Anyang of Our Boyhood

My name is Ling Chen. I was born in a poor family. My father and my mother were very affectionate in the early years, but since my father broke his leg in an accident, my father became suspicious. If my mother disobeyed my father's wishes, my father beat and scolded me at every turn. , During a quarrel, I learned from my father that I was not his child. My mother loved another person back then, and that person's sweet words made my mother so fascinated. to be with that person.For this reason, he fell out with his family and eloped with that man, but one day that man told his mother that he was going out to make a living, and when he became famous, he would marry his mother in a glorious manner and make his mother the happiest in the world woman.

A woman who is in love is blind, she didn't realize that it was just an "excuse" that the man was tired of her, in order to abandon her. Finally one day, the mother found out that she was pregnant, and the family found out that the mother was pregnant before marriage. After hearing what her mother said that the man would definitely come back to marry her, the elderly grandmother was so angry that she slapped her mother severely. The grandmother who spoiled her mother since she was a child told her that this was a scam by that man. I like it, why didn't I take her with me when I went out to make a living!He also said that there are two paths before the mother: one is to give birth to the child, and then find a good family to adopt; the other is to destroy the child!

Of course the mother was unwilling, so the uncle and the others had no choice but to leave, and threatened to sever contact with the mother!But can he really abandon his mother?Uncle and the others would still secretly help mother, but they never expected that mother would make a bold decision: mother found someone who had a crush on her back then, who is now her father, and got him drunk to create a scene where they had a relationship. The father believed it to be true, but the father's family felt that it was a fraud, and proposed to test the DNA after the child was born. The father firmly opposed it, saying that this was his child!And the mother's family was also heartbroken because of what the mother did, and cut off contact, so that they don't even know what the mother is doing now!

By the time my uncles knew about it, I had already been born.There is no way, the uncles can only help father overtly and secretly, after all, they are sorry for his father.

After hearing all this, when my mother asked me who I would choose to live with, I chose my father, and my mother had to leave.After my mother left, my father became ill and finally left me.When my father was still alive, he told me that after the man became prosperous back then, his wife did not give him a son to inherit the family business. He also said that he wanted his mother to go home with him, and that I was his only heir.

The mother who still loved that man in her heart, and the mother who didn't want to live a hard life, agreed, but the mother didn't think about her father's feelings, didn't think about how her father loved her after marriage, and only thought about her own white moonlight.

Since then, I have sworn: If one day I fall in love with someone, I will make that person never leave me, and I will test his/her heart, and I will not change my heart because of any factors!

Later I fell in love with Chiba, even though someone at school said he was the child of a murderer, but because of Chiba's family background, I dare not say anything too extreme.

At that time, Chiba was withdrawn and gloomy.I can't tell at all that he used to live as carefree as a little prince. I deliberately approached him, intentionally treated him well, and said some specious things to make Leng Qianye like me. Wait until my goal is achieved!I'm going to use the strength of the Leng family to ruin that man's reputation!

After that man found out that I had a relationship with the future heir of the Leng family, he began to show courtesy to me and asked me to get along with Qianye.To put it bluntly, even if she took a fancy to the power of the Leng family, the mother also blindly obeyed that man.That's right, a "good mother" who can leave her husband and children behind with a few sweet words.

I stepped up the pace of attacking Qianye, and finally Qianye confessed to me, and I also agreed!The longer I spend with Qianye, the more I can't tell whether it's because I'm taking advantage of him or because I really like him.

Later, I began to be afraid of this change, and I kept telling myself: I only use Chiba, but I don't like it!But the more this happened, the more I couldn't lie to myself, so I started to intentionally hurt him, deliberately flirted with girls in front of him, played ambiguously, and even got my one-night stand partner pregnant!Even so, Chiba still didn't blame me.I kept tossing and tossing and tossing away the child, I didn't care; Baichu, the junior who had a crush on me, said that he was willing to dedicate everything to me, and I laughed.A chance has come to separate Chiba and me forever.

Qianye is always good to me without reservation, even if I have an affair, he will help me clean up the mess.After a long time, I started to be unscrupulous. I founded a company and started to use Chiba's contacts to expand the company's business. Chiba didn't say anything when she knew about it.Chris is right: I rely on Chiba to like me and love me, so I am so confident.I used the power of the Leng family to keep suppressing this man's company, my mother advised me not to do that, that was my biological father.

"My biological father, heh, my father is dead, that man is not my father!" My mother slapped me hard and scolded me for being unfilial, but this only made me hate that man even more!

In the end, the man's company went bankrupt, and the mother continued to follow that man. After the man's company went bankrupt, it was no longer as glamorous as it used to be. With Chiba's help, the man's life became more and more miserable, and his mother was often beaten by him, but this is The mother's own choice can't be blamed on others.

Later, Qianye and I finally came to this point. I didn't want him to be hurt by me, and I didn't want him to meet me, a "scumbag". I deliberately used Baichu's feelings for me to make Qianye and me The engagement was terminated, but what I didn't expect was that Chiba would imprison me for three years.

During those three years, I kept thinking about how Qianye and I came to this point. I wondered what his life would be like if Qianye hadn't met me.What would my life be like if I hadn't met Chiba?But I never imagined such a life, I am to Qianye, I am the best, but Qianye has never thought about taking the antidote...

He is always like that, he doesn't leave any room for himself when doing things, and gives me his heart in a foolish way, never thinking about getting hurt.I remember Chiba once asked me: "Will you love me?" At that time, I was too tired and wanted to sleep, so I just answered "Yeah" casually. If it were any other couple, they would definitely ask: "Do you love me?" ?” Thinking about it now, Chiba knew early on that I was using him...

Chiba thought of me until he died. When Chris said those words, I felt that I was always avoiding my heart, but when I finally realized my heart, Chiba was dead, that Chiba, who loved me, is dead...

At Chiba's funeral, Chris cremated Chiba according to Chiba's will, and planted a phoenix crown tree in Chiba's cemetery.I didn't dare to go to Qianye's funeral, I only dared to avoid everyone and go secretly by myself, and then I committed suicide in front of Qianye's grave!

Qianye, if I can meet you again in the next life, I will pay you back what I owe you...

When I opened my eyes, I heard someone calling me: "Ling Xuan" Didn't I die?But why do you call me "Ling Xuan"?Looking at me in the mirror, this face that is not half similar to my previous life, I understand that I have traveled to a parallel time and space.

After others' explanations, I finally understood my current identity: the future heir of the Ling Group!This world is not like my original world. Some incurable diseases can be cured in my world, but this world is relatively "backward". I don't know if there is a chance for Chiba and I to meet in this world?

With this in mind, I started looking for someone. At first I thought that Chiba should have the appearance of a previous life, but after searching for a long time, there are people with similar or identical faces, but none of them are Chiba.Until by chance, I saw the campus promotional video of Moon Island Middle School. Those little moves Anyang made, as well as the arc of her smile, were exactly the same as Chiba!

Without 100% certainty, I decided to send someone to observe secretly, but I was still discovered. When Anyang asked me out, I called out tentatively: "Qianye" Anyang did not show any doubts or confusion , I knew that the one in front of me was the real Chiba!

Chiba fell in love with someone else!This is the result of my investigation. I couldn't bear it, so I kidnapped Ban Xiaosong and told Ban Xiaosong about the matter between me and Chiba. I don't know why I told him, obviously such a thing , no one will believe it, maybe I have suppressed it for too long, I want to find someone who can listen to me, when Ban Xiaosong called me an asshole, I think he is right, I am a complete asshole!

At the end of the incident, Anyang rescued Ban Xiaosong. The silk I used to tie Ban Xiaosong was the same silk that Qianye used to imprison me in my previous life. Shouldn’t I expect too much, shouldn’t I expect him to still love me?

Chiba, what I owe you, I will pay you back, and you will find your own happiness in this life, then I will not bother you again, if one day we meet on the road, will you say hello to me?

With your permission, I want to say "Hi."