Anyang of Our Boyhood

"According to the latest news from this station, the Leng Group has announced that it has terminated the engagement with the Ling Group." Seeing the news broadcast on TV gave me another headache. Thinking of what happened yesterday, heh, I am speechless, saying that I have no feelings for me , Don't want to marry me, it's all an excuse.I closed my eyes and just wanted to let myself go.

I am the memory dividing line of what happened yesterday——"Ah Chen, what can't be said on the phone, do you miss me~(￣▽￣～)~" The handsome man in front of me is me Leng Qian Ye's fiancé, Ling Chen and I have known each other since we were young, so it can be said that we are close friends. I am gay. When I first realized that I had a problem with my sexual orientation, I was very afraid that the people around me would look at me strangely. When Ling Chen knew that I liked him, he confessed to me, he said he liked me too, and we got together naturally, "Qianye, let's break off the engagement! I found that we are not suitable, I have fallen in love with someone else I want to be with him." "Do you know what you're talking about? Since you think we're not suitable, why did you choose to be with me in the first place? Do you think I'm easy to deceive, Ling Chen, answer me!"

The man in front of me, whom I have loved for almost 20 years, did not say that we are not suitable until today, who is he lying to?Do you think I, Leng Qianye, is a deceitful person, or did I pretend to be gentle and considerate in front of him for so long that he forgot my original appearance?

"Ling Chen, I'm not a magnanimous person. Since you choose to break off the engagement with me, you will have to pay a huge price. Don't forget what kind of person I was before." After I finished speaking, I left, everyone I don't sleep at night and come out to blow cold wind. There are still things waiting for me to solve tomorrow.I drove to the beach, "Ah, ah, Ling Chen, you bastard, in the end, I was deceived by you. If you don't like it, just tell me." I don't know what happened between us Wrong, he said I was overbearing, I changed it, said that we will live together in the future, he must learn to cook, but I am reluctant, he is a painter, his hands are used to draw, so I learn to cook , Little by little, I made his life and his world slowly become only me.

I know that I am possessive, and I dare not show it in front of him, but I am not a good person, who dares to betray me, even if it is someone I care about, I will not let him go, starting from this night , the gears of fate began to turn, everyone's fate has changed.

"Damn! That scumbag, I don't like it, it's not suitable, why didn't I say it earlier, I have to wait until now, I think he is deliberately trying to embarrass you, if I was at the scene last night, I must give that scumbag Remember to cut off the feet of your descendants, and then hit him with broken bones all over his body, and lie in bed (◣д◢) Chiba for the rest of his life, but do you really want to do this? Are you willing?"

"To be honest, Chris, I am not willing. I have loved him for so many years. I can say that I will give him whatever he wants. After my grandmother passed away, I swore that I will definitely find someone who will not abandon me in the future." My person, I will use everything I have to keep that person, I just ask him not to leave me alone.” Since my father passed away, my mother’s health has deteriorated day by day, and sometimes she would mistake me for My father, the man who loved her and spoiled her like a princess, passed away in a car accident. At that time, my father firmly protected me. It was a day I will never forget. On the day my father passed away, my mother took The knife slashed me, and said in my mouth, "Let's go to accompany your father together, the three of us will be together forever." I looked at my mother who was already crazy, and I couldn't speak anymore. I couldn't stop my mother from committing suicide until my grandmother brought someone in, and then I stopped my mother.I was sent to the hospital, and my mother was taken to a nursing home by my grandmother for treatment. Sometimes my mother kept calling my father's name when she was confused, and when she was sober, she would throw things like crazy, self-mutilate, and even committed suicide several times.Since then, I have suffered from aphasia, and I closed my heart. I began to wonder if I was really the lone star of the gods, who specialized in killing relatives.

Ling Chen appeared at this time. At that time, the people at the school saw me as if they were seeing a virus. They were afraid that I would be a lunatic like my mother. They were afraid that this lunatic would kill them. Once I appeared, there would be no one in a radius of ten miles, so I was isolated and ridiculed, and only Chris was with me all the time. When I was isolated and bullied by others, she would beat them all back.And Ling Chen didn't seem to know my "notoriety" at school, he was like sunshine, illuminating my dark life.I run after the light like a shadow, I love him, I love this man who pulled me out of the dark abyss, if I lose him, I will break his wings, break his hands and feet, chain him He locked by my side for the rest of his life, let him see me alone day and night, he is mine alone from life to life, I will not let go.

"Well, where is this?" "Wake up, baby _(:з"∠)_" This is our wedding room, do you like it, this is my dream wedding, we are wearing Chinese wedding dresses, bedside There are happy words on it, and our marriage certificate is placed on the drawer beside the bed. We will live in this house for the rest of our lives. We will plant phoenix trees in the courtyard at the entrance, and then plant a few chestnut trees. You like to eat candied chestnuts , when the chestnut tree is ripe, we will eat fried chestnuts with sugar. Okay?" "Leng Qianye, you madman! Let me go!"

Ah Chen is right, I am a lunatic, I can't bear Ah Chen to leave me, I have been crazy since the day he said he would break off the engagement with me, after a month of enduring, I finally found the opportunity, I knocked Ah Chen out, and took him to the wedding room where we were going to get married. I tied Ah Chen with a chain, and wrapped his hands and feet with good silk that Chen liked. I planted a phoenix tree in the courtyard. It was when Ah Chen and I met for the first time. Under the phoenix tree, I planted a chestnut tree, so that when Ah Chen wanted to eat, I would give him chestnuts and give them to him. Ah Chen makes sugar-fried chestnuts.

Day by day, Ah Chen was irritable and angry at the beginning, and gradually became gentle and submissive. We began to live like ordinary couples. I told him what happened in the company, and he listened to me quietly. He He still wanted to go out and run away from me. He thought I didn't know, but I was going to lose him soon. I knew that the Ling family had been looking for him. They already suspected me, and Ling Chen was also secretly trying to find a way to contact people outside. People, from the day I tied Ah Chen, I knew that such a day would come. I imprisoned Ah Chen for three years, and these three years were my happiest three years, even if I had to spend my whole life in exchange for this Three years, I am willing.

"Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, and happy birthday to Qianye." I watched A Chen walk towards me with a bowl, and A Chen smiled and said to me, "I'm not very skilled. Well, I have been making this longevity noodles for a long time, you have to finish it in one sitting, and you can’t break it, otherwise it’s unlucky.” “Well, I’ll finish it in one sitting.” I sincerely hope that this Slow down, slow down...

After eating the noodles, Ah Chen and I came to the courtyard and sat on the recliner, "A Chen, today is my 40th birthday, your birthday gift will not be a bowl of longevity noodles, or a gift from you Are you still on the way?" "Chiba, of course there are not only longevity noodles."

Looking at his ferocious face, I smiled, "Ah Chen, do you think I don't know that you have been secretly in touch with outsiders, and that delivery man is the one you love, what seems to be his name, oh, it's called Baichu, you Is it worth it to break off the engagement with me because of him?” “Leng Qianye, if you dare to attack Xiao Chu, I will definitely not let you go. I am in pain!" "Oh? Living in pain, isn't I living in pain all my life? Since you have provoked me, don't try to run away from me. You think I don't know that you have given me these three years? In the food I cook, you put it in it? Why didn’t your sweetheart rescue you every time he came to deliver food in the past three years? Was it to empty my company, or did you really hate me in your heart? "I watched Ah Chen from the initial shock to the later silence, I stared at him, he didn't speak, I could feel the poison in my body from the longevity noodles I ate before, I didn't want him to see I looked poisonous, although he didn't want to see me, when I turned around, he asked me "why? You clearly know that it is □, why do you still eat it? You know that I am close to your purpose from the beginning Not pure, why do you still want to indulge me? Leng Qianye, you are a fool." "Because it's you."

Yes, because you cooked the food for me with your own hands, even if it is mixed with poison, I will eat it, because it is you, I will indulge you again and again, I will use everything I have to eat Exchange your days with me.Because you are my obsession, the only life-saving straw I can grasp in this dark world, and I will not let go.As long as you want, as long as I have, I will give you, as long as you don't leave me.

I can't bear it anymore, I really want to hug him, but I dare not, I imprisoned him for three years, but I never regret it.The sirens are getting closer, I don't want to spend every day in jail, I want him to remember me for the rest of his life. "Achen, after you leave here, I will not bother you anymore, because I committed suicide in fear of crime, I will transfer my company to you, you are the legal representative of the company, don't worry, Chrissy doesn't know that I am imprisoned Regarding your matter, the Ling family announced to the outside world that you have gone abroad, so you don't have to worry, I will transfer all the assets under my name to you, so that even if you want to lose your fortune, you don't have to worry, those are enough for you to eat and wear for the rest of your life. "Leng Qianye, stop talking, I was wrong, I was wrong, I thought I was not good enough for you from the beginning, I thought you would not like a scum like me, but you are too good to me, I Began to be more and more dissatisfied, I think you are only good to me, I intentionally angered you, intentionally told you that I want to break off the engagement, I used your money to start the Ling Group, I think I can have a relationship with you The status of being together side by side." I saw Ah Chen crying, and I was so happy when I heard what he said, but I was too tired, I had no strength left, I will let you go in this life, if there is another life , I hope to meet someone who truly loves me...

"Leng Qianye, don't go to sleep. I have never loved Baichu. He told me that as long as you have nothing, then you will always stay by my side, and I can take care of you without worrying about you." Stolen by someone else...

"Leng Qianye, I like when you call me Achen, I like the gentle look in your eyes when you look at me, I like your domineering look, I like the way you smile, can you call me Achen again when you wake up... ..." This night is destined to be unsettled, some people confess their love to the one they like successfully, and some people lose the one they love the most.

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This is the first time I write an article, there may be some mistakes in logic, I try to avoid typos, I hope you like my article, if you don’t like it, ask for a pat