moonlight

The love of youth is actually not easy to say.Because of shyness and fear of losing, I don't know how to go in the future.

But such a relationship is commendable. Love is a promise, and it is their promise not to let go of each other.

When "I love you" is said, it melts into the wind again, it seems to be whispering softly, but it beats the heart.Violently, it was submerged instantly like a flood, and like a rainbow after the rain, it was a surprise.

At this moment, a song that he heard a long time ago appeared in Lin Yue's mind.

The wind on the mountain was very cool, and Yuan Hang looked at him with hot eyes.Following the melody, he was able to count down the details of a long time ago and foresee the future.

"But I, sometimes..."

I hope it is such a life, such a security.

"...When the scenery is clear, maybe you will accompany me to watch the long stream of water."

Looking back, even if there is a gap between glances everywhere, you are by my side.

"When we tremble together, we will understand better what tenderness is."

……

Lin Yue sighed as he thought about it.

Because it is a very old song and it does not match the age, but every time I click on it in the playlist, there will be a resonance of heart pounding.

He shared his love with this song, because he felt that feelings were hard-won.Not all likes can be answered, not all crushes can come true.

It won't be the time when I like you, it just so happens that you like me too.

And such a person will never be encountered in this life.

One of the top ten manifestations of adolescence - hypocrisy.

Watching a literary movie, I feel that I have risen to a certain level, which is hypocritical that others don't understand.After listening to an English song, I feel that I am unique and hypocritical that no one will understand.

It only takes a second to fall in love with someone, and this second is the most perfect appearance of the other person in your eyes.

When did you start liking it?Lin Yue thought.

It seemed that it snowed that year. Yuan Hang sat on the recliner in the courtyard, his little feet dangling.Wearing a thin woolen sweater, I lowered my head and thought.He remembered that it was very cold, and he was wearing a thick down jacket. He was curious and suddenly felt distressed. He stepped on the snow and walked over step by step, staring at a small piece of Yuan Hang's hair covered by snow, carefully. asked, "Are you cold?"

Yuan Hang suddenly raised his head and looked at his eyes sparkling.Xiao Yuanhang stretched out his hand from his pocket and grasped his little hand. He remembered the touch at that time, it was very warm, because he had just been warmed from his pocket.Yuan Hang's hands have been wider than his since he was a child, white and tender, but his fingers are slender.Yuan Hang clenched his hands very tightly, as if counting the time, Yuan Hang opened his fingers slightly again, and gently rubbed back and forth against the back of his hand a few times.

"Your hands are so cold." Yuan Hang didn't seem to hear his question, his eyes were crooked, and he said with a smile, "I'll cover you for a while."

Yuan Hang's hands are very warm, his eyes are bright, and his breath is warm, but the emotions in his eyes are very complicated.

lonely?Not...inaccurate.

sad?Not accurate either.

12-year-old Lin Yue doesn't understand these hidden emotions.He can't read it, and he can't taste it.

He only knew that Yuan Hang was wearing thin clothes at that time, and he was wearing a thick down jacket. In obvious contrast, his hands were held in the palms of Yuan Hang.

Is it a heartbeat, or is it moved?

Maybe it paved the way for all the emotions he paid for it after that.

After that year, the city was heated.It was only after that year that he knew that Yuan Hang had seen his mother's unknown secret that day, and this was only a small part of what he said lightly from Yuan Hang's mouth.

In the later part, three years later, he learned that Yuanhang's parents were divorced.

Yuan Hang has always been such an insecure person...

There is sun every day.It's just that sometimes the sun is covered by clouds, and sometimes the sun is free.

But today, with Yuanhang as the fixed point, the gradually shrinking sun in the background extending backward is gentle.

This is Lin Yue's most precious coming-of-age ceremony, a sunrise he has never seen, and a memory he will never and never forget.

In just 2 minutes, so many scenes played out in his mind, popping up repeatedly.In the end, it was the hand that Yuan Hang held tightly, and the palm was full of heat, just like the familiar touch and heat in the snow that year.

"Lin Xiaoyue," Yuan Hang gently pinched his knuckles, rubbed them twice, and said, "Why are your hands still so cold?"

Lin Yue looked at him with wide eyes.Perhaps because he was a little shy after saying "I love you", his ears were already rosy.

Yuan Hang looked at him, suddenly held his hand and was about to send it to his mouth, just puffed up his cheeks and was about to exhale——

"Hey over there! Let's go!" Li Yangbing, who was helping to cover, yelled at this side deliberately, winked, and almost raised the flag loudly.

Yuan Hang was so frightened that he lowered his head and bit Lin Yue's finger...

"..."

Lin Yue didn't even have time to feel the pain, he quickly looked at the group of people left behind by them, and was waving his arms to greet them to gather.

There was a numbness in his fingers, like the tip of his tongue lightly brushing his fingernails.

He trembled unconsciously, and it took him a long time to pull his fingers out of someone's mouth.Then he quickly turned his head and glared at someone who was smiling happily.

By the way, she made a mouth-shape: "You, here, I, pay attention, pay attention!"

Yuan Hang smiled and stretched out the tip of his tongue to lick the corner of his mouth.

"..."

Today's day's itinerary is almost skiing bamboo rafts, and climbing another adjacent mountain by the way.

Compared with the previous two days, today is relatively relaxed. Around the afternoon, we basically just nestled in the tent and chatted.

It is said that mountains and rivers nourish people, especially this kind of spiritual mountain. After staying for a long time, even the mentality becomes very different.

Lin Yue had a root of grass in his mouth, but he didn't know what kind of grass it was, but it tasted sweet in his mouth anyway.He asked Chen Lei, who knew some plant knowledge, and learned that the thing was not poisonous, so he played with it in his mouth.

I didn't bring enough lollipops, so several people ate them separately, and they finished eating them in two days.At this moment, I feel bitter in my mouth and have a little taste.

Sore all over, lack of exercise after climbing the mountain, Lin Yue rubbed his shoulders, squatted next to a tree, opened the WeChat video, poohed the grass roots in his mouth, and talked to his mother for a while.

After chatting for about half an hour, Lin Yue put away his phone and felt his feet were numb.He stood up on his knees, and it took a while for his numb feet to calm down a little.Then he raised his head grinning, and saw Yuan Hang just finished washing his face, saw him coming over after making a phone call.

Yuan Hang's face was covered with drops of water, which slid down to the collarbone drop by drop.Lin Yue's Adam's apple moved, and his throat felt dry.He moved his foot hastily and suddenly had a cramp.

...Damn it, it hurts!

Being leaned against by the tree by Yuan Hangqian, he was relieved a little.He lowered his head and glanced at Yuan Hangzheng squatting in front of him, rubbing his ankles repeatedly, then looked up at him again, with hooks at the end of his eyes, and a half-smile at the corner of his mouth.

Lin Yue's face turned red immediately.

"Did you call Mom?" Yuan Hang asked, his hands not stopping.

Lin Yue let out an "ah" in a daze, and then replied, "...you really... just opened your mouth."

Yuan Hang laughed twice after hearing this, and the voice came from the depths of his throat and hit Lin Yue's chest.

Lin Yue felt dry mouth again.

"Thirsty?" Yuan Hang asked suddenly.

Lin Yue stared at him without saying a word.

Yuan Hang was happy to see him. He put Lin Yue's feet in place, stood up, hooked Lin Yue's nose, and said, "I can hear you swallowing."

"..."

"What do you want to drink?" Yuan Hang asked with a smile, and pouted his chin in the distance, "I just came over there and saw a small cart."

"I want to eat ice cream." Lin Yue said.

Yuan Hang was so cute by his tone, he rubbed his hair unconsciously, leaned into his ear and whispered: "Let's go, let's eat secretly."

In order to avoid the pack of hungry wolves, Yuan Hang bought two popsicles and dragged Lin Yue to hide in the woods behind the mountain.However, on the way there, he met Bian Chen and Chen Lei.

"Hey, don't you tell us when you buy popsicles?" Bian Chen greeted from afar, and asked with a smile while holding Chen Lei's arm.

Yuan Hang reluctantly threw two of them to them, then went back and bought two, then walked forward and waved his hands: "I remember the crushing of high school students."

Chen Lei looked at his back, laughed, and looked down at Bian Chen: "Your brother is really not so cool?"

"Isn't it?" Bian Chen shook his head and sighed helplessly, "it varies from person to person."

Chen Lei raised his eyebrows suspiciously.

"How should I put it?" Bian Chen explained, "He knows what he is doing and who treats him well. If you feel that there is a gap between you and him, it is because he brought you on purpose, because he doesn't want to get close to you." She laughed I opened the popsicle bag and took a bite of the ice cream on it. It tasted like milk and was very greasy.She clicked her tongue and said to herself, "It tastes like a child..."

Chen Lei took a bite, feeling terribly tired.

The woods in the mountains are really woods, primitive, and swampy, but very safe.

Yuan Hang and Lin Yue squatted on one side, biting an ice cream while poking a piece of dirt with a wooden stick a few times.

"Hey, do you think Lao Wu will force us to shout slogans before the college entrance examination?" Lin Yue mumbled with an ice cream in his mouth while drawing circles on the dirt with a branch.

It was very quiet around, only the movement of the two of them writing and drawing on the soil.

Yuan Hang laughed and asked, "What slogan did you think of?"

Lin Yue curled his lips, thinking of the words that Yuanhang's father had inscribed for him, and replied, "Anyway, it's not about studying hard and making progress every day."

Yuan Hang couldn't help turning his head to look at him, and decided to tell him the truth: "Actually, the word my dad wrote was my idea."

Lin Yue glared at him, but after thinking about it, it was indeed his style.

"Thank you."

Then I drew a long straight line on the originally drawn circle, crooked.

Yuan Hang was silent for a while, and when he turned his head in doubt, he saw Yuan Hang writing "Lin Yue" on the ground stroke by stroke.

Lin Yue opened his mouth, but remained silent.Yuan Hang's handwriting is particularly beautiful, neat and neat, even though it is written with tree branches.He stared at his name and suddenly couldn't understand these two words.

He turned his head and wrote "Yuanhang" neatly on the ground.After writing, I compared their names twice, they were next to each other, inexplicably matching each other.

"Lin Xiaoyue," Yuan Hang said suddenly, pointed to the written name with a branch, and clicked his own name twice, and said, "You said that you lack wood in five elements, look, there is also wood in my name."

Lin Yue put his eyes on the two logs, and was dazed for a while.

Yuan Hang smiled and drew consecutive numbers on the two woods, and also drew a huge love heart, encircling each other's names.

Lin Yue grabbed the branch with his hands, squeezed and squeezed, but he didn't know what to say, and he didn't know what to do.

What a coincidence.

Maybe it's fate, because I happened to meet you, and there happened to be a wood in your name, which happened to be your name.

This coincident coincidence, like a ribbon, is entangled.

Even though I read Yuan Hang's name many times before and wrote and drew pictures in the notebook many times, I never paid attention to this point, even if I told Yuan Hang himself that he was short of wood in the five elements.

"Are you missing me in your life?" Yuan Hang turned to look at him, and smiled, very nicely.

Lin Yue poked the love heart on the ground twice, and then smiled: "Then you have to stay by my side all the time."

Yuan Hang nodded seriously: "Okay." Then he inserted the stick he had eaten into the word "wood".

Lin Yue then inserted the stick into another character for "wood".

The two of them felt that something was wrong again, as if they were setting up some archway.He laughed and pulled out his stick, leaning forward and backward with laughter.

Probably tired of laughing, Yuan Hang sat down on the grass, flicked the stick in his hand with his fingers, and looked into the distance to relax for a while.

Feeling a cool touch on his wrist, he raised his hand and glanced at the bracelet on his wrist.

The iron plate was blank, but he suddenly felt that it was good to be empty.

Because there are too many things to need, and too many things to want.In this way, without any constraints is the best.

He felt something pinch him in his trouser pocket, he was stunned for a moment, then reached into his pocket and touched the mouth of the bottle, only then did he remember the bottle of medicine in his trouser pocket.

He has forgotten the medicine that has been lying in his pocket all the time and needs to be kept by his side for peace of mind.

When he didn't eat before, he would touch it from time to time, and touching the bottle cap would make him feel at ease.But now, he didn't even have the desire to touch it.

The contrast struck him as miraculous.He unconsciously raised the corner of his mouth.

"Have you brought the medicine?" Lin Yue saw his movement beside him, glanced at his trouser pocket and asked.

Yuan Hang likes to fumble his trouser pockets, and he discovered it very early on.Apart from smoking, he should be looking for peace of mind and touching medicine, so he guessed it.

After listening, Yuan Hang responded, took out the medicine bottle, fiddled with it back and forth in his hands, stared at it and said, "It seems that there is no need to bring it." The voice was very small, as if talking to himself.

Lin Yue tilted his head and said nothing.

Yuan Hang found that whenever Lin Yue felt confused or couldn't figure out other people's emotions, he would tilt his head. This gesture was really cute, and it always made him feel better.

He clicked his tongue, made a mosaic for the picture that popped up in his mind now, was shamelessly wiped again, and broadcast it again.

So he, who never concealed his shameless thoughts, imitated Lin Yue's movement and tilted his head, his eyes lined up, and smiled: "I want to fuck you now, run away."

Lin Yue's movement of tilting his head didn't move, it was frozen.

Although I felt inexplicable in my heart, I still caught up with Yuan Hang's words, and stared at the unblinking: "Don't run."

Yuan Hang turned sideways and bit down on his neck.