unspeakable love

Xu Xiaochuan pushed Lin Kai away in disgust, then picked up the suitcase on the ground, and continued to organize his clothes.

Seeing that Xu Xiaochuan was determined to leave, Lin Kai lost his mind and hugged Xu Xiaochuan's waist from behind: "Xiaochuan, don't leave me!"

Feeling a pair of warm and strong hands reaching in from behind, Xu Xiaochuan turned his head to look at Lin Kai in horror.

"Let me go!" Xu Xiaochuan struggled in Lin Kai's arms, Lin Kai's hands were clasped tightly together and he wouldn't let go, he held Xu Xiaochuan's waist but didn't let go, just like a child who cheated .

"Don't go! I love you!" Lin Kai humbly begged Xu Xiaochuan with red eyes.

"Lin Kai, let me go! Let me go!"

Xu Xiaochuan struggled in vain, his height and physical strength were not as high as Lin Kai's, and he was completely helpless when Lin Kai hugged Xu Xiaochuan so tightly.

At this moment, Xu Xiaochuan felt that Lin Kai's body reacted unexpectedly, and Lin Kai's breathing also became rapid.

"Xiao Chuan, I love you! Don't leave me!"

This kind of dangerous signal made Xu Xiaochuan realize that if he didn't resist, he might fall into a tiger's mouth in a while.

"Let go of me! Bastard!"

"Xiaochuan, Xiaochuan..." Lin Kai called Xu Xiaochuan's name over and over again as if possessed, his voice was gentle and ambiguous, and the hot breath from the peach-red lips attached to Xu Xiaochuan's ear made Xu Xiaochuan feel itchy, It also made Xu Xiaochuan feel terrified, being hugged so affectionately by a man, Xu Xiaochuan felt creepy and had goosebumps all over his body.

"Lin Kai, you bastard, let me go!"

Xu Xiaochuan turned his head to look at Lin Kai and cursed: "Bastard, let me go! Let go..." Before he finished speaking, he felt his lips suddenly warm, and the two hot lips sealed his lips, let his words be swallowed back abruptly.

Xu Xiaochuan suddenly felt his throat constricted, his heart shrank suddenly, and his mind went blank. He widened his eyes in horror, and let out some vague voices from his mouth, letting Lin Kai kiss affectionately. My own lips didn't have time to react, the thick kiss had already become hot, and Lin Kai was pushed down on the bed by Lin Kai in the next second, and Lin Kai's tall and straight body pressed heavily on Xu Xiaochuan's body. He felt like he was going to be crushed to death.

"Don't..." Xu Xiaochuan raised his hand to resist, but was firmly held by Lin Kai and fixed on both sides of his head.With both hands fixed by Lin Kai, Xu Xiaochuan kicked and kicked wildly, but Lin Kai clamped him firmly with his legs so that he could not move. Kay slaughtered.

Lin Kai ripped off Xu Xiaochuan's shirt with his hands like a maniac, and a large area of ​​his wheat-colored skin was immediately exposed. Seeing Xu Xiaochuan like this, Lin Kai couldn't help himself even more. He bent down and kissed Xu Xiaochuan. Ogawa's pink lips.

Being treated like this by a man makes Xu Xiaochuan feel very humiliated. He can't let Lin Kai go on like this, and he absolutely can't let things go on. The last step is scary just thinking about it. If that's the case, Xu Xiaochuan will never live up.

Although he couldn't move his hands and feet, there was still the last weapon left, which was his extremely hard teeth. Xu Xiaochuan bit Lin Kai's lip hard, and Lin Kai let out a scream of "ah", Xu Xiaochuan Taking the opportunity, he punched Lin Kai on the left side of the face: "Asshole!"

Lin Kai fell on the bed, Xu Xiaochuan was finally able to get rid of Lin Kai's shackles, he was already irritated by Lin Kai's actions just now, no one has ever done such a thing to him before, what is this?This made Xu Xiaochuan feel very humiliated and uncomfortable.

Lin Kai raised his head and wiped the blood stains from the corner of his mouth. Xu Xiaochuan bit down hard, and he felt a strong bloody smell in his mouth.

Staring angrily at Lin Kai who was lying on the bed, Xu Xiaochuan jumped out of the bed and buttoned his shirt, then stuffed his clothes into the box in two or three strokes.

"Xiaochuan, don't go!" Lin Kai looked at Xu Xiaochuan jumping off the bed in despair, trying to stop Xu Xiaochuan from leaving, but in exchange for Xu Xiaochuan's fierce punch: "Asshole!"

After punching this punch, Xu Xiaochuan turned and walked towards the door with the suitcase in hand.

Lin Kai sat helplessly on the ground and looked at Xu Xiaochuan's leaving back. He lost this man again.

After leaving Lin Kai's house, Xu Xiaochuan returned to the dark and damp basement again.

Looking at the familiar bed, Xu Xiaochuan had a bitter smile on his face. He felt that he was such a fool. He should never have left here. Living in such a place, why bother?

Xu Xiaochuan thought that what happened to He Xiaoying was all lies fabricated by Lin Kai, so he didn't take it to heart at all, and had a normal relationship with He Xiaoying.Now Xu Xiaochuan only thinks about two things, that is to work hard to make money to pay off Lin Kai's debts, and then marry He Xiaoying and have children, and be an ordinary couple.

A week later, He Xiaoying took the initiative to call Xu Xiaochuan and asked him to meet at the coffee shop at night to discuss something.

After get off work, Xu Xiaochuan rushed to Lanxin Cafe at the time and place agreed with He Xiaoying.

When he opened the door and walked in, he immediately saw He Xiaoying sitting at the window, Xu Xiaochuan hurriedly walked towards He Xiaoying with a smile on his face.

"Xiaoying, you came so early!"

Seeing Xu Xiaochuan walk in, a bright smile appeared on He Xiaoying's face: "Well, Xiaochuan, you are here! Sit down!"

Xu Xiaochuan sat down opposite He Xiaoying: "Xiaoying, you said you had something to tell me on the phone, what happened?" Xu Xiaochuan looked at the preoccupied beauty opposite with a blank face and asked.

"Xiao Chuan, can you lend me some more money? My mother's surgery fee is not enough! I don't know what to do now, and I don't know who to borrow money from except you." He Xiaoying's face showed With a sad look on her face, her black eyes were full of tears, and she looked very pitiful.

What He Xiaoying said made Xu Xiaochuan's heart feel like falling into an ice cave. How can he still have money to lend He Xiaoying?The money lent to He Xiaoying for the first two times was borrowed from Lin Kai, but now he and Lin Kai have broken up, and now there is not even anyone who can borrow money. Xu Xiaochuan has nowhere to ask for money. Said that there was nothing he could do, and there was nothing he could do.

Xu Xiaochuan looked at He Xiaoying at a loss: "Xiaoying, I'm so sorry! I don't have any money to lend you now, I have no money."

Not being able to help his girlfriend made Xu Xiaochuan feel that he was useless, and he was ashamed and felt sorry for He Xiaoying.

"But don't you have a very rich lawyer friend? Can you borrow some money from him?"

Xu Xiaochuan knew very well that He Xiaoying was referring to Lin Kai, which made Xu Xiaochuan hard to say. He didn't know how to explain the matter between himself and Lin Kai to He Xiaoying.

"That...Xiaoying, I've already borrowed a lot of money from Lin Kai and I can't borrow any more. I really have no choice, or I'll think of another way!"

A troubled look appeared on Xu Xiaochuan's face.

Hearing what Xu Xiaochuan said, a look of disappointment appeared on He Xiaoying's face: "That's it, let's forget it! I'll figure it out myself."

"I'm so sorry!"

Xu Xiaochuan felt ashamed of his incompetence, if only he was as capable as Lin Kai and able to make money.

"It's okay! I'll figure it out on my own. Don't take it to heart." He Xiaoying smiled slightly, but the disappointment in her eyes still did not escape Xu Xiaochuan's eyes. He knew that he had let He Xiaoying down.

"Xiaoying, where are we going then? Have you eaten yet? Why don't we..."

"No Xiaochuan! I have something to do later, I have to see a friend." He Xiaoying suddenly interrupted Xu Xiaochuan.

"Really? That's fine!"

"Xiao Chuan, I still have something to do. I'll go first. Let's call." He Xiaoying picked up her bag and hurriedly left the coffee shop.

They said it was a phone call, but since that day, Xu Xiaochuan has never received a call from He Xiaoying. When he called, there was only a cold female voice on the phone: "Sorry, the phone you dialed has been turned off, please wait a moment." Dial later."

Xu Xiaochuan suddenly couldn't contact He Xiaoying, which made him very anxious.He hurried to the place where He Xiaoying worked but was told that she had resigned, and when he went to the place where she lived, he found that the house was already empty.At this time Xu Xiaochuan panicked, what's going on?Could it be that he was really deceived by He Xiaoying as Lin Kai said?

Standing at the door in a daze at a loss, at this moment the door of the opposite room was suddenly opened, and a middle-aged woman came out from inside. Seeing Xu Xiaochuan standing at the door, she looked at Xu Xiaochuan curiously and said: " Are you looking for the woman who lives here?"

"Yes." Xu Xiaochuan nodded hastily.

"That woman left with a man two days ago, and she returned the house. Are you her friend?" the middle-aged woman asked meddlingly.

The middle-aged woman's words made Xu Xiaochuan's head thud, He Xiaoying actually left with a man, how could this be?Originally, Xu Xiaochuan was still deceiving himself and others, he thought that maybe He Xiaoying would not answer his calls just because he was out on errands and his phone ran out of battery, but now that he quit his job and moved away, he even lived with other men, all this made him feel uncomfortable. Xu Xiaochuan couldn't accept it, he didn't understand how things turned out like this, what did he do wrong and why he was treated like this.

Under the surprised eyes of the middle-aged woman, Xu Xiaochuan sat on the ground weakly, looking at the empty room dumbfounded.

The middle-aged woman looked at Xu Xiaochuan curiously, then turned and walked downstairs.

I don't know how long I sat on the ground, a chill gradually invaded Xu Xiaochuan's body, making him feel like falling into an ice cave, his heart was already so cold, and his body was trembling with cold, Xu Xiaochuan felt that he was really pitiful and stupid .

At the beginning, he even swore to Lin Kai that He Xiaoying was such a good woman. Now that I think about it, it is really ridiculous. No wonder Lin Kai was so disappointed and angry with himself because of his stupidity and innocence. So stupid, so stupid.

There was a bitter smile on Xu Xiaochuan's face. He felt that Lin Kai's words were true. He was not outstanding in appearance, and he was a poor man with no money. How could a beautiful woman like He Xiaoying really like her? What about yourself?I thought that there would be a miracle, that God would not be too harsh on me, and foolishly thought that as long as I was kind and considerate enough, sooner or later a woman would fall in love with me and discover my advantages. Now that I think about it, there is only Wu Meili. Ugly girls are the only ones who stick up to her. It seems that she really has the qualifications to be a bad boy.

Walking out of the building in a daze, Xu Xiaochuan stood on the road and raised his head blankly to look at the gray sky. A heavy rain is coming.Xu Xiaochuan smiled wryly, it turns out that people's hearts and weather are the same, and they are so unpredictable.

Standing in a daze on the windy street, Xu Xiaochuan didn't know what to do. He spent so much money and feelings, but He Xiaoying suddenly disappeared. He got nothing, but lost a lot and carried a burden There is no small amount of debt, and there seems to be no idiot in the world who is more stupid than himself.

Not wanting to go back to that dark and damp place, Xu Xiaochuan walked along the road in a daze, shivering from the cold wind. He shrank his neck in fear of the cold and hugged his body tightly with both hands, holding his body like a fool. Walk aimlessly.

There are fewer and fewer pedestrians and vehicles on the street, the sky is covered with dark clouds, and the heavy rain is coming soon. Pedestrians have quickened their pace, and the vehicles are driving fast. Only Xu Xiaochuan is walking slowly like Like an idiot without neurological insensitivity.

The heavy rain came soon, and as a pale lightning flashed across the night sky, there was rumbling thunder, and heavy rain fell from the sky, mercilessly turning Xu Xiaochuan into a drowned chicken in an instant.

Xu Xiaochuan felt that he was so pitiful. After walking for a long time in the heavy rain, he returned to the place he rented unknowingly, and walked into the basement wet all over. At this time, the basement looked even worse due to the rain outside. It was dark and damp, and the dehumidifier that was working in the corridor made a "booming" sound. Xu Xiaochuan returned to his room and sat on the bed in a daze. Xiaochuan shivered from the cold, and then sneezed several times in succession. Although he took a hot bath, he still caught a cold. Xu Xiaochuan was angry with himself and refused to take medicine. He felt that such a stupid person would still die. Well, there is no point in living.

Lying on the bed alone and miserable, no one takes care of him.

In the middle of the night, Xu Xiaochuan felt his body was scorching hot, as if his body was on fire, and he turned over impatiently, feeling that his body was sore and his head hurt so badly that he seemed to be about to split. In the same way, Xu Xiaochuan really wondered if he would die here like this. No one knows, maybe the landlord will find his body in a week.