Anyang of Our Boyhood

My name is Xu Xiaoyou. I have a crush on someone for a long time. He is a "good student" and "good boy" in the eyes of everyone.I am a "poor student" and "bad girl" in the eyes of others.The intersection between me and him began when I went to the same junior high school as him, but then the person I had a crush on was admitted to another school, and we never met again.I was admitted to a key high school in the distance. My parents were very satisfied with the school's learning environment and learning atmosphere, but I knew why I was admitted to a school in this city—because the person I had a crush on was studying in this city. I secretly look forward to meeting him in this city one day.

The person I have a crush on is called An Yang, he is the most beautiful person I have ever met, he is a genius, and I am a poor student, in the eyes of the teacher "bad girl" I will never forget the first time I met him scene.

The day was sunny and the breeze was just right. The teacher walked into the classroom with a boy wearing a black and yellow school uniform. Our school uniform has always been known as "the ugliest school in the neighborhood" but it didn't look down on him at all. His good looks.

I remembered what Yin Zhiping said when he saw Xiaolongnv for the first time: "I have never seen such a beautiful girl!" How could such a good-looking boy come to our school?I thought so.

His grades are very good, and he is the first in the school every time. We have also seen the school leaders show great care for him. Every time his grades in the final exam alone can raise the average score of the whole class, which teacher? No preference?

I've also seen him in a white shirt, with clean eyebrows and gentle eyes, very much like the prototype of a white boy in fresh clothes and angry horses in novels.Gradually, I found that I had a crush on him, but at the time I thought that I was just a vague affection for the opposite sex during my adolescence, and I didn't really like him.But I found out that I was wrong, I would be happy for a long time when I saw him smiling at me, and I would be disappointed and inexplicably jealous when I saw him talking to others, because it would make me farther and farther away from him...

With such a secret feeling, I dare not show it in front of him, until the teacher proposed to let the students with good grades help the students with poor grades, I made the most daring decision in my life: I have always been the most unwilling to listen to the teacher. Xu Xiaoyou, a poor student, walked into the office and cheekily asked the teacher for Anyang tutoring. After hearing this, the teacher kept persuading me to give up this idea, because I was tutored by another person.I didn't let go, I just thought that this is the time to get close to Anyang.For this, we must not let go!

The teacher really couldn't convince me, so he could only make an agreement with me: during the period of tutoring me in Anyang, my grades must go up, and I can't "affect" Anyang. If the grades don't go up, I must change!

I agreed, and when the teacher announced in class, I was so happy that I wanted to rush out of the classroom and run a few laps on the playground.The whole class burst into laughter because of my actions, and I also saw him smile for the first time after being in the same class as Anyang for a month. The boy I had a crush on had two shallow dimples when he smiled, which was very pretty. up.

In the following days, I pretended to be eager to learn every day, watching the news every day, asking what books Anyang likes to read, and who is the idol I worship?Then "inadvertently" revealed the same hobbies as him, pretending to be "knowledgeable".Just to have something to chat with him, so that I can get closer to him, and I won't feel that I am not worthy of him because of the occasional inferiority complex.

Later, I heard that Anyang was blind in both eyes due to a car accident. Those in the class who were jealous of him would ridicule him whenever they had a chance. When the dean criticized me, I was thinking: Fortunately, Anyang is not here, so he can't see my embarrassment.

I have seen Anyang's efforts to write homework without Braille; I have seen him cry secretly because of others' sarcasm;I once thought that if I confessed my love to Anyang, would it be different between us?

Hearing the news about Anyang again, it was the news that Anyang participated in the national high school mathematics competition and won the championship. For a while, Anyang became synonymous with "inspirational".

Later, I was admitted to a key high school in the same city as Anyang. I think this time I finally told Anyang how much I like him! ! !But when I was about to come to the Sino-Canada Middle School where Anyang was located, I was told that Anyang had transferred!

I was very sad that day. I thought that if I came to the same city as him and studied hard, I would be able to express my love for the boy I like confidently. But while I was sad, there was still a trace of joy in my heart. Yes, I can make myself better, and then I won't be so inferior in front of him.

But God seems to like to play tricks on people. I once again learned that the news about Anyang was about school violence, and the protagonist of the incident was Anyang.As soon as the news came out, it caused an uproar. Only then did I know why Anyang transferred?Later, the person named Jiang Di was punished, and the matter began to calm down, but I didn’t know that the damage would not fade with the passage of time. I began to apologize to those people I beat up before, no matter how they treated me, I It doesn't matter.

Anyang, is it because I beat too many people that God dared not punish me, and that's why I let you suffer like this?Since then, I have never dared to fight again.

I study hard in school, get along well with my classmates, and I don't have any shadow of a "school bully" in me, but I want to see Anyang and see how he is doing now?So I came to Moon Island Middle School and wrote him a letter. In the auditorium of Moon Island Middle School, I said all the words buried in my heart. Seeing that Anyang is doing well now, I am relieved. I said to Anyang I am going abroad, Anyang said: "Actually, I know that when I was in junior high school, there was a person who stayed with me every day after school. During those painful days, I am very grateful that you stayed with me. Thank you."

I was suddenly glad that Anyang couldn’t see him, so he wouldn’t be able to see me when I cried. When I said goodbye to Anyang, I said to Anyang: “Thank you for appearing in my life, thank you for making me grow into a better self.”

In a foreign country, I met more people, and finally met the person I like——Xia Mumu, who lives up to his name and has a personality like a log.When I knew him, he was bullied, and I called the police. The beginning was like a hero saving the beauty, and the ending was like a happy relationship.

At that time, I only thought about whether doing so would alleviate my "sin" and make Anyang less suffering, but what I didn't think of first was that after that, Xia Mumu would entangle me!Write me love letters every day, buy breakfast, these outdated tricks of chasing girls will be encountered by me one day!

I rejected Xia Mumu, told him that I had someone I liked, and told him not to waste his feelings on me.I thought he gave up. After returning to China, I was admitted to a university, and Xia Mumu was also in this university.

But I didn't expect that there would be a day when my relationship with him would change!

That day I accidentally heard his friend say that he had a crush on someone for a long time. It is said that he had a crush on someone for seven or eight years. I saw that girl like someone else, and that girl was punished for fighting the boy she crushed on. Expelled, he ran to the teacher's office to excuse the girl, but the girl didn't know... His friend also said that he was simply the representative of "secret love for nail households". For so many years, he didn't dare to confess to that girl. Why don't you dare to muster up the courage to confess when you say "I will go wherever she goes"?

When I heard this, I thought that for Anyang, I beat those people into the hospital. I thought they would be expelled. Later, the school gave me the punishment of staying in school for probation. It turned out that it was Xia Mumu...

I dare not think about it anymore. In my youth called "secret love", there is a person who also silently likes me...

"That Xia Mumu was beaten!" I ran to the playground and looked at the chaotic crowd. I didn't even think about rushing into the crowd and saw him being pressed to the ground. I used the experience I gained from fighting people in junior high school to fight desperately , Protecting him desperately, I even forgot that I swore never to fight again.

After the chaos was over, I found out that it was because someone was jealous of me and said bad things about me. Xia Mumu started fighting directly, and a quiet student who was good at fighting suddenly started fighting. .Suddenly I asked him out of nowhere: "Xia Mumu, what do you think of me? I am suitable to be your girlfriend and wife? Wood?"

Xia Mumu was stunned for a moment, then whispered, "Don't you like Anyang?"

"Anyang, I did like him, but I want to be with you now, and I have a crush on my nail house."

Xia Mumu finally nodded in agreement, he said: "Xiaoyou, this is my first boyfriend, please give me some advice, I will love you even more in the future!"

After a long time, I said to Xia Mumu: "I don't like Anyang now, I only like you." The scene of speaking is the scene of our marriage.

You stand on the bridge and watch the scenery, and the people who watch the scenery look at you upstairs. The bright moon decorates your window, and you decorate other people's dreams.

The author has something to say:

This is the end of "Anyang" writing, the first time I wrote an article, the first 5 collections made me happy for a long time, and then I had to think about it for a long time every time I wrote a sentence, and I couldn't update it stably because of other things, I really feel that I'm sorry for the readers who read the comments, but now the friends who bookmark it can read it with confidence, because it's over!

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