my wolf

Drive all the way at a fast speed to the downstairs of Tan Jiaying's house.

When he rang the doorbell, Xu Luowen's hands were still trembling uncontrollably.

It was Xiao Xiang who opened the door, holding Baa in his arms.

Xu Luowen reached out to take Baa Baa over, lowered his head and rubbed its little furry head, and gradually calmed down.

"Who is it?" Tan Jiaying raised her voice and asked inside.

"Luo Wen." Xiao wanted to answer.

"Damn it!" Tan Jiaying ran out, "Why did you come here? Didn't I tell you to put Jiang Yuhe to sleep?"

Xu Luowen didn't answer, but just said: "Jiaying, can I sleep at your place tonight?"

Tan Jiaying saw that his expression was wrong, and asked worriedly, "What happened?"

Xu Luowen shook his head and remained silent.

Tan Jiaying hurriedly dragged him in, handed the baa to Xiao Xiang, and asked Xu Luowen, "Do you want me to sleep with you?"

Xu Luowen nodded.

Tan Jiaying slept with Xu Luowen in the guest room.

Xu Luowen took a shower and was wearing Tan Jiaying's T-shirt as pajamas.

"Tell me," Tan Jiaying said, "what's going on?"

Xu Luowen then told what happened just now.

After Tan Jiaying heard it, she was furious: "Fuck, this is too fucking arrogant, isn't it? Let Xiao Run lead a group of men to kill him tomorrow, I don't believe he is really invulnerable!"

Xu Luowen said: "I forgot to tell you, he is now working as an auxiliary policeman under Xiao Run."

"Damn it!" Tan Jiaying was stunned, "Really?"

"Really," Xu Luowen said, "it was said that he subdued a gunman, so Xiao Run recruited him to be an auxiliary police officer."

"I heard about this from Xiao Run. He said that when he chased a drug dealer to a nightclub, the drug dealer was cornered, so he took out a gun and shot at random, killing several people. Even the police dared not He acted rashly, a hunk came out of nowhere, and knocked down the gangster with his bare hands." Tan Jiaying still found it unbelievable, "So that hunk is Bai Lang? Isn't this a coincidence?"

Xu Luowen sighed: "Who said it wasn't? I was very surprised when I first heard about it."

Tan Jiaying said: "Break into private houses and threaten other people's personal safety. He is breaking the law by enforcing the law. The crime is aggravated. I will call Xiao Run now and ask Xiao Run to punish him severely."

Xu Luowen quickly stopped him: "He doesn't understand anything, it's not easy to have a serious job, so don't tell Xiao Run."

Tan Jiaying hated iron but steel: "He has bullied you, and you still think about him, why are you such a holy father?"

Xu Luowen said: "I don't want to harm him, I just want to get rid of him."

Tan Jiaying sighed: "The soft one is afraid of the hard ones, the hard ones are afraid of the violent ones, and the violent ones are afraid of death. This wolf is both hard and violent and desperate. It is as difficult as going to heaven for you to get rid of him, unless he voluntarily gives up on you. .”

Xu Luowen said, "How can I make him give up?"

"You ask me?" Tan Jiaying shrugged, "I don't know where to go."

Xu Luowen was silent for a while, then suddenly said: "The big deal is that I won't find a man, and I'll be a masturbator all my life, what's the big deal. I've thought about what I want for my birthday present this year, a massage vibrator, a dildo, a masturbation cup and so on. "

Tan Jiaying laughed: "Don't be so quick to give up on yourself. In this way, if you look for it secretly, it's like having an affair. Don't let Bai Lang find out."

"What a bad idea you came up with." Xu Luowen looked disgusted.

Tan Jiaying was silent for a moment, and said, "I have another idea, so don't be angry if I tell you."

Xu Luowen said, "Say it."

"Let's think about it from another angle. Since you can't get rid of Bai Lang, why don't you try to accept him? Just use him as a human-shaped massage stick to satisfy your physical needs.

And I can see that Bai Lang really loves you desperately.In order to find you, he ran thousands of miles from City K to City C. In order to save you, he even gave you all his own blood regardless of his own life.

Although he is a beast, his love is purer and more passionate than that of a man.Although the way he loves you is too overbearing and domineering, once you accept this way, you will find that being loved by someone like this is actually a very happy thing.

I know why you resist Bai Lang, because he forced you.But at that time he was just a beast with no humanity, he didn't understand anything, he just followed the instinct of the beast, which was the normal way for him.

It may be that my three views are not correct. I think that men and women are different from men and women. I don’t need to care too much about chastity. If a man wants to rape me, as long as he doesn’t do anything that hurts my life, I may treat it as a date. The past is the past.

I said this not to defend Bai Lang, he was indeed wrong, but it was not unforgivable.And apart from this mistake, Bai Lang is really a very nice man.

First of all, good looking.Our Xiao Xiang has always been the most handsome man in the world in my eyes, but I also have to admit that Bai Lang is a little bit more handsome than our Xiao Xiang.

Second, he loves you, loves you with all his heart.I also love Xiao Xiang, but if you want me to die for Xiao Xiang, I don't have the confidence to do it, Bai Lang did it.

Again, he is the father of Baa, he can give you and Baa a complete home.Haven't you always wanted a home?He can give it to you.

Finally, Luo Wen, ask yourself, do you really not like Bai Lang at all?Even just a little bit? "

Tan Jiaying finished the long speech in one breath, and felt that what he said was quite good, analyzed in detail, and was well-founded, so he silently gave himself a thumbs up.

"Why do you have two sides to the wall?" Xu Luowen said, "Just now I wished I could kill him, but now I'm helping him with good things. Are you smart?"

"Mr. Xu Luowen, please answer my question directly," Tan Jiaying said, "Do you like Bai Lang a little bit?"

Xu Luowen lowered his eyes, remained silent for a moment, and said, "As you said, back then he was just a wolf with no humanity, and everything he did was driven by animal nature. I thought so before, so I don't hate him. And his life experience is pitiful, I even sympathized with him. But I don't like him, because I fear him, how could I like a person who makes me fear?"

Tan Jiaying said: "Then why don't you try to overcome your fear of him? Apart from forcing you, he has never done anything to hurt you, has he? And he has been protecting you in his own way. "

Xu Luowen shook his head: "I don't know. Whenever I see him, I feel fear instinctively. When it's serious, I even tremble."

Tam Kar Ying said, "Because he is a werewolf?"

Xu Luowen thought for a while, then said: "Maybe it's because from the very beginning, we are not two equal people, he is a beast, I am a human, he is strong, I am weak, he is a big tree, I am a mayfly, and he is S. , but I don’t want to be M.”

Tan Jiaying sighed: "Perhaps we can only leave it to time, and let time solve everything."

Xu Luowen was silent for a moment, then said softly, "Maybe."

Tan Jiaying patted his head: "Go to sleep, it's getting late."

Xu Luowen said "um", "Good night."

·

The next day, after breakfast at Tan Jiaying's house, Xu Luowen went home with a bleat.

Ah Huang didn't see him all night, and he was very affectionate. Xu Luowen thought it was hungry, and hurried to get dog food, but found that Ah Huang's food bowl was full.I saw the paper bag containing the money on the coffee table again.

Xu Luowen was stunned for a while, and suddenly he didn't want to stay at home anymore.

He changed his clothes, put Baa Baa in a pet bag and carried it on his chest, put Ah Huang on a leash, and planned to take them for a walk in the park.

The community is not far from the park, about 15 minutes walk.

On the way, the phone rang.It was Jiang Yuhe calling.

Xu Luowen hesitated for a moment, then answered, "Hello, Editor-in-Chief Jiang."

"'Editor Jiang'?" The other side smiled, "If I remember correctly, we have already kissed, isn't it too official for you to call me that?"

off... what does it mean?

Xu Luowen smiled awkwardly: "Then what should I call you?"

Jiang Yuhe said, "I'm two years older than you, so you can call me 'Brother Yu', right?"

Xu Luowen obediently called "Brother Yu".

Jiang Yuhe smiled: "Yesterday...are you okay?"

Xu Luowen said, "It's okay."

Jiang Yuhe asked straight to the point: "Is that man your ex-boyfriend?"

"No..." Xu Luowen didn't want to lie, and of course he couldn't tell the truth, so he had to be vague, "The matter between me and him is quite complicated, and I can't explain it clearly."

"Let's talk about me and you." Jiang Yuhe said, "I don't like to beat around the bush. Luo Wen, I like you very much and want to establish a long-term and stable partnership with you. To put it bluntly, I want to be your man Would you like to give me this chance, friend?"

Standing in the warm winter sun, Xu Luowen thought a lot.

He remembered Bai Lang saying fiercely: "To protect his spouse, wolves will kill other competitors. I will too."

He remembered that Baa Baa would turn into a human in a year, if he and Jiang Yuhe were together, how would he explain to him that his puppy turned into a little baby overnight?

It's better not to drag innocent people into this muddy water, Xu Luowen thought, he won't die if he doesn't fall in love or have sex, just like what he said to Tan Jiaying, just be a quiet masturbation sir.

Xu Luowen sighed silently, and said, "Brother Yu, I'm sorry."

Jiang Yuhe was silent for a moment, smiled over there, and said: "There is nothing to be sorry for. Falling in love is a two-way choice. The happiness of two people can be met but not sought."

Xu Luowen didn't know what to say, he felt that he was quite cheap, he was the one who made Tan Jiaying a bridge, and now he was the one who turned away such a high-quality man, there was something wrong with him.But he was also helpless.

Jiang Yuhe said again: "Although the relationship can't be settled, the book will still be published. You may need to come to the publishing house in two days, hold a small meeting, and finalize some things. When do you think you will be free?"

Xu Luowen said: "I don't have a job recently, I can do it anytime."

"Okay," Jiang Yuhe said, "then you wait for my call."

After hanging up the phone, Xu Luowen heaved a sigh of relief, raised Baa Baa and kissed him, and said, "Son, from now on, Dad will depend on you for life, and Ah Huang, we can be considered a family of three, it's good."

When we arrived at the park, it was quite lively. Most of them were elderly grandpas and aunts, dancing square dances, singing operas, playing chess, walking birds and dogs. In short, everyone had their own fun.

Xu Luowen is quite eye-catching as a young man walking in there, let alone he is tall and handsome, just his two "dogs", one big and one small, are enough to attract attention, the big one is stupid and cute, the small one is exquisite , but just as flattering.

An old man who was also walking his dog smiled and said to Xu Luowen, "Young man, is the Samoyed you are holding in your arms? He looks really smart."

Xu Luowen smiled and said, "Your dog looks quite imposing."

He didn't know much about dogs. The uncle's dog looked like a Tibetan mastiff, but it was still small, about the size of Ah Huang.

The black dog suspected to be a Tibetan mastiff was not very friendly, and kept barking at Ah Huang.

Ah Huang looked stupid and cute, but he was not cowardly at all, "Wow, woof, woof" and "swearing" at the dog.

The uncle saw that the two dogs were about to bite, and he didn't care about chatting with Xu Luowen. He pulled the dog and was about to leave, but the dog was not big but strong, and when he pulled hard, the dog chain was taken off the uncle. Pulling it away in his hand, he turned his head and rushed towards Ah Huang, opening his mouth to bite.

Xu Luowen was startled, afraid that Ah Huang would be hurt, but the dog was really fierce, and he didn't dare to go forward, he was hesitating, when he suddenly saw a little monkey rushing over, screaming "Aww", and jumped onto the back of the black dog , opened his mouth and bit the dog's ear.