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Qiu Xing asked: "Isn't he your little cousin?"

Zhang Lai covered his mouth as if waking up in a start: "Yes, but we have three generations. There is no problem in ethics. I just don't know if I can convince my father. My father appreciates him. If I convince my mother first, then I will Even if Dad disagrees, he should compromise, but how can I convince my mother?"

Qiu Xing frowned into a knot, this silly girl really thought too far.

He suddenly became serious: "Zhang Lai, adults are very complicated, especially for someone like your little cousin who is so successful in his career. You have only known him for a few days, and how much do you know about him?"

For someone like Ning Jinyue, it's almost effortless to charm a young girl.In the eyes of those who lack social experience and know people, he is young, handsome and wealthy, he is low-key and polite, knows how to say the right words on the right occasion, is affectionate and interesting, and knows how to advance and retreat. He is probably in the mold of someone else's dream lover long.

But Qiu Xing knows that he is not like this, Qiu Xing has seen him so timid and inferior, can a person really remove the mark that was imprinted in his life when he was young?

And when they met again after not seeing each other for so many years, according to Qiu Xing's understanding of him, Ning Jinyue's unusual hobbies and his revenge on Ning Jinming all clamored that he was definitely not a warm-hearted person with a sunny heart. .

Such a person is not suitable for a girl like Zhang Lai who is not very good at thinking.

But I heard her say: "It's true that I haven't had a lot of contact with my little cousin, but what I know is also a part of him. A person must have advantages and disadvantages, and you can't just enjoy the other person's advantages and despise the disadvantages." .”

"You're drunk." Qiu Xing pushed his head that was leaning softly on his shoulder.

Maybe this kind of situation will give people a certain illusion for a while, the little girl's emotions come and go quickly.Maybe when I return to City B, I will forget about it in a few days.

However, Ning Jinyue and Zhang Lai should be reminded to draw a little boundary.

The weather was not good, and when the fun was in full swing, it suddenly rained, and the enthusiasm of the crowd was also dampened by the rain. A group of drunken people put their last will, moved the outdoor things under the awning, and dispersed.Especially after the crazy play, everyone felt a little bit less interested in the second half, although the night was still very long, they all went back to their rooms.

Because of the rain, the sea at night was not very calm. Fortunately, they had arrived at the port and found a sheltered bay to stop the boat.

After yesterday's peaceful night, Qiu Xing's vigilance and resistance eased. He took a shower first, wrapped himself up on his single bed, and played with his phone while listening to the sound of the rain outside.

Not long after, Ning Jinyue also came in with wet hair, and the water dripping from the tip of his hair wet two pieces of his blue pajamas' shoulders.

He glanced at Qiu Xing: "I want to blow my hair down."

Qiu Xing shifted his gaze from the phone screen to Ning Jinyue's face, and nodded.

The "buzzing" sound of the hair dryer sounded, and after a while the "buzzing" sound stopped, and the sound of "dick-tick" rain outside sounded again.

Ning Jinyue put away the hair dryer, lay down on the bed, and turned off the lights.

In the darkness where the silence spread, the sound of the rain seemed to be getting louder and denser, mixed with the sound of the wind and waves. The more restless the night outside, the more peaceful the warmth and comfort in this cabin would be.

Qiu Xing unconsciously thought of that rainy night, when he was not drunk, but more chaotic than when he was drunk.The chaos of that night seemed to have continued to this day. Amid the same messy sound of rain, Qiu Xing felt that his mind was also in a mess.

"Ning Jinyue."

"Ok?"

"Do you know what Zhang Lai said to me just now?"

"What did she say?"

"She said she wanted to come and chase you." Qiu Xing felt a little ashamed when she said this. The little girl was so confident when she said it, but it was very strange for him to repeat it.

Ning Jinyue smiled slightly, but did not speak.

It took Qiu Xing a while to get out of the goosebump-making atmosphere just now, and continued: "Be careful in the future, after all, she is also your niece."

"It's quite a distance."

Hearing this, Qiu Xing was stunned for a second: "What do you mean? You don't want to lure her to chase you, do you? You are gay, do you want to cheat marriage?" Thinking about it, yes, Zhang Lai Isn't this kind of silly, sweet, and ignorant person the best candidate for a fraudulent marriage?Qiu Xing gritted his teeth, if Ning Jinyue dared to cheat on the marriage, Qiu Xing would be the first to blow his head off.

"Who says I'm gay?"

Qiu Xing sat up from the bed in shock: "Aren't you?"

"Sexy love is also quite common, isn't it?"

"Crack" Qiu Xing suddenly jumped up and turned on the light. He rushed to Ning Jinyue's bed with an angry expression on his face, and picked him up: "A girl like Zhang Lai who grew up under protection doesn't know that her heart is sinister. Ning Jinyue Yue, let me tell you, if you dare to play tricks on her, I will definitely not let you go."

Qiu Xing grabbed Ning Jinyue's collar, sat on his lap, stared at him angrily, as if he really wanted to beat someone if he didn't answer a few words.

But Ning Jinyue asked calmly: "Why are you so angry? Are you jealous?" As he spoke, he wrapped his arms around Qiu Xing's waist who was sitting on his lap, hugged him and put a sticker on his chest .

Only then did Qiu Xing realize that this posture was quite ambiguous, and he grabbed Ning Jinyue's collar and slammed it back: "I'll eat you big-headed ghost." Taking advantage of Ning Jinyue's backward leaning, he jumped out of his encirclement Get out and go back to your bed.

Qiu Xing calmed down a bit, and his tone softened a bit, with a bit of earnestness in his words: "When I met Zhang Lai, she was still in junior high school, she was a very innocent and cute girl, and I watched her grow up. You are not suitable She, so don't give her illusions at the beginning, stay away from her, it's good for everyone."

Ning Jinyue said flatly, "I don't think it sounds like I'm not good enough for her."

Qiu Xing didn't say a word, and it was only when she was pointed out that she realized that she might really think so.

A girl like Zhang Lai should find a positive, pure and sunny boy to enjoy the ups and downs brought by pure love, not a man like Ning Jinyue who has more eyes than a hornet's nest and is coaxed around by some false things .Qiu Xing suddenly realized that maybe he was really old, and he was acting more and more like an old father.

"So you see me that way." Ning Jinyue sighed softly, feeling a little lost.

"I don't know what to think of you. You are a bit different from the Ning Jinyue I knew before. I don't know you well now."

"Then you want to know me?"

"Not really."

Ning Jinyue said helplessly again: "Then you are not the same as the Qiu Xing I knew before. The brother Qiu Xing I knew was a very gentle and tolerant person, unlike you who always raised eyebrows at me like you do now. Picky." He was obviously complaining, but when he said it, he felt like a spoiled child inside and out.

Qiu Xing hugged the quilt and turned over, turned his back to Ning Jinyue's direction, and said in a muffled voice: "I also want to be gentle and tolerant, but the premise is that the other party is a good person, Ning Jinyue, don't It's useless to keep pretending to be pitiful after spotting my weakness."

That being said, Qiu Xing actually softened his heart again, not because Ning Jinyue said that Qiu Xing was treating him badly now, but because of that "brother Qiu Xing".

Speaking of which, he had never heard the word "brother" from this kid before. At first, Qiu Xing tried to coerce and lure him, trying to get Ning Jinyue to call him "brother".He is an only child, his parents divorced early, and his mother went abroad. He can't help but envy all intimate relationships, husband and wife, father and son, siblings... He wanted to get a cheap brother, but failed.

Now I suddenly heard it from Ning Jinyue's mouth, with mixed flavors.Obviously now he doesn't look like a man who can yell out the word "brother", but he yells aggrievedly, which sounds more pitiful and soft-hearted than when he was a child.

At that moment, Qiu Xing turned his back to him, and really wondered if he was very bad, if he treated Ning Jinyue particularly badly, and because of his hard-spoken and soft-hearted heart, he hated iron and steel.

"I'm sorry, I was indeed impulsive at the time, and I didn't consider you or the consequences. I'm really sorry."

After a while, Qiu Xing said: "Go to sleep." He got up and turned off the light.

Darkness descended between the two of them again, and the sound of rain and sea waves seemed to be pressed, breaking into the silent room again.

Qiu Xing was not sleepy at all, even more awake than when he just lay down in bed.

After a while, Ning Jinyue said again: "Qiu Xing, I haven't changed into anything strange, I'm still Ning Jinyue from before."

Ning Jinyue, who was still timid and timid in the past, will always feel inferior in the face of Qiu Xing.Even if you love so much that you can't extricate yourself, love so much that you lose yourself, you still feel too inferior to express yourself.Qiu Xing is right, he is not worthy of a girl like Zhang Lai, let alone a gentle and kind person like Qiu Xing.

But he doesn't want to like this either, he doesn't want to fall in love with Qiu Xing so timidly and secretly, because Qiu Xing always deserves a better relationship.

At that moment, Ning Jinyue suddenly felt that he had some courage. What if he told Qiu Xing that he had loved him painfully and desperately for more than ten years, and told him that the purpose of returning to China was to pursue him, and Ning Jinyue was not Qiu Xing. You can't wake up, hold a bloody heart in front of you, and beg him to accept it, what will happen to him?

What if, what if he would accept it?

Ning Jinyue mustered up all his courage, hesitantly wanted to confess: "Qiu Xing, I, I..."

"Stop talking, you woke me up when I was about to fall asleep, I'm so annoyed." Qiu Xing interrupted Ning Jinyue irritably, and put those secret feelings back into his mouth.

Qiu Xing stared in the darkness, the seamless sound of rain disturbed his thoughts further and further, he hadn't had such a sleepless night for a long time.