"In the first hour of the first day of the cold war with Mr. Jotaro, I didn't want to pull out my wisdom teeth because I had grown wisdom teeth."

Kakyoin touched a q-version black-haired alpha in the sketchbook. The short-haired Jotaro wearing a hat is cute and cute with a sullen face. He stretched out his hand to lower the brim of the hat. One line, "Going to the dentist."

He made a bitter face while painting.

Kakyoin filled the lower right corner of the book with a photo of Chibi, and the expressionless little guy looked indifferently at the two people who fell into silence.

There is a wall between the small Kakyoin and Alpha, and she huddled up and buried her body in the sofa, "I'm afraid of pulling out my teeth."

Mr. Jotaro changed his clothes and went out.

He was lying on the table feeling weak and having a headache.

I couldn't help licking the painful wisdom tooth again, the phone rang, and Kakyoin answered it, it was the editor calling.

"Senior, what's the matter? You're newly married, why does your voice sound so weak, could it be that Mr. Kujo is treating you badly?" Miss Hannah, a delicate and straight-looking young woman, expressed her feelings towards the illustrator who got married quickly. The teacher's private life is full of interest.She and Kakyoin were still in college, and Kakyoin was her senior. By chance, his manga just happened to be published by the publishing house where she worked.Although the audience of Kakyoin’s comics is not large, his illustrations are very innovative. Whether it is the ocean or the starry sky, Kakyoin’s works have a kind of ethereal and transparent beauty, the intersection of colors, bold and strange, the statues on snowy nights, The jungle, the boy playing the piano at a funeral.His paintings always make people feel the quiet loneliness flowing from a corner in the magnificent and bright beauty.

With unique color smearing and strange imagination, his illustrator drafts are endless. Hannah is surprised that Kakyoin is not willing to draw those beautiful and resonant pictures.

The grand bloom is always a moment, meteors streak across the night sky, fireworks fall, snowfields collapse, volcanoes erupt, or the second when thousands of people look at each other, there are always countless unspeakable emotions sprouting in the heart.

For a long story, people always want to see a happy ending.

Kakyoin occasionally asks itself, do I really do my best for my work, have I really poured all my love into it, and have I left no regrets?

He can't get an answer.

"He's fine. I have wisdom teeth, and Mr. Jotaro suggested that I get them extracted. I'm afraid of pain."

"It's such a small thing," Hannah giggled, "Mr. Jotaro is right. If you are sick, of course you have to see a doctor."

"I'm not sick," said Kakyoin, explaining stubbornly, "I just had an extra tooth."

"It will hurt to pull it out," he added in a low voice.

"But senior is very painful. Although tooth extraction hurts, it won't hurt in the future. If he keeps growing, it will hurt even more."

He will always be in pain.

Hearing this, Kakyoin frowned even tighter.

He took a pen and drew on paper a little red-haired boy with a flower blooming on his head and wisdom teeth sprouting.

When I was a child, my Chinese teacher liked to say that the most important thing in life is hope. Only with hope can we look forward to tomorrow and find the value of existence on this huge and lively planet.

Kakyoin sat on the table, he looked at the sky outside, through the glass window, the blue was clear and clear, the clouds were in the shape of candies, all the students were nodding.Kakyoin doesn't know what hope is, and the omega's medical certificate is placed at the bottom of his schoolbag. In fact, he doesn't really want to be an omega.But some things are not what he thinks, and he can achieve them with hard work.He never had great hopes for life.

Later, when I met Jotaro Kujo, it seemed like an accident and it was so natural.

What is he expecting.

There was a knock on the door, and he jumped up like a child, and felt that he was too lively again, without the stability of an adult, so he walked over as calmly as he could, and opened the door.

"Mr. Jotaro."

The man lowered his head to put on his slippers, and handed him the white packaging bag in his hand, "Medicine. Just eat something light at night, or you will have a toothache."

He took it, and Mr. Jotaro's expression was gentle and calm, as if nothing happened.

Kakyoin nodded and said yes, he was a little at a loss, originally thought that Mr. Jotaro would be very angry.He doesn't look like a man who has the patience to coax children, he is handsome and has a sense of responsibility, and he is not incompatible with the strong and alpha's desire to conquer.Humans evolved from wild beasts, and like undegenerated wisdom teeth, the three differentiated classes of abo still retain the barbaric habits of primitive society, from wars of ruthless blood drinking to silent rejection of dissidents. It is also well known that omega is regarded as an accessory because of its reproductive capacity and weak physique. Civilized human beings will sympathize with the weak, which does not mean that the entire society has become an utopia.

Both utopia and dystopia are the love affairs of philosophers.

Nothing to do with a sore wisdom tooth.

He turned to wash his hands, but the man grabbed his arm.

"Is there nothing to say?"

Kakyoin thought for a while, and Kujo Jotaro looked at him very seriously.

Kakyoin frowned thoughtfully, racking his brains.

"I'm back." Mr. Jotaro repeated.

"Welcome back. Mr. Jotaro." Kakyoin slightly bent his eyes and looked at him with a smile.He couldn't think of what to say to him, trying to say hello to his lover like a live-in partner.He is still not used to it, he raised his eyes to see Kujo Jotaro's indifferent and handsome face, the flash of light in his eyes and the faint smile are close at hand, palpable.He found himself laughing too, for no reason, at dusk, the light of the sunset dyed the man's slender coat a warm color of light gold, the autumn wind blew through the street, the smell of the wind mixed with the slightly astringent breath of the man's body like sea water, He seemed to be a traveler returning from the other side of the world.

Kakyoin walked over, tiptoed and kissed the man on the lips, "Welcome back, Mr. Jotaro."

After taking the medicine, it didn't work immediately, and Kakyoin didn't lick the inflamed tooth anymore, and the pain was no longer intense.After dinner, Mr. Jotaro received a call from the institute, as if he needed to make a temporary form.

Kakyoin played the game for a while, and the toothache was forgotten. His favorite game company released a new adventure game. He tried it, but this time he didn't pass the level smoothly.With Kakyoin’s game experience, he was still hit hard. He underestimated the difficulty of one of the levels. The sensitivity of the gamepad is very high. He tried it a few times, but no matter what, he would encounter the corpse who jumped out of the box in the countdown.The character he manipulated soon fell to the ground and died from poisoning. Kakyoin hugged the whale pillow that Mr. Jotaro put on the sofa in frustration, rested his chin on the soft, bulging back of the little whale, and tried again without hesitation. .He thinks that the game technology is good, and there is no problem in the operation. The only possibility is that he is taking the wrong route.

The soft and swollen gums behind the molars were weird. Kakyoin impatiently added it, but it still hurt, but the pain was not so obvious. The tender flesh was wrapped around the sharp teeth, and the feeling of pressure was still clear.

"Go here," the man held his hand from behind, and pressed his fingers on Kakyoin's fingers. His palm was on the back of his hand. The temperature in the palm of his hand was a little hot, because the skin was slightly damp after holding the mouse for a long time. of.His knuckles pressed against Kakyoin's curved white knuckles, as if they were gently stroking his fingers.Kakyoin looked at the game screen, and Mr. Jotaro taught him hand in hand. He was stunned for a moment, and the voice of successfully clearing the level sounded, and Kakyoin felt Kujo Jotaro hugging him behind his back. On his back, there seemed to be something approaching.

Mr. Jotaro's warm body temperature surrounded him through his shirt, and his deep voice was like a low-pressure cumulonimbus cloud pressing on the sky. Kakyoin shrank his fingers uncomfortably, and was soon spotted by Kujo Jotaro. Kakyoin's hand, "What?"

"Does it still hurt?" Kujo Jotaro asked him.

"It's okay," Kakyoin said truthfully, his attention was attracted by the man, the pain on his wisdom teeth was so light that it didn't seem to exist, he couldn't help swallowing, feeling a weird feeling.Not sore gums. "Does Jotaro-san play games too?" he interrupted.

"Not often."

"Oh," Kakyoin responded.

The man's wrist was wrapped around the young man's narrow waist, his slender fingers wrapped around the white cotton T-shirt, and he was placed in front of him, gently hugging him, stroking his waist with his palm, as if it was not enough, He took Kakyoin into his arms very naturally.

Omega was like a frightened lamb, hopping and motionless.

From Kujo Jotaro's perspective, Kakyoin's slender, curly red hair and blinking eyelashes are clearly visible, his every movement and every uneasy expression, from a moment of bewilderment to the blushing eyes, All inexplicably made his heart beat faster, like tasting the first cherry in spring, sweet and sour coexist. Alpha knows what it feels like, besides the pheromone on Kakyoin, and the person himself, he cares about it.

He was sitting on the carpet playing games, he was sleeping next to him, he smiled with him with his eyes bent, and frowned with toothache.

With his performance at certain moments, Kujo Jotaro clearly understood that marriage is not only a family, but because this person is by your side, he has the desire to become a family member with him.

This feeling broke Dr. Kujo's principles. For the first time, he did not dislike the fact that human beings, a soft and sentimental creature, would be affected by the excessive secretion of dopamine.

"Have you finished your work, Jotaro-san?"

"Well, some colleagues have helped to do it."

"Are you nervous?" Kujo Jotaro embraced the man, his chin rested on Kakyoin's shoulder, and the skin on the omega's slender and fair neck revealed a faint pleasant smell.

"Well," Kakyoin said in a panic, this posture of being completely enclosed in Mr. Jotaro's arms subconsciously made him feel dangerous, even though both of them were dressed neatly, they still seemed to be naked under the eyes of an alpha. .

"Mr. Jotaro can sit next to him, it will be more convenient for us to play games when we sit together."

"But I want to hug you," Kujo Jotaro said, raising his eyebrows at Kakyoin. In the blink of an eye, Omega seemed to see a rascal childishness.

Mr. Jotaro hugged him, the adult alpha's strong physique and slender arms surrounded him, from the back to the arms, the bare skin on the waist would touch Mr. Jotaro's well-proportioned forearm, his palm, The warm temperature on the fingers, the fingertips, and the heat of the alpha pheromone on his body makes people blush and heartbeat.

He couldn't concentrate on playing the game at all, and made mistakes several times, but he corrected them with the help of Kujo Jotaro.

"I won't do anything, just play games with peace of mind."

"Okay." With the man's consent, Kakyoin felt a little more relaxed, after all, Mr. Jotaro still seemed to be a gentleman.But since we are partners, it's only natural to do these things.I seldom see Mr. Jotaro playing games. His skills look good. He thought of a two-player game. Maybe he can invite Mr. Jotaro to compete next time.He seemed to be walking in space, his thoughts became illusory, and soon he was caught by the game that entered the challenge mode.

His thinking mode changed from a plane to a converging line and then condensed into a point on the steel wire to maintain balance. His center of gravity maintained a subtle cohesion during the intense and exciting exploration. Kakyoin's eyes were fixed on the screen, and he was almost engrossed. And strangely thought of something else.

He is envious of people who can honestly express their kindness and friendliness by expressing their thoughts. It is obviously a very simple thing. Facing the fear of an alpha like Jotaro Kujo, Kakyoin cannot calmly speak, and he instinctively chooses to escape.Now that he is married to Mr. Jotaro, he has no place to hide anymore. Unexpectedly, it is much better than expected.

The rain at the end of summer is like continuous distant mountains. On the swaying red maple in autumn and the pattering winding road on the mountainside, it spins up and turns into new buds breaking ground in the jungle under cumulonimbus clouds.The rain is silky, the soil is soft, and the night is like an arrow breaking through the clouds from behind the distant mountains, bursting out with dark light, dyeing the vast expanse of the sky into a silent and damp black.

The dripping rain hit the windows, the clouds were dense, and the lamps under the eaves cast a halo of yellow light. The floor outside was covered with wet water, which flowed out along the suspended steps like a cascade.Fireflies and a few moths sheltering from the rain circled the source of the light.

The dry heat was blown away by the cool wind, leaving only the coolness and humidity of the low temperature. The first summer he spent with Mr. Jotaro ended.