moonlight

There was a heavy panting sound in his ears, coupled with the feeling of his back being pressed against the door, Lin Yue suddenly touched the plaster cast on Yuan Hang's arm on the verge of unconsciousness, and it was like a flash of lightning flashed through his mind, making him suddenly awake , pushing Yuanhang away with all his strength.

Yuan Hang stared at him with his chest up and down, but didn't react right now.

Before his next move, Lin Yue opened the door with his backhand, took his arm, and pushed him out silently.

Yuan Hang, who was pushed out of the door, saw only the slammed door panel before he realized it in the next second.

Before he could move again, the door opened again.

Lin Yue opened the door and looked at him for a while, he could see that Lin Yue's lips were unusually red and swollen under the light.

"Go back." Lin Yue said.

Yuan Hang's Adam's apple twitched, staring at his averted gaze, without speaking.

Lin Yue glanced at his chest that had calmed down a little and his neck that was starting to turn red under the effect of hormones, and suddenly realized something, and his mind was completely awake at this moment.

He clenched the hand holding the doorknob vigorously, and closed the door with a bang against Yuan Hang's face.

The voice is not loud, but also with subtle techniques, for fear of waking up the parents in the other room.

Yuan Hang felt a little dazed, but he, who has always been calm in situations, succeeded this time.

Fortunately, he is not a person who makes fun of himself, and it is useless to stay in this situation.

He twitched the corner of his mouth, turned and walked out.

Lin Yue thought he would have dreams at night, but he didn't have any dreams. He didn't know whether it was because he kept worrying about his heart that he forgot or there was nothing to think about in his mind.

When he woke up, he looked at the alarm clock on the bedside table. It was six o'clock in the morning, which was the earliest time he got up.

He got up a little and looked out the window, it was raining.

Yesterday, Yuanhang bet that it would rain, and it didn't rain until night, but it rained today.

Yuan Hang...

Lin Yue sighed, and glanced at the phone beside the pillow.

Yuan Hang must have woken up, he usually gets up early.

Lin Yue turned on his phone and found the photo that Yuan Hang sent him that was saved yesterday.

Will Yuan Hang like him?

Otherwise, how could she secretly photograph him, or even kiss him in turn?

Lin Yue's grip on the phone became tighter and tighter, and his mind began to become confused again. Now, his mind, which hadn't dreamed all night, now had all kinds of pictures.

He raised his phone and tapped it hard on his forehead twice.

Yuan Hang, as the object of his crush for at least three years, actually snatched away his first kiss that he kept for 17 years last night.He doesn't know if Yuan Hang is, anyway, he is, he is very anxious now.Kissing used to be like this feeling, in fact, he didn't taste it very much, after all, he interrupted him halfway through the kiss last night, he was not sure about Yuan Hang's inexplicable sexuality.He was afraid that Yuan Hang would suddenly wake up in his drunken stupor before interrupting him, and then beat him on the head...

Lin Yue smacked his mouth twice, and felt the smell of last night again. It was novel that the lingering warmth was still there.

The phone vibrated at this moment, and he took the phone and looked at it curiously. The most likely reason for looking for him at this hour in the morning was that he hadn't slept all night.

As expected, it was a text message from Chen Chen.

-I'm plagued by plague, I don't want to live anymore, I'm going to ask for leave today, I can now have eye bags around my face

Lin Yue frowned. Just as he was about to type, another message came back.

- Lin Zi, don't like others easily, it's too difficult

Lin Yue's hand on the keyboard stopped.

- Ah, no, you can’t say that, but listen to my advice, feelings are mutual, you just need to remember if they are mutual

-Last night...was rejected?

After a while there, he replied.

- It's not being rejected, it's more rejection than rejection

-?

Chen Chen was typing all the time, and Lin Yue felt a little impatient, not because he was impatient waiting for him to type, but because an answer was slowly surfacing in his mind, he was a little flustered.

- Xie Tongxin said that she doesn't know how she feels about me, she seems to like me, but now the number one priority is study.

- Fuck, is she going to fall in love with Xue Xue?

- I don't deserve it. If she is a bully, I go after her, isn't it just asking for trouble?

- She might as well just say she hates me, give me hope but don't give me a chance, let me die

- Alas...Linzi, I'm really sad...

Lin Yue turned off his cell phone, rushed into the bathroom and turned on the shower head, a coolness flowed down the water from the top of his head into his heart.

When the cold water washed down in the early morning, it had the effect of instant sobriety, which made him think through everything in one minute.

Because I like it, I am more careful.

The current Yuanhang is sacred in his heart, a top student, and a man of the hour in the school.

Although he is not bad, he is not sure about Yuan Hang's sexual orientation.

Yuan Hang's attitude three years ago made him not want to repeat it again, and he didn't want to have this kind of offense again.

The things that boys do under the influence of hormones are unpredictable. The way Yuan Hang looked at him last night, the heavy breathing and the flush on his neck all made him suddenly sober in that situation at that time, and his mood plummeted.

Chen Chen was right.

Feelings are nothing more than that.

It is too childish to be able to determine whether the other party likes you with just a kiss.

After taking a shower, he was shivered by the cold wind blowing in through the open window. Lin Yue quickly dressed and walked to the desk to throw last night's trousers into the dirty clothes basket.

His fingers touched something hard unconsciously, he reached into his pocket and took out the cigarette case that Yuan Hansai gave him last night.

Marlboro.

For an outstanding person like Yuan Hang, even if he smokes a cigarette, it must be a foreign cigarette.

Lin Yue glanced at the door panel of the bedroom, walked over and locked the door.

He took a lighter from the bedside cabinet. This lighter was used by Dad to light candles before, and he kept it here and forgot to take it. Now he remembered that there was such a lighter lying in his own cabinet.

He walked to the window with the cigarette case and lighter, facing the rainy scenery outside the window and the sound of raindrops, and slowly lit a cigarette.

Smoke drifted from the mouth to the cigarette butt and out the window, melting into the raindrops.

Minty.

If the cigarette hadn't tasted like milk, Yuan Hang probably wouldn't have left the cigarette case in his pocket.

Mint is cool, but he tasted bitter.

Cigarettes are not a good thing, Lin Yue thought.

After smoking one like Yuan Hang's example, his whole body became bitter, and he still smelled of cigarettes, so he had to go to the bathroom to take a new shower.

But he was lazy, so he changed his clothes and it was over.

Lin Yue threw the cigarette case back into his pocket, stood there thinking for a while, took it out again, and put it in the desk drawer.

If Yuan Hang knew that he had secretly taken out one of the cigarette cases he forgot to take back and put it in a drawer to hide, he didn't know how he would react.

It's getting colder, really colder to be exact.

Before going out, Lin Yue sent Chen Chen a comforting message and stopped looking at his phone.

I couldn't ride a bike today, and it was raining heavily. My dad saw that he got up early and decided to take him for a ride.

Just as he was about to go downstairs to the parking lot, Dad suddenly murmured next to him: "Hey? The runner isn't..." Then he yelled, "Isn't that Yuanhang?"

Lin Yue raised his head abruptly and followed his father's line of sight.

Yuan Hang was wearing a thin sportswear, running around the sidewalk outside the community in the heavy rain

Fuck/Crazy?

"Running in the cold weather? Xiao Yuan is in good spirits!" Dad muttered beside him, and before Lin Yue tried to stop him, he shouted loudly into the distance, "Yuan Hang! How about running? Don't catch a cold It's gone!"

Hold……

Lin Yue looked at Yuan Hang who was looking at him from a distance, and wished he could dig his head into the ground.

Yuan Hang waved to this side and ran over, went to the front and brushed his wet short hair twice, squinted and smiled to say hello to his father.

This feeling is a little subtle.

The two people who just kissed last night stood facing each other, their eyes met in the air for a moment, and then immediately avoided.

"Is your plaster all right?" The father next to him asked before pulling Lin Yue back from his ecstasy.

"It's okay, Uncle Lin," Yuan Hang smiled and lifted his sleeves, revealing the plaster covered by the clothes, "My clothes are waterproof."

"It's raining and you keep running, no matter how healthy you are!" Dad said, "Hurry up and change your clothes, I'll send you to school."

"No need, Uncle Lin," Yuan Hang waved his hand immediately, and glanced at Lin Yue who was silent at the side, "It will take me a while to go back and change."

Dad heard the words and glanced at his watch: "Okay, I'll send Lin Yue to school first, you pay attention to safety later."

"Alright, Uncle Lin." Yuan Hang trotted back and took two steps back, curling his lips at Lin Yue, "See you later."

Lin Yue looked at him and said "Oh".

Dad glanced at him without saying a word, and took the lead into the parking lot.

Sitting in Dad's car and looking at the majestic heavy rain outside, it was only in my mind that Yuanhang was soaked by the rain just now.

...was it stimulated?Still remember what happened last night?Now he also wants to run around the neighborhood in the rain...

Lin Yue couldn't help but think of the scene in the room last night, it was really exciting... Exciting is exciting, if you don't hold it well... Forget it, this kind of assumption is too embarrassing, and I don't know what to take when we meet attitude to face.

Thinking of this, he glanced at his father beside him, and suddenly felt a little scared in his heart.

Fortunately, he can think of doing this kind of thing in his own bedroom. If he drinks too much, he will easily get dizzy, and he really can't drink anymore in the future.

After drinking, he can't hold the direction correctly, and it's easy for sperm to get on his head... He thought of the touch last night again, and couldn't help shaking twice.

He slammed his head against the car door and knocked twice before stopping the trembling all over his body.

Dad heard the movement and glanced at him, then turned his head back and ignored him.

This was the first time in Lin Yue's life that he came to class so early, and Li Yangbing at the front desk was surprised when he saw him.

"Brother Lin came so early today?" Li Yangbing turned to look at him, "Didn't you sleep well last night?"

"Can you sleep well if you drink too much?" Lin Yue glanced at him and sat on the seat.

"I unexpectedly slept very well last night," Li Yangbing said, "I feel relaxed after drinking," he whispered closer, "What dream did I have?"

Lin Yue looked up at him after hearing this, and suddenly felt a thump in his heart.

"What kind of eyes do you have?" Li Yangbing was taken aback, "It's really scary."

Lin Yue didn't speak.

"That friend of yours is called Chen Chen, right?" Li Yangbing saw that he didn't speak, and continued, "He must have had a hard time last night. You can comfort him after class."

"He told me this morning." Lin Yue said.

"It's really embarrassing. It's a good thing you weren't there last night, otherwise the scene—" Li Yangbing rubbed his arms after speaking, "It's so fucking embarrassing!"

Lin Yue leaned on the desk and glanced at Xie Tongxin's seat.

Xie Tongxin hasn't come yet, usually the school committee who arrived the earliest must have not slept well last night.

Feelings are such a thing, I really can't say.

They can't figure it out and figure it out, especially at their current age, and they can't figure out the deep meaning of it.

"Brother Yuan, you're here!" Li Yangbing suddenly yelled towards the back door, immediately averted Lin Yue's dazed gaze, and sat up straight, "You came early today!" Lin Yue said, "As expected of a pair of good tablemates!"

"Morning." Yuan Hang put the bag on the desk, glanced at Lin Yue beside him, and said to Li Yangbing.

"Brother Yuan, did you not sleep last night?" Li Yangbing stared at him for a while and asked, "You look so bad."

"Almost." Yuan Hang replied.

Seeing that he didn't want to answer, Li Yangbing turned around tactfully.

Lin Yue was in a daze when he heard the words, staring at Li Yangbing's back without moving.

"Where did you put my cigarette case?" Yuan Hang turned to look at Lin Yue.

Lin Yue was taken aback after hearing this, and was stunned for a while, then looked back at him: "Throw it away."

Yuan Hang stared at him for a while, propped his chin and said, "I didn't smoke last night. I went to my dad's room to steal cigarettes." After speaking, he stretched out his hand, palm facing up, "Give me a milk-flavored one."

Lin Yue took one out of his pocket and put it on the palm of his hand.

"I'll buy you another box." Lin Yue said.

"No, my sister was at my house recently, and she caught her smoking and would nag." Yuan Hang said, "She is more perverted than my mother."

Lin Yue knew him as a cousin, and they played with her when they were young, and took care of him like a younger brother.This is also the first time Lin Yue heard him mention his mother after three years.

"Your sister lived for a long time?" Lin Yue asked.

"Half a month." Yuan Hang replied.

Lin Yue nodded and said nothing.

"This half a month..." Yuan Hang looked at him, "I may not be able to help you with your homework."

"It's okay." Lin Yue glanced at him, "It's not convenient for your sister to be at home."

"What's the inconvenience?" Yuan Hang asked.