unspeakable love

After more than an hour, Lin Kai prepared the dinner, and he went upstairs to ask Xu Xiaochuan to eat.

Lin Kai walked into the room with a smile on his face. Seeing Xu Xiaochuan who was sitting on the bed in a daze came over, he stretched out his hand and patted him on the shoulder: "Xiaochuan, it's time for dinner! Let's go!"

Xu Xiaochuan suddenly woke up like a dream, unconsciously raised his head and looked at Lin Kai, said "um", then stood up and walked towards the door.

At this moment, Lin Kai's big hand suddenly grabbed Xu Xiaochuan's somewhat cold hand, making his expression froze.

"Let's go down together hand in hand! This is like a lover." Lin Kai smiled softly and walked downstairs holding Xu Xiaochuan's hand.

Being held by Lin Kai in this way, Xu Xiaochuan felt the warmth of his palm. Lin Kai's hand was so broad and white, with slender and slender fingers, very beautiful. This was the first time for Xu Xiaochuan to hold hands with a man. This is a man's hand It's very different from women, but Xu Xiaochuan actually felt the same nervousness when holding hands with girls. Xu Xiaochuan was held by Lin Kai in such a way, he instinctively wanted to shake off Lin Kai's hand, this is a man!Holding hands with a man made Xu Xiaochuan feel very awkward.

Sensing Xu Xiaochuan's resistance, instead of letting go of his hand, Lin Kai held it even tighter. He turned his head to look at Xu Xiaochuan and smiled softly: "You should get used to this! There is nothing wrong with lovers holding hands! "

Xu Xiaochuan blushed and turned his head at a loss, not daring to look at Lin Kai's face anymore. He kept comforting himself, it's not a big deal, isn't it just holding hands, when playing games at school before Have you ever held hands with boys?Xu Xiaochuan firmly believes that if he is upright, he will not be afraid of the shadow slanting, and as long as his feet are upright, he will not be afraid of the crooked shoes. Anyway, he will not like Lin Kai, and if he is held by his friends, he will not lose a piece of meat. Lin Kai held hands and the two came to the dining table and sat down together.

After sitting down, Lin Kai did not sit opposite Xu Xiaochuan this time as usual, but sat down beside him. The two were so close that they were almost conjoined.

At this time Xu Xiaochuan felt very embarrassed, he moved his butt to the side uncomfortably, but the chair was so big, if he moved it, he would sit on the ground.

Seeing Xu Xiaochuan's actions, Lin Kai found it funny and sad at the same time, Xu Xiaochuan still resisted his approach.

"Xiao Chuan, do you think I'm too close to you? Don't move for a while and you're about to fall. If you're uncomfortable, I'll just sit over." Lin Kai thoughtfully moved to the left Move the chair a little further away from Xu Xiaochuan.

Xu Xiaochuan was finally relieved by Lin Kai's actions, otherwise he didn't know how to eat the meal.

Xu Xiaochuan looked at Lin Kai and smiled awkwardly, a little at a loss: "Then let's eat!" He hurriedly picked up his chopsticks to pick up vegetables to hide his discomfort.

Lin Kai understands that he can't be impatient now and must take his time, so that Xu Xiaochuan can slowly get used to being with him and accept himself as a gay person.

The colorful and fragrant dishes on the table are all Xu Xiaochuan's favorite dishes. Lin Kai knows Xu Xiaochuan's taste very well, and makes every dish with heart.

Now Lin Kai can finally look at Xu Xiaochuan with ambiguous eyes. He no longer has to hide his feelings for Xu Xiaochuan, so Lin Kai stared at Xu Xiaochuan intently, as if he was afraid that he would suffer a big loss. Don't let go of every expression on his face, the more I look at it, the more I like it. Xu Xiaochuan is fair and clean, and his appearance is not so outstanding or comparable to his own, but he is very delicate and cute, and his chin is also pointed. Kai looked at him and couldn't help swallowing.

Feeling a fiery and ambiguous gaze staring at him all the time, Xu Xiaochuan buried his head in the bowl uncomfortably, not daring to look at Lin Kai's face, nor did he dare to stretch out his chopsticks to pick up vegetables, eating awkwardly Rice in a bowl.

Seeing Xu Xiaochuan like this, Lin Kai couldn't bear to waste all the dishes on this table, and let his darling be just white rice.

With a smile on his face, Lin Kai picked up a piece of braised pork ribs and put it into Xu Xiaochuan's bowl: "Xiaochuan, don't just eat rice! Eat some pork ribs!"

Xu Xiaochuan said in embarrassment without raising his head, "Thank you."

Lin Kai basically didn't eat anything for this meal. While he was busy serving food for Xu Xiaochuan, he was busy admiring the lovely man beside him.

Xu Xiaochuan ate his dinner with lightning speed, and then hurriedly stood up from his chair. He couldn't stand Lin Kai's blatantly ambiguous and fiery gaze, and felt that he was about to be given a blow by Lin Kai's scorching gaze. melted away.

"Lin Kai, I'm full, eat slowly!" After speaking, Xu Xiaochuan turned around in a panic and walked upstairs to the bedroom.

Lin Kai looked at Xu Xiaochuan's back with a bitter smile on his face.

After dinner, Lin Kai cleaned up the bowls and chopsticks, put the rest of the food in the refrigerator, walked into the kitchen, washed the bowls and chopsticks and put them in the cabinet.

Xu Xiaochuan's favorite fruits were always kept at home. Lin Kai washed some grapes and apples, then walked out of the kitchen with the fruit plate and went to the living room to put it on the tea table.

After having dinner before, the two of them would sit on the sofa and watch variety shows together. Lin Kai raised his head and looked at the quartz clock hanging on the wall. It was almost 8 o'clock, and the variety show was about to start. Lin Kai Kai hurriedly turned around and walked upstairs with a smile, wanting to ask Xu Xiaochuan to come down and watch TV together.

Lin Kai walked upstairs and stopped at the door of Xu Xiaochuan's room, then raised his hand with a smile and knocked on the door: "Xiaochuan! Come down and watch TV! It's almost 8 o'clock."

Hearing Lin Kai's voice outside the door, Xu Xiaochuan immediately became nervous. Thinking of Lin Kai's ambiguous actions towards him and the hot and ambiguous eyes, Xu Xiaochuan couldn't help getting goosebumps all over his body.

Seeing that Xu Xiaochuan didn't respond, Lin Kai knocked on the door again: "Xiaochuan! Xiaochuan..."

Xu Xiaochuan was at a loss, but then he thought about it, he didn't have that kind of affection for Lin Kai, so what was he afraid of when he was with him?He couldn't believe that he, a straight man, could really be bent by Lin Kai!

Xu Xiaochuan felt that no matter what Lin Kai did to him, as long as his original intention remained the same and he still treated him as a friend as before, it would be fine soon. After a month passed, if he didn't fall in love with Lin Kai, then Lin Kai would follow suit. As promised, they have completely given up on themselves, and the two can still continue to be friends.

Thinking of this, Xu Xiaochuan became calm. He sat up from the bed and walked towards the door with a calm demeanor, and then opened the door.

"Let's watch TV!"

Xu Xiaochuan's expression was very natural, not as awkward as when he was having dinner, which surprised Lin Kai greatly.

The two walked downstairs with smiles on their faces. Xu Xiaochuan walked to the sofa and sat down. Lin Kai turned on the TV, then picked up the remote control and tuned to the channel he wanted to watch.

Lin Kai sat next to Xu Xiaochuan, and the two looked like conjoined twins.However, Lin Kai was so close to Xu Xiaochuan, but Xu Xiaochuan did not make any resistance, his eyes were fixed on the TV screen.The commercial is over, and the long-awaited variety show finally begins.

An excited smile suddenly appeared on Xu Xiaochuan's face: "It's started!" He sat down excitedly and fixed his eyes on the TV screen.

At this time, the host came out and began to introduce the stars invited today.

Han Feier, that is Xu Xiaochuan's favorite female star.Sun Junkai, the hottest male idol star at the moment, also has a band combination, which has a total of four members, three men and one woman.

This variety show is very interesting, and a bit dirty, but the show likes to play some adult games.

The host divided the guests into groups, one male and one female in each group, and then deliberately let the female guests wear special revealing clothes to play games with the male guests.

Looking at the female guests who are tall, beautiful and well-dressed, Xu Xiaochuan, as a man who only likes women, his body will naturally react, especially when seeing the proud career lines of those female guests, Xu Xiaochuan was about to have a nosebleed, his heart was beating fast, his eyes were fixed on the TV screen, and he even forgot that there was a man beside him looking at him with displeasure.

It's summer now, Xu Xiaochuan's clothes are thin, and he is wearing a pair of black and white striped shorts. If there is a reaction in his body, he can't escape Lin Kai's eyes. Seeing Xu Xiaochuan like this, Lin Kai feels very uncomfortable.He knew that this man only reacted to women, even if he was naked and stood in front of him, this man would not have the slightest physical reaction.Lin Kai thought desperately, and the more he thought about it, the more he felt depressed. He turned his head and looked at the TV screen, and saw the female guests and the male guests having fun. I don't know if the male guests bumped into the female guests intentionally or unintentionally. chest, which drew bursts of screams from the audience.

Xu Xiaochuan was watching very enthusiastically, and his physical reaction became more and more intense. At this moment, the program was suddenly terminated and the annoying advertisement came out again. At this moment, Xu Xiaochuan suddenly realized that there was a Lin Kai watching him beside him. , He blushed in embarrassment, hurriedly picked up the pillow on the sofa and covered his important part, then raised his head in panic and looked at Lin Kai, as guilty as a child who has done something wrong .

Lin Kai's face at this time was really ugly. He kept his face straight and refused to look at Xu Xiaochuan, and stared at the TV screen to watch the advertisement with a gloomy face. He felt very depressed in his heart. No, this made Lin Kai very frustrated. He really wanted to know if there was any way in this world to make men stop thinking about women completely, so that Xu Xiaochuan could never think about women again, and always treat women lose interest.