unspeakable love

As the doctor said, although the operation was successful, Lin Kai fell into a coma. Xu Xiaochuan didn't know when he would wake up, maybe tomorrow or never.

After Lin Kai became like this, Xu Xiaochuan hesitated to tell Lin Kai's father Lin Tiancheng the news.

Standing in front of the hospital bed and looking at Lin Kai, who was unconscious and pale, Lin Tiancheng couldn't help crying. He never thought that Lin Kai would become like this.

Lin Tiancheng sat down on the chair, he stretched out his hand to hold Lin Kai's hand, he couldn't remember how long he hadn't been so close to his son, and only when Lin Kai was ignorant, Lin Tiancheng could hold it like this Holding his hand, the two father and son can be so close.

Lin Tiancheng looked at the ignorant Lin Kai with tears in his eyes, and looked at his pale and lifeless face, his heart felt as uncomfortable as being cut by a knife, and he couldn't bear the pain.

"Lin Kai! My son!" Lin Tiancheng raised his hand and stroked Lin Kai's face. He was really sad. As a father, he did nothing for Lin Kai. If possible, he would use his own Life in exchange for Lin Kai's life.

Xu Xiaochuan looked at the heartbroken Lin Tiancheng, and he felt the same in his heart. He really hoped that Lin Kai could wake up, even if he exchanged his own life for him.

After seeing Lin Kai, Lin Tiancheng and Xu Xiaochuan walked out of the ward together.

Lin Tiancheng was very surprised when Lin Kai suddenly became like this. He frowned and looked at Xu Xiaochuan and asked, "Xiaochuan, how did Lin Kai become like this?"

Xu Xiaochuan didn't want to hide anything anymore, he felt that he should confess everything to Lin Tiancheng.

"Mr. Lin, do you know that Lin Kai has a problem with his sexual orientation?"

Lin Tiancheng was stunned by Xu Xiaochuan's words. He looked at Xu Xiaochuan blankly: "What did you say? What do you mean?"

"Mr. Lin, actually Lin Kai likes men, he fell in love with a man, and that man is me!"

Xu Xiaochuan looked at Lin Tiancheng seriously and said.

Lin Tiancheng was stunned by Xu Xiaochuan's words. He looked at Xu Xiaochuan with disbelieving eyes and couldn't believe his ears.

"What are you talking about? How could Lin Kai be like this? No! You and Lin Kai are not very good friends, how could you be in that kind of relationship?"

"Boss Lin, I'm telling the truth. Lin Kai likes me, and I'm also in love with Lin Kai..."

Next, Xu Xiaochuan spent a few minutes telling Lin Tiancheng about the emotional entanglement of the three, and told him everything about how it happened.

What Xu Xiaochuan said stunned Lin Tiancheng. He didn't expect that so many things would happen to Lin Kai, and he didn't expect that a man of seven feet would like a man.

Lin Tiancheng was hit hard, he blamed himself very much, felt that everything was his own responsibility, if he hadn't fulfilled his father's responsibility and didn't educate Lin Kai well, he wouldn't be like this now.

Lin Tiancheng felt that this was Lin Kai's revenge on him, and his heart really hurt.

But what Lin Tiancheng hopes most now is that Lin Kai can wake up, as long as he can wake up, he can live and nothing else matters.

In the blink of an eye, Lin Kai had been in a coma for a week. During this time, Lin Tiancheng would visit Lin Kai in the hospital every day. He came with hope but returned disappointed.

Xu Xiaochuan has been guarding Lin Kai's hospital bed, hoping for a miracle to happen, and looking forward to Lin Kai waking up.

It has been raining for the past few days. Looking at the light rain outside the window, Xu Xiaochuan couldn't help crying. The raindrops hit the glass, and Xu Xiaochuan sounded like he was playing a sad piece of music. His mood was as cloudy and rainy as the weather outside.

Turning around and looking at Lin Kai who was still unconscious on the hospital bed, Xu Xiaochuan felt as if his heart had been cut by a knife. He walked to the bed and sat down, raised his hand and gently touched Lin Kai's sharp-edged Face: "Lin Kai! How long are you going to sleep? You are such a slob! Do you feel so tired that you don't want to get up?"

Hot tears rolled down from the corners of his eyes, Xu Xiaochuan looked at that handsome man with a piercing heart, why wasn't he the one lying here?

Xu Xiaochuan felt that he owed too much to Lin Kai, and he couldn't pay it back in this lifetime.

Looking up at the quartz clock hanging on the wall, it was past 8 o'clock before he knew it. Xu Xiaochuan raised his hand to wipe the tears on his face, got up from the chair and walked to the TV.

Xu Xiaochuan picked up the remote control and turned on the TV, and then tuned to the station that broadcast the variety show.

"Lin Kai, look! The show has already started, don't fall asleep and watch it quickly! Otherwise, you will miss the wonderful show. This episode has your favorite idol star Lin Chengyu, so hurry up and watch it Bar!"

Xu Xiaochuan's right hand held Lin Kai's hand tightly. He didn't have the courage to do so before, but now Lin Kai couldn't see the scene where he and Xu Xiaochuan's fingers were clasped tightly.

The man on the bed still had his eyes closed and did not respond to Xu Xiaochuan's words. The TV program was so exciting that people laughed out loud, but Xu Xiaochuan's smile was filled with tears: "Lin Kai, look! That male guest fell and ate shit. It's so funny!" Smiling and laughing, tears flowed down: "Lin Kai, why are you so lazy and just don't want to open your eyes to watch it? Don't you really like this show? I watch it alone. It's very boring, why don't you hurry up and accompany me?"

The man on the bed still didn't respond, and refused to open his eyes angrily.

"Lin Kai, you are angry with me, right? I am not brave enough, I fell in love with you, but I have been running away, I dare not face this love, I really do not have your courage, I was wrong! Lin Kai, can you wake up? I love you!"

Regardless of whether Lin Kai could hear him or not, Xu Xiaochuan talked to Lin Kai like this every day and played the TV programs he liked to watch.

Guarding Lin Kai's bedside watching the variety show, I don't know how long time has passed, a strong sleepiness hit Xu Xiaochuan, making his eyelids more and more heavy.Just like that, Xu Xiaochuan fell asleep lying on the bed. He didn't know how long he had slept. Xu Xiaochuan suddenly felt a pair of eyes on the top of his head looking at him. He felt a strong and warm hand stroking his hair. , Xu Xiaochuan suddenly raised his head, and saw Lin Kai's gentle smiling face.

"Xiao Chuan!"

"Link Kai, you're awake!"

Xu Xiaochuan looked at Lin Kai excitedly. He just wanted to reach out to touch Lin Kai's hand, but at this moment, Lin Kai's body slowly disappeared in front of Xu Xiaochuan's eyes.

"Link Kai! Link Kai!"

Xu Xiaochuan broke out in a cold sweat, opened his eyes suddenly and looked up, the ward was pitch black, only the TV screen was still on and an advertisement was playing.

Seeing that the person on the hospital bed was still there, Xu Xiaochuan breathed a sigh of relief. It turned out that he just had a nightmare. Xu Xiaochuan was flustered because of this nightmare. He didn't know if it was a bad omen.

After getting off work the next night, Xu Xiaochuan still came to the hospital to take care of Lin Kai.

After hearing the news that Lin Kai was hospitalized, Qiang Yu also visited Lin Kai twice. Today happened to be free, so he drove to the hospital after finishing his work.

When seeing Xu Xiaochuan, Qiang Yu almost couldn't recognize him, but in just half a month, Xu Xiaochuan was already thin and out of shape, he was not fat at first, but now he is even more frighteningly thin The chin is pointed, and the skinny appearance looks like a bean sprouts.

"Xiao Chuan, you've been haggard a lot."

Qiang Yu looked worried at Xu Xiaochuan's appearance.

"I'm fine." A bitter smile appeared on Xu Xiaochuan's face.

"Xiaochuan, you should take care of your body!" Qiang Yu worried about Xu Xiaochuan looking at him like this.

"I just hope that Lin Kai can wake up now. It doesn't matter what I do. Qiang Yu, I had a terrible and bad dream last night. I dreamed that Lin Kai suddenly disappeared, and his body was in front of me. Disappearing bit by bit, do you think this indicates that something will happen to Lin Kai?" Xu Xiaochuan looked at Qiang Yu worriedly and said.

"Xiao Chuan, it's just a dream. You don't have to worry about it. Don't think about it. I think Lin Kai will definitely wake up. Besides, dreams are the opposite. I think this dream should indicate that Lin Kai is about to wake up. It's gone." Qiang Yu comforted Xu Xiaochuan, his words made Xu Xiaochuan feel a little better.

After Qiang Yu left, Xu Xiaochuan still guarded Lin Kai's hospital bed. He believed that Lin Kai would not leave him, and he would definitely wake up.

The next day is the weekend without going to work, and he can stay by Lin Kai's bed all day long.

Today's weather was very bad, it rained heavily all morning, after a simple lunch, Xu Xiaochuan returned to the ward.

Lin Kai likes to grow flowers very much. There are several pots of flowers that Xu Xiaochuan does not know at home, but now Xu Xiaochuan finally knows the names of those flowers. Xu Xiaochuan specially raised two pots of Chlorophytum that Lin Kai likes in the ward and tulips.

Seeing that the flowers were short of water, Xu Xiaochuan went to the window sill and picked up a water bottle to water the flowers. At this time, the rain outside the window stopped and finally stopped.

"Xiao Chuan!"

Xu Xiaochuan held the water bottle and turned his back to Lin Kai. He really hoped that Lin Kai would wake up, but he was already hallucinating. A bitter smile appeared on Xu Xiaochuan's face. He continued to water the flowers with the water bottle .

"Xiao Chuan!"

This time the voice was louder, and Xu Xiaochuan could hear it more clearly. This was not a hallucination, it was Lin Kai's voice!He was literally calling his name.

The kettle in his hand fell to the ground with a "bang", and Xu Xiaochuan suddenly turned his head to look at the hospital bed. What excited him was that all this was really not an illusion, because he finally saw Lin Kai's gentle smile again. The sun was shining brightly outside the window, the sun showed a smiling face, and a gorgeous rainbow hung high in the sky.