my wolf

The next day, although it was raining heavily, Xu Luowen and Tan Jiaying still set foot on their way home, all the way north.

Those who came singing, also went back singing.

Tan Jiaying found a playlist that was particularly suitable for the occasion, and the two of them sang along one after another.

"What should I do when it's raining? I miss you so much, I dare not call you..."

"It's raining all the time, the atmosphere is not harmonious..."

"A rain will trap me here, your indifferent expression will make me sad..."

Halfway through the drive, the rain stopped, and I was tired from singing. I stopped to drink some water, and leaned on my seat to watch the scenery along the way.

I fell asleep without knowing it, and when I opened my eyes again, it was already dusk. I yawned, stretched my waist and rubbed my eyes, and found that the sky was snowing.

It rained in the first half of the way and snowed in the second half. It seems that today is a day that is not suitable for travel.

"Let me drive it instead," Xu Luowen said, "take a break."

"No need," Tan Jiaying said, "I'll be there in another hour."

Xu Luowen took Baa Baa out of the pet bag, "Son, are you hungry?"

He bleated twice, which seemed to mean that he was not hungry.

The phone rang.

It was Bai Lang calling.

"Hello," Xu Luowen answered, "It's almost there, and it will take about an hour. Well, okay, bye."

Tan Jiaying asked, "Who called?"

Xu Luowen said, "Bai Lang."

While talking, the phone rang again.

Xu Luowen answered: "Hey, no, it's still an hour. I know, no problem, bye."

"Who is it again?" Tan Jiaying asked.

"Li Yan." Xu Luowen replied.

Tan Jiaying suddenly said: "Jealousy has torn me apart and made me angry."

Xu Luowen was puzzled: "Why are you so angry?"

Tan Jiaying said: "Xiao Xiang hasn't called me a single phone call since he left."

Xu Luowen said jokingly: "It's worth your anger, maybe he's busy with work and can't take care of it."

Tan Jiaying became even more angry: "Am I not more important than work?"

Xu Luowen was speechless: "Do you know what your name is?"

Tan Jiaying asked: "What?"

Xu Luowen said: "Forcing."

Tan Jiaying scolded: "Get out!"

Xu Luowen asked, "How about I give Xiao Xiang a call?"

"No need," Tan Jiaying said with a smile, "I'll wash it up at home and wait for him on the bed to surprise him."

Xu Luowen shook his head with a smile: "I sympathize with Xiao for 30 seconds, I have to wait on you after working so hard all day and come home from work."

Tan Jiaying said: "I don't need him to wait on me, I can sit on it and move by myself."

Xu Luowen covered his bleating ears: "Don't teach my son bad!"

Tan Jiaying sneered: "Teach me bad ass, it still can't understand human language."

Xu Luowen didn't know if Baa Baa could understand human speech, so he had to ask Bai Lang later.

When it was dark, the car finally drove into City C.

Because of the snow, there was a severe traffic jam in the city, and it took more than an hour to drive to the gate of Xu Luowen's residential area.

Before the car stopped, Tan Jiaying said, "Look, is that Bai Lang standing at the door?"

Xu Luowen looked over, and sure enough, he saw Bai Lang standing in the heavy snow with a black umbrella.

I felt my heart suddenly warm, my throat seemed to be choked by something, and I couldn't speak.

The car stopped next to Bai Lang, Tan Jiaying lowered the car window, and asked in a very rude manner: "Hi, handsome guy, are you waiting for someone?"

Bai Lang bent down, looked past Tan Jiaying and saw Xu Luowen next to him, and then nodded with a slight smile: "Well, wait for someone."

Xu Luowen unbuckled his seat belt, turned his head and said to Tan Jiaying, "Don't get out of the car, the snow is so heavy, drive slowly when you get back."

Tan Jiaying laughed and teased him: "A guy who values ​​sex and despises friends."

Pushing the door and getting off the car, Bai Lang was already waiting beside him with an umbrella. He glanced at each other, then hurriedly moved his eyes away, as if his heart would jump out of his chest just by looking at him one more time.

First let Ah Huang out of the back seat, then went to the trunk to take out the suitcase, then walked around to the front and said "Be careful on the road" with Tan Jiaying, watched the car drive away, and then walked into the community together.

Bai Lang held the umbrella in one hand and the suitcase in the other.

Xu Luowen held Baa Baa in one hand, and Ah Huang in the other.

"Have you been waiting for a long time?" Xu Luowen asked.

"I've been waiting since I called you." Bai Lang said.

So, he stood and waited in the ice and snow for over an hour.

His throat choked again, and Xu Luowen didn't say until he got into the elevator, "Is your father okay?"

"It's all right." Bai Lang leaned the umbrella on the elevator, reached out to hold Xu Luowen's hand leading the dog, "I'll warm your hand."

His palm was hot, wrapping Xu Luowen's hand completely, and the warmth snaked up along the skin of his hand, all the way to his chest, a little itchy.

Looking down and seeing the plastic bag in his other hand, Xu Luowen asked, "What's in it?"

Bai Lang said: "I went to the supermarket to buy vegetables when I got off work, and I plan to show you a taste." He showed a little smug smile: "I learned from my father, and he even praised me for being smart, saying that I can learn everything quickly. , and learn well."

Xu Luowen deliberately choked on him: "Your father is encouraging you, you can't take it seriously."

Bai Lang smiled and said, "Whether it's true or not, you'll know when you taste it."

After getting out of the elevator, I found the key to open the door, and returned to the home where I had been away for half a month.

Because the heating was not turned on, the house was as cold as an icehouse.

Xu Luowen ran to turn on the heating valve, found another down jacket and put it on, stuffed it into the down jacket and hugged it, showing his head.

Bai Lang has already carried his things into the kitchen, washing vegetables and chopping meat, busy with work.

Xu Luowen was boiling water beside him, and his eyes drifted to Bai Lang from time to time.

The water is boiled, make a bottle of milk, taste it, if it is not hot, put the nipple into the mouth.The little guy must be hungry, and he is sucking very hard.By the way, there is Ah Huang.He walked out of the kitchen quickly, filled Ah Huang's food bowl with dog food, and ran over without calling that guy.He turned back to the kitchen and asked, "Do you need my help?"

Bai Lang was encountering a problem, so he hurriedly said: "Help me turn on this gas stove, it's different from my home, I don't know how to use it."

Xu Luowen walked over and asked him to hold the bleating bottle, stretched out his hand and twisted the switch twice, it didn't work, leaned over and looked at the gas meter, as expected, it was out of gas.

"It seems that I won't be able to taste your craftsmanship today," Xu Luowen said, "let's order takeaway."

"Go to my house," Bai Lang said, "it's not far anyway, it's only 10 minutes away."

"I still don't want it," Xu Luowen said, "for disturbing your father's rest."

"What time is it? He watches TV shows every night until ten o'clock." Bai Lang said with a smile, "And my house is much warmer than here, let's go."

Xu Luowen could only nod his head.

Bai Lang packed and brought the cut vegetables and meat, Xu Luowen hugged and bleated, originally wanted to keep Ah Huang at home, but he followed too closely, thinking that he hadn't seen his ally Liu Er for a long time, He simply took Ah Huang with him.

It was still snowing heavily.

Bai Lang hung the plastic bag of vegetables and Ah Huang's dog leash on the handle of the umbrella, just to free up one hand to hold Xu Luowen's.

Xu Luowen didn't let him pull him.

There were pedestrians on the road, and it was strange for two big men to walk hand in hand.

Bai Lang didn't hold back anymore.

His father said that the most important thing for people to get along with each other is to respect each other and not to impose their will on others.

Xu Luowen remembered the previous question, so he asked Bai Lang: "Baabaa, can you understand human speech now?"

Bai Lang said, "I don't know, I'm also a first-time father, so I don't understand many things."

Xu Luowen was slightly embarrassed, thinking he should ask Li Tan.

When he thought of Li Tan, he thought of Li Yan, and when he thought of Li Yan saying that he had superpowers before, he couldn't help laughing, and asked Bai Lang: "Apart from being able to transform, heal itself, and make men pregnant, what else do werewolves have?" Other supernatural powers? Like mind reading, foreseeing the future, etc.?"

"No," Bai Lang looked at him sideways, "Why do you ask?"

"It's nothing, just ask casually." I knew it was impossible, and Li Yan was really teasing him.After thinking about it, he asked again: "Since you don't have supernatural powers, how did you find the unfinished building that day?"

"Rely on smell," Bai Lang said, "Werewolves have a keen sense of smell, and I'm in estrus, so I'm very sensitive to your smell, so I followed your smell to find you."

Hearing him talk about the estrus period, Xu Luowen felt a little uncomfortable, so he changed the subject: "Why did you go to N City with Pei Shuyan?"

Bai Lang said: "I was with my dad in the hospital at the time, and I happened to bump into him and heard him say that there was an earthquake in N City, so I went with him."

He actually left his sick father and ran to N City to rescue him.

Xu Luowen was speechless for a while, then asked, "Who will take care of your father when you leave?"

Bai Lang said: "An aunt named Shao is a good friend of my father."

Xu Luowen said: "Aunt Shao helped you, you should thank her well."

Bai Lang nodded: "Yes, I see."

While speaking, he walked to the door of the house.

Open the door and go in, warm yellow light shines through a small window, and sprinkles on the snow in the courtyard, the snow has accumulated a thick layer, there is no footprint on it, it is smooth and clean.

"Dad," Bai Lang raised his voice, "I'm back."

There was a response from the room, and then Liu Er ran out, yelling "嗤嗤" to meet him, Ah Huang also yelled "Wow" to meet him, Liu Er jumped up on A Huang's back, raised a paw and grabbed Xu Luowen His sleeves twitched.Xu Luowen patted its head, it seemed to be encouraged, it stood on Ah Huang's back and tried to jump on his shoulder, but Bai Lang stopped him with a look, so he sat down obediently, and played with Ah Huang's pointed ears.Seeing that Liu Er and A Huang were having fun, Xu Luowen hurried to the ground. Xu Luowen quickly walked two steps into the room, bent down to put it down, and greeted Bai Chengli with a smile: "Hello, Uncle Bai."

Bai Chengli was sitting on the sofa watching TV, when he heard a dog barking outside, he already guessed who his son brought back, and when he saw Xu Luowen's face, it was as expected.He stood up, and the wrinkles on his face piled up when he smiled, looking very kind and amiable: "Hello, hello, sit down."

Bai Lang said to Xu Luowen, "Sit and watch TV with my dad while I cook."

Bai Chengli asked strangely: "I haven't eaten already, why are you still cooking?"

Bai Lang said, "Luo Wen just came back from out of town and hasn't had dinner yet."

Bai Chengli glanced at Xu Luowen, then at Bai Lang, and said with a smile: "Then you do a little more, let me have a bite too, I'm hungry again now."

Bai Lang replied "OK" and went out with the dishes.

The cooking place is still under the eaves, but Bai Lang has built a shed with asbestos tiles and plastic sheets to keep out the wind and rain.

Xu Luowen came out and asked, "Do you really need my help?"

Bai Lang said: "No, go indoors and stay warm."

Xu Luowen had no choice but to go back to the room and sit down on the sofa chair next to Bai Chengli.

After a while, there was the sound of sizzling cooking outside, and the aroma quickly floated into the room, making the hungry stomach growl.

Xu Luowen was afraid that Bai Chengli would hear it, so when he looked up, he saw that Bai Chengli was not watching TV, but was staring at him with strange eyes.Xu Luowen hurriedly searched his stomach to find something to say: "I heard from Bai Lang that you were sick a few days ago, are you much better now?"

Bai Chengli nodded: "It's all old problems, it's okay."

Xu Luowen said: "It's easy to get sick in winter, so you should pay more attention to it."

Bai Chengli smiled: "Someone is in charge, so I don't care if I don't want to."

Xu Luowen had no experience in getting along with elders, so after being polite, he couldn't think of anything else to say, so he sat awkwardly and turned to watch TV.

The three little guys had a lot of fun, yelling and screaming, so noisy that they couldn't hear what the people on the TV said, so they could only watch the subtitles.

Xu Luowen could feel that Bai Chengli's gaze was still on him, and he became more and more uncomfortable. He was about to use watching Bai Lang cooking as an excuse to get up and go out, when Bai Chengli lowered his voice and said, "Xiao Xu, the one Bai Lang said he likes but doesn't like." The one who likes him is you, right?"

Xu Luowen was startled, and looked at Bai Chengli in surprise, seeing that the other party was still smiling, he couldn't help being stunned, tongue-tied and speechless.

Bai Chengli smiled and said: "A person's mouth can lie, and his heart can lie, but his eyes can't lie. When you like someone, your eyes will betray you. My son is a very simple person. I won't hide what's on my mind, once he looks at you, I know he likes you."

Xu Luowen was overwhelmed by his calm attitude. Ordinary parents would be mad if they knew their son liked men, just like Tan Jiaying's mother.

Bai Chengli changed the subject: "And you also like Bai Lang a little bit, right?"

Xu Luowen shook his head and nodded, and froze there stupidly.

Bai Chengli said with a smile: "You don't have to be afraid, I'm not that kind of feudal and conservative person. I'm not afraid of making fun of you if I say it. When I was young, I also had a relationship with a man."

Xu Luowen's eyes widened in shock.

Recalling the past, Bai Chengli sighed, but still had a smile on his face: "In my life, I have only had that one love affair. Although it ended in a mess, it exhausted all the emotions in this life, and then I painted it as a prison. I’ve been so worried all my life.”

Homosexuals are still not accepted by the public until now, let alone when Bai Chengli was young, a tragic end was almost doomed, and if Bai Chengli could miss his whole life, then his lover might...

Seeming to see through Xu Luowen's thoughts, Bai Chengli said: "He didn't die, but got married and gave birth to a daughter. The husband and wife lived in harmony and lived happily. He is a very responsible and responsible person, even if he doesn't love His wife, but since he married her, he will treat her wholeheartedly."

Xu Luowen didn't expect it to be like this, he was silent for a moment, and asked, "Don't you blame him?"

"I complained, but after I died once, I was relieved." Bai Chengli said with a smile, "Even if his people are not with me, his heart is still there, and our feelings are still there. To use the fashionable words of your young people, He and I are in a long-distance relationship, we are in two places, but our hearts are in one place."

Xu Luowen couldn't help being curious, and asked, "Have you seen him since we separated?"

Bai Chengli shook his head: "I haven't seen him again. There's no need to see you again. But he writes me a letter every year, and the letter is just one sentence, four words, 'Well, don't read.'" He paused, and suddenly Sighing, "This year is about to pass, I haven't received his letter yet, I think he may have already taken a step ahead."

Xu Luowen had mixed feelings in his heart and remained silent.

Bai Chengli patted him on the shoulder and said with a smile: "Xiao Xu, I have to say something nice for my son. Whether it is external appearance or internal character, my son is the best. If you are interested in him, you can Don't stretch him, to satisfy him, if you don't mean anything to him, just speak clearly and cut off his thoughts, okay?"

Xu Luowen nodded: "Okay."

Bai Chengli smiled: "Don't tell Bai Lang what I told you, treat it as our father's secret."

As soon as the words were finished, Bai Lang came in with two dishes, put them on the table, raised his head and asked, "What can't you tell me?"

Bai Chengli said: "Since I can't tell you, don't ask."

Bai Lang didn't say much, turned around and went out two more times, brought in two dishes, a pot of soup and a few steamed buns, then sat next to Xu Luowen, and said expectantly, "Taste how it tastes."

Xu Luowen picked up chopsticks and picked up two vinegared potato shreds, put them into his mouth, chewed them, and praised with a smile: "It's delicious."

Bai Lang gave him a piece of black bean pork ribs: "Try this, I think this is the best."

Xu Luowen took a bite, still smiling and praised: "It's very delicious."

It's really delicious, so delicious that it makes people want to cry.

Bai Lang kept picking up food for him, and after a while, seeing Bai Chengli not moving his chopsticks, he said, "Dad, you can eat too."

Bai Chengli shook his head with a smile and said, "You are such a fool."

Bai Lang didn't know the difference, so he called Ah Huang over with his fingers Gogou and rewarded him with a rib.

After eating enough, he chatted with Bai Chengli for a while, Xu Luowen got up to leave, Bai Lang wanted to see him off, but it was useless for him to refuse, so he could only let it go.

As soon as he walked to the gate, the phone rang suddenly.

I took it out and saw that it was Tan Jiaying calling, I couldn't help but wonder, Tan Jiaying should be lingering with Xiao Xiang right now, how can I have the time to call him?

Swipe to answer, just put the phone to your ear, when a strange male voice came from over there, and said anxiously: "Are you a friend of the owner of this phone?"

Xu Luowen suddenly felt strange: "I am, who are you?"

Then I heard over there say: "Your friend was in a car accident! Come here quickly!"