Anyang of Our Boyhood

After these days, I have gradually gained an understanding of this world. At first I thought that I had come to a parallel time and space, where there would be Ling Chen and Chris, but I soon found out that I was wrong.

When I first heard the name An Mi, I didn't feel much, but when I heard words like "Moon Island Middle School", "Ban Xiaosong", "Yin Ke" and "Tao Xi", I knew that I was Come to the TV series I watched with Chrissy’s daughter at the beginning——our boyhood, which is said to be starring TFboys. It tells the inspirational story of three teenagers in the process of pursuing their baseball dreams. story.

At first I just couldn't believe it, but then I thought, this is still a normal world after all.In the books that Chris showed me in the last life, the protagonists in the books travel through a variety of strange worlds, such as the world of orcs, the world of interstellar insects, the world of female queens, etc.I still think it's a good world.Today's life is not like the previous life, where you have to be careful, every step has to be calculated, and every sentence has to be thought through before you say it, for fear of being caught by others.Don't count others, and don't worry about being counted by others.Isn't such a day just the ordinary day I long for?

I knew that the baseball team would be disbanded, and I knew that the person behind my sister was Tao Xi's father. In order for Tao Xi to take over the family business, I asked my sister to come to Moon Island as the teaching director, and tried every means to force Tao Xi.

I want to make myself stronger, and I want my sister not to go through hardships because of falling in love with Tao Xi like in the TV series, and not to let her be forced to go abroad.But I am a blind person now, all I have to do is to adapt to the new environment as soon as possible, and I want to heal my eyes.I want to start a company.But this desire comes slowly. Now I have no capital to start a company, and now I am too weak to compare with those powerful people.It doesn't matter, the little shrimp will grow into a giant, now is the only chance.

"Anyang, in a few days, our baseball team is going to play, can you come and watch our game live?" I was just about to speak when I heard a female voice cut in, "Ban Xiaosong, did you forget, Anyang, he saw I don’t see you.” It was Li Zi who spoke, and when I was watching TV, I knew she was a very cute girl with short hair, she was Ban Xiaosong’s childhood sweetheart, the president of the school’s dessert club, she was very responsible.

"Yes, I'm sorry, I forgot about Anyang's eyes T_T, I'm such an idiot." After speaking, he smiled awkwardly, but then thought that Anyang couldn't see his movements, and felt a sense of loss for some reason.

I smiled and said, "Xiao Song, although I can't see, I can hear! I've never seen a baseball game, can I go?" You are not allowed to be late, I will definitely win the game." "I believe in you, but don't oversleep that day." "How is it possible, Anyang, don't you believe me (◣д◢)" "No, how can I Dare~(￣▽￣~)~”

After making an appointment with Xiaosong, my sister called and said that there was no way to pick me up for the time being, so I had no choice but to stop Xiaosong and ask him to take me home.

"Xiaosong, have you ever thought about what you would like to do if one day you stopped playing baseball?" I have watched TV dramas, and Xiaosong wanted to play baseball because of his father's influence, so I listened to It wasn't until the news of the disbandment of the baseball team that he was so sad, and he pestered Tao Xi again and again.The urge to fulfill his dream desperately resembles Ling Chen very much.

"Don't play baseball anymore? Then I will manage my noodle restaurant well and open it all over the world!" With such a happy look, the joy that cannot be hidden in the words is exactly the same as Ling Chen. At that moment, I thought I had returned to In the days when we were together with Ling Chen, we hadn't broken up at that time, and I hadn't imprisoned him yet. We talked about each other's dreams like a couple in love.

"Chiba, after the two of us get married, we will buy a western-style building with a courtyard. At the entrance of the courtyard, chestnut trees and peach trees must be planted. By the way, a pond will be built behind the western-style building. , plant lotus in the pond, raise carp and crucian carp, so that in summer, we will have lotus root to eat, and then we will copy chestnuts as snacks.” I looked at Ling Chen, smiled dotingly, and said, “Okay, all of them It's up to you, I will open a small shop when the time comes, and you, I will be responsible for the accounts, and I will be responsible for being a mascot, wandering around and attracting customers for you."

"Whoever asks you to attract customers, just obediently be a mascot." After speaking, Ling Chen glanced around, but his ears had already betrayed him, and after a while he said aggressively: "Well, you Leng Qianye , you treat me as an accountant, don’t you? What about an opportunity like yours (＞＜)☆." "Why are you so jealous, don't believe me, huh?" I looked at Chen's face blushing, even though I couldn't help but want to tease him, so I approached him and went He blows in his ears, which I know are his sensitive spots.Seeing him blushing instantly, but still looking at me with a stiff neck, as if I don't give him an answer, he can turn his face immediately.

I intentionally whispered in his ear, "Who said you are an accountant? You are obviously the proprietress. With you, a jealous proprietress, I am afraid that there will be no chance to attract others, because I only like you. In my heart, No one can compare to you. It is said that thin-mouthed people are the most ruthless, but I am different, because all my tenderness is given to you, I don’t want others, I only want you.”

At that time, none of us thought that the relationship between us would end in this way.

"Anyang, what's wrong with you? Why are you crying? Is it because you are not feeling well, or is someone bullying you?" Are you crying?I thought I could forget him, but I can't forget the feelings of so many years, but I must also forget, I can't always be immersed in the past.

"Anyang, what's wrong with you?" "Xiao Song, don't talk, just let me hug you for a while, okay?" "Yeah." This is the last time I think of Ling Chen, the last time I cry because of him Let yourself be vulnerable for the last time.To me, Ling Chen is like a wound on my body that has been unable to heal for many years. Every time I think about it, it hurts. I dare not touch him, but now, I use all my strength to break open that wound, making the wound open. It splits open, allowing the stagnant blood to flow cleanly.

In my life, I don’t know if I will meet the person who is willing to love me and be with me for the rest of my life. If I can’t meet him in my whole life, that’s my extravagant expectation of something I shouldn’t be. God’s punishment for me, Tell me not to expect what I desire, because I have never been a good person.