unspeakable love

Lin Kai picked up the first aid kit, pulled Xu Xiaochuan to sit on the bed and treated his wound.

"Lin Kai, why did you quarrel with Su Xiaolu so fiercely? Did you quarrel because of what happened that day?" Xu Xiaochuan was very disturbed. He felt that everything was caused by himself. If he hadn't called Lin Kai Kay, things will not develop like this.

"Xiao Chuan, don't think about it, it's none of your business! The relationship between Su Xiaolu and I has long since faded. I asked her out that day just to talk about breaking up, but I was in a hurry to come back after I answered your call. I don't have a chance to break up with Su Xiaolu." While speaking, he picked up an alcohol swab to disinfect the wound.

As soon as the alcohol cotton touched the wound, Xu Xiaochuan let out a painful "hiss", the corner of his mouth twitched, his face showing pain, which made Lin Kai's hand freeze in mid-air, and he looked at Xu Xiaochuan with distress Xiao Chuan, eyes full of tenderness: "Does it hurt?"

"It's okay! I used to fight a lot when I was in school! This minor injury is nothing. You don't know that I didn't have any injuries in one-on-three at that time. How can I expect to be injured by a hidden weapon today."

Xu Xiaochuan's playful tone made Lin Kai laugh: "Okay, I know you are amazing, I thought you were beaten by three people just now!"

"How come? I'm good at fighting. If someone dares to bully you in the future, I will beat him up for you. I think you should offend many people as a lawyer?" Xu Xiaochuan looked at Lin Kai worriedly and said.

"Well, there is no way to offend others, but I just need to have a clear conscience." As he spoke, Lin Kai continued to help Xu Xiaochuan treat the wound.

Putting gauze on his forehead, after treating the wound, Lin Kai put the first-aid kit back into the cabinet, then turned around and looked at the ceramic fragments on the ground, what Xu Xiaochuan didn't expect was that Lin Kai squatted on the ground and began to tinker , He stretched out his hand to pick up the fragments on the ground with a heartbroken face, imagining that he could stick it back, but it was so broken and scattered on the ground, no matter how sticky it couldn't stick back.After squatting on the ground and tinkering for a long time, my head was sweating profusely and my hands were bloody after a while.

Xu Xiaochuan got off the bed and rushed to Lin Kai's side, grabbing his hand to prevent him from touching the debris on the ground.

"Lin Kai, what are you doing? Isn't it just a vase? Look at your hands are bleeding!"

"Xiaochuan, this is the first gift you gave me!" Lin Kai's eyes were full of pain, this expression made Xu Xiaochuan stunned, he looked at Lin Kai blankly: "Lin Kai, no Is it just a vase? It’s not an antique, if you like it, I’ll buy another one for you next time.”

"Xiaochuan, you don't understand!" Lin Kai looked at Xu Xiaochuan with complicated eyes. He was secretly in love with this person but couldn't say it out. The helplessness and pain in his heart tormented Lin Kai.Xu Xiaochuan couldn't understand the look in his eyes. He always regarded Lin Kai as a friend, but he didn't know that Lin Kai's concern for him had surpassed friendship. It was love. This ceramic vase was the first gift Xu Xiaochuan gave him. Gifts are priceless to Lin Kai.

"Okay, I know you like this vase very much. Next time I'll put another one back on for you. If your hands are bleeding, hurry up and stick them with Band-Aids! I'll just deal with the broken pieces on the ground," said Xu Xiao Chuan turned around and was about to walk towards the door.

At this moment, Xu Xiaochuan suddenly felt a pain in his arm, and a big hand grabbed his arm. Xu Xiaochuan turned his head and looked at Lin Kai blankly: "What's wrong?"

"Xiao Chuan, I..."

Lin Kai really wanted to tell Xu Xiaochuan that I like you at this moment, but the words were swallowed back. He didn't know what kind of reaction Xu Xiaochuan would have when he said such words impulsively. He might think that he was a pervert. , punched himself viciously, and then he couldn't even be a friend.

no!can not say!Lin Kai still suppressed his emotions, he let go of his hand helplessly and looked at Xu Xiaochuan sadly.

"Forget it, it's alright."

Xu Xiaochuan blinked blankly and looked at Lin Kai: "Then I'll get the broom." After speaking, he turned and walked out of the room.

Lin Kai opened the drawer and took out a Band-Aid, tore off the package and stuck it on his finger.

There is no rush to confess, Lin Kai likes Xu Xiaochuan, he doesn't care that he is a man, he just loves this person, in his opinion, so what if he is a man?Love can transcend gender boundaries, as long as it is true love, it deserves respect.

But would Xu Xiaochuan think so?Will he accept a man's affections?Lin Kai is not sure. Lin Kai feels that his kindness to Xu Xiaochuan will only make Xu Xiaochuan mistake it for friendship. Now he can't confess rashly. If he fails, he will be disgusted by Xu Xiaochuan, and he can't even be a friend, so Lin Kai Kai felt that Xu Xiaochuan should test Xu Xiaochuan's attitude towards the love between the two men first.

Xu Xiaochuan took the broom and cleaned up all the debris in the room, and Lin Kai picked up the rag and wiped the items in the room. After a while, the messy room returned to its previous clean and tidy.

After cleaning, the two went to the living room downstairs to watch TV.

Sitting on the sofa, Lin Kai was leaning on the sofa with a tablet computer, and Xu Xiaochuan was sitting only a few centimeters away from him.

The program on the TV was very exciting, making Xu Xiaochuan laugh out loud, but Lin Kai was restless and thoughtful.He looked at the tablet in his hand and raised his head to look at Xu Xiaochuan from time to time. Lin Kai finally mustered up the courage to move his butt to Xu Xiaochuan's side with anxiety. He wanted to ask for proof of something.

"Xiaochuan, read this news." As he spoke, Lin Kai approached Xu Xiaochuan and showed him the tablet in his hand.

Xu Xiaochuan turned his head and looked at the tablet computer in Lin Kai's hand. At this moment, he saw a piece of news: "A certain country allows same-sex marriage registration, which has caused strong opposition and demonstrations from tens of thousands of local people. "

"Xiaochuan, what do you think of this matter? Do you support it or oppose it?" Lin Kai looked at Xu Xiaochuan nervously and asked.

At this time, Lin Kai's heart was beating fast, Xu Xiaochuan's answer was very important to Lin Kai, he watched Xu Xiaochuan's reaction nervously, his heart was already in his throat.

After Xu Xiaochuan finished reading this headline, his eyebrows slowly twitched, and a look of disgust appeared on his face: "Man and man, how perverted! Disgusting! Of course I won't support it! Men and women are yin and yang reconciliation That's the right way, how can a man marry a man? It's too perverted! Don't you think so?"

Xu Xiaochuan's words made Lin Kai's heart feel like falling into an ice cave, and his expression became lonely and sad.

"Yes, you're right." Lin Kai smiled wryly and retracted his hand.

abnormal!nausea!It turned out that Xu Xiaochuan viewed the relationship between men in this way. At this time, Lin Kai's heart was as painful as being cut by a knife. He loves Xu Xiaochuan, but this love may be unacceptable in the eyes of outsiders.

Xu Xiaochuan didn't notice Lin Kai's lonely and disappointed expression, he turned his head and continued watching his variety show, laughing out loud.

Lin Kai stood up frustrated holding the tablet.

"Xiaochuan, I'm a little tired, I want to go back to my room to rest first."

"Well, good night." Xu Xiaochuan turned his head to look at Lin Kai and smiled slightly.

"Good night."

Lin Kai turned and walked upstairs, and returned to his room. He put the tablet computer on the table, lay on the bed, and kept echoing what Xu Xiaochuan said in his mind: "Men and men are perverts!"

Lin Kai knows that this feeling can only be hidden deep in his heart for the time being, and hopes that one day Xu Xiaochuan can break the traditional concept and accept his own feelings.

After breaking up with Su Xiaolu, Lin Kai began to devote himself wholeheartedly to his work. In two days, the court will hear a murder case. In order to win the lawsuit, Lin Kai sat in front of the computer every day and stayed up all night to study the case and compile materials for the trial. prepare for.

In the morning, Lin Kai got up early and went into the kitchen to prepare breakfast, and soon the breakfast was set on the dining table.

After a while, Xu Xiaochuan also came down from upstairs sleepily, went to the dining table and sat down.

"Morning."

"Morning!" Lin Kai smiled slightly at Xu Xiaochuan, and sat down opposite him.

Lin Kai felt very happy to be able to see Xu Xiaochuan's little face every day, and to be able to sit and have breakfast with him like this.

While the two of them were eating breakfast, the cell phone rang suddenly. Xu Xiaochuan picked up the cell phone in a hurry and found that the caller ID was his mother.He hastily connected the phone.

"mom……"

Lin Kai lowered his head and ate the porridge in the bowl. Xu Xiaochuan chatted with his mother for a while, and Lin Kai suddenly heard Xu Xiaochuan say loudly: "What blind date?"

Xu Xiaochuan's words made Lin Kai's body tremble suddenly, and the chopsticks in his hand fell to the ground with a thud.

Blind date?Lin Kai felt as if his heart was being stabbed with a steel knife. Now Lin Kai felt that he was satisfied and happy to see Xu Xiaochuan every day, and to sit and eat with him. Are they all going to be taken away?

If Xu Xiaochuan goes on a blind date, if he succeeds, he will have a girlfriend, and then he will get married and move out, then he will never be able to get along with him day and night again, Lin Kai's heart hurts so hard that he can't breathe when he thinks about it.

A few minutes later, Xu Xiaochuan finally put down the phone, with a troubled look on his face.

"Xiaochuan, did your mother ask you to go on a blind date?" Lin Kai looked at Xu Xiaochuan nervously and asked.

"Yeah, my mother said that her friend's daughter also works in this city, and she wants us to meet and get to know each other, but I think I will only humiliate myself if I go on a blind date, which girl would fall in love with me? I am now living without a place or money, but my mother insisted that I try it, she hoped that I would get married early, and in our hometown, children at my age already knew how to make soy sauce."

"Xiaochuan, do you want to have a girlfriend now?" Lin Kai looked at Xu Xiaochuan nervously and asked.

"Of course I thought about it. I'm a normal man. I'm 25 years old. It's normal to want to meet the opposite sex. But I know my own conditions very well. Which girl would fall in love with me?" Xu Xiaochuan Laughing, he felt that his conditions would not make any girl fall in love with him.

Hearing what Xu Xiaochuan said, Lin Kai's heart rose again. Xu Xiaochuan belittled himself. Lin Kai is a beauty in the eyes of beholders. In his eyes, Xu Xiaochuan is unparalleled in the world. Although the economic conditions are not good, But there is nothing to say about the figure and appearance, what if that girl takes a fancy to him.

In fact, Xu Xiaochuan's appearance is really good, his eyes are small but very charming, especially when he smiles, he is very cute, his skin is fair, his facial features are not three-dimensional, but his appearance is very delicate, just like from a comic book Like the prince who came out, he is about 1.7 meters tall. Although he doesn't have 8-pack abs, he has a slender waist and legs. He is neither fat nor thin. He is a sunny and handsome little fresh meat.