my wolf

"That was the first time I knew what fear is." Bai Lang said in a low voice, "Thinking back on that day, I still feel shuddering."

Xu Luowen was a little surprised, Bai Lang could even use idioms like "shudder", he learned it really fast.

After a moment of silence, he asked, "Why did you become unconscious on the mountain? Don't you have a strong self-healing ability?"

Bai Lang said: "Because you lost too much blood, I fed you my blood, which caused me to lose too much blood, which exceeded the limit of my body's tolerance, so I couldn't heal myself."

It turns out that the key to self-healing is blood, Xu Luowen thought, since he also has the ability to heal himself, does it mean that his blood has also become wolf blood and is no longer human blood?

Suddenly it occurred to him that Xiao Xiang's younger brother, Xiao Run, was working in the Municipal Bureau, and he was the captain of the criminal police team. The Captain Xiao that Bai Lang was talking about, could it be Xiao Run?

"What's the name of Captain Xiao you mentioned just now?" Xu Luowen asked.

"Xiao Run." Bai Lang replied, "He taught me to drive."

Damn, it's really Xiao Run.

Xu Luowen once read a "six-dimensional space" theory in a book, saying that there are no more than six people between a person and any stranger, that is to say, you can know the world through six people at most. any stranger.

The encounter between people is really weird.

Having finished speaking, we have arrived at the place.

The sun is setting on the western mountains, and the clouds are thousands of miles away. Everything is covered with a layer of blood, and there is a bit of treachery in the magnificence.

Xu Luowen got out of the car with his arms in his arms, opened the back door and let Ah Huang down.

After leaving for half a day, he came back again.

After entering the door, put down the bleating, and went to the kitchen to boil water to make milk powder.

Looking at the refrigerator, there are two bundles of dried noodles and half a dozen eggs in it, which should be enough for two meals.

Prepare the milk powder and return to the living room.

Baa Baa was dozing off on Bai Lang's lap, and he reached out to Xu Luowen: "Let me feed you."

Xu Luowen put the baby bottle in his hand, sat across from him, with a worried expression on his face: "How are you going to spend tonight?"

Bai Lang stuffed the pacifier into Baa-baa's mouth and said, "I'll take Baa-baa to the mountains, so you can sleep peacefully."

"No," Xu Luowen said, "I have to watch from the sidelines and learn how to deal with it. After all...after all, I will face the same situation every month from now on. I can't always rely on you."

Bai Lang looked up at him: "If I lose control and go crazy and force you to mate with me, don't blame me."

Xu Luo's heart trembled when he heard this, and he was really frightened by him.

Bai Lang curled his lips into a smile: "I'm just kidding. I'm no longer the wolf who didn't understand anything. I'm a human now. I know that you need to ask for the consent of the other person to mate. Otherwise, it's called rape." He paused, then smiled, "I'm sorry, I raped you before and imprisoned you." He just apologized, but he didn't try to ask for forgiveness, because he would spend his whole life making up, repaying, and coming take care of.

I'm sorry I raped you.

This sentence sounded a little funny, because no one would speak like that.

Xu Luowen had mixed feelings in his heart for a moment, and he didn't want to face Bai Lang, so he turned and went into the kitchen.Boil noodles in clear water, beat two eggs, add oil, salt, sauce and vinegar, and add a spoonful of Laoganma, which is quite appetizing.He filled a big bowl with a small bowl, gave the big one to Bai Lang, and kept the small one for himself.

After eating the noodles silently, it was already dark, and a full moon hung in the sky.

Baa-baa was already restless, howling and howling.

"It's time," Bai Lang said, "I'm going to take Baa Baa to the mountain."

"Stay here," Xu Luowen said, "I want to help."

Bai Lang looked at him: "Aren't you afraid?"

Xu Luowen shook his head.

Bai Lang was silent for a moment, then said: "Okay, you lock me and Baa Baa in the room, no matter what noise you hear, don't open the door."

Xu Luowen nodded.

There were three rooms in the villa, Xu Luowen and Tan Jiaying lived in one each, and the other room was empty with some sundries.Bai Lang went in with his arms in his arms, and said, "Maybe it will make you sleepless, find something to plug your ears."

Xu Luowen reached out to pat Baa-baa's head, couldn't bear to look any further, closed the door and locked it, and hurried back to the bedroom.Sitting on the bed in a daze for a while, he heard a howl of a wolf coming through the two doors, which shocked him all over.He could hear the struggle and pain in that howl.

One, one, another.

Xu Luowen's heart trembled when he heard it.

He took out the earphones and plugged them into the phone, played the music, turned it up to the loudest, put on the earphones, and then lay down on the bed with the quilt covering his head.

The deafening music drowns out all sounds.

After a long time, Xu Luowen took off his earphones, lifted the quilt and sat up.

There was silence outside.

Walking out of the bedroom, he went outside the room where Bai Lang was locked up, and put his ear to the door to listen, but he couldn't hear anything.

Xu Luowen knocked on the door: "Bai Lang?"

There was no answer, neither wolf howling nor human voice.

Not right.

Hastily took out the key to open the door, and was shocked by the scene inside.

The huge floor-to-ceiling windows were completely shattered, and the glass was shattered all over the floor. The night wind lifted the curtains and rattled.

But Bai Lang and Baa Baa are nowhere to be found.

Xu Luowen stepped on the broken glass and walked to the window, stood facing the wind, staring into the distance.

The bright moon is in the sky, and the clear light shines everywhere.Cangshan stands tall and shadowy.

Suddenly, there was a distant howl of a wolf.

He seemed to see a giant snow-white wolf standing proudly on the top of the mountain, howling at the moon.

Although he was full of worries, he believed that Bai Lang would take good care of Baa Baa.

Xu Luowen returned to the bedroom, took off his coat and went to bed, tossing and turning until early morning before gradually falling asleep.

·

Xu Luowen was startled awake by the nightmare, and opened his eyes suddenly, only to see Bai Lang's face.He was lying on his side facing Xu Luowen, with his eyes closed, his face was covered with a gleam of morning light.Baa-baa nestled in his arms, a small ball, and fell asleep quietly, unharmed.

Xu Luowen lay motionless, and it was the first time that he looked at Bai Lang's face so closely and carefully.Thick eyebrows, long eyelashes, straight nose, thin lips, jaw, neck, collarbone, chest... Xu Luowen suddenly realized that Bai Lang was naked!

The heartbeat suddenly became out of rhythm.

The body that has not experienced love affairs for nearly a year can't stand the slightest temptation, and the organs between the legs have a tendency to look up.

Xu Luowen turned over and got out of bed, walked into the bathroom with bare feet, locked the door, and stood in front of the sink to adjust his breathing.Looking at his slightly flushed face in the mirror because of lust, his heart was filled with self-loathing.How could he be so cheap that he had lust and longing for the person who raped him.A word popped into my head: Stockholm Syndrome.No, no, impossible.He hates Bai Lang, he doesn't like him at all.It's just lust. He hasn't had sex for a long time, and he was temporarily carried away by sexual desire. It must be like this.

After washing his face with cold water, he opened the door and went out, only to be startled by the person standing at the door.

"You, what are you doing?" Xu Luowen looked nervous.

"I'm leaving." Bai Lang was naked, leaning against the door frame and yawning, "I have to go to work at nine o'clock."

When the word "go to work" came out of Bai Lang's mouth, it was indescribably inconsistent.

"I'll go with you." Xu Luowen paused, "Well... can you put on your clothes first?"

"The clothes are torn." Bai Lang said.

Xu Luowen had no choice but to find his own clothes for Bai Lang to wear.

Bai Lang was taller and stronger than him, so his clothes naturally didn't fit Bai Lang's body well, but something was better than nothing.

After packing up and going out, Xu Luowen said, "Let me drive."

Bai Lang nodded, went to the co-driver with his baa-baa in his arms, and Ah Huang sat in the back as usual.

It's just 07:30, one and a half hours to the city is enough, provided there is no traffic jam.

"Last night... are you okay?" Xu Luowen asked.

After waiting for a while without getting an answer, he turned his head and saw that Bai Lang had fallen asleep leaning on the seat, baa-baa lying in his arms and eyes closed.

Xu Luowen's heart was touched, he looked back at the road ahead, and couldn't help but slow down the speed of the car.

It was [-]:[-] when the car stopped at the gate of the Municipal Bureau.

Bai Lang is still sleeping.

Xu Luowen patted him on the shoulder: "It's here."

Bai Lang opened his eyes, looked out the window, and then at Xu Luowen: "Let's have dinner together tonight, shall we?"

Xu Luowen said lightly, "I have an appointment."

Bai Lang was silent for two seconds, and said "Oh", but he couldn't detect any emotion, put his sleeping bleat on Xu Luowen's lap, opened the door, got out of the car and left.

Xu Luowen didn't stop for a moment, and drove away.

·

When I got home, I filled Ah Huang with dog food, fed Baa Baa and milk, and finished with two slices of bread, closed the bedroom curtains, and hugged Baa Baa to bed.

He was obviously sleepy, but he couldn't fall asleep.

After overturning for a long time, he picked up his mobile phone and called Tan Jiaying.

When the phone was connected, Xu Luowen said weakly, "Jiaying, I need a man."

Tan Jiaying laughed loudly: "What's the matter with you?"

Xu Luowen said: "Hungry and thirsty, especially hungry and thirsty."

Tan Jiaying laughed even louder: "I understand. What's the matter, buddy find one for you?"

Xu Luowen said, "You can have this."

Tan Jiaying said: "If you want me to tell you, don't look for it. Isn't there a ready-made one around you? And I like you with all my heart."

"No." Of course Xu Luowen knew who he was talking about, "I regard Li Yan as a good buddy, and sleeping with him is the same as sleeping with you, no different from incest."

Tan Jiaying disliked: "Damn, what a stupid metaphor you are talking about. Don't say it, it's a coincidence. I just met a friend who is single and handsome. He is definitely your favorite. I will set up a game tonight and ask him out. You see, if you see the right eye, you can take it directly, how about it?"

Xu Luowen said, "You post a photo first, and I'll take a look."

Tan Jiaying sent it over quickly, and Xu Luowen clicked on it, and it was indeed very handsome.He suddenly felt a little unconfident about himself, and asked Tan Jiaying, "Do you think I'm fat now?"

"Not fat," Tan Jiaying said, "Besides, with your face, even if you are fat like a pig, you will turn all living beings upside down."

"Fuck you." Xu Luowen laughed twice, "All right, then tonight."

"Okay, wait for my call." After finishing speaking, Tan Jiaying didn't hang up, and remained silent for a few seconds before saying, "Luo Wen, Pei Shuyan...has a boyfriend."

Xu Luowen was stunned.

Pei Shuyan has a boyfriend—Xu Luowen chewed this sentence twice silently, but his heart was as calm as ever, and he knew that Pei Shuyan was completely over with him.

Xu Luowen asked, "Have you seen it?"

"Xiao wants to see it," Tan Jiaying said, "I've only seen the photos."

"Are you as handsome as me?" Xu Luowen asked with a smile.

"That must not be true," Tan Jiaying said, "I am the only person in this world who is more handsome than you."

Xu Luowen laughed and scolded him for being shameless, chatted a little more and hung up the phone.

·

After sleeping until noon, Xu Luowen sat in front of the computer after feeding the wolf and the dog, and making some food for himself.

In the past few months of raising a baby, his photo essay collection has been completed, with [-] photos and [-] essays, all carefully crafted by him.

After opening the document and checking it roughly, Xu Luowen picked up his mobile phone and called the editor-in-chief of the publishing house he had worked with before, but was told that the other party had already resigned and sought another job, but he also knew the successor editor-in-chief, so he sent the name and number to Xu Luowen asked him to contact him.

Jiang Yuhe.

Very elegant name.

Xu Luowen called, and after connecting, he first reported his family name, and then expressed his intention.

The other party listened and asked him to send the work first, and give him a reply within a week.

After sending the email, Xu Luowen had nothing to do.

I suddenly remembered that I only cleaned half of the cleaning yesterday, so I continued to clean.

While cleaning the living room, I suddenly saw the paper bag of money on the coffee table.

I forgot to return it to Bai Lang yesterday.Thinking about it again, if you pay him back in person, Bai Lang will definitely not accept it, so it's better to send him home.

He remembered that Bai Lang said that the father he knew was Bai Chengli, who lived in a dilapidated tile-roofed house nearby.He knew that there was a row of gray brick houses not far from the community, and Bai Chengli should live there.

So she changed her clothes, put money on her, put on small clothes for Baa Baa and hugged her, and left Ah Huang to look after the house.

10 minutes to go.

Xu Luowen asked the bicycle repairman at the intersection, "Do you know Bai Chengli?"

"I know, I collect the tattered ones." The uncle pointed, "Go inside, a jujube tree at the door is his house."

Xu Luo thanked him after hearing this, and walked along a narrow road that had been in disrepair for a long time. After walking not far, he saw a thick jujube tree and a tile-roofed house next to it.

He stepped forward and knocked the iron ring on the wooden door: "Is anyone home?"

As soon as the voice fell, someone responded: "The door is not latched, come in."

Xu Luowen pushed the door open and went in, and saw an old gentleman sitting in the middle of the courtyard, with a monkey squatting at his feet, eating walnuts, it was Liu Er.

Before Bai Chengli could speak, Liu Er dropped the walnut, screaming "Aww!" and rushed towards Xu Luowen, hugging his leg.

Xu Luowen bent down and touched Liu Er's head, turned around and closed the courtyard door, walked up to Bai Chengli, and said with a smile, "Hi, sir, I'm Bai Lang's friend."

"Oh!" Bai Chengli was about to stand up with the crutch at hand, Xu Luowen hurriedly held him down, "Your legs and feet are inconvenient, don't stand up, I'll leave after a few words."

Bai Chengli was still sitting, pointing to the wooden chair beside him and said, "Please sit down." When Xu Luowen sat down, he smiled and asked, "What's your name?"

Xu Luowen said, "Just call me Xiao Xu." He took out the paper bag of money from his pocket and put it in Bai Chengli's hand, "I came here today to pay back the money. It was lent to me by Bai Lang, and now it's the same amount. Give it back."

Bai Chengli held the heavy paper bag in his hand, reckoning it was not a small amount, afraid that he would accept it rashly and wait for Bai Lang to come back, and he would not be able to count it, and it would be difficult to explain clearly, worried that he would hurt Bai Lang's friend's face, so he hesitated, so he went Hearing Xu Luowen say with a smile: "Don't worry, the amount of money is right. If it's not right, then ask Bai Lang to find me, and I won't renege on the debt." He stood up, "I still have something to do, so I'll go first."

Bai Chengli stood up on crutches and insisted on seeing him out, but Xu Luowen couldn't help it, so he had to let him.

After going out the door and saying "goodbye", Xu Luowen left, but Liu Er followed him closely, Bai Chengli couldn't call it, and Xu Luowen couldn't chase it away, but bleating a few times frightened it, and didn't dare to go any further. Then, Xu Luowen took the opportunity to run away quickly.

As soon as he got home, Xu Luowen received a call from Tan Jiaying.

"It's all arranged," Tan Jiaying said, "at 07:30 in the evening, the bar is minus one degree, don't be late."

"How did you order the bar?" Xu Luowen said, "How can I go with my baa?"

Tan Jiaying said: "You put Baa Baa at my house, Xiao Xiang still has a cold and can't go out to play, let him take care of the children at home."

After dinner, Xu Luowen tidied himself up from head to toe, then drove to Tan Jiaying's house, handed the baa-baa to Xiao Xiang, and then drove to minus one degree.

When he arrived at the bar, Xu Luowen called Tan Jiaying: "Are you there?"

Tan Jiaying shouted loudly: "I'm here early, I'll be waiting for you, we're at the booth, hurry up."

As soon as he walked in, he saw Tan Jiaying waving at him, Xu Luowen quickly walked over.

When he got closer, he saw the man sitting next to Tan Jiaying.Perhaps because of the lighting, the real person looks warmer than the photos, and the clothes are also excellent, simple but elegant, exuding a warm and masculine taste.The first impression can be scored [-]%.

Shaking hands and sitting down, Tan Jiaying introduced with a smile: "I am a young girl, Xu Luowen. My friend I just met, Jiang Yuhe."

As soon as he finished his introduction, the two people next to him were stunned.

Xu Luowen was stunned for a few seconds, then took out his cell phone to make a call.

Soon, Jiang Yuhe's cell phone rang, and the caller ID was Xu Luowen.

Xu Luowen: "..."

Jiang Yuhe: "..."

Tam Kar Ying: "..."

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