my wolf

Xu Luowen had another nightmare.

He woke up at the most terrifying moment, covered in cold sweat.

Sitting on the bed in a daze for a while, waiting for the heartbeat and breathing to calm down, turned over and got out of bed, walked to the window barefoot, and opened the curtains.

The sunshine of early spring suddenly poured in, making him unable to keep his eyes open.

Xu Luowen squinted his eyes and looked at the city shrouded in the morning light for a while, then turned and walked outside, taking off his pajamas that were wet with cold sweat while walking.

When he walked into the bathroom, he was naked.

Xu Luowen is 1.8 meters [-] tall, with slender legs, straight hips, wide shoulders and narrow waist, well-proportioned muscles, and a perfect figure.

He stood naked in front of the toilet, waiting patiently.

When the body-warm liquid gushed out, he trembled and let out a sigh of comfort.

After peeing, I shook, turned around and entered the bathroom, turned on the faucet, waited for a while, and stood under the shower when the hot water came out.The hot water at just the right temperature washes over the body, taking away the stickiness all over the body, and also clearing up the drowsy mind.

He has been in poor spirits during this period, and he is particularly prone to sleepiness. He often sleeps for more than ten hours at a time, and the more he sleeps, the more tired he feels.Although he was tired in spring and autumn, he was also too tired.

What's more terrible is that he suddenly degenerated from a Buddhist youth to a demon. His sexual desire is terribly strong, and he may be aroused anytime and anywhere, which makes him tortured.

Just like now, he just washed his thighs, and the desire came raging, and he couldn't suppress it no matter how hard he tried.

Helpless, he had no choice but to take two steps back, leaning his back against the glass wall, and began to do what every man would do.

End soon.

He arched his back, tensed his muscles, and gasped tremblingly.

After a while, Xu Luowen stood up straight and put his right hand under the water to rinse.

He thought maybe he should find a regular sex buddy to replace his right hand.

But just thinking about it, Xu Luowen has a cleanliness addiction, whether it's mental or physical.

Ten minutes later, Xu Luowen came out of the bathroom dripping wet.

He raised his hand and took a towel from the towel rack to wipe his hair and body, and then wiped the mirror in front of him with the towel.

Xu Luowen looked intently at his own face in the mirror, with disgust and fear in his eyes.

Because, a lot of white hairs grew on his face - he just shaved it off yesterday, and they sprouted like spring grass overnight - and not only on his face, but also on his chest, lower abdomen, and thighs With sparse white down.

He looks like an ape now.

This phenomenon first appeared half a month ago.

Xu Luowen checked online, but couldn't find the answer.

The closest thing to say is "throwback," but that doesn't quite fit either.

He also went to the hospital for a physical examination, but the doctor said that all his physical indicators were normal.

In recent days, he has started binge eating again.

He always felt hungry, as if no matter how much he ate, he couldn't get enough.

There was a serious problem with his body, Xu Luowen knew it.

So he is going to Pei Shuyan's hospital today for a more comprehensive examination.

Pei Shuyan is Xu Luowen's ex, and the two broke up three months ago because Pei Shuyan slept with someone else.

Pei Shuyan is three years older than Xu Luowen. He is 29 years old and is the youngest chief physician in the general surgery department of Renhe Hospital.He is young, promising, and handsome, so Pei Shuyan's popularity can be imagined, whether it is a man or a woman, everyone covets him.

Therefore, when Xu Luowen kicked Pei Shuyan, Tan Jiaying said that he was out of his mind.

Tan Jiaying and Xu Luowen were childhood friends, and Pei Shuyan was introduced to him by Tan Jiaying.

Tan Jiaying persuaded him like this: "Pei Shuyan is a top-notch male god, and it will be very difficult for you to meet a better old Gong in your life. Isn't it just a drunken sex, and he still initiates with you?" Frankly, it's no big deal, if you want to live well, you have to have a little green on your head, this thing will pass, as long as the person he loves in his heart is you. Let's be realistic, you will be loyal all your life Love doesn't exist at all."

But Xu Luowen just couldn't make it through.

He has an emotional cleanliness, and he doesn't care how many people Pei Shuyan slept with before him, but since he is with him, no matter whether it is mental or physical, he can only be alone.

Therefore, when Pei Shuyan confessed to him, Xu Luowen chose to break up without hesitation.

Dirty is dirty, no matter how dirty.

Some people never get in touch with each other after breaking up, but Xu Luowen doesn't. He and Pei Shuyan are still friends.

On the one hand, the circle of friends of the two of them overlaps a lot. On the other hand, aside from emotional matters, Pei Shuyan is really a great person—mature, stable, friendly, considerate, and tasteful. , has self-cultivation, getting along with him is like a spring breeze.

Although they won't meet alone again, Xu Luowen and Pei Shuyan get along well when their friends get together, and they won't embarrass those around them at all.

Yesterday, when a few friends got together, Pei Shuyan was also there. During the chat, Xu Luowen mentioned the changes in his body. Pei Shuyan didn't say anything else, only that he was asked to go to Renhe Hospital tomorrow for a more comprehensive and detailed physical examination. He arranges everything.

The appointment was ten o'clock in the morning.

It's not yet nine o'clock, Xu Luowen is not in a hurry.

He tidied himself up slowly, trying to make himself look more energetic.

Although he was hungry, Pei Shuyan told him to have an empty stomach, so he could only bear it.

Get ready, look at your watch, nine twenty.

Take your mobile phone, wallet, keys, change your shoes and go out.

When he arrived at the hospital at [-]:[-], Pei Shuyan was already waiting for him at the door.

"Why are you wearing so little?" Pei Shuyan frowned, "Although it's spring, it's still quite cold."

Xu Luowen was wearing a camel sweater, a black overcoat, and a pair of jeans. He looked tall and thin.

"Not cold," Xu Luowen said, "just hungry."

Pei Shuyan said: "After checking the fasting items first, you can eat."

Xu Luowen said: "Then you can order two pizzas for me, and go to your office to eat after the inspection."

He didn't need to say what flavor to order, because Pei Shuyan knew it all.

This time the physical examination was much more detailed and took longer than the previous one.

When it was all over, it was already five o'clock in the afternoon.

Pei Shuyan sent Xu Luowen out, "I'll be off work in half an hour, why don't you wait for me and have dinner together?"

Xu Luowen shook his head wearily: "I've been exhausted, I just want to go home and sleep now."

"Okay," Pei Shuyan didn't insist, "Then drive carefully, and I'll call you when the test results come out."

"Thanks," Xu Luowen smiled and waved at him, "Let's go, goodbye."

Back home, Xu Luowen fell asleep without taking off his clothes.

He was woken up by hunger.

He took out his phone to check the time, it was one o'clock in the morning.

Nearly eight hours of sleep.

He got up, turned on the light, walked to the kitchen with stilted steps, opened the refrigerator, he had already emptied it, and there was only one apple left.

I took out the apples, didn't bother to wash them, and ate them as soon as I wiped them with a paper towel, and went downstairs while eating.

I drove to a nearby 24-hour hot pot restaurant, and ordered a large table of dishes with meat and vegetables.

After ordering, the waiter asked: "Sir, should we wait for your friend to come and serve the food or serve it now?"

"What friend?" Xu Luowen said, "I'm alone."

The waiter was stunned: "If you are alone... order so many dishes, I'm afraid you won't be able to finish them all."

Xu Luowen said, "I can finish eating, so hurry up and serve."

The waiter left with a look of disbelief.

Food came quickly.

Xu Luowen rolled up his sleeves and started eating.

It is really a very happy thing to have a full meal when you are hungry.

Xu Luowen cleaned up a table of dishes by himself, put on his coat and went to pay the bill.

He ate more than 800 yuan alone, and the waiter was shocked.

When I got home, I washed off the smell of hot pot and went to sleep.

When I woke up again, it was already high in the sun.

After peeing and washing his hands, his face was reflected in the mirror.

The white fluff that was shaved yesterday has grown again, and even a few white hairs are mixed in the eyebrows.

He tried to scrape it off when he felt a sudden nausea.

He threw himself to the toilet and retched for a while, but nothing came out.

Great fear and despair seized him.

Xu Luowen sat on the ground, hugged his legs, buried his face in his knees and began to cry.

The phone rang.

He wiped away his tears, stood up and walked out.

It was Tan Jiaying who called, saying that some friends were going to hold a party at a villa in the country, and asked him to go together.

Xu Luowen had been to that villa once before. It was built by Tan Jiaying's father. He said it was for the elderly.

Unexpectedly, just after the villa was built, Tan Jiaying's father died of a heart attack.

Xu Luowen wanted to go very much, but his ghostly appearance was really not suitable for showing his face, so he refused on the grounds that he was not feeling well.

Tan Jiaying cared about him and hung up after a few words.

Xu Luowen lay on the bed and basked in the sun for a while, feeling hungry, so he picked up his phone to order takeaway.

After eating, sleeping, eating and sleeping at home for three days, Pei Shuyan's call finally came.

"You come to the hospital right now." Pei Shuyan sounded very serious.

Xu Luowen's heart beat like a drum: "Am I... suffering from some serious illness?"

Pei Shuyan said: "I can't make it clear on the phone, let's talk about it in person."

"Oh..." Xu Luowen's hand holding the phone trembled slightly, "Okay, I'll go out now."

Pei Shuyan warned: "Stop driving, take a taxi."

After hanging up the phone, Xu Luowen went to the bathroom to shave off the hair on his face, because his hands were shaking and he was bleeding.

After changing his clothes and going out, he got into a taxi according to Pei Shuyan's words.

Ten minutes later, the taxi stopped at the entrance of Renhe Hospital.

When I got out of the car, I saw Pei Shuyan walking towards him quickly.

Xu Luowen asked nervously, "What's wrong with me?"

Pei Shuyan looked solemn, grabbed his cold hand, and said in a deep voice, "Let's go in and talk about it."

Pei Shuyan led him straight into a doctor's office.

Sitting behind the desk is a female doctor who looks to be in her 40s.

"This is Professor Du Yueci Du," Pei Shuyan introduced, paused, and then said, "Professor Du is an expert in obstetrics and gynecology."

Xu Luowen frowned: "Are you sick? Why take me to see an obstetrician?"

Du Yueci looked at Xu Luowen with a complicated expression, and replied on behalf of Pei Shuyan: "Because your physical examination results showed that you are pregnant."

When Xu Luo heard that he was struck by lightning, he looked at Du Yueci in shock, and then turned to Pei Shuyan stiffly: "I must have heard wrong, she just said... What are you talking about me?"

Pei Shuyan was silent for two seconds, and said, "You...are pregnant."

"This is impossible!" Xu Luowen became excited, "I am a man, how could a man be pregnant? This is too ridiculous! You must have made a mistake!"

Pei Shuyan hugged him: "Don't worry, calm down and listen to what Professor Du has to say, okay?"

Xu Luowen kept shaking his head: "I can't calm down! I don't want to hear, I don't want to hear anything!"

He was trembling all over, tears came out of his eyes, he held Pei Shuyan's hand tightly, "I don't want to stay here, let's go, take me out of here!"

Pei Shuyan turned to look at Du Yueci, saw her nodding, and left with Xu Luowen in his arms.

The two went to Pei Shuyan's office.

Xu Luowen sat on the sofa, covering his face with tears streaming down his face.

Pei Shuyan was by his side, comforting him.

It took a long time before Xu Luowen managed to calm down.

Pei Shuyan held his shoulder and said softly, "Look at me."

Xu Luowen looked up and looked into his eyes.

"You have to tell me the truth," Pei Shuyan raised his hand to wipe away the tears on his face, and said in a deep voice, "What exactly did you experience in Bailong Snow Mountain three months ago?"

Hearing the words "Bailong Snow Mountain", Xu Luowen trembled suddenly, and those long-buried memories flooded up like a flood, making him feel cold all over his body.