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Because Qiu Xing didn't refute Ning Jinyue's claim that he misunderstood someone's words, Ning Jinyue's pent-up anger became more and more intense.

The rain outside the window was still clattering, and an hour or two passed without any sign of weakening, accompanied by "rumbling" thunder from far to near.

In the silence, heavy rain seemed to fall between the two of them, and the other's face could not be seen clearly in the rain.

"Give back the money to Qin Si." Qiu Xing broke the silence.

"No." Ning Jinyue was surprisingly firm on this point. He stared at Qiu Xing, holding back his anger and aggrieved, "Why do you keep speaking for Qin Si? He even wants to kill you. And all I do is In order to keep you safe, why don’t you understand.”

"I don't understand?" Qiu Xing's eyes turned red.

He endured it for so long, from last night to tonight, those things that he didn't want to bring up, things that he wanted to digest and forget by himself, followed Ning Jinyue's words, and started to churn again.Qiu Xing is also convincing himself that Ning Jinyue is doing it for his own good and loves him, but the method is wrong and the method is too extreme, but his starting point is good.

But no matter what, Qiu Xing couldn't convince himself, he couldn't recognize or accept such "love".

"Ning Jinyue, you keep saying that you love me, is that how you love me?" Qiu Xing paused and adjusted his breathing before he could say the next words, "You conspired with Qin Si to push me away from Guangyi, Let Qiu Fang sign me again, and let my every move be under your supervision. You separate me from Ning Jinming, drive away all my friends, Zhang Lai, Liu Wei, and now Chen Boran."

Ning Jinyue was speechless for a moment, probably extremely flustered, but he was unwilling to show any emotions: "You can completely rely on me, and you don't need others."

"Do you rely on you? Why do you think Qin Si wants to expose me, and even want to kill me? If you didn't push him to a desperate situation under the banner of 'revenge' for me, how could he deal with me like this? I did it wrong again what?"

"Ning Jinyue, my life is threatened because of you, not Qin Si, do you understand?"

After Qiu Xing finished speaking, he couldn't take it anymore and lowered his head, covering his face with his hands.Saying these words made him feel a little hard to breathe, it's so fucked up, Ning Jinyue is so fucking worthless.

Qiu Xing really got angry, sad and angry, Ning Jinyue felt that something was out of control, reminding him of the dream in the afternoon.Qiu Xing always cried, obviously he did many things only for his own good, signed him out from Guangyi, and also dealt with Qin Si, why did he cry so sadly, why he always seemed to be standing in the heavy rain.

Especially Qiu Xing's last sentence made Ning Jinyue see that the white crane's wings seemed to have spread, eager to try.

He stood up, grabbed Qiu Xing's wrist, and took his hands away from his face. He lowered his eyelashes and looked into Qiu Xing's eyes with a downcast expression: "Then what do you mean? What do you want to do? You regret it, don't you?" ?”

"Boom" thunder fell very close to them.

Qiu Xing flinched, he couldn't answer Ning Jinyue's question now, he was in a mess.He didn't want to regret it, but now he didn't know how the two of them should go on, he could only evade and think, if he didn't act emotionally, he would have seen through Ning Jinyue earlier, and everything would be salvageable.

"Qiu Xing, tell me." Ning Jinyue was flustered. The more afraid he was, the more eager he was to hear a negative answer from Qiu Xing. He needed Qiu Xing to tell him that he had no regrets, nor would he.

But Qiu Xing just murmured: "I don't know."

Ning Jinyue grabbed his hand with great force, and the panic and helplessness could no longer be hidden: "How can you not know? You have to know, don't regret it, don't regret it."

Qiu Xing couldn't bear Ning Jinyue's expression, he tried his best to break away from Ning Jinyue's hand, and ran upstairs in a panic.It was always like this, he was always soft-hearted because of Ning Jinyue's sadness, Qiu Xing knew that Ning Jinyue's ability to push him to this point was entirely due to his own connivance.

As soon as Qiu Xing turned around the corner of the building, he heard Ning Jinyue call his name, he paused, but Ning Jinyue did not follow.Immediately afterwards, there was a "crash", the sound of furniture ornaments falling to the ground.Qiu Xing ran back to the room sullenly, and closed the door.

The heavy rain finally stopped in the early hours of the morning, and there was still a slight thunder, and it was like a person snoring lightly in his sleep.

Qiu Xing didn't know when he fell asleep, half asleep and half awake habitually reached out and rubbed the other side of the bed, it was empty and cold.He woke up from the dream, he fell asleep alone, Ning Jinyue did not return to the room, and then remembered the conflict between the two of them.

What on earth should he do?With this question in mind, Qiu Xing suffered from insomnia until dawn.

After a night of wind and rain, the weather became better again. Last night, Qiu Xing did not pull the shade curtains. At this time, the sun came in through the gauze curtains, illuminating the whole room.Qiu Xing didn't want to get out of bed, didn't want to face this dilemma, but if he remembered correctly, he still had a program to record today.

The door rang twice, and Ning Jinyue's voice sounded a little tired outside: "Are you up? Do you want breakfast?"

Qiu Xing let out a "hmm" as a reply.

He got up from the bed, went to the bathroom to wash up, and saw his tired face in the mirror.After washing, he ran through his hair with gel to make himself look refreshed.Such obvious dark circles, I don't know if the makeup artist can cover them up later.

Qiu Xing opened the door of the room, only to find Ning Jinyue standing outside the door, holding breakfast in his hand.

He looked down and saw that they were all his favorite food.Speaking of which, every meal Mrs. Zhao puts on the table is all his favorite dishes, the food at home is also the brand he is used to, and even the decoration of the whole house is in his favorite style.In these respects, Ning Jinyue has always accommodated him and obeyed him, as if as long as he was happy and satisfied, he would be equally happy and satisfied.

Qiu Xing's nose felt sore for a while, he took a deep breath: "Go downstairs and eat."

Ning Jinyue seemed a little embarrassed: "Sister Zhao is cleaning downstairs." As he spoke, he walked in sideways from Qiu Xing's side, opened the gauze curtain, and placed the food on the bay window, and Qiu Xing also sat on the bay window again.

When they had dinner in the bedroom last time, Ning Jinyue insisted on feeding him, and Qiu Xing not only cooperated, but also felt a lot of sweetness from this nasty behavior.In this room, they had the most intimate interactions, teased each other in the most shameful way, and said the most love words.

While eating, Qiu Xing felt his throat choked. The seafood porridge was as hard to swallow as the sweetness of the sweetness and the lies and deceit behind the sweetness.

Ning Jinyue sat aside and watched him eat slowly, and asked, "Is it not to your liking, or is it because you have no appetite?"

Qiu Xing shook his head: "Have you eaten?"

"Eat." Perhaps because Qiu Xing took the initiative to care about him, Ning Jinyue's tense expression eased a lot, and he called softly, "Qiu Xing."

Qiu Xing raised his head: "What's wrong?"

Ning Jinyue looked at him, motionless, his deep eyes became deeper, thousands of words came out from these eyes, but he opened his mouth and just said: "It's nothing, I just want to call you, the name Qiu Xing is very Nice to hear."

Qiu Xing couldn't bear to lower his head, he hated Ning Jinyue like this.He is like a monster, building gorgeous mirages in the ruins, trying to cover up the ugly and cruel reality with some gentle and beautiful illusions, anyway, let Qiu Xing continue to indulge, turning Qiu Xing into a lost hallucination The pathetic human beings here are just fine.

Qiu Xing quickly finished eating, and went downstairs with the bowl and chopsticks, Ning Jinyue followed behind Qiu Xing.Seeing that he was in a bad mood, he didn't continue to pester and talk.

Downstairs, Sister Zhao and Lao He have almost cleaned up, but the shelf behind the dining table is already empty, and the solid wooden shelf has also fallen to pieces.Although Ning Jinyue never lost his temper in front of Qiu Xing, this shelf can prove that he is indeed a person with a temper, and his temper is not small.

Qiu Xing put the bowls and chopsticks on the dining table, and said to Lao He next to him, "Take me to the company in half an hour."

Lao He paused with his hand holding the broom, and instead of agreeing to "yes" as before, he turned his head to look at Ning Jinyue.

Standing behind Qiu Xing, Ning Jinyue put his hand on Qiu Xing's shoulder: "Can you not go to the company today?"

"I have something to do today, so I have to go." It might not be possible to reach a consensus with Ning Jinyue for a while, but this time Qiu Xing will definitely not give in, and he can't just spend all day with him and not work.

"Is it that talk show? Qiu Fang just called and said that the show will change guests, so you don't have to go today."

"What?" Qiu Xing widened his eyes in disbelief, he didn't believe this nonsense.Ning Jinyue has done this kind of thing countless times. In the past, Qiu Xing never doubted a word, but now, he doesn't believe a word.

He was furious: "Who asked you to interfere with my work? You are really crazy."

Ning Jinyue still only looked at Qiu Xing Qi Qiran, and did not refute his accusations.

Qiu Xing took out his mobile phone and called Qiu Fang, wanting to see if there was still room for improvement.Qiu Fang was in a difficult situation. He had already chosen another person from the company, and he had just communicated with the program team. He also asked Qiu Xing not to worry about these things and to recuperate at home. There will be opportunities like this in the future.

Qiu Xing had no reason to be angry with Qiu Fang. He knew that Qiu Fang's funds were in Ning Jinyue's hands, so he had to listen to him.But it was impossible for him not to be angry. He hung up the phone, dropped the phone, went upstairs, and slammed the door hard. He didn't want to see Ning Jinyue, a psychopath, for a second.

Qiu Xing had been sulking in the room all morning. Ning Jinyue brought him food at noon, but he didn't open the door, but Ning Jinyue could be heard sitting at the door without saying a word for a long time.

In the evening, Sister Zhao brought him food, and persuaded him to have some food at the door so that he would not starve to death.Qiu Xing didn't want to talk to her at first, but since Sister Zhao didn't leave, probably Ning Jinyue said something to her again.Qiu Xing didn't want to embarrass the workers, so she opened the door to pick up the food, and told Sister Zhao to collect the bowl in half an hour, then closed the door again.