summer monsoon

As soon as they were seated, dozens of flashing lights started working at the same time, a white flash flashed in front of Lin Fengliang's eyes, and he instantly lost his sight.

Ji Xinghui saw that everyone was subconsciously turning their heads or covering their eyes, only Lin Fengliang was sitting still, expressionless.

"Tsk, this expression management is really good." Qu Jing said: "With his image, I will believe whatever he says."

The process of the press conference is very simple.The person in charge of the club, Xu Qingrong's coach, Lawrence, and Lin Fengliang made simple statements in turn. Finally, the manager of the public relations department welcomed everyone's supervision, willing to cooperate with relevant investigations, and reserved the right to pursue legal responsibility for slanderers. "The next part is the reporter's questions. I will answer your questions as appropriate." The manager said.

"May I ask Lin Fengliang, were you dating Xu Qingrong before?" A female reporter stood up and asked.

"...No."

"Then how do you explain the large number of intimate photos of you and Xu Qingrong on the Internet?" The reporter didn't intend to stop.

"We are ordinary friends."

Lin Fengliang unconsciously grabbed the trousers under the table with both hands. No one told him that there would be a reporter's question section.

Xiao Ci snatched Lin Fengliang's microphone: "Ask me if you have any questions, I'm his exclusive choreographer."

"May I ask whether the intimate photos after the World Championship celebration banquet circulated on the Internet are P pictures?"

"Although it's not a P picture, but the angle is..."

The reporter didn't wait for Xiao Ci to finish speaking.

"If it's not a P picture, how do you explain the ordinary friends he said? Based on last year's report, is it true that Lin Fengliang's personal relationship is messed up?"

"No. We have already clarified the rumors from last year."

"May I ask Lin Fengliang himself to answer?"

"May I ask what Lin Fengliang thinks about Zhou Bingxing's transfer? Is it really due to the excessive and uneven distribution of resources as rumored?"

"If there is no problem, why did Xu Qingrong choose to terminate the contract immediately after obtaining the results?"

"Excuse me..."

...

Ji Xing saw that Lin Fengliang was shaking.His face trembled expressionlessly, and his breathing became shallower and faster.

Xiao Ci and Lawrence on both sides were dealing with reporters, and no one present noticed these tiny details.

This is a stress symptom of a social disorder.In severe cases, it may be accompanied by vomiting and fainting.

Ji Xinghui quickly took out his phone.

Lin Fengliang could only hear his own beating heartbeat.The faces of the strangers on the opposite side were full of hostility, and they were asking him with froth: Why?Why?Why did Zhou Bingxing leave?Why did Xu Qingrong leave?Lin Fengliang, what did you do? ?what did you do to them

Zhou Bingxing?Yes, maybe he really forced Zhou Bingxing away.Zhou Bingxing also said: Lin Fengliang, why don't you die.

Suddenly there was a numb vibration on his leg, Lin Fengliang touched his leg, it was the mobile phone in his pocket, he wanted to take it out to check but couldn't move it.

At the end of the show, Xiao Ci found Lin Fengliang sitting beside him motionless, and told him to sit upright and did not respond.He patted his back and found that the shirt behind Lin Fengliang was soaked with sweat.

"Lin Fengliang?" Xiao Ci raised his voice, turned to him and looked into his eyes, unconsciously out of focus.

"Fuck, be good, don't scare me. It's okay, it's over. Let's go home, and we'll be back now." Xiao Ci's nose soured.

He clearly promised Father Lin to protect him.

Lin Fengliang has no relatives or friends around him.It was too late when Xiao Ci discovered his psychological problems.But he was also a half-grown child at the time. In his heart, how could something wrong with a shining person like Lin Fengliang.

Xiao Ci immediately called a psychiatrist, and half an hour later, Lin Fengliang seemed to regain consciousness.

"I want to go back." He whispered.

"Okay, go back now. Go back and sleep and you'll be fine."

When he got home, he calmly took a shower, closed the bedroom door and fell asleep.

Xiao Ci didn't dare to leave him alone at home, so he stayed in the living room and ordered takeaways until he woke up at any time.

I didn't wake up until midnight, packed up Lin Fengliang, took off the shirt and trousers that were thrown at the door of the bedroom, and put them on the sofa. Xiao Ci was afraid that he would starve and knocked lightly on the door: "Baby? Come out for dinner?"

There was no sound in the room.

Xiao Ci sighed and was about to open the door and go in to wake him up, but the doorknob in his hand couldn't be turned.It's locked.

"Good? Why are you locking the door?? Open the door and let me in." Xiao Ci's back was sweating, and he kept knocking on the door: "Lin Fengliang! Open the door! If you don't open it, I'll kick the door!"

There was a bang on the door panel.

"I'm fine." Lin Fengliang finally responded.

"It's okay, can you open the door?"

"I'm ok."

After spending more than half an hour outside the door, Lin Fengliang only said one word: I'm fine.

There was no way, Xiao Ci decided to give him some time to be alone, curled up on the sofa and slept for the night.

The next morning, Xiao Ci brought porridge and knocked on the door.

"I'm fine," he said.

To noon, afternoon, evening.He still said: I'm fine.

Xiao Ci sat on the ground leaning against the door, rambling all day, his throat had already started to smoke.There was no movement in the room through the door.

Can't wait.Xiao Ci was going to call the doctor over.I took out my phone and found that it was out of battery. I switched to silent mode before the press conference yesterday, and I kept forgetting to charge it.He found his cell phone from Lin Fengliang's trousers pocket, but it was dead.

Xiao Ci dug out the charging cable and charged his mobile phone first. The screen just turned on, and prompt messages popped up all at once, prompting the sound to be non-stop. More than 30 missed calls, most of which were Ji Xinghui.He thought for a while, and resigned himself to dialing back.

"Hello? Xiao Ci? Where are you? Where's Lin Fengliang?" the person on the other side of the microphone shouted.

Ji Xinghui stayed up almost all night.

After the press conference, Lin Fengliang did not reply to his message.He started calling non-stop until he was prompted to turn off the phone, and then started calling Xiao Ci non-stop. No one answered all night, and then turned off the phone.

At dawn, Ji Xing drove back to Snowflakes, and waited until noon, but neither Xiao Ci nor Lin Fengliang showed up.

He continued to call, still turned off.

At least, at least two people lost contact together.At least he still has Xiao Ci by his side.nothing will happen.

He sat back in the car, trying to comfort himself.

Ji Xinghui was very sleepy, but he didn't dare to sleep. As soon as he closed his eyes, he could see Lin Fengliang's lifeless eyes and slightly trembling shoulders, like a drowning person calling for help silently.He was calling for help, but the people around him only thought he was playing with water and ignored him.

The phone rang.He lowered his head and saw Xiao Ci's name, and his heart instantly rose to his throat.

"Hello? Xiao Ci? Where are you? Where's Lin Fengliang?"

"I'll give you the address."

Xiao Ci hung up after saying only one sentence, his voice hoarse.

The address is very close to the club, no need to drive.Ji Xinghui didn't even have time to go back and walk across the aisle, directly crossing the road and squeezing through the traffic.The harsh honking of the horn, the cursing of the driver, and the sideways glances of pedestrians did not stop him.He sprinted towards him.

Lin Fengliang's house is simple and clean.Except for the takeaway boxes piled up on the dining table in the living room and the sofa messed up by Xiao Ci, there seems to be no life here.Xiao Ci's voice was completely hoarse, he pointed at the closed bedroom door and shook his head at Ji Xing.

"Go back and rest. I'll watch over him, and I'll call you if I have something to do." Ji Xing looked back and saw that Xiao Ci was really tired, and he didn't change his formal clothes.

"I live very close, I can come over in 10 minutes if you need anything, and you must call me." Xiao Ci left the psychiatrist's phone number for him and sold out the door with a bunch of untouched takeaways.

Although this high-rise building is facing the street, the sound insulation is quite good.After closing the door, it seems that the contact with the outside world can be completely isolated. This place seems to be one of the few sources of security for Lin Fengliang.

He walked to the door of the bedroom, took a deep breath, and tapped his knuckles lightly on the door.

"Fengliang? Are you still awake... are you..." Before he finished speaking, Ji Xinghui suddenly couldn't restrain the urge to cry.How could he feel that Lin Fengliang had a girlfriend. . .He had clearly seen them before, so why couldn't he take a second look. . .

"Open the door, please? Kid, don't you want to see me?"

When Ji Xinghui heard the clicking sound of unlocking the lock, his heart rose.

He unscrewed the door, and the bedroom was pitch black, the blackout curtains were drawn tightly, and there was no distinction between day and night in the room.

"Really." Ji Xinghui suppressed the urge to cry, went to the window and opened the blackout curtain, the afterglow of the setting sun and the early neon light illuminated Lin Fengliang's pale face together.

Lin Fengliang subconsciously curled up on the ground, forced himself into the corner formed by the bedside table and the wall, trembling uncontrollably, a fine layer of sweat appeared on his forehead, reflecting crystal light under the light.He subconsciously buried his face in his knees and wrapped his arms tightly around himself.

Ji Xinghui immediately pulled up the blackout curtains again to restore the darkness in the room, except for the faint light in the living room outside the door.

"Don't be afraid. I'm here, don't be afraid." Ji Xing rushed back to hug him, and kept stroking his cold and tense shoulders and arms.

"Sorry, I'm late. I'm sorry. But I couldn't find you." Ji Xinghui choked up a little while talking.He was sure that the person in his arms must have been struggling alone since yesterday afternoon.

It was I who encouraged him to go out, and then pushed him away, causing him to be completely wounded, and another person came back with bruises all over his body.

"I'm sorry." He kissed his forehead and kept apologizing in his ear: "I'm sorry, it's my fault. It's all my fault. It's okay."

The trembling gradually calmed down, Lin Fengliang raised his head and panted lightly, and said calmly, "Brother, it's fine. Don't be sad."

Ji Xing massaged his still tense muscles and looked at his desperate eyes.

You have to let him relax first.

Ji Xing held his face back, and from the forehead, between the eyebrows, and the corners of the eyes, kisses fell all the way, soft and tender.

"Lin Fengliang, do you like me? Hmm?" Ji Xing finished asking the question that was interrupted by Xiao Ci at the hotel that day.

"Yes. I like you." Lin Fengliang said.

"What kind of liking is it? Is it the same liking as liking Xiao Ci?" He stroked his cold and thin lips with his thumb.

"Different."

"Who is that like?" Ji Xinghui pressed his forehead against his.

"It's all different."

Ji Xing turned his head and gently licked his lips, biting his lips, trying to help him loosen his clenched teeth.

"Relax, be good, and open your mouth."

He pressed his lips tightly, stroked his side face with his right hand, and pressed his side waist with his left hand through the soft pajamas, massaging gently.

Feeling that the muscles brushed by his palms gradually relaxed, Ji Xinghui suppressed his uncontrollable heartbeat and moved away a little, wanting to confirm his expression.Lin Fengliang suddenly panted heavily, and chased after him with his lips.

"Hmm... Hiss..." Ji Xinghui was suddenly knocked by his teeth, and cried out in pain.

But he ignored it, wrapped his arms tightly around Ji Xinghui's neck, and desperately demanded, biting his chest as if venting, causing the sound of his breathing to become chaotic.

Ji Xing felt the pain but didn't let go, and continued to stroke his back gently.

In the dark, he felt the cold and wet tears on his face.

"Cry out when you feel bad, don't bear it." Ji Xing licked his lips back, the blood was so thick that it was impossible to tell whose wound it was.

Lin Fengliang refused to make a sound, but his eyes were so red that they were about to bleed.

"It's okay. Fengliang, it's okay, I'm here. Believe me, okay. It's okay." Ji Xinghui hugged him and comforted him by his ear, and continued to gently kiss his earlobe and neck.Lin Fengliang's movements relaxed, his body temperature gradually became hotter, and his intimacy gradually became warmer.

Ji Xinghui finally noticed some changes in the person in his arms.

This is great for someone who is extremely nervous and needs to let off steam.Ji Xinghui gently tore open the drawstring of his trousers, and stretched his hand down.

"Fengliang, don't be afraid, relax." He whispered softly in his ear, comforting him with his breath.

"Brother." He stifled sobs and broken gasps through tears. "Brother...Ji Xing comes back...don't go..."

With the movement of Ji Xinghui's hands, his panting frequency became faster and heavier, tears kept pouring out, and the low moan leaking out of his throat was unbearably hoarse.

"Well...Ji, Ji Xing is back...um...you don't go..." He trembled in his hand.

The author says:

Lin Fengliang: shy