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For countless nights, he often woke up in a nightmare.He dreamed that there was such a wide and deep gully between him and Xu Shining, it was dark, as if he would step into an abyss if he took another step forward.He couldn't run or move, and watched Xu Shanliang on the other side drift away, and he could only collapse and scream.Countless times, he called his name, but never got a response.Sometimes when he wakes up, he is still immersed in that emotion for a long time. He can't bear it, he can't stand it, every minute and every second is suffering.

At that time, he was terribly scared. He was afraid that his mother would really do something stupid, and he was also afraid that he didn't have confidence in this relationship, so he might as well be free and easy after breaking up.But it wasn't until he was really a stranger that he realized that he couldn't do it. In the final analysis, he still overestimated his hard-heartedness.

He knelt on the ground and refused to raise his head, as if his mother refused to agree, he would kneel here forever.

His cheeks were hot, he thought vaguely, he must take a photo for Xu Shanliang to see later, to let him see his determination, to soften his heart and make him change his mind.

"Shut up!" Zhou's mother became fierce, and just copied the broom in the kitchen and called.The broom handle made of stainless steel was slender and powerful, and it was drawn to Zhou Heqing's body one by one through the not too thick cloth.The voice was muffled, swishing, swishing, one after another, densely packed together, reminding Zhou Heqing of his mother drying quilts on the roof when he was young, beating and beating in the same way, somehow, he wanted to laugh a little.In fact, even if he yelled and gave in, Zhou's mother would never continue.But Zhou Heqing didn't agree, he knelt on the ground, even if he felt the pain where he was beaten, he would never yell out easily.He gritted his teeth and endured it desperately, lest he let out a trace of ecstasy, causing his mother to think that he was showing weakness and compromising.Plainly, there was a trace of sweat oozing from the corner of his forehead, and the sweat rolled down and meandered along the wound, making him unable to tell whether the pain was more severe on his cheeks or his back.

Maybe it was because she was tired from the fight, or maybe she saw Zhou Heqing's pale face, Zhou's mother stopped, and she threw the broom aside, making a loud noise, and even her arms trembled slightly, obviously numb from the shock.Zhou Heqing thought proudly, he finally managed to win the game.

"Get up," my mother said coldly, "I'll just pretend I didn't hear anything, pretend nothing happened."

Zhou Heqing knelt down and couldn't get up.

"If you don't get up, you just don't recognize me as a mother!"

This is to sever the mother-child relationship with him!

Zhou Heqing's heart twitched violently, and he begged in a hoarse voice in pain and uncontrollable: "Mom, I beg you, I can't change it, I can't change it in my life, don't you force me to do it?"

"Okay, good you Zhou Heqing," Zhou's mother trembled, "Your wings are hard now, and my mother doesn't want me anymore, so what do I need you as a son?" She said, picked up the bag on the sofa, and rushed out Walk.Zhou Heqing straightened up quickly when he heard the movement, and asked repeatedly: "Mom, where are you going?"

His mother ran out, so he stood up and chased after her.He had been kneeling on the ground for a long time, his feet were numb, and a few hits just hit his knee socket, the pain made him almost unable to stand up, and even staggered a bit.

"Mom!" He chased after her. Fortunately, the old lady didn't walk very fast, and she caught up at the gate of the community just after turning a corner.He ran over and grabbed the old lady's arm, with a bruised face: "Where are you going? You came all the way, you don't know the place well, where are you going?"

Zhou's mother had a serious face: "Who are you? Do I know you? Can you control where I go?" She said and went out again, and she couldn't enter Zhou Heqing's house if she was beaten to death.

The arm can't twist the thigh, and the son can't beat the mother.

Zhou Heqing had no choice but to follow behind his mother obediently, lest the old lady would be overwhelmed.After leaving the complex, his mother raised her hand to stop a taxi, and Zhou Heqing hurriedly stopped a taxi, and asked the driver to follow the car in front of her.When they arrived at the destination, they found that Zhou's mother was determined to go back.He watched his mother buy a ticket and wait for the train to get on the bus, came in such a hurry, and left in a hurry, without a bite of food or a glass of water, only to see the unfilial son and feel angry.guilty?Distressed?That's for sure, but he doesn't regret it.He was standing outside the car, and his mother was sitting in the car. The woman who brought him to life and raised him was completely disappointed in him.

But family affection is not the reason to kidnap a person. People live a lifetime and have experienced enough sufferings, so what are they trying to do?Want to make yourself feel comfortable and happy soon?

The train whistled and the doors closed. He stood by the track and quietly smoked a whole cigarette. When he watched the train go away, he said silently: "Mom, I'm sorry."

The sun was shining brightly, stretching his shadow long on the stone brick floor of the platform, and he suddenly realized that he missed Xu Shanliang very much, very much.I want him to hug me, I want him to say something considerate to me, and I have a complex emotion of wanting to be commended for my meritorious service.He hid in the crowd with a bruised nose and swollen face. There were so many people, returning home and parting. They hugged each other and told each other their hearts. He was standing in the center of the whirlpool of people. The hands on the phone trembled slightly.

Xu Shanliang returned to the dormitory with the bento box in his arms. At first he sat on the chair in a daze, and when he heard the sound of his roommate coming back, he took off his shoes and climbed onto the bed.He wanted to play with his mobile phone, but when he clicked on the webpage, he felt that there was nothing to watch. He didn't want to watch movies and variety shows, and he didn't want to play games.His mind was in a mess, but if he didn't do anything, his chest would be filled with those troublesome things, making him unable to breathe.

I just lay there with my eyes closed, thinking about it for a while, and thinking about it for a while, then what the hell was I doing before?

He lay dry with his eyes closed, unable to fall asleep, thinking that he should wake up from his dream again.

The roommate thought he was asleep, and gently boiled the instant noodles underneath.The smell of Tang Daren's hot and sour pork bones wafted up, making his stomach growl, so he sat up and shouted: "Hey, make me a pack."

"You haven't slept." The roommate was taken aback, saw the bento box on the shiny table and said with a smile, "Why, you haven't eaten enough of the love meal my sister gave you?"

They all know that Xu Shanliang has a mysterious suitor, and Jiantian cooks delicious food for him, which is much better than they can only eat "feed" in the cafeteria every day.

"I didn't eat." Xu Shanliang climbed down from the bed, "If you want to eat, I will give it to you." He said it coldly, and his roommate was really not sure whether he really let him eat or just talked about it , When Xu Shanliang handed the lunch box in front of him and sat down to eat the instant noodles he had just made, he realized that he was not joking.

"My dear." The roommate opened the lunch box: "Your life is too good." He wondered what conflicts Xu Shanliang might have with his partner, but after all, he was soft-spoken, and said, "If it were me, Just for the sake of this bento, I can do whatever you want."

Spicy crayfish, squirrel mandarin fish, shredded cabbage, and a boiled egg.

This is the menu hand-picked by Xu Shanliang yesterday, can it be good?Sometimes he seemed to be doing it on purpose, picking out some complicated and time-consuming recipes and sending them over, saying that I want to eat this and I want to eat that.While being picky, he enjoyed Zhou Heqing's patience and tolerance, so much so that he almost forgot why they separated.Isn't the so-called sugar-coated shells just tearing off the sugar coating to catch the shells?He couldn't catch it, and even if he caught it, he didn't think he had the confidence to put his bombed-up self back together.

Xu Shanliang swallowed a big mouthful of noodles, and his words were a little slurred: "Fuck said, if he is with me, he will jump off the building."

The roommate sucked the hand that peeled the crayfish like a stick in his throat: "No way, are you that bad..."

Xu Shanliang smiled and said nothing, the roommate was so embarrassed that he didn't know what to say, and there was only the sound of chewing in the dormitory for a while.The moment the color bell rang, the roommate felt like the sound of nature, saving himself from danger.But Xu Shanliang only took a look at the phone and put it back.The thing was ringing, vibrating, and playing love songs tirelessly, feeling that the atmosphere was more embarrassing and suffocating than before.

Most likely because there was no response, the bell rang persistently for 3 minutes and then fell silent.

The roommate was not stupid enough to ask Xu Shanliang why he didn't answer the phone. He just finished eating in silence, washed the two of them's dishes, and slipped out.

The number of messages Zhou Heqing sent to him skyrocketed, but Xu Shanliang didn't think much of it.He stayed in the dormitory with nothing to do for a while, thinking that he might go crazy if he continued like this, so he went to the bar by car, and didn't even want to go to class in the afternoon.

When Ah Chen arrived at the store, Xu Shanliang had already packed everything and was sitting at the door watching the scenery.He parked the car and laughed a few words, and felt that Xu Shanliang was in a bad mood, so he sat with him silently for a while, thought for a while, and finally sent a message to Zhou Heqing, after all, the person who tied the bell needs to be untied.Xu Shanliang knew who Ah Chen was calling, but he still had some expectations in his heart.Unexpectedly, the person who came first was Pei Hai.Pei Hai was like a dog that smelled meat and bones, and when he heard that Xu Shanliang was in the bar, he ran out of the school happily.

When Zhou Heqing came, the two of them could be seen walking on the beach from a distance.In the afterglow of the setting sun, the shadows of the two young people overlapped together. Pei Hai didn't know what he said, but Xu Shanliang laughed out loud. They fought and pushed each other, walking from one end to the other, occasionally The waves hit, one after another, making people wet.Pei Hai strangled Xu Shanliang's waist, picked him up, turned him around, and kissed him loudly on the face.

Zhou Heqing just stood there silently, leaning against the railing, the salty sea breeze blowing the cigarette butt in his hand to flickering, but he seemed to have forgotten the time, until the bright or dark flame burned to the cigarette butt, he lightly Flicked it and dropped a long, unbroken stream of soot.

The author has something to say: Thank you, boss! ! !

一枪穿了好多云扔了1个地雷投掷时间:2018-05-2800:19:28

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