I don't like the male lead at all [Quick Transmigration]

Before Lin Xi could react, Lu Yan passed him and entered the room.

Why did Lu Yan come?

The rain was still pattering down, and Lin Xi's heart was not at peace.From the moment he entered this world, he was thinking about how to get close to Lu Yan and how to reverse this relationship.But then, he was fascinated by acting.

Being able to play different roles, experience different lives, and see people with different personalities harvest their different destinies.This is more intuitive and enjoyable than writing a novel.

Now, when Lu Yan stood in front of him, he was a little at a loss.

Then he said something special, he said: "My little house is not as good as yours, don't be surprised." Fall, what the hell.

Lu Yan didn't hold back his smile, he gave Lin Xi a strange look, sat down on his own, and said, "You've actually not lived too badly all these years."

Hearing this tone, I feel a little regretful about my feelings.If it weren't for Lu Yan's blow, Lin Xi might have lived a better life, but Lin Xi really asked for that incident back then.

"Thank you for your blessing." Lin Xi spread her hands.

Lu Yan suddenly stared at Lin Xi's notebook with a strange look on his face. He swiped the screen twice with his hand, then turned around and asked, "So you still write novels?"

Lin Xi closed the notebook naturally, and politely replied, "Write occasionally."

Lu Yan only read one chapter, but unexpectedly thought it was good, and said honestly, "Not bad. I didn't expect you to have this hobby. After so many years... I didn't realize it."

"Acting is also a career I love, at least you know this." Lin Xi held up the notebook, "Maybe this book can be filmed, then I will be consummated." Put it farther away.

Lu Yan said seriously: "So, you are not willing to quit the entertainment circle no matter what?"

Lin Xi smiled, and said lightly, "Why should I quit the entertainment industry?"

The memories of the previous life came back to his mind, and when Lin Xi came to this body to receive all the memories, he figured it out.In the last life, Lu Yan didn't want to push Lin Xi into a desperate situation. Everything he did was to push Lin Xi out of the entertainment industry.

It's a pity that Lin Xi's persistence in his dream was beyond his imagination, which led to a tragedy.If Lin Xi hadn't been reborn, what would have happened to Lu Yan?Although there is no if, but Lin Xi feels that Lu Yan will still feel sorry for this bamboo horse.

"Lin Xi, you don't love acting as much as you imagined."

"Why do you say that?"

Lu Yan rubbed his thumbs, looked straight at Lin Xi and said, "You are not strong enough, let alone have a firm will. You can't let go of your family's disapproval, you can't accept that your good friends are more popular than you, and you can't face entertainment with a calm attitude. Circle the negative stuff.”

He stood up and took two steps closer, looked into Lin Xi's eyes and said, "You keep saying that acting is your dream, but what you love is only the glamor on the surface. When you see the darkness inside, you retreat. You use Its negativity is an excuse for not persisting, and it is self-defeating."

"You forgot your original intention and our original oath, and you are willing to be smelted by this furnace, and you can send your brothers who fought side by side to hell without hesitation." Lu Yan became more and more excited, almost roaring.He lifted Lin Xi's collar and pulled him to his side, pressing his chest tightly, so close that he could feel each other's heartbeat.

"You are not suitable to continue in this kind of world. For you, the best ending is to quit." Lu Yan lowered his eyes, not knowing what he was thinking. When he raised his eyes, there was no anger but disgust. He said fiercely in Lin Xi's ear: "Otherwise, one day, I won't even be able to talk to you like this. Just like before, I just thought of you and felt sick."

Lu Yan's gentle and polite public image is really not an exaggeration, but he probably left all his vicious side to Lin Xi.

Lin Xi smiled lightly and broke away from the hand that was holding his neckline, and leaned back on the table to distance herself from Lu Yan.He can't refute Lu Yan's words, and he can even testify to these words, because he wrote this character.Lu Yan's evaluation was almost correct. The original Lin Xi was not suitable to survive in the entertainment industry.

He poured a glass of water for Lu Yan, added another glass for himself, and sat down opposite Lu Yan.

After taking a sip of water, Lin Xi said, "Lu Yan, even if everything you said is true, so what?"

Lu Yan was stunned, so what?

"Even if I degenerate myself in the entertainment industry, what does it matter to you?" Lin Xi stared at the person in front of him, not missing any of his emotions.

Lu Yan's eyes turned to the right and drooped again. He shook hands and could see the muscles on his face when he clenched his teeth together.After a while, Lu Yan suddenly said, "Yeah, it's none of my business."

Hearing this sentence, Lin Xi felt uncomfortable. He originally thought that Lu Yan would jump up angrily and punch him, but he didn't expect him to say such a sentence powerlessly.

It seems that he still overestimated his position in Lu Yan's heart.Lu Yan took care of him. Although he hated him on the surface, he still kept his friendship as a friend, which seemed to save him.However, he still overestimated.

Before Lu Yan turned around and left, Lin Xi hurriedly brought back the topic, and said, "Do you really think so? Lu Yan, are you really not willing to pay any attention to my efforts?"

Lu Yan calmed down, and suddenly thought of Lin Xi's last look at Lin Xi in "Revenge".He couldn't say anything ignorant of his conscience, so he said to Lin Xi: "You have really worked hard recently, not only hard work, but also very effective." Unlike before, Lin Xi was also a very hardworking actor, but there are some things that don't just work hard.

Lu Yan once felt it was unfair for Lin Xi, why a person who worked so hard couldn't get what he deserved.until……

Lu Yan cast a glance at Lin Xi, chewing on sarcasm, and said, "So what? Your hard work, what have I to do with it?" Picking up the water glass, Lu Yan continued: "After the trailer of "Revenge" comes out , if you can’t get new plays, will you do the same thing again.”

Lin Xi was in a hurry, how to talk about this matter.Since he hasn't opened Lu Yan's heart yet, talking about this matter is a dead word.His attitude just now should not be too tough, and the relationship with Lu Yan also needs to be taken care of slowly.But the premise of these is that he has to find a way to establish a good relationship between him and Lu Yan.

He grabbed Lu Yan's hand and squeezed it hard, a slight tremor passed through his palm.

Staring at Lu Yan, Lin Xi paused, "I swear, I will never be cowardly again. Let me use time to prove that I will never give up everything between us." Our trust, our dreams, our feelings.If Lu Yan really still has a little bit of old affection for him, he will understand.

Lu Yan stared at the hands they held, and said coldly, "Let go." Lin Xi was so cold that he let go.The person who gave the order was a little disappointed, took a sip of water, and said, "I need to think about it."

What are you thinking?Lin Xi didn't know what the ending would be, and he didn't know either.Unable to bear the long silence, Lin Xi broke the silence and asked, "Have you eaten yet? How about I cook something?"

"Lin Xi, together with Mrs. Qin, it will be easy for you to never return to the entertainment industry. You should be very clear."

Lin Xi's eyes froze, she stood up against the table, and shouted: "Lu Yan, don't bully people too much."

Lin Xi's mentality is not good at all, not because Lu Yan is more popular than him, he is unknown and even has countless fans.Lin Xi's mental breakdown was entirely due to the diametrically opposed attitudes of the two families.The same family, Lu Yan wants to enter the entertainment industry, his family supports him in pursuing his dream, and his elder brother follows and supports him all the way.

As for him, his family opposed and even mobilized all forces to cut off all his resources.If he didn't have an elder brother who loved him and tried his best to protect him, he wouldn't be able to enter the entertainment industry at all.But no matter how many things, the elder brother who is at the helm of the family can't do it.

Lin Xi sometimes thinks that if there are not so many obstacles in entering the entertainment industry, she can have the same resources as Lu Yan.Will he fulfill his dream like Lu Yan?

The current Lin Xi knew that even if the former Lin Xi was given the same resources, she would not have the same fate as Lu Yan.But still can't help but understand the former Lin Xi, understand his entanglement and helplessness.

He just wanted to walk side by side with his friends, like the oath at that time, the two walked together.Instead of being far behind, looking up at the back of your friends.

When he was a child, Lin Xi was younger than the people in the compound, but he was able to gather the children together and listen to his orders.He likes to bully Lu Yan the most, but he can only bully him alone. If others dare to touch Lu Yan's finger, he can go up and fight with others.This is also the reason why Lu Yan has a good relationship with him despite being bullied by him.

Of course, since high school, Lu Yan suddenly became calm and domineering, which made Lin Xi confused and never dared to bully this child again.But the two have become normal good friends.

After that incident happened, Lu Yan beat Lin Xi up. For the first time in history, the identities of the beating person and the person being beaten were switched.When Lu Yan angrily left him behind and cut off all contact with him, Lin Xi discovered that he loved Lu Yan, and he had loved him since he was a child.

But it was too late, Lu Yan hated him deeply.

Lin Xi looked at Lu Yan in front of her and thought, feelings are really a strange thing.

"Lu Yan, have you ever really put yourself in my shoes and thought about it? You keep accusing me all the time, don't you just keep accusing me, but have you ever tried to understand me a little bit from my standpoint?" Lin Xi said With tears in her eyes, she tried to tell Lu Yan what Lin Xi had never said in her last life until her death.

Lin Xi went on to say that at the end when tears were streaming down his face, he no longer knew what he had said.He only felt heartache, and it was strange that he felt that this pain came from the depths of this body and soul, the heart of Lin Xi who should have left long ago.

After yelling what she had been wanting to say in her previous life, Lin Xi let out a long breath, and suddenly felt relaxed all over her body.Seeing Lu Yan's serious expression, Lin Xi thought again that he had hurt this person before, and now he couldn't explain it clearly.He opened his mouth, but in the end he didn't say anything.

There was a moment of fragility in Lu Yan's eyes, even when he slightly bent his back, Lin Xi felt his cowardly escape for a moment.But that was really just a moment, in the blink of an eye, he became that invulnerable Lu Yan again.

Seeing an evil smile on the corner of his mouth, Lin Xi's heart trembled, and a bad premonition hit her heart.

Lu Yan propped up the table with one hand, crossed the table, grabbed his chin with the other hand, sprayed hot and humid air on Lin Xi's face, and he didn't realize what Lu Yan said at all.

"Okay, since you are so determined, let me see how far you can go."

"No resources? I promise you enormous resources that no one else can provide."

"Family objection? Lin Xi, show your strength and reach the top to be recognized."

"I personally entrust you to act and make you famous."

"But all of this has to be traded with yourself. Your dignity, your confidence, your persistence, your... body."

The person on the opposite side was so calm that Lin Xi's mind was spinning so fast that he couldn't digest it all at once. What kind of magical development is this?