Devil

Lin Suye didn't remember what he answered, all he knew was that Lin Feng held him down and kissed him mouthful.

When Lin Feng hugged him before leaving in college, the tears on his shoulders dug a big hole in his heart, and when his mother begged him not to mix with Lin Feng, Lin Suye took Lin Feng Feng put it into the big pit and buried it tightly.

If it wasn't for goodbye, he didn't know how easy it would be to dig out this pit again, and how deep his heart was dug.

The long flow of water with Cheng Shutong, and the relationship with Lin Feng, inexplicably became unforgettable.

Lin Suye didn't dare to think about how many traces he had left in his heart, but now, she had to think about it.

After the passion ended, Lin Suye lay on the bed, with a whole person behind her, still kissing his shoulder.

Lin Suye was a little out of breath, but he didn't have much strength, so he just hummed a few times.

Lin Feng lingered on his shoulder, sometimes kissed his neck, and then sucked a few marks.

Lin Suye felt itchy and didn't care what he was doing.

Lin Feng hugged his waist, pressed him under his paws and kissed him like a big beast licking its own treasure.

Lin Suye said: "Lin Feng..."

Lin Feng took a breath and kissed his ear: "What?"

Lin Suye flinched a little, but hesitated when she was about to say it.

Lin Feng hugged him even tighter, and said in a hoarse voice, "What do you want to say, just say it."

Lin Suye said: "Why do you like me?"

Lin Feng said: "Is there a reason for this kind of thing?"

Lin Suye said: "Then have you tried to find someone else...you..."

Lin Feng's tone was a little bit harsh, and he bit his shoulder heavily, saying: "I didn't find it, only you did."

Lin Suye lowered her eyes slightly, and said, "Then you haven't tried it with others, how do you know..."

Lin Feng didn't speak, he adjusted his posture, just one movement made Lin Suye scream and couldn't ask this question again.

Lin Suye cried, but she just bit the bed sheet and cried.When everything was over, he was lying there, and Lin Feng still pressed on his back and kissed his shoulder.

—— Lin Suye didn't dare to say anything this time, his eyes were still red.

In fact, what he wanted to ask was, did Lin Feng really have to have him?

After taking a bath and going home, Lin Suye slipped into the room immediately after returning home, and Fu Yuyun almost only saw a shadow.

"Su Ye?" Fu Yuyun wondered.

"Hey!" Lin Suye only responded, and buried herself in her bed, as if her whole body had been disassembled and put back together again.It's both a guilty conscience and a feeling of being unclear.

When he was in college, he really made up his mind to make a clean break with Lin Feng. Now that he got involved with him, he felt sorry for his mother.

Earlier, Fu Yuyun was relieved and willing to accept Lin Feng, but Lin Suye knew that she was not very willing in her heart, it was just for him.

If he really accepted Lin Feng, his mother would be very upset...

Lin Suye was weighing the steelyard in her heart, and found that the side not with Lin Feng was still heavier than the side with him.

Rejection has become a habit, so what if you still like it?No one stipulates that if you like it, you must be together.

Lin Suye lay on the bed with her pillow in her arms, staring at the curtains in front of the window in a daze.

After about half an hour, Fu Yuyun knocked on the door.

Lin Suye turned around and quickly replied, "Mom?"

Fu Yuyun said, "It's time to eat."

Lin Suye breathed a sigh of relief, and put the pillow out of the room.

The next day, Lin Feng asked him out again.

Lin Suye was still lying under the covers when she answered the phone, and almost threw the phone out when she heard his voice.

Lin Feng said: "Come out, I'll pick you up."

Lin Suye said: "I don't want to go out, I want to stay at home."

"Why?" Lin Feng paused and said, "It hurts?"

Lin Suye asked inexplicably, "What?"

Lin Feng said, "I'll buy you some medicine."

Lin Suye immediately realized what he was talking about, and quickly said: "No need!" Realizing that he was too loud, afraid that Fu Yuyun would hear, he pulled up the quilt and buried himself and the phone together, and said in a low voice: "No need to buy medicine, I'm fine."

Lin Feng said: "Then why don't you come out?"

Lin Suye muttered a few words vaguely, and Lin Feng extracted the main idea, which was probably why he came out, and he was not going to date him.

Lin Feng said: "Lin Suye, we went to bed yesterday, you didn't struggle."

Lin Suye blushed hotly, and said loudly, "Lin Feng!"

Lin Feng said: "Did you struggle yesterday? Lin Suye, you have the ability to say that you struggled without conscience."

Lin Suye remained silent, and neither could he.

In fact, not only did he not struggle yesterday, but he seemed a little obedient.Lin Feng had already defeated his psychological defense yesterday.Lin Suye had really given up on herself at that time.

He likes Lin Feng, and Lin Feng, who has been in the society for a long time these years, can almost see through his intentions at a glance-not only his intentions, but also some other small thoughts that he dare not admit to himself.

He could even see that the main reason he wasn't with him was because of his mom.

But so what?

The reason can be seen, but it may not be solved.

Lin Suye sighed softly, and said, "I dare not accept you. In my freshman year, my mother cried when she found out the truth... That was the first time I saw her cry."

Lin Feng was silent.

"Looking for a girlfriend, there must be this reason, but I really forgot about you at that time. Maybe..."

"Maybe what?" Lin Feng said coldly.

Lin Suye lowered her head and whispered, "Maybe you can too."

"Lin Suye, do you think you look beautiful?"

Lin Suye was startled.

"The men and women I have come into contact with are prettier than you, more interesting than you, and know how to please others better than you—"

Lin Suye's face immediately sank, and she said, "Then why are you looking for me?"

Lin Feng sneered even worse: "Because I like you, I can't forget you, I can't find someone else, are you satisfied?!"

Lin Suye squeezed the phone tightly and did not speak.

Lin Feng said: "I know that Aunt Fu doesn't want to accept me. My mother told me. But my mother also told me that Aunt Fu's attitude has become much softer than before in the past two years. My mother is not sure if it is because The reason why you have gone abroad, but after you returned to China and broke up with Cheng Shutong, my mother still told me that Aunt Fu's attitude is not as tough as before."

Lin Suye said dryly: "That's because she wanted to endure for me..."

"For your sake?" Lin Feng said suddenly, "You told her that you liked me?"

"No!" Lin Suye retorted immediately.

When Lin Feng heard his nervous voice, he laughed -- in Lin Suye's ears, it was a mockery that was completely seen through.

"My mother, anyway, my mother doesn't want me to be with you, she doesn't want to, it's impossible, we can't!"

Lin Feng smiled and said, "Lin Suye, after so many years, do you really think that I will give up just because of your few words?"

Lin Suye was silent for a while, her voice weakened a lot, and said: "Why don't you try to find someone else first, I...I dare not accept you."

Lin Feng was in a weird mood at the moment, he seemed to be angry, but also wanted to laugh; he wanted to grab him and beat him fiercely, but also wanted to hug him and gently kiss him to comfort him.

He knew why Lin Suye dared not accept him.

What happened back then turned him into a little turtle shrunk in his shell, who didn't dare to stick his head out easily.

Fu Yuyun's love for her son limited the space for Lin Suye to stick her head out, but now Fu Yuyun did not restrict it, and Lin Suye was used to shrinking back.

"Lin Suye, I like you very much."

"..."

"You're just afraid to take that small step, but after you take that small step, you can be with me."

"..."

Lin Feng lowered his voice and said, "Don't you really want to try with me?"

Lin Suye thought, he knew what he was thinking.

The relationship in college suffered setbacks just when they sprouted, and as soon as the damaged shoots took out a little branch, his mother cut off the injured place for him.

If you cut it off, it will still grow back.

From the moment he saw Lin Feng again, a large vine grew out of his heart.

Different from the regret of not being able to be with Cheng Shutong, not being able to be with Lin Feng, there will be unwillingness, rejoicing, and feeling sad after rejoicing, but I don’t know why I am so sad.

Maybe he knows, because he also likes Lin Feng, and even Lin Feng may be the first person he likes.

First love is always a little bit different.

At that time, Lin Suye had already noticed this, but Lin Feng was ordered to join the army, and they couldn't go back to the past.

Lin Suye's silence gave Lin Feng the answer, and Lin Feng realized that the situation was more difficult than he imagined.

Lin Suye knew that she liked him. If he didn't know, when he knew, they might be together naturally.But Lin Suye knew it, and maybe she knew it before.Lin Feng had no position to get angry at him why he didn't tell him at that time, but he was still angry.

What now?Lin Suye knew that he liked him too but didn't want to be with him, but Fu Yuyun's tone had changed—Zhang Xiaojing had been spying on Fu Yuyun's tone over the years. thought together.

"I can try my best to make Aunt Fu accept me, Lin Suye, can you trust me once?"

Lin Suye said in a low voice: "I don't want to make her feel uncomfortable."

Fu Yuyun was able to accept Lin Feng a long time ago, but he didn't accept it sincerely, but to fulfill him.

Since that incident, neither of his parents has been on a "business trip", even if he is abroad.Although, the above tasks are not available all the time, Fu Yuyun and Lin Yuanhe's jobs were not so leisurely before.

His parents did it for him, Lin Suye didn't say it, but he knew it in his heart.His parents used to be high-tech and low-skilled people, but now his parents can cook a table of good dishes, which is simply a miracle.Occasionally, Lin Suye even wondered if it was his parents who couldn't even cook in a rice cooker.

In the past, when he mentioned to his friends that his parents couldn't cook the rice well, others still didn't believe it, but now that it was cooked, he himself couldn't believe it.

"Then you are determined not to accept me?"

Lin Suye opened his mouth and opened his mouth again. He wanted to say "yes" cruelly, but he couldn't.

Lin Feng laughed, and said in a low voice: "...then I'll take you as a rebuttal."