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A week later, Qiu Xing went to get the last physical examination report, and the doctor analyzed Qiu Xing's physical condition item by item.Except for a little fatty liver, everything else is very healthy.

Qiu Xing asked suspiciously: "Can fatty liver cause headaches and joint pain?"

The old professor pushed the eyes on the bridge of his nose that were thicker than the bottom of the glass bottle: "Listen to what you say, are these two systems?"

Qiu Xing was also quite embarrassed, even a person with no medical education knew that he would not be able to beat these two or eight poles, but with this unhealthy statistic, how did his pain come from?And recently, the pain has become more and more severe, and I can't sleep all night, so I have to take painkillers and tranquilizers.

"Then is this fatty liver serious?" Qiu Xing asked again.

"Eight out of ten middle-aged men have it. It's not a problem if it's mild, but you can't let it get worse. You'd better take time to exercise every day to lose weight. If you lose weight, you will get better."

Losing weight again, his current life is completely messed up by these two words, and now "middle-aged man" is added, Qiu Xing suddenly feels bad.

He was still puzzled: "Doctor, but I really have a pain in my head and joints, and it still hurts, and I can't straighten my legs. Have you really checked everything?"

The old professor is an expert, and there are a bunch of people behind him, and he also got a little impatient, so he took the photo and said to Qiu Xing: "You don't believe me, an old bone, you have to believe in science. , aren’t all the movies here?”

Qiu Xing was also very wronged: "But I really feel pain, why don't you give me some painkillers? Also, I haven't been sleeping well recently, can you prescribe a tranquilizer?"

The old professor helped his eyes again, stared at Qiu Xing for a while, and suddenly asked, "Have you been under a lot of work pressure recently?"

Qiu Xing thought that he had been working very sparsely recently, so where was the work pressure coming from, and shook his head.

"Neuropathic pain, insomnia, young man, are you under too much mental stress recently, why don't you go to their psychiatrist for a look?"

Qiu Xing looked at the old professor incredulously. If he hadn't seen how old he was, he would have scolded him back with "you are the only one who is mentally ill".

The old professor still said leisurely: "There is a lot of mental stress. Anxiety and depression are common diseases in modern times. Don't feel embarrassed. Go and have a look and keep taking medicine, and you will get better."

"No, doctor, do you think I have a mental illness?"

"I can't see this, I have to pass a special test to know. Some people are joking on the surface, but who knows what they are like in their hearts? Don't hide diseases and avoid medical treatment..."

Before the old professor finished his persuasive words, Qiu Xing got up and left.

He went down to the underground parking lot, sat in the car, turned on the engine but did not drive the car away, but took out a cigarette from the small drawer under the dashboard and lit it.

He smoked slowly, thinking about what the doctor said just now, about depression, anxiety... Qiu Xing admitted that he hadn't been very happy during this time, and that was because one bad thing after another had affected his mood.

Can you really force forty pounds of fat into a mental illness?Qiu Xing put his hand holding the cigarette outside the car window, and soon the cigarette fell from his fingers, and he retracted his hand into the car, burying his face in his palm.

After a while, Qiu Xing got out of the car again, returned to the hospital, found the psychiatric department and registered.He wrapped himself up tightly, even more tightly than he had just come to get the test results.

How could he have psychological problems, Qiu Xing couldn't accept it at all.Although it is not enough, it has always been more than enough. His career pursuits are gradually being realized step by step. Besides, there is such an outstanding man who regards him as a treasure. The double harvest, what is there to be dissatisfied with, Qiu Xing thinks that in this state there is still mental illness, which is the real illness.

Thinking this way in his heart, he finally sat in the consultation room. No matter what, he at least had to figure out what was going on with him.

The chief physician attending the consultation today is a middle-aged and elderly woman who cleaned up very neatly. When she saw Qiu Xing, she smiled at him, saw that he was tightly wrapped, and asked him if he felt cold. She took the remote control and turned on the air conditioner. The temperature was raised a few degrees.

The experienced doctor immediately comforted Qiu Xing when he saw Qiu Xing's appearance: "Don't be nervous, the psychiatrists are not mentally ill. Most people have emotional problems. Your body will catch a cold, and your emotions will occasionally 'cold'. Don't feel guilty."

Qiu Xing nodded, seeing the doctor's kind and gentle look, relaxed a little, and took off the mask and glasses.

The doctor started to ask questions, first about some physical symptoms, and after learning about Qiu Xing’s headache and insomnia, then asked if he felt that someone was going to hurt him, or talk about him, and about his physical changes.After a preliminary judgment, the doctor ordered a series of EEG and brain neurotransmitter tests. After the end, Qiu Xing was ordered to perform a series of various scales.

It took several hours to complete all the tests, and the conclusion was moderate depression with significant anxiety. Fortunately, the risk of suicide was low, and there was no thought disorder.

Qiu Xing sat on a chair with a thick stack of evaluation results, feeling his head hurting again.

The doctor said: "This is not a terminal illness, and you are not very serious. Take the medicine on time and actively treat it, and you will get better soon."

Qiu Xing looked confused and distressed: "How can I be depressed? It's impossible. With my personality, everyone says I'm very cheerful and outgoing. My life is also very good. I have many friends and don't worry about food and clothing. How is it possible? .”

The doctor said sincerely: "There are also many patients like you who are afraid of being unhappy and being seen by others. They suppress their sadness and pain too much, and they will also have emotional problems if they are not relieved. Originally, happiness and sadness are different. It is a normal emotion, there is no need to distinguish between good and bad, high and low."

"Actually, depression is very common. It's not a shameful disease. It's like a fever and a cold. You have to face it. Too much burden is not conducive to healing."

Qiu Xing crumpled the evaluation form, and asked, "Then what should I do?"

"I need to take medicine." The doctor asked about his condition, while writing out a prescription, and finally asked, "Are you against talking?"

Qiu Xing shook his head, but immediately said, "I can't really tell the people around me."

"Then I suggest you talk to a psychiatrist, it can play a supporting role."

Qiu Xing nodded while holding a long list of prescriptions.

In the evening, he took a large pack of medicine, sat on the sofa and thought about it for a long time, and finally decided to take medicine to try.

The first time I took it, the side effects were a bit strong, chest tightness and nausea, but he slept well that night.The doctor emphasized to him that the pain he felt was not due to physical reasons, at least he had to believe that his body was very healthy.Knowing that there is nothing wrong with his body, this is the only thing that makes Qiu Xing relax. When he wakes up the next day, he does feel that his headache has eased a bit.

He didn't want to tell others about his situation, so he searched for a psychologist on the Internet and found that most of the private counselors were liars. In the end, he took the safest method, which also had a relatively high risk factor for him, and made an appointment for a formal stabilization. Psychologist in the hospital.The consultants in the hospital are not allowed to do private work, which means that Qiu Xing has to go to the hospital for treatment in person.

It was the first time that Qiu Xing took the time to go there secretly, and the person who consulted him was also a rather old woman, who reminded him of his mother who was far away in the United States.Qiu Xing was still relatively relaxed, and the process was quite pleasant. After telling some of his recent troubles, he really felt a little more relaxed.

He has no worries about face-to-face counselors, he basically says what he thinks of, and he is not afraid that his unhappiness and pain will cause emotional pressure to the other party. On the contrary, it is smoother than talking to familiar, especially close people.He immediately made a long-term consultation decision, three times a week, five to 10 minutes each time.

Once he became disciplined, he had to reserve his own time, but to report to Chen Xiaorong and Ning Jinyue, he had to find an excuse.

But this excuse was quickly found. He said that he found a dance and wanted to practice his body three times a week, which would also help lose weight.Chen Xiaorong naturally wouldn't say anything, and Ning Jinyue didn't suspect him, but insisted on picking him up every day.

In this way, every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday, after lunch, I go to exercise first, and after an hour of practice, I go to Anding Hospital not far away for five to 10 minutes of consultation, and then come back to practice for an hour. Insist on coming to pick him up.

Before Qiu Xing made his debut, he participated in various competitions and practiced his body. Later, he also practiced intermittently when he was studying acting, but after getting busy, he became a little slack in this area.

This dance studio is quite high-end. Apart from some troupes that line up dances here, there are also many other artists training their bodies. It is not surprising that Qiu Xing appears here, but he is the most abrupt among a group of beautiful girls. .

The consultation went on for a while, and Qiu Xing and the counselor came to some conclusions. For example, the trigger of depression and anxiety this time should be his weight gain, and the source of anxiety is Ning Jinyue.

The consultant told Qiu Xing that when he described Ning Jinyue, he would subconsciously choose some tall words, but when describing his own situation, he always seemed to lack self-confidence, did not feel safe about their relationship, and was not enough for this man who was younger than him Trust, so I feel inferior and anxious in front of him.

And the deeper reason is Qiu Xing's own lack of security, which is caused by his single-parent family environment when he was young, and the too free mother-child relationship.Because the mother respects him a lot and gives him a lot of freedom, letting him go also means that the sense of dependence given is not enough.Choosing independently means taking on responsibilities independently, causing Qiu Xing to be afraid of burdening others in intimate relationships and always lacking in self-confidence.

The counselor's suggestion is to let Qiu Xing temporarily leave the source of anxiety for a period of time, regain self-confidence through physical and psychological reconstruction, and then start to deal with the problem of lack of security and trust in intimate relationships.

Qiu Xing felt that what the doctor said was very reasonable, but asking him to leave Ning Jinyue temporarily, no matter whether he could do it or not, based on what he knew about Ning Jinyue, Ning Jinyue would definitely not accept it.

In any case, treatment is useful, especially after realizing the cause, Qiu Xing is also working hard to overcome it, and he feels that he can definitely overcome depression and anxiety quietly.