Chaoba

Sui Qiqing didn't speak, turned around and walked out.

Hearing the sound of the door being locked, Sui Yiwei came to his senses, stomped on the door with both feet, and stomped the door loudly, his toes hurting, "Sui Qiqing! You fucking open the door for me! How dare you do something reckless Try?! You fucking open the door!"

Hearing Xu Guoxiang's indistinct cry outside the door, Sui Yiwei became even more anxious, rummaging around, and finally found a spare key in a drawer.After finally opening the door with trembling hands, Zhang Shicheng and Xu Guoxiang had already left, and Sui Qiqing had just collected a broken water glass and a child's coat and dumped them into the trash can.

Sui Yiwei supported the back of the sofa and watched Sui Qiqing clean up before sitting down.Sui Qiqing squatted in front of him, "Brother, where shall we eat tonight? Forget it, let me do it, the things outside are not clean. What are we going to eat..."

"What did you tell them?"

Sui Qiqing frowned, "Let's let this matter go like this. Brother, let's not talk about it in the future, okay? It's all over? Wait for me for a while, I'll go shopping..."

"Don't go."

"Brother? Don't..."

"Qiqing, how will you ask me to behave in the future?"

Sui Qiqing stood up, looked at the hair on Sui Yiwei's head with drooping eyes, "I don't think they have anything to do with your life? Why do you have to force me to admit it? What do you think? Why do you have to bury our feelings? A hidden danger? Or...do you think you can finally dump me to them, and you can get rid of me?"

Sui Yiwei rubbed his face and stood up, "I didn't think about it that way. It's just that I was so ashamed after seeing them. I'm the one who should be alone for so many years, but I've always occupied you... Qiqing, you I have been by my side for more than ten years. In these ten years, I have never thought of helping you find your family. If they hadn’t bumped into me today, I wouldn’t have thought about it. But...you can see them. Only then did I realize how much I have... I have been thinking since last night, you can't just care about yourself, can you? You should pay for your sins."

Sui Qiqing hurriedly hugged him, and said with a light smile, "I am willing to be dominated by you only, and you have to dominate for the rest of my life! What's wrong with people only caring about themselves? Life is so short to live for yourself. If there are too many others, go for it." I'm just foolishly thinking about others, so I can't take care of it. Okay, my silly brother, you are the only one who has a lot of sympathy and loves to spend these thoughts for others. Let's just let this matter go and think about what to have for dinner next. gone."

"I can't make it through. Even if it's for myself, I can't let me live in guilt in the future. Don't hurt others in the name of yourself in the future, especially those who really love you." Sui Yiwei pushed him away, picked up The coat on the sofa, "I raised you, I am responsible, I will go to them to apologize."

Sui Qiqing gritted her teeth, "Brother, what do you mean? You mean I hurt you? Yes! I forced you back then! I was wrong, I apologize to you! But brother, it's been so long , Is that how you always think about me? I don’t want to share the love I gave you to others. Is this wrong? I really want to ask you, what about you? What kind of feelings do you have for me? I In your eyes, he is just a selfish brother who needs your infinite tolerance? Are you pitying me or sympathizing with me when you sleep with me?! Did you finally tolerate enough and throw me out in their name?!"

"I said I didn't think about it that way! Can you stop getting involved in our affairs? Is that all you see? Can you ignore everything else?"

"Yes!" Sui Qiqing breathed a sigh of relief, and lowered his voice as much as possible, "I take our relationship seriously, can you also take our relationship a little more seriously?"

Sui Yiwei remained silent, but still pushed him away, "Go shopping for vegetables, I'll be back in a while."

Sui Qiqing turned his head, took out something and carefully hung it around his neck, stuffed it into his clothes and tucked it in, and said in a low voice, "Why do you have to give up what I gave you?"

After Sui Yiwei called Xu Guoxiang, he found them in a park near his home.

Zhang Shicheng and Xu Guoxiang sat obediently under a street lamp and waited for him. When they saw him, they stood up hastily, and a few pieces of children's clothes were exposed from the open travel bag at their feet.Sui Yiwei looked at Xu Guoxiang's yellow hair roots and didn't know what to say. It took him a long time before he groaned and said, "I'm sorry, I never thought it would be like this. I thought he would happily accept it." You guys, I have already booked the hotel... I don't know that he already knew... This is my fault, I didn't teach him well. Don't be too sad, give me some time, I will definitely let him recognize you."

Xu Guoxiang glanced at Zhang Shicheng, saw him nod, and then asked Sui Yiwei: "Qiqing said that he has a lover of the same sex... Is this... true? Is that person you?"

Sui Yiwei was shocked, his neck was burning red, his ears were buzzing, and he felt that he could no longer lift his head in front of the old couple.

"I'm sorry, it's me. I... I'm sorry for you, I misled him. I'm...not a good person, I have done a lot of bad things, and there are many people who are sorry, I can't stand you. You beat me up to vent your anger, don't suffocate your body."

Zhang Shicheng took two steps forward, Sui Yiwei closed his eyes subconsciously, but was patted on the shoulder when he didn't want to.

"Don't say that. Yiwei, we are very grateful to you. It was not easy for you to bring him up. We are only grateful to you. In fact, we have already thought of him for refusing to recognize us. It should be, after all, we are right. To him, we have never fulfilled our responsibilities as parents, not even for a single day. That's fine, he hates us, and we feel more at ease, as we should take this pain as atonement, and we deserve it. And, We can see that you dote on him very much, you have been together for so many years, you should have a deep relationship, and we are also assured of your future."

Sui Yiwei was stunned, "Can you accept us like this?"

Zhang Shicheng sighed, "I really hope that you can have your own children, so that you can experience what it's like to be parents... In this life, you can still find him, know that he is fine, and everything else will be fine." It doesn't matter. Whether he recognizes it or not...as long as he lives well."

Sui Yiwei pinched his nose, thinking that there might not be many jerk fathers in the world, but he was still unlucky.And that brat, why didn't he know how to cherish it?

Zhang Shicheng's driver left first, and Sui Yiwei drove them back.On the way, Sui Yiwei looked around nervously, and saw a familiar car following behind him, so he didn't say anything.When he arrived at the place, Sui Yiwei insisted on not going in, and only stood at the door.Xu Guoxiang hugged him, held his hand vigorously and said a lot of grateful words before letting him go.

When he returned home, Sui Qiqing was already home, busy in the kitchen, but he didn't show up when he came back.Sui Yiwei ignored him, went to bed and turned off the light without taking a shower.When Sui Qiqing finished cooking and pushed him, Sui Yiwei closed his eyes and fell asleep.Sui Qiqing looked at his slightly moving eyelashes, but didn't expose him again, she lay down beside him with her clothes on and turned off the light.

From that day on, Sui Qiqing and Sui Yiwei were on the same page.Originally, Sui Qiqing was very confident, relying on Sui Yiwei for so many years, he has not been stubborn to himself, and keeps his mouth shut every day, hoping that Sui Yiwei will bow his head first.Sui Yiwei thought, isn't this just a little trick for you?Do you really think I'm afraid of you?If you don't talk, don't talk, let's see who can hold back!Also shut up and don't speak.Only then did Sui Qiqing admit that he had underestimated Sui Yiwei. It had been two weeks, and the words they said could be counted on one hand.Moreover, Sui Yiwei also became smarter. Whenever Zhang Shicheng and Xu Guoxiang called, he would answer in front of Sui Qiqing, grinning and talking a lot, leaving Sui Qiqing aside.Sui Qiqing was so angry that he didn't expect that he was the one who was holding back and feeling uncomfortable, and Sui Yiwei didn't cooperate anymore in bed, and he didn't let him touch his body for two whole weeks.

Sui Qiqing scrubbed the pot with a chirp, wishing he could wear the bottom of the pot through.Hearing Sui Yiwei chatting on the phone, he burst into flames, the fire on his body couldn't go down, and his gums were a little on fire.After thinking for a long time, Sui Qiqing still felt that he couldn't wrong his lower body, so he threw the pot resentfully, turned around and went into the bathroom, thinking that he would have to vent his anger tonight no matter what.What's the matter with holding your wife in your arms every night and not being able to sleep just watching?

Sui Qiqing went into the bedroom naked after taking a shower. Sui Yiwei had just secretly swallowed three sleeping pills. Seeing him widen his eyes and almost choked to death on the medicine, he quickly turned on his side and pretended to be asleep.

Sui Qiqing didn't speak, and rushed forward to lift up the thin quilt and tore off Sui Yiwei's pajamas.Sui Yiwei also kept his mouth tightly shut and tugged at his clothes.The two fought silently for a while, but it was Sui Qiqing who was stronger and stripped off his clothes in a short while. Seeing that the slippery flesh was under his body, Sui Qiqing was drooling before taking a bite. He was hit on the cheekbone by Sui Yiwei's elbow.

"I warn you not to be messy." Sui Yiwei rolled over and wrapped the quilt tightly and closed his eyes.

It is inevitable to be a little impatient when the fire comes up, not to mention that Sui Qiqing has been holding it back for so long, and now she is a little angry. "Sui Yiwei! What exactly do you want?!"

Sui Yiwei slowly opened his eyes again, "It's not that good, it's what you want."

Sui Qiqing gritted her teeth and lay powerlessly on the side, and it took a while for her desire to subside a little.

"Brother, can you stop making trouble? Is it okay for us to be the same as before? It's just the two of us. I don't want others to get involved. "

Sui Yiwei was silent for a while, then lifted the quilt, "Come in first, don't catch a cold. Why do you just refuse to recognize them? They obviously have no objection to our matter."