he is a fool

What does it feel like to wake up and find yourself alone in the room? Meng Ze has experienced it thousands of times. He needs company very much. He hopes that someone will be there every time he wakes up.When he was a child, he lived with his mother, and when he woke up every morning, he was most afraid of seeing his mother.But later he went to Meng's house to live alone, and he found that it was a very good thing to see someone after waking up.

He didn't particularly understand why he was so afraid of being alone after waking up, the silence of the environment, only the clock was still ticking to prove that time was still flowing.Meng Ze was very afraid of this feeling. If it was dark when he woke up, it would be even more frightening for him.

The days when he was under control in the small black room passed by like this.In pitch darkness, only the clock is ticking.

When he woke up in the hospital bed, Su Nan wasn't lying beside him, it was pitch black outside the window, and the room was also dim.The body's comfort is still very clear, and he feels that there is still Su Nan's residual warmth on his body.But he was the only one in the room, "Su Nan!" He yelled angrily, "Su Nan!" He yelled again when there was no response.His breathing speeded up suddenly, white flowers suddenly appeared in front of his eyes, he was breathing heavily, panting heavily, the situation was very bad.

In the six months since Su Nan disappeared, he also suffered from hyperventilation syndrome.Sometimes when you are too nervous or anxious, your breathing will be slowed down, and the most serious two times are fainting.I saw a doctor several times, but they only prescribed some tranquilizers for him, saying that this is a mental illness, and asked him to see a psychiatrist again.

But Meng Ze never went to see a psychiatrist, even though his psychiatrist Sun Yiting kept contacting him for a follow-up visit.It's usually nothing, but when something happens, he will be so exhausted.

Meng Ze slowed down for a while, with cold sweat all over his forehead, he stood up while leaning on the wall and walked out.Fortunately, this is a hospital, and he saw the nurse as soon as he went out.However, the first sentence he spoke was, "Where's Su Nan?" He felt that he was about to suffocate and faint because of the rapid breathing, "Where is the original patient here?"

The little nurse was stunned. She had a little fan who had chatted with Su Nan in the ward.Moreover, Su Nan came out of the room an hour ago and greeted her. She thought that Su Nan wanted to come out for a walk after sleeping for a long time, but she didn't think much about it when she was busy.She didn't know that there was someone else in Su Nan's room. She went to check the room 15 minutes ago and thought it was Su Nan who was lying on the bed.

"Did you sleep in there just now?" The little nurse also panicked, this was the first time she had lost a patient, "I thought you were him when I made the ward round just now! He, he came out an hour ago, but, But I don't know where he went."

Meng Ze wanted to strangle him to death, so he left after hearing what the little nurse said.He tried his best to calm himself down and breathe slowly. He felt that his heart was beating extremely fast due to excessive breathing, and a particularly weak sense of oppression hit him.He almost ran all the way to ask the bodyguards outside if he had seen Su Nan.

"Where are others!" He obviously set up bodyguards at the hospital gate and the side gate of the hospital, but no one told him where Su Nan had gone.

The bodyguards also panicked, they did not see Su Nan coming out.

"Go find someone, go quickly." Meng Ze urged, "All the bodyguards guarding are withdrawn, and all find someone for me!" strenuous.

The bodyguards ran away immediately, they slipped away very fast, and Meng Ze was the only one left in an instant.

His head suddenly felt very swollen, and his heart was beating rapidly because of his fast breathing. Meng Ze could hardly stand up straight.He squatted down slowly, using his hands to support the ground to barely keep himself from falling.But he didn't last for a few minutes, his forehead was already wet with sweat, and the sweat flowed down his cheeks and across his eyes.

He blinked, and wiped the water from his eyes with his hand.Meng Ze heard someone shouting what was wrong with him, but he couldn't respond. The voice seemed very close, but far away.It was hazy in front of his eyes, but he seemed to see Su Nan's figure not far away. Su Nan looked at him, but Meng Ze couldn't quite see Su Nan's expression.

Someone helped him up, probably a nurse. "... Su Nan!" Meng Ze shouted, very weak.He was already in a hurry, trying desperately to push away the medical staff who were supporting him, but others saw that his condition was not right, so they grabbed him even harder.

Su Nan seemed to look back at him, but he was turned around and entered the hospital by the medical staff.And the person who seemed to be Su Nan didn't stop for his yelling, but turned around and left.

Meng Ze had a strong premonition that Su Nan ran away again.And this time it will definitely be harder to find than last time, but no matter what, he will definitely catch Su Nan back.

Su Nan must be his, he can't let him leave his side.He can't let him be a light to others.

In fact, Su Nan didn't go anywhere. When Meng Ze woke up, he just hid in the bathroom of the hospital. After the **, he was actually not feeling well, but he still managed to find a place to hide.If Meng Ze wakes up and can't find him, he will definitely look for him. He just needs to find a blind spot to hide. After he disperses all the bodyguards to find someone, he can leave from the main entrance of the hospital.

Su Nan saw that Meng Ze was still chanting his name when he was carried away by the medical staff. He wanted to walk over, but he didn't.At this time, he had already changed into his original clothes, took off the hundreds of dollars in bills that Meng Ze was carrying, and prepared to leave.

He really didn't expect Meng Ze to have such a plot, and he didn't know what happened to Meng Ze. Meng Ze's health was always good, except that he was stupid and not very good at that time, Meng Ze's body was always in good health of.He didn't understand why Meng Ze was dragged into the hospital, and he also wanted to know what happened to Meng Ze during the days when he was away.

But does he still have a chance to know?

"Hello, Mr. Su." As soon as he left the hospital, someone stopped him, not from Meng Ze, but from Meng Zhide, "Please get in the car."

Su Nan frowned, "Where are you going?"

"go to Canada."

"What?" Su Nan thought he heard it wrong, but before his brain had time to switch over, he was dragged away.It was exactly the same as the posture in which Meng Ze was carried away by the medical staff just now, which immediately made Su Nan feel amused and helpless.

As soon as he got in the car, his hands and feet were bound, and then he was thrown into a backpack, "Inside is your new ID photo and a card, you can protect yourself after you go to Canada." The man paused, and then Added, "Boss Meng said you can't come back, we can find out about your itinerary...I hope you don't act rashly."

"..."

He obediently wanted to run away, but he didn't expect to be arranged to be thrown abroad.Su Nan was stunned, unable to think of a solution for a while, "What about my family?" He asked, "They can't fail to contact me."

"If you don't want them to die, don't contact them."

Su Nan was dumb for an instant.

The car was stuck in a traffic jam when passing the business district, and there was a lot of excitement outside the car window, many men and women were in pairs, with happy smiles on their faces.Before the car drove a little further, he actually saw the endorsement advertisement he shot more than a year ago. The poster must have been hanging for a long time, and it was already a little yellow. At that time, the smile on his face was bright and warm.

Su Nan still remembered that Meng Ze called him more than ten times when he was filming this endorsement.He only saw Meng Ze's message when he was resting, and when he called back, the idiot seemed to be about to cry.I kept asking him what he was doing and when he was going back.

At that time, he didn't like Meng Ze, and he even found Meng Ze a bit annoying.After a few words of coaxing, he hurriedly hung up the phone, but after chatting with Meng Ze, he felt a little better, and the subsequent shooting was also satisfactory, and it ended soon.

Thinking about it now, if Meng Ze hadn't been perfunctory at that time, but coaxed him to talk to him more.

Su Nan wanted to escape as soon as he got out of the car, but three people followed him.Even when they went to the toilet, they stood next to him and watched him pee. They didn't officially leave until they got to the airport in Canada.

When Su Nan came out of the hospital, he only brought Meng Ze's few hundred yuan with him, not even his mobile phone.He is not familiar with the place here, but fortunately, Su Nan's English is not bad, and there is no problem in ordinary communication.

Su Nan sighed a long time, and he took out the new ID card. Although it was his face, the name changed to 'Su Nan'.He was indeed too difficult, "Haqiu—" He sneezed, his nose was itchy, as if he had a cold.

Things have changed so fast, is he going to be that drifting Su Nan again?

I really miss that big fool who was taken away.

Su Nan raised his head and looked at the sky above **, it was gray and the people coming and going at the airport made him even more confused.He has no friends here, he has nothing.

But I hope that Meng Ze can be the CEO well, live happily and happily.