Chaoba

From that day on, Sui Yiwei suffered from insomnia.Sui Qiqing was fine with him, but when he wasn't around, he started calling and texting him crazily, asking where he was, and easily disbelieving him, asking him like crazy if he didn't want him anymore or entered It was over, and I had to see him right away.Sui Qiqing had imagined that one day Sui Yiwei would be clingy to him, but he never imagined that when this day came, he would be in such pain.Sui Qiqing would obediently report to him what she did, where she went, and who she met every day when she got home.Sui Yiwei said he believed him, but he would still call people behind his back to confirm. Later, even Guangjun couldn't take it anymore, so he grabbed Sui Qiqing and asked what happened to Sui Yiwei, but Sui Qiqing couldn't explain clearly.As soon as Sui Qiqing entered the bedroom that night, he saw Sui Yiwei stealing his cell phone.

Sui Yiwei was a little embarrassed, so he threw the phone aside casually, threw himself on the bed with his head up, "Qingqing, I'm finished. I keep saying that I believe you, but I don't believe you at all. I don't even believe what you swear." If you don’t believe me, I will think that you made such a poisonous oath on me on purpose, that you deliberately want to kill me; and then you will think that one day you will have enough of me, and secretly leave me to live with others; You'll go on to do bad things and get shot. I don't want to think about it, but I can't control my head. Really, I'm going crazy. What should I do? You help me, I only have you, Quickly think of a way for me, I don't want to become crazy, I want to live a good life with you..."

Sui Qiqing knew that he had been punished.When he did those things before, he wasn't afraid at all, he wasn't afraid of retribution... But he didn't expect that retribution would find his dead spot so cleverly and hit him right away.

Sui Qiqing put the milk aside, sat next to his head, and helped him rub his temples, "Brother, why are you talking nonsense again? You're not sick, you're just too tired. Let's go out for fun tomorrow, shall we? Let's climb the mountain, it's the closest..."

Sui Yiwei smiled wryly, "Guess what I'm thinking now? I'm thinking why you took me a cripple to climb a mountain. You must want to throw me on the mountain alone so that I can be eaten by wolves. I really I can't figure out my head, why does it think of you so badly? Why? You are so good. You still say I'm not crazy?"

"It's okay, you can think about me whatever you want, you can think about whatever you want, let it want to go, it's no big deal, just don't be sad, don't worry..."

"Qingqing, what if I'm really crazy? Then you want me too, right? You won't drive me out, right? I don't want to be like those lunatics on the street, scrambling through the rubbish dumps for something to eat with my lower body naked. I've seen one... I don't want to be like that, I've had enough of it all these years, they laughed at me when I was a kid, I don't want to be laughed at anymore, I don't want to go to a mental hospital..."

"Brother, stop talking, it won't happen, you're really fine. By the way, Brother Guangjun has found another partner. Judging by his appearance, he probably wants to..."

"What if! How can you guarantee it?! You can't guarantee it at all! I can't even guarantee it myself...Qingqing, I have already thought about it. If I am really crazy, you can tie me here, just here Zhang bed, you have to come to see me every day, you have to cook for me, you have to take a bath for me every half a month, don’t make me too dirty, even if I’m disobedient, don’t beat me often, you can do it if you want. If it’s too heavy, don’t hit your face.”

Sui Qiqing smiled and patted Sui Yiwei's head, "Okay, okay, if you're really crazy, I'll tie you to this bed, watch over you every day, cook for you, and bathe you once every two days , don’t hit you, just kiss you, the more disobedient you are, the more I kiss you, I take off your clothes and kiss you mouthful. Don’t talk about you, I have convinced you, it can really talk nonsense, it’s almost as good as Your mouth is gone."

Sui Yiwei also smiled, "But I can control this mouth. Qiqing, I'm really afraid that one day I will drive you crazy too."

"That's not a coincidence. By then, there will be two lunatics in our family. Don't make fun of the other. Let's go crazy at home naked."

"Why is your mouth almost as good as mine?"

"I learned from you."

"Don't learn from me. I don't have any good points in me. Your bad problems come from me. I taught you badly."

Sui Yiwei wasn't crazy but he never recovered. Sui Qiqing tried to persuade him to see many hospitals and drink a lot of medicine.Although Sui Qiqing didn't say it, Sui Yiwei also guessed that Zuo was just suffering from depression, obsessive-compulsive disorder, something wrong with his head.This thing is not easy to cure, so it has to be consumed slowly.

Sui Yiwei's illness dragged on for half a year, during which time his temper grew a lot, he threw bowls and chopsticks at every turn, pointed at Sui Qiqing's nose and asked him why he didn't want to die, he was responsible for all his suffering, he deserved to die !He even beat Sui Qiqing ruthlessly several times. After beating and scolding him, he hugged him quickly and refused to let go, threatening him not to lose himself, otherwise he would tell all the bad things he did and let the police shoot him dead.Sui Qiqing endured the pain in his heart, tried not to take what he said when he was sick, and never got impatient, coaxed him gently, let him beat and scold him, and never talked back to him once.

It's just that Sui Qiqing has tried all the methods he can think of, but nothing works. He can endure like this for a lifetime, and he deserves it!But he couldn't keep Sui Yiwei in such pain. Sui Yiwei had done nothing wrong...but he couldn't think of a way out.Later, Sui Yiwei didn't even dare to go out the door. When Guangjun, Wang Laibin, Zhang Shicheng and others came to see him, he locked himself in the bedroom without seeing anyone.Once Sui Qiqing wanted to coax him to go out, he hid under the bed and howled, like a slaughtered old sow, Sui Qiqing didn't dare to let him see anyone again.What worries Sui Qiqing the most is that the sleeping pills are no longer effective. In the past, Sui Yiwei could squint for a few hours a day, but now after taking the medicine, he still can't sleep all night. No matter what Sui Qiqing does later Coax him refused to eat.

These days, the only thing that made Sui Qiqing happy was that Zhang Shicheng contacted a foreign expert to perform an operation on Sui Yiwei's left leg after he was completely paralyzed. The operation was very successful.Although I can't run fast, at least I don't have a limp when I walk.On the day when he was able to walk normally, Sui Yiwei was also very happy. He walked round and round in each room, telling Sui Qiqing over and over again that he did not walk like a duck anymore.Sui Qiqing also wanted to laugh, but when he saw that his exposed calf was as thin as a dead tree branch, he couldn't force a smile, but almost burst into tears.

Sui Qiqing is very afraid of night now. Every time he sees the sunset, he would like to pour a barrel of gasoline and burn himself to become a little sun for Sui Yiwei to take a picture of, so that he doesn't have to be afraid. Xing, not to worry about falling asleep.

Later, Sui Yiwei was still locked on the head of the bed. He wasn't crazy, he asked for it on his own initiative.Because one night he finally fell asleep and had a nightmare, dreaming that he was completely crazy, stabbed Sui Qiqing to death with a knife, and hacked to death many people.After waking up in a cold sweat, he forced Sui Qiqing to buy a pair of iron chains overnight, and impatiently locked himself on the head of the bed.From then on, Sui Yiwei somehow had a serious illusion about himself. He felt that he was in great danger and could easily hurt others, so he thought about how to prevent himself from hurting others every day.For a while, he thought the handcuffs were too loose, and it was easy to roll them off, making Sui Qiqing tighten them, clasping his wrists tightly; for a while, he thought the chains were too long, and he could easily strangle Sui Qiqing to death; After a while, he felt that Sui Qiqing was too close to him, and even put a cup beside him. This was deliberately making fun of his own life... Sui Qiqing always smiled and let him mess around, thinking that this big fool thought he was I am a healthy person, so pitifully stupid, wanting to kill someone with a dilapidated skeleton?Be your mother's spring and autumn dream!

How could he be so stupid?Why don't you look at his ghostly state now, even if you give him a knife, he might not be able to move it... But he is still afraid of hurting others... This bastard...

It was still the end of the new year. On Sui Yiwei’s birthday, Sui Qiqing chattered with him for a whole day before finally persuading him to release the handcuffs. The slightest chance of doing something bad.

Sui Yiwei crouched his neck and looked at his whitish wrist, still feeling very insecure, so he wanted Sui Qiqing to lock himself up again.Sui Qiqing grabbed one of his wrists, and with only a light tug, Sui Yiwei staggered and almost fell down.Sui Qiqing quickly hooped him tightly to her body, "Chaoba, look at you, babies are stronger than you... Don't be afraid, you can't hurt others, I'm firmly in control of you ..."

Sui Qiqing secretly wiped away tears, then let go of him, and smiled, "Brother, happy birthday! Let's make dumplings, okay? Are you greedy too?" Sui Qiqing already knew, her own In fact, my birthday is not on this day, but in March, the day when a hundred flowers are in full bloom, which is far away from this kind of cold and desolate day.

Sui Yiwei retreated to the bed again, and waved his hands in a panic, "Don't, you quickly handcuff me, and then stay away from me, you stand at the door, I will hurt you..."

"Will it hurt more than this? Sui Yiwei, stab me to death! I'd rather you stab me to death...I don't want to see you like this..." Sui Qiqing slid to the ground while muttering, I couldn't hide my tears anymore, so I had to cover my eyes with my hand, "Brother, today is your birthday, please pity me, how about you have a normal day? I can't hold on any longer, I really... really enough……"

Sui Yiwei jumped off the bed like a grasshopper in autumn, leaned on the wall and ran tremblingly towards the kitchen, "Don't leave me behind! Isn't it just making dumplings? I'll make them. I'll make dumplings right away." , making dumplings..."

Sui Yiwei gritted his teeth and touched the kitchen knife, withdrew his hand as if getting an electric shock, turned his head to look at Sui Qiqing, and finally picked it up through gritted teeth, but he couldn't cut off the cabbage root for a long time...

The two ended up making dumplings stuffed with cabbage.Sui Yiwei rolled out three dumpling wrappers and couldn't move anymore. In the end, Sui Qiqing finished making the dumpling wrappers by himself.Sui Yiwei put his head down and ate a whole plate of dumplings at night. He could still eat, but Sui Qiqing was frightened and stopped him from eating.After eating, Sui Yiwei patted his abnormally protruding stomach and yawned, saying that he was so sleepy that he wanted to sleep.Sui Qiqing was very surprised, but he didn't dare to show it, fearing that his sleepiness would be scared away, so he quickly cleaned up the bed and lay down with his arms around him.

Sui Yiwei didn't ask to lock himself up anymore, but just before going to bed, he rubbed his head against Sui Qiqing's chest, and said very obediently: "Qiqing, I'm fine, really. Don't be fed up with me, let alone abandon me. I."

Sui Yiwei touched his arm that was as thin as dry wood, gritted his teeth and said, "I will never... never..." Sui Qiqing didn't dare to move before he finished speaking, and the person in his arms fell asleep.Sui Yiwei's mouth was slightly opened, his eyelashes did not move, and he was really asleep.

When Sui Qiqing woke up in the morning, the person in his arms was still awake, and his pajamas were soaked through with saliva.Sui Qiqing felt unprecedented happiness at this moment, turned her head and saw the whiteness outside through the crack of the curtain, it turned out that it was snowing, no wonder it was so quiet.Sui Qiqing fell in love with Xue immediately.