King Jack Sue

The final exam, which lasted for several days, is finally over. The people in the Chinese Department are completely liberated, and the tension in Yan Ci's mind has finally been loosened. The exam room is like a battlefield. God knows how much headache he has had in these few battles. .

As soon as Yan Ci returned to the dormitory, he collapsed on the bed, only to see three roommates packing up their things.

Yan Ci: "You...are you planning to go home now?"

"That's right, I booked the bus ticket a few days ago, and it happens to be this afternoon, and I can leave after the exam." Wan Lan stuffed a book into her bag.

"You two too?"

"Yes, the holidays are approaching these days, and there are a lot of people going home. It's hard to book tickets, so we have to grab them in advance. Wait, Yan Ci, you...you haven't bought a ticket yet, have you?" Zhao Layeryun suddenly stopped. middle action.

"I..." After he said Yan Ci like this, he remembered that he had forgotten to book a ticket home.

"It seems so." Shen Feng accepted Yan Ci's words with a meaningful expression on his face: "Too obsessed with studying."

Yan Ci: "..."

Watching helplessly as the three roommates took turns beating him up and then leaving, Yan Ci listlessly sent out his farewell three times: "Goodbye, walk slowly, see you off soon."

The dormitory suddenly became quiet and empty, with sunlight coming in, and some dust flying in the air, Yan Ci was a little dazed watching it.

In all fairness, he doesn't really want to go home. There are only him and his mother at home. They don't talk much or interact with each other except for more important things. They basically do their own things. It's embarrassing to talk about, but it is true. It's a little cold, and I feel inexplicably uncomfortable after staying in one space for a long time.Originally, Yan Ci thought that if he worked in the museum, he could justifiably delay going back a little longer, but now that the quota has been given to Zhang Yiran, there is naturally no reason to delay.

He was paralyzed for a while and turned upright from the bed, walked slowly back and forth in the dormitory a few times, and suddenly thought of Gu Xuan again.The summer vacation is two months, and this trip can only be seen in September.He stood on the balcony and looked at the trees outside for a while, then took out his mobile phone and called Gu Xuan: "Gu Xuan, when is your exam over? I want to see you."

A few days later, the exams of the School of Economics were completely over, and the two made an appointment to have dinner together at noon.At the dinner table, Gu Xuan told Yan Ci that he would be leaving school in two days, and that he would be busy with other things besides going to Pakistan during the summer vacation, so he asked Yan Ci if there was anything he wanted to do and spend these two days with him.

Although the mention of Farewell Yanci is a bit worrying, the question still needs to be answered: "Actually, I have always felt that the word 'play' is only suitable for one place, although I don't go to this place often and I don't like it very much."

"Where?"

"Playground."

"..."

Gu Xuan and Yan Ci went to the largest playground in K City together.

It happened to be Sunday, primary and middle school students had their holidays, and there were a lot of adults with children in the playground. There was a lot of people's voices for a while, Yan Ci looked up and saw many cartoon icons, and always felt that he was in some kind of cartoon paradise.

Gu Xuan teased him with a smile: "There are so many projects, which one do you like?"

Yan Cibai glanced at him: "I don't like any of them."

"You still come if you don't like it?"

"Aren't you coming?"

"That's why I came because you said that playing is only for playgrounds."

Yan Ci was silenced by him.

Gu Xuan smiled and patted him on the shoulder: "It's already here, let's try it casually." Then she couldn't help but pull Yan Ci onto the jumping machine.

The last time Yan Ci played in the playground was when he was a sophomore in high school.That day was Teacher Wen Jing’s birthday, and it happened to be Sunday. Yan resigned from Wen Jing’s home and gave Wen Jing the things she bought and the newly written poems as a birthday present. She wanted to leave, but she was forced by Wen Jing Drag it to the playground to play with her.

"You really don't want to accompany me, an old birthday person who is empty, lonely and cold?"

Yan Ci: "..."

Yan Ci clearly remembered that Wen Jing was wearing a white dress that day, with a beautiful gauze belt around his waist. When he was squatting on the ground to tie his shoes, the wind happened to blow, and the gauze lightly brushed against his face. Slow and gentle, like a quiet hand.

Wen Jing really lives up to her name, she looks gentle and beautiful, and she is also quiet. When she wears a white skirt, it always reminds people of the word "temperament like orchid".

However, the practical truth tells Yan Ci that no matter how quiet and beautiful a girl is, she also has a crazy side, for example, when riding a roller coaster.

"Ahahahahaha, Yan Ci, are you happy—"

"Mr. Wen, Teacher Wen, I..." Yan Ci couldn't put it into words.

"Spin, roll, jump like crazy!"

"Teacher Wen, how long will it be over..." Yan Ci's back felt cold.

"Reminds me of the dark gold in confusion, the tumbling waves, and the tyrannical sea!"

"Mr. Wen, we're still on the roller coaster, so don't be too busy expressing your feelings..." Yan Ci's face turned pale.

"Yan Ci, enjoy this final peak with me!"

"Wow--" Yan Ci's voice was lost in the dizzying car rotation.

So Yan Ci thoroughly experienced the psychological shadow of the roller coaster when he was 17 years old.

But this time it's not a roller coaster, but a jumping machine.

The moment he sat on it, Gu Xuan patted his shoulder with a smile: "Yan Ci, you're such an adult, aren't you still afraid of this?"

On the surface, Yan Ci was as steady as an old dog: "Just kidding, who am I, would I make a fool of myself?"

However, he panicked in his heart: Actually, I am really hypocritical.

But this forced him to finish the installation since he had already installed it. Yan Ci fastened the seat belt on himself awe-inspiringly without looking at Gu Xuan next to him, closed his eyes and waited for the jumping machine to start.

"Three, two, one... get ready, get up!"

"Wow ah ah ah-"

A group of people on the jumping machine were crying and howling, Yan Ci closed his eyes to try to calm down, but the next second the jumping machine was falling at a high speed - flying sand and rocks, dark sky, miserable wind and rain, lightning and thunder... Yan Ci's life-long learned words to describe the tragic Not enough to describe his broken heart.

In the first second, Yan Ci felt sad OS: It's over, when it's over, I'm afraid I'll be so dazed that I can't even tell Li Bai and Luna apart.

Yan Ci not only couldn't tell Li Bai Luna apart, he couldn't even walk steadily, so Gu Xuan could only help him to rest on the side seat.

Gu Xuan looked at Yan Ci who was slumped on the seat and joked, "Didn't you just talk nonsense in the beginning and say you're not afraid? Why did you become so ugly after a while?"

Yan Ci really wanted to give him a blank look but he didn't have much strength.

Seeing that Yan Ci was really in bad shape, Gu Xuan also stopped joking and approached him and asked, "Is it uncomfortable?"

"Fortunately..." Yan Ci froze.

Gu Xuan smiled, reached out and gently rubbed his forehead: "Silly."

"I think I like that one better." Yan Ci said helplessly.

"Which one?"

Yan Ci stretched out his hand and pointed, it was the Ferris wheel.

After resting for a while, when Yan Ci recovered, Gu Xuan dragged him onto the Ferris wheel.

The ferris wheel moves slowly, which is many times gentler than the jumping machine just now.Yan Ci and Gu Xuan sat facing each other, the ferris wheel went higher and higher, farther and farther away from the noisy and lively playground on the ground, and gradually quieted down, he glanced out the window and sighed: "I'm really old, my body can't stand the torment I can’t afford to sit on a jumping machine.”

Gu Xuan laughed: "I'm two years older than you and I still don't think I'm old. What do you hate here?"

"Young people like you won't understand." Yan Ci argued seriously, but Gu Xuan felt helpless and shook his head with a smile.

"A word."

"Ok?"

"We won't see each other for two months."

"...Mmm." Mentioning this topic again, Yan Ci felt a little sadness in his heart.

Seeing him bow his head and look down, Gu Xuan smiled: "Give me your hand."

"Ah?" Yan Ci hadn't recovered from his childhood sadness, and suddenly he was a little confused when he heard Gu Xuan say that, but he obediently stretched out his hand.

Gu Xuan held his hand, looked at his palm carefully, touched every inch of texture with fingertips, and the itchiness it brought entered the heart.

Yan Ci suddenly thought of one night, in the piano room of the piano store, Gu Xuan took his hand and wrote his name stroke by stroke, Xuan.

So his heart, which was originally calm, was disturbed by him, and it was difficult to be quiet.

But at this moment, Gu Xuan held his hand and wrote that word again, Xuan.

Familiar strokes, no first teasing, only firmness and gentleness, like an oath and promise with deep affection.

After Gu Xuan finished writing, she stared quietly at Yan Ci's hand for a while, as if there really was a word "Xuan" on it, which was branded by him personally on this person, and then melted into the body, into the flesh and blood, and never faded , until death.

He closed Yan Ci's hand and covered his hand again.

"miss me."

At that time, the ferris wheel was moving, flying high in the sky, far away from the ground, far away from all disturbing sounds, the whole space was small and quiet, Yan Ci was in his eyes, so the fragrance of hundreds of miles of flowers, the breeze of thousands of miles, the mountains and rivers of thousands of miles, no longer caught the eye.

"Yan Ci." Gu Xuan called his name completely, and he was a little dazed for a moment, those lingering figures, past events and worries seemed to have all faded away, faded to the point of disappearing, or never existed.

Then he said: "I like you."

The night before the parting is always very lingering for the lover, and the lovesickness has begun before the parting, so all the emotions are vented on the body.

That night when he was drunk, Yan Ci no longer remembered how he had sex with Gu Xuan, but this night he really felt it.

Gu Xuan pressed him on the bed and kissed him, first his forehead, then his eyes, then the bridge of his nose, and finally his lips.He opened Yan Ci's teeth, entangled his tongue, and snatched his breath. He was gentler than ever before, but also stronger than ever before.

Then, during the gradually passionate kiss, the clothes of the two were torn to pieces, Gu Xuan's hands became more and more presumptuous, and he only caressed and teased Yan Ci's sensitive and weak parts until Yan Ci couldn't bear it and sobbed.

"A Ci, do you like me?" His voice was slightly hoarse, and his breath was all in Yan Ci's ears.

"Like..." Yan Ci's eyes were blurred.

"How much do you like it?" He put Yan Ci's earlobe in his mouth and sucked it hard.

"Mmm... I really, really like it..." Yan Ci's breathing was all messed up.

"Are you willing to be treated like this by me?" He kissed Yan Ci's waist.

"Willing to..." Yan Ci's voice trembled.

"How willing are you?" His hand slowly groped into Yan Ci's legs.

Yan Ci didn't answer, just closed his eyes, then stretched out his arms tremblingly around Gu Xuan, and kissed him proactively.

Yan Ci knew that he had fallen, completely fallen.

Earlier he knew that he liked Gu Xuan, but there was never a moment like now where he realized so clearly that he had fallen so thoroughly.

□□The comings and goings are turbulent, and the goings are lingering, layer upon layer, and surround, making people feel like falling into a sweet mist.

Yan Ci was exhausted and passed out in a daze. In the darkness that he couldn't see, Gu Xuan gently held his hand, and then traced the shape of his fingers one by one.

Before today, he never thought that he would be with Yan Ci for a long time in the future, because no matter from the perspective of personal factors, family factors or social factors, this matter is too difficult and the feasibility is too small.When he was a teenager, he followed Gu Siyuan to learn to manage some things in the company and the market. He was used to rational analysis, balanced measurement, and he had to distinguish between the important and the important. He did not do things that he was not sure of, and he did not fail to pay for it. These concepts are deeply imprinted in his mind.So no matter how much he liked Yan Ci before, he would not think about the future. He just thinks about it now if he likes it now. When he likes Yan Ci, when will he not like Yan Ci or Yan Ci doesn't like him? , just separate.But today he suddenly had a thought, how good would it be if he and Yan Ci were together forever?

As soon as the idea came out, he himself found it incredible, but the more incredible it was, the more he felt that the idea was solidly stored in his heart, beating with the frequency of his own heartbeat.

But is such an idea really reliable?He is only 22 and close to 23, very young, and so is Yan Ci.How long can such a young love last?Can a few months of emotion determine a lifetime?

Gu Xuan closed his eyes, held Yan Ci's hand, and he fell into a darkness, sweet, soft, sour and astringent darkness, which made him unable to see the direction clearly.