Men's team building plan

"However, I don't feel sad, Xiao Sheng. Because death is a relief for them as well as for me. After all, the marriage between the rapist and the victim...is a mistake no matter how you think about it Right." Shi Xuetong laughed. "Without me, they never would have gotten married in the first place."

Small places are feudal and backward in thinking. What else can a woman who loses her virginity and pregnancy have to be with the man who violated her?And he, who was born as a mistake, has never experienced the feeling of being loved.His mother was unwilling to accept him, but she couldn't bear to leave, and lived with his father swallowing her anger.

"Many nights, their quarrels would wake me up again and again. When it was even more extreme, they would directly vent their anger on me, the source, regardless of whether I was still asleep or not." Shi Xuetong couldn't help shaking her hands. Holding his hands tightly, even though the current life has been completely cut off from the past, whenever he recalls the night when he was woken up by pain, fear will still immediately rush out to take control of him.

"I'm sorry Xiaosheng, you must think I'm useless, right?" Pain floated up from the depths of his eyes, "It's been a long time, and they've died long ago—but I still..." Shi Xuetong clenched his teeth She gritted her teeth, as if she was back in childhood, enduring fear, "Xiao Sheng, can you stop hating me?"

Even though he has been the glamorous "Shi Xuetong" for a long time, the cowardly and timid little boy who never uttered a word when he was beaten is still hidden in his heart.No one will like him, no one will accept him, the Shi Xuetong that fans like is just a character created by the company, and what the acquaintances around him know is the mask he pretended to be.

In private, he doesn't even bother to hang up his smile, and looks at everything with a negative gaze-the fans will stop liking him one day, and the people who gather around him because of fame, fortune and money will leave one day.

Only Shen Sheng.

The first time Shi Xuetong saw him in the club, he felt that he must be a completely different person from himself.Regardless of whether someone he knew came to talk to him or not, he would respond gently and patiently; when asked for help, he always nodded immediately, but never asked what he could get in return.How can there be such a person in this world?

The adoptive parents adopted him because he was good-looking and had good grades, and they expected him to grow up to repay their kindness; his classmates invited him to join the club because he was popular enough to attract audiences.But Shen Sheng only heard him talk about his insomnia, and even before he made a request, he took the initiative to help him fall asleep.

He couldn't help thinking again: How can there be such a good person in this world?

The more he interacts with Shen Sheng, the more he finds that this person is full of advantages.When he half-truthfully complained that his work was not going well, Shen Sheng would always patiently help him analyze the reasons and cheer him up; No matter how out of line, no matter how helpless Shen Sheng was, in the end he still allowed him to act recklessly.

Shi Xuetong, who never dared to mess around in the past, became more and more headstrong in front of Shen Sheng.

Being looked at by such gentle eyes, it was as if the wounds all over his body were healed in an instant, as if no matter what grievances he suffered, he could be comforted, and any bad things he did could be forgiven.This feeling made him more infatuated, but also more uneasy: If one day even Shen Sheng doesn't accept him anymore, then where should he go?

He is like a flying insect chasing the light, eagerly, longingly, even to the point of being annoying, chasing Shen Sheng's tenderness.Even if he knew that the closer he got, the easier the ice and snow used to resist would melt, and the ugly faces he tried to cover up would also be revealed.

But even if there is only one percent possibility, Shi Xuetong still doesn't want to give up.This person is so gentle, so gentle that he can't help but have a little hope: maybe he can accept everything from the past to the present, accept his unbearable and weak.

It was Shen Sheng who gave him the courage to face the darkness, and it was Shen Sheng who made him more afraid of the dark.What should I do, what should I do to keep this tenderness forever?

"...I won't make you angry anymore, and I won't be self-willed anymore. But Xiaosheng, can you forgive me?" Shi Xuetong finally couldn't help opening his hands, and hugged the person in front of him tightly, "Even if I can't be cured for the rest of my life, don't hate me, okay?"

His chin rested on Shen Sheng's shoulder, and when he turned his head, he pressed his entire face against it.There was a semi-wet towel between the two of them, and the hot moisture with the fragrance of shampoo rushed towards his face, but his closed eyes were so hot and red that he almost shed tears.

"Let go first." Shen Sheng's calm voice came over.

The arms embracing from behind were trembling slightly, and Shen Sheng patted them lightly, "Be obedient, let me go first." His tone was as helpless as ever, but Shi Xuetong didn't think about it anyway. Let go of him, and even stubbornly hugged him a little tighter.

This silent refusal made Shen Sheng sigh even more, and couldn't help but said: "Are you not going to be willful as agreed?" But after he just said this, the hands on his shoulders seemed to be startled, and quickly relaxed their strength.

Shen Sheng who was finally let go directly tore off the towel covering his head and threw it aside.After covering for so long, his whole head is hot, not to mention that there was an idiot holding him tightly just now.Shen Sheng kicked off the slippers, sat on the bed directly, turned around, and saw Shi Xuetong with red eyes at a glance.

As soon as the eyes of the two collided, those peach blossom eyes stained with mist became even more moist, pitiful and helpless, looking at him with aggrieved eyes, as if Shen Sheng said some heartless words next, those tears would fade away. to fall.

This person always had a playful smile in front of her, or made strange jokes, or acted aggressively without blinking an eye. Where had Shen Sheng seen such a straightforward, undisguised side of him?

Shen Sheng's heart softened, and he sighed and opened his hands again.

"Come here." Looking at the person who was stunned, he raised his eyebrows and urged, "Hurry up, we won't wait until the deadline."

"—Xiao Sheng!"

In the blink of an eye, he was slammed into a trembling body in his arms.Shen Sheng had a headache listening to the sobbing sound of the person in his arms who burst into tears as soon as he was hugged, put his hands behind his back, and kept helping him to breathe.

"Woo, I, I thought... I thought you hated me——oooooo..."

Listen to the useless words, listen to the cries that don't care about face.To be honest, if it wasn't for his rare gaffe, Shen Sheng would have already spanked him to stop disturbing the people in the middle of the night.But the reality is that he patted Shi Xuetong on the back and coaxed him, his eyes were so gentle that he didn't realize it.

"When did I say I hated you?" Shen Sheng asked softly, "I'm always thinking wildly."

He finally understood why this person always looked insecure.Such a past... If it was him, Shen Sheng couldn't guarantee that he would be strong enough to completely abandon the shadow and walk out.But if Shi Xuetong hadn't confessed to him, he would never have guessed that he had suffered such torture.

He endured it for too long, hid it too well, and deceived anyone in the world.Everyone only sees Shi Xue's dazzling, confident and powerful side, but they don't know his humbleness and cowardice.

But Shi Xuetong is willing to tell himself the past that is buried deep in his heart.

"You, you won't let me hug you... woo woo woo—" Shi Xuetong lay on his shoulder crying and complaining, the unstoppable tears almost soaked Shen Sheng's shoulders.He didn't want to act so useless in front of Shen Sheng, but as soon as the tears fell, it was like opening a gate, and he couldn't get them back no matter what.

It's been a long time since he cried so willfully. How can a child who no one loves have the right to cry?

"Wrong, it was you who didn't let me hug you." Shen Sheng's hand stopped slowly, pressed on his shoulder blades, and completely embraced him in his arms. "Shi Xuetong, what are you afraid of?" Shen Sheng asked softly, "Always run away after finishing speaking, even just now—"

How would he respond to such a reckless embrace and a gesture of complete devotion?

The two of them used to get along like this, although they talked tiresome words all day long, although they couldn't help touching him-but once they realized that they were about to speak, they immediately retracted.Just as he was afraid of closing his eyes, he was afraid of being rejected by himself.

"I originally wanted to say, if you can hold back and wait until I speak before you act, I will reward you to stay at my house for a few more days," Shen Sheng said slowly, "It seems that there is no such opportunity."

What responded to him was a louder and more miserable voice: "Don't——!!!"

I have to say that bullying someone to the point of crying is quite rewarding. Shen Sheng's mood suddenly changed when he heard him crying and belching while yelling that he would stay at his house and not leave her behind. alright.

With a character like his, blindly pampering him may make him doubt himself; on the contrary, if he treats him a little worse, this guy will make a comeback and fight relentlessly.

Shi Xuetong, who didn't know what he was about to face, gradually calmed down, but still lay on Shen Sheng's chest and refused to let go.

I will never let go in my life.

"Xiao Sheng..." He opened his eyes wide, looked over Shen Sheng's shoulders, and noticed that the sky outside had turned slightly pale, "It seems to be dawn."

In winter, the sky dawns late, so the sky outside the window is still dark, except for the shimmering light around the skyline.The two of them opened their hearts and made a fool of themselves, but they didn't expect that such a long time had passed.

"Are you sleepy?" Shi Xuetong was a little embarrassed at this time, he knew that Shen Sheng still had work this afternoon. "I'm sorry..." If it wasn't for his temporary gaffe, Shen Sheng would have had a few more hours of rest.

"If you apologize indiscriminately, you will break up the relationship." Shen Sheng raised his eyebrows, and suddenly slapped his ass.He wasn't very sleepy in the first place, and it was his duty to share the worries of his good friends.

"Whooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo, Xiaosheng bullied me." Shi Xuetong's whole body shook when he slapped her, but then she smiled silly, "Happy New Year."

This is already the ninth year he has known Shen Sheng - also the ninth year he has liked Shen Sheng.

"Happy New Year." Shen Sheng sighed, suddenly felt that he would never be able to get rid of this big trouble for the rest of his life.

The author has something to say:

Teacher Shi is shaking M (convinced

I'm so excited to finally make him cry.jpg

But tonight is destined to be Mr. Chu's occasion

Shi Xuetong:?Is this how you treat your favorite daughter-in-law?Xiaosheng! (crying)

Shen Sheng: (wiping sweat)...it's none of my business

Chu Gui: (appreciative gaze) Nodding, well done.