my wolf

When Bai Lang and Luan Kuo arrived, Tan Jiaying was already asleep.

Xu Luowen signaled them to go out, raised his hand to help Tan Jiaying tuck the corner of the quilt, walked out quietly, and gently closed the door of the ward.

"Is he all right?" Bai Lang asked.

"It's okay." Xu Luowen shook his head wearily, "It's just a slight injury, and I'm falling asleep right now."

Luan Kuo changed into casual clothes at the moment, tall and handsome.

He looked in through the glass on the door of the ward, and saw Tan Jiaying's pale side face under the light, the feeling of heartbeat when he was young woke up almost instantly, and his heart was pounding.

Seeing that Xu Luowen's expression was not good, Bai Lang asked with concern, "Are you feeling unwell?"

Xu Luowen shook his head, did not speak, and stood silently against the wall for a while, then took out his mobile phone to make a call.

Picked up there quickly.

Xu Luowen said, "Are you still in the hospital? Okay, I'll go find you now."

After hanging up the phone, he said to Bai Lang, "You stay here and watch over Tan Jiaying, I'm going to see someone, I'll be back soon."

Bai Lang didn't ask any more questions, but nodded and said, "Okay."

Five minutes later, Xu Luowen came to Pei Shuyan's office door, opened the door and went in.

Pei Shuyan was not there, Xiao Xiang lay on the sofa with his eyes closed.

Xu Luowen sat on the coffee table next to him and said, "Tell me, what's going on? I want to hear the truth. You're not that stupid. You insisted on picking the day when Tan Jiaying came home to have sex with someone, and even brought him to your house , so many hotels outside are not enough for you to sleep? You deliberately acted for him, right?"

Xiao Xiang opened his eyes and stared at the ceiling in a daze, his expression of despair was exactly the same as that of Tan Jiaying.

After a long silence, Xiao Xiang finally said, "Tan Jiaying has fucking cancer."

Xu Luowen was startled suddenly.

"A terminally ill woman knelt on the ground crying and begging me to return her son. What do you think I can do? What can you do if this matter is left to you?" Xiao wanted to raise his hand to cover her face. Close your eyes, "Without me, Tan Jiaying can still meet other men, but there is only one mother, and if you lose it, there will be no more. I can't fight with a dying mother, I can only let it go, I have no other choice. "

Xu Luowen's mind was spinning, he was numb for a moment, and asked: "Then did you sleep with that man?"

Xiao Xiang smiled wryly: "Before I fell in love with Tan Jiaying, my buddy was a straight straight man. I can't fucking be hard on other men."

That's right, Xiao Xiang was originally a steely and straight male god. Unfortunately, he met Tan Jiaying, a little goblin, and was immediately taken in by this little goblin, and stalked him shamelessly.But the blood and tears of countless seniors revealed a truth, falling in love with a straight man will not end well, so at the beginning Xu Luowen had been persuading him not to hit the south wall, lest he end up bloody, but Tan Jiaying refused, he said that it would be fine Xiao thought it was a golden cudgel, so he had to bend it.Unexpectedly, this guy really turned Bailian Steel into soft fingers.Half a year later, Xiao Xiang became his husband, held him in his mouth and held him in his hands, and pampered him to the sky for so many years.

A big stone fell to his heart, Xu Luowen asked again: "Then what's in the condom?"

Xiao wanted to say, "It's yogurt."

Xu Luowen couldn't help laughing: "You're really good at it."

"Don't tell him the truth?" Xiao wanted to sit up, stretching the wound on his shoulder, and moaned in pain. He lit a Marlboro and took two puffs in silence, "Also, help me persuade him, let him Go home, your mother's days are numbered, and it's a day to be with me one more day."

Xu Luowen let out a "hmm".

Xiao wanted to ask: “Is he okay?”

Xu Luowen said: "I'm tired from crying and fell asleep. How is your injury? Is it serious?"

Xiao wanted to shake his head: "I wish he would stab me a few more times, so I can feel better."

Xu Luowen sighed, and said, "You two really have a sadomasochistic relationship. What are you going to do next? Really don't want Tan Jiaying?"

Xiao wanted to say: "I will never want him, and I don't want anyone in this life except him. Only now, I have to give him back to his mother."

Xu Luowen said: "You can tell him the truth and let him go back to his mother, instead of using this method of hurting others and himself."

Xiao Xiang smiled wryly: "Do you think I don't think so? But his mother blocked this road, and his mother didn't want Tan Jiaying to know that she was dying, and she didn't want Tan Jiaying to feel that she was using her illness to persecute him. I want to have a harmonious mother-child relationship at the end of my life, not a reluctant handout."

Xu Luowen sighed, and said, "Leave this on me, and I have no better choice." He paused, "But if you do this, you won't be afraid of really hurting Tan Jiaying, who ran away with other men ?”

"No," Xiao Xiang said firmly, "except for me, he will never fall in love with any other man in his life. One day, he will come back to me."

Xu Luowen raised his eyebrows: "So confident?"

Xiao wanted to say: "Otherwise, do you think that petting him for so many years is for nothing?"

Xu Luowen nodded thoughtfully: "I always thought you were a loyal dog, but I didn't expect you to be a black belly."

Xiao Xiang smiled bitterly and said, "Go back and stay with him for me. If he doesn't think about it and does something stupid, then I have no place to cry." After a pause, he said: " Also, I beg you one more thing..."

Xu Luowen said first, "Let me be your spy, right?"

Xiao wanted to give a thumbs up: “Smart.”

Xu Luowen asked, "What's the benefit?"

Xiao Xiang smiled wryly: "Brother is in trouble, but you take advantage of the fire to rob, it's not kind."

Xu Luowen smiled, stood up, and said, "I'm just joking with you, don't worry, I will take care of him, and you also take care of yourself."

When he came out of the office, he met Pei Shuyan head-on.

This was the first time they had seen each other since that night at the beach.

Pei Shuyan looked much thinner and haggard.

Xu Luowen greeted him with some embarrassment, and then said sincerely, "Thank you for running to N City to rescue me on the day of the earthquake."

Pei Shuyan smiled faintly, and said, "You don't have to thank me, the one who found you was Bai Lang, and the one who rescued you was also Bai Lang. I didn't do anything."

Xu Luowen was silent for two seconds, and said, "When do you have time? Have a meal together."

Pei Shuyan said: "Let's talk about it, I've been very busy recently."

Xu Luowen smiled far-fetchedly, and said, "Okay then, you're busy, I'll go first."

Pei Shuyan didn't respond, and watched Xu Luowen go away. He didn't push open the office door until his figure disappeared around the corner.

·

Xu Luowen returned to the ward.

Bai Lang and Luan Kuo stood by the bed, one on the left and the other on the right. Before they could speak, Tan Jiaying suddenly opened his eyes.

He stared blankly, unable to remember where he was for a moment.

Seeing Luan Kuo, he frowned and asked, "Who are you?"

Luan Kuo was quite shocked, and after chasing him for two years, he didn't even remember his face.He wanted to struggle: "You take a good look at my face, maybe you will remember."

Tan Jiaying turned to look at Xu Luowen on the other side: "Who is this person?"

Xu Luowen thought for a while, what did this person say his name was?At that moment, his mind was in a mess, and he didn't listen carefully at all, so he couldn't remember it now.

Bai Lang thoughtfully answered on his behalf: "His name is Luan Kuo, he was the one who called the ambulance when you got into a car accident."

Tan Jiaying said "Thank you" insincerely, then sat up, and said to Xu Luowen, "I want to go home." After a pause, he added, "Go back to your home."

Luan Kuo hurriedly said: "I drove here, I'll see you off. It's snowing and it's so late, it's not easy to take a taxi."

Xu Luowen said, "Then I will trouble you."

"No trouble," Luan Kuo said, "no trouble at all."

After leaving the hospital and getting into Luan Kuo's car, Tan Jiaying leaned on Xu Luowen's shoulder, closed her eyes and rested.No one spoke, in order to adjust the atmosphere, Luan Kuo turned on the radio casually.

A love song was playing on the radio, and the male singer sang a very gentle love song hoarsely: "I want to ask if you dare to love me like you said, I want to ask if you dare, Crazy about love like me..."

Looking down at Tan Jiaying, he saw a line of water stains sliding down the corner of his eyes.

Sure enough, you can't listen to love songs when you are sad, every song seems to be singing yourself.

Xu Luowen reached out to help him wipe away his tears, and sighed inwardly.

In this way, he walked silently all the way to the gate of the community.

Bai Lang turned his head and said, "Baa Baa and Ah Huang can stay at my house for the night."

Xu Luowen nodded: "Come upstairs with me, and I'll give you Baba's milk powder and baby bottle, as well as Ah Huang's dog food."

The three got out of the car, Luan Kuo lowered the window and waved goodbye, then drove away.

·

After several hours of heating, the house was finally warmed up.

Tan Jiaying entered the bedroom without saying a word, Xu Luowen found out the baby bottle, milk powder and dog food, put them in paper bags, handed them to Bai Lang, and said, "I'll pick them up tomorrow."

Bai Lang nodded: "Then I'll go back."

Xu Luowen sent him to the door, and Bai Lang turned around after leaving the door, he hesitated for a moment, and said, "Well... can you not sleep with Tan Jiaying?"

Xu Luowen showed a embarrassed expression on purpose: "But there is only one bed in my house, and the sofa is too short. Tan Jiaying is a patient who must sleep on the bed, so I have no choice but to sleep on the floor."

Bai Lang was silent for two seconds, and said: "Then you go to sleep at my house, I will let you have my bed, and I will make the floor."

Xu Luowen smiled: "You still think you didn't torment enough this night? Don't worry about it, go back quickly."

Bai Lang frowned, apparently still struggling, but in the end he turned and left without saying anything.

Xu Luowen closed the door, went to the bathroom to wash his face, turned off the lights and entered the bedroom.

The bedroom was pitch black, and Tan Jiaying lay motionless on the bed.

Xu Luowen took off his clothes and pants and went to bed, and asked softly, "Are you asleep?"

Tan Jiaying replied in a low voice: "I may not be able to sleep tonight."

Xu Luowen patted him on the shoulder lightly: "I'm coaxing you."

Tan Jiaying came over, buried her head in his arms, and said in a crying voice, "Luo Wen, I miss my mother."

Xu Luowen felt sour, raised his arms to hug him, and said, "If you miss her, go home and see her, she must have been waiting for you to go back."

When people are wronged outside, the first thing they think of is always their mother, because no one in this world loves you more and tolerates you more than your mother.

But Tan Jiaying didn't know that he was losing his mother.

Tan Jiaying usually looks flamboyant, but he is actually very fragile. Xu Luowen is really worried that he will not be able to withstand the blow.

But there are some things that have to be experienced, and no one can escape. Only after experiencing can one grow up and become a real adult.

Tan Jiaying gave a "hmm" and said, "I'll go back tomorrow."

Xu Luowen secretly breathed a sigh of relief, this is good, saving him the trouble of persuading him.

"By the way, you really can't remember who that Luan Kuo is?" Xu Luowen wanted to say something else to divert his attention.

"It looks familiar," Tan Jiaying said, "Who is he?"

Xu Luowen smiled and said, "It's that boy from Class [-] that you always talk about."

"Ah?" Tan Jiaying was indeed aroused, poked her head out of his arms, her eyes widened in surprise, "Is that the gangster who blocked you in the toilet and kissed me with a brick?"

"That's him," Xu Luowen said, "he is now an honorable people's policeman, a traffic policeman."

"Damn it, why didn't you tell me earlier?" Tan Jiaying looked regretful, "If I had known it was him, I would have dug black history and shame him in person."

"Why are you so wicked," Xu Luowen said with a smile, "I've been chasing you for two years, can you stop being so heartless?"

"Has he ever chased me?" Tan Jiaying looked blank, "Why didn't I know?"

"I even helped him pass the love letter to you," Xu Luowen said, "I still remember that he always wandered around the door of our class during recess, just to see you."

Tan Jiaying was silent for a few seconds, and said, "Do you think if I hook him up now, he can take the bait?"

Xu Luowen was surprised: "What do you want?"

Tan Jiaying said: "He really wants to be able to sleep with someone, why can't I? I will try my best to put a cuckold on him, put on a hundred hats, and put a grassland on his head!"

Xu Luowen was about to reveal the truth, but fortunately he held back in time, and persuaded him earnestly: "If you still want to be with Xiao Xiang, please don't mess around, otherwise you will definitely regret it."

Tan Jiaying got into Xu Luowen's arms again, and said pitifully: "He cuckolded me, and broke up with me confidently, and didn't even give me a chance to forgive him. Why do you think he is so bad? But...he It's so bad, but I still love him to death, why do you think I'm so worthless? My heart hurts, rub it for me. "

Xu Luowen gently helped him rub his heart, sighed, and said, "Maybe this is love."

Tan Jiaying said bitterly: "Love is really a fucking thing."

Xu Luowen smiled and said, "Who said it wasn't?"

Tan Jiaying, who said she couldn't sleep, fell asleep soon, but Xu Luowen suffered from insomnia.

He thought about many things that happened that day, and he tossed and turned until the early hours of the morning before falling into a drowsy sleep.

·

The next day, Tan Jiaying didn't even eat breakfast, so she went home full of sadness and went to her mother's arms.

Xu Luowen took a morning shower, put on thick clothes and went out, stepping on the thick snow to pick up Baa Baa and Ah Huang.

As soon as he reached the entrance of the alley, he saw Bai Lang coming out of it.

Seeing him, Bai Lang walked over with a smile, and when he got closer, he wrinkled his nose and sniffed, but the smile disappeared.

Xu Luowen's heart skipped a beat.

No, he has already taken a bath, can he still smell other people's scent?

Bai Lang's face was clearly unhappy, but he didn't say much, he just took off the scarf and wrapped it around his neck, asking, "Have you had breakfast yet?"

Xu Luo smelled the smell of Bai Lang on the scarf, his heart fluttered slightly, and he shook his head: "No."

Bai Lang said: "I bought breakfast, and you have a share. My dad just started eating, so go and eat with him."

Xu Luowen suddenly felt that the cold wind wasn't that cold anymore.

Bai Lang said again: "It's cold, stay at home and don't run around, I'm off to work."

His hair was rubbed, Xu Luowen turned his head to look at the back of the person walking away, blushed and thought silently: This person can even touch his head to kill him, it's really amazing, where did he learn these seductive tricks?Is it from a TV show?It can't be done in vain.

Putting the scarf around a little higher, Xu Luowen walked quickly to Bai Chengli's house.

It's really super cold today, maybe it's because he just came back from the south and he's still not used to it.

After entering the door, Bai Chengli glanced at his scarf and asked with a smile, "Did you meet Bai Lang?"

Xu Luowen gave a somewhat embarrassed "hmm", took off his scarf and put it on the back of the sofa, bent over and hugged Baa, who was pulling his trouser leg.

"Let's eat," Bai Chengli said, "It's just warmed up."

"Okay." Xu Luowen picked up a steaming bun with his chopsticks, took a bite, and was suddenly stunned. He felt that this scene was too familiar, as if it had happened before.

After dinner, Xu Luowen had nowhere to go, so he stayed here to watch TV with Bai Chengli.The two sat on a sofa chair each, watching an old period sitcom with great interest.Ah Huang was lying between them, with Liu Er and Ba Baa lying on their stomachs.The room was well heated, and the three little things were a little drowsy.Xu Luowen watched half the episode and started yawning too.He suffered from insomnia last night and woke up early today, really sleepy.When he yawned for the third time, Bai Chengli said, "If you're sleepy, go to Bai Lang's room and sleep for a while, don't hold on."

Of course Xu Luowen was embarrassed to sleep here, so he said, "I'd better go home and sleep."

Bai Chengli said with a smile: "Don't be embarrassed, just treat this place as your own home, go to sleep, don't you want me, a lame old man, to send you in?"

Xu Luowen hurriedly said no, no need, got up and went into Bai Lang's room.

Baa Baa wagged her tail and followed, Xu Luowen bent down and picked it up, and said, "Let's sleep on your wolf father's bed together, shall we?"

Baa baa baa baa baby yelled twice, as if being coquettish, Xu Luowen was so cute by it, smiled and kissed it, put it on the bed, sat on the edge of the bed, took off his coat and shoes, went to bed and lay down, pulled over The quilt was covered, and Baa Baa was pulled into the bed, saying: "Don't make noise, sleep."

Baa-baa did not make a sound, put her little head on the pillow, closed her eyes and fell asleep.

There was the howling wind outside the window, and the sound of the TV and Bai Chengli's laughter outside the door, but Xu Luowen didn't feel noisy at all. He felt extremely quiet and tranquil, without any distracting thoughts in his mind, and fell asleep after a while.

Sleep until you wake up naturally.

Baa baa is gone, it must have gone out to play.

In addition to the sound of the TV outside, there seemed to be voices.

Xu Luowen put on clothes and shoes, refolded the quilt, opened the door and went out, and saw a plainly dressed middle-aged woman sitting on the sofa knitting a scarf, while Bai Chengli was helping her to stretch the wool, the two were talking and laughing happily .

Seeing Xu Luowen, the woman was taken aback, then smiled and said, "Hey, who is this young man? He looks so handsome."

Bai Chengli said: "My son's good friend, Xiao Wen, this is your Aunt Shao."

Aunt Shao, he heard Bai Lang mention it.

Xu Luowen greeted politely: "Hi Auntie, my name is Xu Luowen."

After saying hello, he realized that Bai Chengli just called him "Xiaowen" instead of "Xiaoxu".

From this small change, he felt a touch of irony.

Shao Qimin stared at Xu Luowen twice, and said with a smile: "Old Bai, don't you think Xiaowen looks a bit like you when you were young?"

Bai Chengli also looked at him, and asked, "Is there? Why don't I think so?"

Shao Qimin said: "The eyebrows and eyes look a bit like a gentle scholar."

Bai Chengli smiled, and asked Xu Luowen: "Xiao Wen, there is some change in the drawer under the TV cabinet. You can go to the small supermarket at the entrance of the alley to buy some groceries. Buy anything fresh."

Xu Luowen agreed, without taking any money, put on Bai Lang's scarf and went out.

I don’t know why, but I felt a little joy in my heart. He slid on the snow like he did when he was a child. He took two steps and slipped for a short distance. Walk and slide all the way to the small supermarket.

Picking and buying a few fresh vegetables, I caught a glimpse of ice cream in the freezer, so I took three.

After paying, just walked out of the supermarket, the phone rang suddenly.

I took it out and saw that it was Tan Jiaying calling, I couldn't help but thumped in my heart, I hurriedly answered the call, but unexpectedly heard a series of laughing, thinking that this person might not be able to bear the stimulation and go crazy, just about to comfort him, I heard Tan Jiaying was elated Said: "Ginger will always be old and spicy, your mother will always be your mother, you can't accept it hahaha!"

Xu Luowen: "..."

Before he could speak, it suddenly hung up again.

Xu Luowen was stunned.

What the hell?baffling……

Is it crazy?

Thinking wildly, he returned to Bai Chengli's house. Shao Qimin was not there, but the wool was still on the table.

"Where's Aunt Shao?" Xu Luowen asked casually.

"Go home and cook," Bai Chengli said, "Let's cook too."

Xu Luowen said: "You rest, I will do it."

Bai Chengli was slightly surprised: "You don't look like you can cook."

Xu Luowen smiled and said, "You can't judge people by their appearance, my cooking skills are no worse than Bai Lang's."

Bai Chengli laughed and said, "Then I'll just wait and eat."

Xu Luowen took out the three ice creams and put them in the freezer of the refrigerator, then turned around and went to cook.

Just the two of them, two dishes are too small to cook, and three dishes are more than enough, so each dish should be cooked less, one plate of artificial meat stir-fried cabbage, one plate of dried cauliflower, one plate of shredded pork with celery, before Xu Luowen bought vegetables I checked on the Internet and found that these vegetables are low in sugar and are especially suitable for diabetics.

When the food was served, Bai Chengli tasted it first, and Xu Luowen looked at him expectantly.

Bai Chengli gave him a thumbs up: "It's delicious!"

Xu Luowen laughed and picked up chopsticks to eat together.

Just after taking two bites, I suddenly heard someone shouting outside: "Old Bai! Registered mail!"

Xu Luowen put down his chopsticks and stood up: "I'll get them."

After a while, Xu Luowen came back with a letter.

Bai Chengli stood at the door leaning on crutches, stretched out his hand and said eagerly, "Give it to me quickly."

Xu Luowen remembered what Bai Chengli said to him last night, and probably guessed who sent the letter, so he hurriedly walked two steps, and handed the envelope to Bai Chengli.

Bai Chengli took the letter back to the room and sat down, opened the envelope, took out a piece of letter paper, and unfolded it.

Xu Luowen sat across from him, and when he raised his eyes, he was surprised to see that Bai Chengli's face was already full of tears.

"Uncle Bai..." Xu Luowen called out, but didn't know what to say.

Bai Chengli wiped away his tears, was speechless for a moment, and handed the letter to Xu Luowen.

Xu Luowen took it over, unfolded it, and saw that the letter read:

"I live at the head of the Yangtze River, and you live at the end of the Yangtze River.

Day by day, no one sees the king, and drink the Yangtze River water.

When will this water end? When will this hate be over.

I only wish that the king's heart resembles my heart, and I will never let go of love.

Chengli, I'm leaving.

I will not fail you in the next life. "

In just one letter, I have written all the lingering love in this life.

Xu Luo Wenzhen folded the letter carefully, saw Bai Chengli took out another photo from the envelope, and suddenly shed two lines of dirty tears, but his face was smiling.

Bai Chengli called him: "Xiaowen, come here, come to me."

Xu Luowen walked over and sat on the small bench at his feet.

Bai Chengli showed him the photo in his hand.

It was a yellowed black and white photo.

In the photo are two young men, both in suits and leather shoes, with a gentle and handsome appearance, sitting side by side, with their hands clasped on their knees, smiling shyly at the camera.

With tears in his eyes, Bai Chengli said slowly, "When this photo was taken, I was 20 years old and he was 22 years old. Now I am 63 years old, and more than 40 years have passed, but I feel that those happy days were just yesterday."

Xu Luowen put his hand on his knee, hoping to give him some comfort.

Bai Chengli patted his hand, put the letter paper and photos back into the envelope, and said with a smile: "I'm fine, I'm already old, I've already seen birth, old age, sickness and death. Let's eat, the food should be cold."

Xu Luowen went back and sat down. After a long silence, he said, "Do you want to go and see him? I can go with you."

Bai Chengli shook his head and said, "It's just a cold tombstone, what's so interesting about it. We'll see each other after all when we're underground."

Xu Luowen stopped talking.

After dinner, Bai Chengli said: "I'm tired, go to bed and rest for a while, you don't have to accompany me, go out and play if you feel bored."

Xu Luowen didn't feel bored at all, he liked staying here.

In order not to disturb Bai Chengli's rest, he took the three little guys to the yard to make a snowman by the jujube tree.Baa Baa and Ah Huang circled around the jujube tree, while Liu Er nimbly climbed up the jujube tree and swayed on the branches. But the six ears were too sensitive, and he couldn't hit it at all, so he stopped wasting his efforts in vain and concentrated on building his own snowman.

The courtyard door was suddenly pushed open, and Shao Qimin walked in.

Xu Luowen hurriedly greeted him, Shao Qimin smiled and asked, "Where's Lao Bai?"

Xu Luowen replied: "Sleeping in the house."

Shao Qimin said, "I have to go in and get the wool out."

However, after Shao Qimin went in, she didn't come out.

Xu Luowen heard voices coming from the room, followed by suppressed crying.

Liu Er climbed up and down on the jujube tree, and the falling snow fell on his face, which felt icy cold to the touch.

Xu Luowen put the rolled small snowball on top of the big snowball, and silently wet his eyes for the love of others.