Limiting the flow of love

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What kind of pain and despair is it for a person who loves music but can't hear or sing?

My brother knows it well, because he has experienced it personally.

When he was young, his elder brother was high-spirited, with confident and free-spirited eyes. He was very talented in music, good at playing guitar, and he was also the lead singer of the school band.

In his third year of high school, he originally wanted to take the art test and go to the Conservatory of Music in the imperial capital.

It's a pity that God's wishes failed, and their family encountered an accident.

My brother had a musical dream since he was a child. He wanted to stand on the shining stage and become a singer.Before the official art test, my brother wanted to go to the conservatory in advance, and my father agreed immediately, and said that the four of them would go there, and it was a family trip.

The family visited the Conservatory of Music, but unexpectedly, on the way home, there was a car accident...

Ten years later, my almost 30-year-old brother went on a business trip. Because he was worried that his brother would be alone at home, he raised two dogs in advance.

He also told his colleague Koizumi that his younger brother Meng Zesheng had a slow temper and was not good at speaking since he was a child. Not only was he bullied in school when he was a child, but he was almost crippled later in an accident.For a while, my younger brother couldn't take care of himself, so he had to take care of him...

Colleague Koizumi thought that his brother was exaggerating on purpose to make such a miserable statement, so he didn't take it seriously, but what his brother said was the truth.

When he was in his third year of high school, his younger brother was only a junior high school student.The car accident took away my parents, and my younger brother was seriously injured and fractured.

At that time, only my brother's injury was relatively minor. He did not faint on the spot and retained a clear consciousness.

On a rainy day with lightning and thunder, the accident was very sudden, and their family was rushed to the nearest hospital.

The younger brother was unconscious and bleeding profusely. He urgently needed a blood transfusion, but this hospital was not a well-known local hospital, and there was just a shortage of type O blood in the bank.

The elder brother stopped the doctor: "Use my blood! I also have type O blood."

The doctor shook his head: "Even if the blood types match, we don't recommend blood transfusions between immediate family members. It may cause hemolysis. Since you are his brother, you can't..."

"No no!" The elder brother interrupted him, very anxious, "Doctor, I know all this. But my blood can, really can!"

"Why? Unless you are not at all..." The doctor's words were self-evident.

The elder brother lowered his eyes and did not refute.

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Between dreams and family, of course my brother chooses the latter.His parents passed away, his younger brother suffered a broken bone, and his music dream was completely insignificant in the face of these cruel realities.

What's more, if he hadn't planned to go to the Conservatory of Music in advance, perhaps the family would not have had a car accident on the way, the parents would not have closed their eyes forever, and the younger brother's leg would not have been broken, and he would not have been lying in bed all day like he is now , languishing.

After the death of his parents, his elder brother did not go to college. He sold his guitar and used the college tuition his parents had prepared for him, as well as the family's remaining savings, to help his younger brother treat his illness.

The medical treatment is too expensive, and the family's source of income cannot be cut off, so the elder brother is taking care of the younger brother and helping him recover, while working part-time.

During the period when the younger brother was unable to walk, the older brother became his "crutch".

Suddenly losing his parents, he couldn't walk, like a "disabled" brother, who was only a teenager, was hit hard, his mentality collapsed, he gave up on himself at first, and didn't want to open his mouth to eat.

Of course, the elder brother can't sit idly by. He patiently enlightens the younger brother every day, and feeds the younger brother three meals a day.If the younger brother really doesn't want to eat, the older brother will feed him mouth to mouth and force him to eat.

I didn't expect my brother's attitude to be so decisive. My brother's face was flushed red, and then he compromised and opened his mouth obediently.

The younger brother has limited mobility, so the elder brother also helps him to undress, scrub his body, take a bath and wash his hair, and even help him to go to the toilet.

The younger brother was quite embarrassed and shook his head.

The elder brother who was devoted to taking care of his younger brother and didn't think about other aspects realized something. He smiled and said, "Xiao Sheng is shy, so I will close my eyes and not look at you."

After finishing speaking, the elder brother closed his eyes, because he couldn't see, his movements were clumsy, but he was cautious, for fear of hurting the younger brother.

The younger brother was in a daze, his eyes fixed on his face all the time...

The elder brother insisted on massaging the younger brother's legs every morning and evening. The younger brother tried to get out of bed and walk, but it was not smooth, and he fell to the ground repeatedly.

Every time he saw his younger brother fall down, his brother's heart throbbed again and again, and he helped him up countless times, constantly encouraging him.

The younger brother, who had failed many times, lost the confidence he had finally regained. He pushed his brother away: "Enough! You don't have to do this for me! Meng Shuangyi, we are obviously not..."

"We are!" the elder brother shouted, his voice overpowering the younger brother, "Meng Zesheng, from the first day you entered our house, your surname is Meng! You will always be my younger brother, my little Sheng! "

When my elder brother was seven or eight years old, my parents brought back my younger brother who was only a few years old.

The little guy looked like a soft white dumpling, but his brows and eyes were black and bright, and he was quite aura. My brother smiled at him, and then took his fat little hand, which also gave him an extra responsibility as a brother.

When my younger brother was in elementary school, he was bullied by his classmates, and my elder brother felt distressed and angry!

He hugged his younger brother, gently wiped his tears, and comforted him: "Xiao Sheng, you are so handsome, cute, kind and gentle in your bones, those people must be jealous of you, you have done nothing wrong! If you dare to bully you, just tell me, and I will definitely teach them a lesson for you!"

It is also now, the elder brother picked up the crutches on the ground, and once again helped the younger brother to stand up.

"Xiao Sheng, even though my parents are gone, I'm still there. The sky hasn't fallen, and you can still live your life, and even if the sky falls, you'll still have me by your side! My brother will help you! Don't be afraid , you don’t have to be afraid of anything!”

"Trust my brother, you will be fine! You can go back to school and continue to go to school. When you grow up and earn a lot of money, we will live in a bigger and more spacious house and live a better life. Parents will be happy when they know about it.”

The elder brother said a lot that day, and the younger brother listened quietly. After a long time, he hugged his elder brother tightly and said "um" solemnly.

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Time flies, and in a blink of an eye, it is the lively New Year's Eve. Every family gathers together and eats the reunion dinner with smiles.

This is the new year after my parents left, my elder brother can no longer eat the New Year's Eve dinner cooked by his mother, and he can no longer drink with his father, and his younger brother is still paralyzed on the bed...

The sound of festive firecrackers outside the window came one after another, but my brother's head was buzzing. Gradually, the sounds around him became smaller and smaller...

The older brother bled from one ear and later lost his hearing.

In fact, the car accident also left my elder brother with sequelae. Coupled with the death of a relative, my younger brother was almost disabled. The sudden change was too great, and the pressure on my elder brother was unprecedented.

When the younger brother finally recovered and was able to get out of bed and walk, the older brother could not hear in both ears and was completely deaf.

"Brother? What's wrong with you?"

"Can you hear me? Brother!"

"Brother, Meng Shuangyi! Can't you...can't hear you?"

The younger brother's expression became more serious. He asked and shouted over and over again, making sounds in his elder brother's ear.

However, my elder brother couldn't hear anything, and couldn't respond. There was only a faint smile on his mouth, as if saying "it doesn't matter"...

The younger brother has to go to school after he recovers, but the family's savings are far from enough. The older brother had to sell the old house and take the younger brother to move and rent a house.

Later, my brother went out to look for a job, because he couldn't hear, and over time, he stopped talking, so in the eyes of others, my brother was like a "deaf-mute".

One day when my younger brother came home from school, he saw his older brother practicing sign language against a book. With his current situation, he could only communicate with others by writing and gesturing in the future.

The younger brother felt a pain in his heart, so he also learned sign language with his elder brother.

Some people can also make money by writing and writing articles, and my brother wanted to try it too, so one day he started writing stories in forums and post bars.

The elder brother wrote rather trivial at the beginning. He used his own personal experience to write about the pursuit of dreams by young people, and also wrote about his longing for his parents in heaven.

My brother's writing style is not very good, and some sentences are even bland, but the words are full of emotion, real and full, and have the power to infect people.

By chance, Niu Tieqiu saw an article written by his brother on the Internet, and couldn't help crying.

Niu Tieqiu followed his brother and sent him a private message: Lou Lou, hello!I am Niu Niu, the female editor of XXX.com, you are very talented!Learn to write novels with me.

The flattered brother: ... huh? !Me, can I really?I have no literary talents, and there are many things I don't understand.

Niu Tieqiu: It's okay, I will teach you, believe in yourself, believe in tomorrow!

Brother: Thank you.

After meeting Niu Tieqiu, my brother started writing romance novels.

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If it wasn't for the elder brother's repeated encouragement, the younger brother might not be able to stand up again so quickly and return to his current state.

Of course, he did not give up on his brother, and took him to see doctors all over the country, and also consulted foreign experts.

Many of the doctors said that my brother was only temporarily deaf and that it was possible to recover.However, this time varies from person to person, and it can be long or short. My brother lasted for more than two years.

In the past two years, my brother has tried various methods, giving him medicine, food and supplements, helping him massage the nerves of his ears, wearing hearing aids and so on.

In addition, he will always play the songs that his elder brother likes in his elder brother's ear; his younger brother is born with pentatonic insufficiency, and his singing voice is unpleasant, but he will still sing to his elder brother, hoping that this will stimulate his elder brother.

One day, my brother, who was wearing a hearing aid, was finally able to catch a trace of sound.

There was light in the younger brother's eyes. The hard work of the past two years was not in vain, and he saw hope.

Later, my brother's hearing gradually recovered, but the hearing in his right ear was obviously not as good as that of his left ear, and he couldn't recover to the level before the accident, but my brother was content.

The year my brother graduated from university, because my brother's birthday was coming up, my brother asked him: "Brother, what gift do you want for your birthday this year?"

"Anything can be done." The elder brother smiled, "Xiao Sheng, I used to want a lot, and I also felt that God owed me too much, but now it's so good! I can hear again, and I can sing as I like, and you are also healthy." He grew up healthy and healthy, and has always been by my side."