cure

"Jin Yue, are you a little too obsessed with your own imagination, so that... you have delusions?"

Hearing this, Ning Jinyue met Qiu Xing's eyes expressionlessly.Qiu Xing swallowed his saliva, and the words reached this point, so he couldn't help but stop talking: "So, why don't you go talk to Teacher Wang with me?"

Ning Jinyue stared at Qiu Xing for a long time without saying a word, which made Qiu Xing flustered.Finally he said calmly: "If you want me to go, I can go, but it won't work."

Ning Jinyue's tone made Qiu Xing a little uncomfortable, but since he agreed, he had to try anyway.

"Then I'll make an appointment for you."

Seeing that Qiu Xing was very active, Ning Jinyue nodded.

It won't work, he's tried them all.His obsession with Qiu Xing is not a day or two. He used to think that as long as he could forget Qiu Xing, he would be able to live a normal life. He also saw a psychiatrist abroad. I studied psychology, but it didn't work in the end.

He knew that his feelings for Qiu Xing were different from ordinary feelings.Qiu Xing was the first time he had shown kindness to him after living alone for so many years.At that time, he was still young, and subconsciously he had an extremely strong emotional dependence on Qiu Xing, projecting all his emotional needs for his relatives, friends and lovers onto him.

Autumn Awakening is the only way for him to get satisfaction and happiness from this world.He knew that it was not that he couldn't get rid of it, but he was very resistant to getting rid of it, unwilling to extinguish the only light and dependence in his world, and he was stubborn and desperate.

A week later, he and Qiu Xing went to Teacher Wang's place together.Qiu Xing sat in the lounge and stared at the wooden door of the consulting room with emotional ups and downs, but Ning Jinyue came out in just over half an hour.

Qiu Xing stood up: "It's over?"

"Ah."

"wait for me a while."

Qiu Xing walked into the consultation room, but Ning Jinyue didn't speak, and instead he sat in the lounge and waited for Qiu Xing.

Qiu Xing knocked on the door and went in after getting the answer. Professor Wang put the medicine prepared for him by the table.Qiu Xing grabbed a small bag of medicine and stuffed it into the bag, but didn't go out immediately, but asked, "Mr. Wang, what did you talk about just now?"

"I can't tell you that, but your friend's condition is all right."

"everything is normal?"

"Yes, at least the diagnosis and the scale reflect the situation is normal."

Qiu Xing walked up to the doctor and eagerly grabbed his hand: "This is impossible, could it be a wrong diagnosis?"

Dr. Wang looked at Qiu Xing calmly. After a while, Qiu Xing also calmed down a little. He had done a psychological diagnosis and knew that some questions and answers could be deliberately falsified, so he asked again: "Is it possible that he Didn’t reflect your own situation truthfully, and what you get on the scale isn’t the real situation?”

"It's possible," Dr. Wang patted Qiu Xing's hand to comfort him, "but you also know that if the patient doesn't cooperate with the psychological diagnosis and treatment, there is no way to proceed."

It seems that Ning Jinyue is unwilling to cooperate with him and the doctor, Qiu Xing asked eagerly: "Then what should we do? Teacher Wang, you should think of a way."

"I think his current logic and thinking are normal, and there is no uncontrollable state. In this case, the patient does not want to be treated, and we have nothing to do."

Qiu Xing grabbed the doctor's hand with some force, and a look of obvious panic appeared on his face.The doctor had no choice but to turn to him and say: "Qiu Xing, your current condition is not very good, and you are a little overly anxious. Do you want to restart the consultation for a while?"

He grabbed the doctor's hand and let go, calming down his panic just now: "I don't need it for now, I'll take the medicine first. Thank you, Teacher Wang."

"You're welcome." The doctor got up and sent him out the door.

Ning Jinyue outside the door didn't care about Qiu Xing's inquiry about his situation just now.Qiu Xing didn't blame Ning Jinyue for not cooperating, but just glanced at him: "Let's go."

Sitting back in the car, it was getting late, Ning Jinyue said, "I made a reservation, we haven't eaten out for a long time."

Qiu Xingyan let out a "hmm".

Ning Jinyue didn't start the car immediately, but after a while, he called out "Qiu Xing", and when Qiu Xing turned to look at him, he said, "I know what I did recently made you unhappy, and I'm sorry I know I have some problems, but this problem cannot be solved by Dr. Wang. I can adjust it myself, so give me some time, okay?"

Qiu Xing turned his head to the front, as if he was thinking about what Ning Jinyue said, and he nodded after a while.

Ning Jinyue leaned over the armrest box between the two seats, and hugged Qiu Xing: "Thank you."

A few days ago, he thought that Qiu Xing felt the real despair when he left, and the more real joy after losing and recovering.This incident gave him a very big shock, but he relaxed afterwards, like a line that was pulled to the extreme, and then returned to the original position, but relaxed a lot.Qiu Xing didn't run away secretly after he left, Ning Jinyue seemed to really start to believe that he would not lose Qiu Xing no matter what, and his restless heart gradually began to subside.

This is a good sign, he doesn't want to do things that Qiu Xing hates, and he also hopes to control his desire to control, maybe it is really possible, one day he can give Qiu Xing the freedom he wants, he just needs to wait a little longer.

"Old He said that the new visa has been issued, and we can prepare to go to Australia."

"Ah."

Ning Jinyue put his hand on the side of Qiu Xing's face, lifted his chin slightly, and looked at him gently: "Don't you want to go?"

Qiu Xing smiled: "I want to go, I'm a little tired of staying at home."

"Then let's arrange the itinerary longer. Last time you traveled around the world, you only went to Egypt. We can finish the rest."

"Okay."

Ning Jinyue looked peaceful, holding the steering wheel with one hand, and took Qiu Xing's hand with the other, rubbing it gently back and forth on his lap.

This time Ning Jinyue went to the United States, not only to deal with Qin Si's affairs, but also sold his entire film and television company, and handed over the management of RS's American branch to suitable people. He freed up most of the things in his hands. Whether it's watching Qiu Xing or staying with him, in short, I can spend more time with him.

Going on a trip is also a long and relaxing trip, allowing them to completely put aside the terrible things that happened in City B. Only two people who can rely on each other during the trip are more conducive to repairing relationships and cultivating feelings.Maybe when they come back, they will be able to reconcile as before. Ning Jinyue also asked the workers to take advantage of the time they left to tear down the cement walls that Qiu Xing didn't like, and then redecorate and replace some furniture.

If the time is right, he will propose to Qiu Xing while traveling, or in a hot air balloon in the Hunter Valley of New South Wales, or by the pink lake on the south coast of Western Australia, or maybe they come out of Australia, go to Europe, to America , under the Niagara Falls... In short, I will give Qiu Xing the most romantic and unforgettable marriage proposal.If Qiu Xing agrees, he will immigrate and get married immediately, and then go to a notary to give him half of his property as a wedding gift.

Ning Jinyue planned everything perfectly, and Qiu Xing also agreed to go on a trip.He thought that if they got married, they would have legal obligations and responsibilities, and no matter where Qiu Xing went, he would be his legal husband. In that case, he wouldn't be so uneasy.

The departure date was set in three days. Ning Jinyue booked a morning flight, and it happened to be the local evening when they flew to Sydney in about ten hours, so they could take a rest first to overcome the jet lag.On the second day, I met with the local tour guide and driver, went to the Sydney Opera House in the evening, and set off on the third day to go to Melbourne, which Qiuxing had always wanted to go to.

Looking at Qiu Xing's appearance, I was also looking forward to this trip. I started to pack my luggage two days in advance, and packed the suitcases all over the place.Looking at the luggage piled up like a hill, Qiu Xing frowned and opened the box again, taking out some things.I went back and forth to pick it up several times, and kept asking Ning Jinyue for opinions during the period.

Ning Jinyue sat on the sofa with his head propped up to watch Qiu Xing tidy up, frowning and struggling to choose the one to take away among several clothes, the corners of his mouth raised slightly unconsciously.

"What are you laughing at, but come and help?"

Ning Jinyue stood up with a smile, walked around behind Qiu Xing and hugged him, and kicked the box in front of Qiu Xing away: "It's too troublesome to bring so many things, what's wrong with you, we'll buy them when we get there."

Being held by Ning Jinyue, Qiu Xing bent down with great difficulty to reach the box again: "What if I don't buy it by then, besides, not everything can be used immediately after buying it."

Ning Jinyue has very few things, only a box, and a bag containing various documents.

At night, Qiu Xing was tossing and turning on the bed, and suddenly Ning Jinyue stretched out an arm to press his waist, and asked sleepily, "I'm leaving tomorrow, are you so excited that you can't sleep?"

"I don't know, I just can't sleep."

Ning Jinyue's broad palms covered Qiu Xing's eyes, holding his fluttering eyelashes in his palms: "Don't think about anything, I've made arrangements, so sleep peacefully."

Qiu Xing turned around and put his arms around Ning Jinyue's neck. While breathing intertwinedly, he leaned over and kissed the corner of his lips like a chicken pecking at rice.I don't know if Qiu Xing is happy because of the upcoming trip, but these days he is very active and enthusiastic, Ning Jinyue's arm on his waist tightened a little.

Qiu Xing pressed against his ear, stroked his hand around his neck gently, and he hummed softly: "I can't sleep, I want to do it, and I can only fall asleep after I finish it." On Yue, Ning Jinyue woke up from his drowsiness after such a pass.

After finishing the work, Ning Jinyue looked tired, and soon his breathing became heavy, and he fell back into sleep.Qiu Xing's body was sore and tired, and so was his spirit, but he still couldn't fall asleep after closing his eyes for a while.He got up gently and went to the bathroom, and took another sleeping pill when he came out.

After taking the medicine, I was dizzy and dizzy for a long time. I don't know how long it took. When I was about to fall asleep, the two blue velvet jewelry boxes with diamond rings appeared in my mind again.Before Ning Jinyue threw his bag containing his ID into the safe, Qiu Xing saw that it contained the two jewelry boxes, his ID card and passport.