Don't think I'm just a sheep

When cleaning up afterwards, Liang Yusheng couldn't help thanking his father that this car had a full leather interior, took out a rag from the storage compartment, poured some mineral water on it, and quickly cleaned up all traces.

The tops of both of them were still on their bodies, which made Zhuo Yijing feel even more ashamed. After Liang Yusheng cleaned up, he found a place to throw the rag, and when he returned to the car, Zhuo Yijing didn't want to talk to him at all, angrily He hummed and sat in the co-pilot's seat.

Liang Yusheng was funny, opened all the car windows to diffuse the smell, and leaned over to coax, "Don't be upset, didn't you feel comfortable just now?"

"That's not the point! How could you... how could you..."

"Xiao Biesheng is a newlywed, I really can't help it." Liang Yusheng reached out and turned his head to his own, and said seriously: "Sorry, if you don't like it, I won't do this anymore."

Zhuo Yijing blushed and held back for a long time before explaining in a low voice, "There is nothing I don't like."

Then he immediately grabbed the water at hand and took a sip to hide his unease.

"It's getting late, go back to your house quickly, don't make uncles and aunts wait for a long time."

"Well, by the way, my uncle is also living at home these few days and will have dinner with us. If you mind, we can talk to my parents later when my uncle returns to his room."

"I don't mind, they are all your family members, let's talk about it together." Zhuo Yijing knew that Liang Yusheng and He Yanqing were actually closer than their parents, so naturally it was impossible for them not to contact each other in the future.

"Okay, listen to my lamb roll." Liang Yusheng rubbed his head and started the car.

It was not too far from where the two of them parked to Liang Yusheng's parents' villa, and Zhuo Yijing hardly became nervous again, the car had already driven into the yard.

After parking the car, Liang Yusheng held Zhuo Yijing's hand and stopped in front of the door. Before he could press the doorbell, the door was already opened from the inside. He Yanqing waved to the two of them from inside the door, "When you hear the sound of the car, you know it's the car." You are back."

There were two pairs of slippers of the same style and different colors in the hallway. Liang Yusheng was taken aback for a moment. He Yanqing glanced at Zhuo Yijing and said with a smile, "My sister bought it specially this afternoon. Besides, there are many paired items. She said The country is not open enough now, considering that there are not many couple items used by gays.”

"But country M is different. Since the legalization of same-sex marriage, major merchants have aimed at this market and released a variety of products. In addition to buying things for you to use here, she has also prepared a lot for you to use. Bring back."

Liang Yusheng understood that his mother wanted to repair the rift between the two, but some things happened as they happened, and his memory could not disappear along with them. He also couldn't forget that he was neglected by his relatives, kicked out of the house, and even almost because he couldn't pay the tuition fees. And the time that ruined the future.

His silence made He Yanqing a little embarrassed, because Liang's father and Liang's mother in the living room had been paying attention to the movement on the other side, and finally Zhuo Yijing broke the awkward atmosphere and said: "Really? I wanted to have a chat with Yu Sheng before." It’s for couples, but I don’t have time to look for it.”

When Liang Yusheng saw Zhuo Yijing open his mouth, he also smiled face-saving, "Mom is worrying."

After speaking, she squatted down and went to change the slippers for Zhuo Yijing, Zhuo Yijing was terrified, and quickly grabbed him to change the shoes at the speed of light and entered the room, then secretly gave him another look, what a joke!This is under the eyes of Liang Yusheng's parents, this kind of action is full of hatred.

Although he is inexperienced in meeting his parents, at any rate, he used the Internet to make up for the precautions in his spare time during the day. Things like this were explained online and should never be done in front of his mother-in-law.

Liang Yusheng pinched his shoulders to make him relax. The two had already walked to the living room, and Liang's mother was sitting on the sofa with an orange in her arms.

"Dad, Mom, is the meal ready? Is there anything we can do for you?"

Zhuo Yijing nodded in agreement, "Auntie and uncle, if there are still dishes to cook, shall I come?"

"No need, the last dish is steamed in the pot, and it will be ready in 10 minutes." Liang's mother stood up, and the strong woman in the business world seemed a little embarrassed when facing her eldest son, "Are you tired? Don't you want to change into house clothes or take a shower before eating?"

Liang's mother learned about Liang Yu's sexual orientation when he was born, because that time also happened to be the peak period of their husband and wife's career development. They moved the company's headquarters to the United States, completed the listing plan, and the sudden second child, all of which left them with no time to spare. Take care of the heart of the eldest son.

They always thought that Liang Yusheng just couldn't think about it for a while, and as long as he cut off his finances, he could always correct it.

But Liang Yusheng has been working hard towards the life he wanted. They missed the most confused Liang Yusheng when he was a student, and missed his loneliness when he was in a low ebb. They didn't even realize that their son was so good that he no longer needed to live. under their aura.

When they changed their concepts and wanted to get close to their children again, there was already an insurmountable gap in this family relationship.

Zhuo Yijing thought of what the two of them did in the car just now, and gently tugged Liang Yusheng's clothes. Liang Yusheng quickly understood, and nodded to Liang's mother: "Let's go take a shower first, and get down soon."

He lowered his head and touched the oranges that had been placed on the sofa, "You can play in the living room for a while."

Although Liang Yusheng only comes back once a year, the house will still be cleaned regularly by hourly workers. He turned around and took Zhuo Yijing upstairs. After entering the room, Zhuo Yijing said strangely: "Didn't you say that you have a younger brother who is 20 years younger than you?" ?"

"Well, he went to a boarding school and rarely came back." After Liang Yusheng explained casually, he began to fill the bathtub with water.

Seeing this, Zhuo Yijing stopped, "Don't take a bath? Aren't uncles and aunts still waiting for us to eat?"

Liang Yusheng didn't care, "Good boy, I left some in it just now, I'm afraid you'll have diarrhea, so get it out first."

Because the main purpose of coming to Country M this time is to work, and it would be really troublesome if you are sick, Zhuo Yijing had no choice but to say: "Then...then you hurry up."

# # #

I don't know if Liang Yusheng did it on purpose, anyway, it was half an hour after the last two went downstairs.

Because it was explained in advance, Liang's mother also prepared a special dinner for Juzi. Zhuo Yijing and He Yanqing kept adjusting the atmosphere at the dinner table, and the meal was quite warm.

During the brief exchange after the meal, Zhuo Yijing saw Liang Yusheng's slightly strange way of getting along with his parents. It was hard to imagine how he would deal with it every year when he was in country M in the past.

At the same time, I can finally understand why he didn't consider his parents at all when he decided to give up his life. Even this time, if it wasn't for himself, he wouldn't want to say these things.

Zhuo Yijing was still thinking about how to discuss with Liang Yusheng how to talk to his parents, but Liang Yusheng, who was sitting beside him, had already spoken first, "Mom and Dad, uncle, I actually have something to think about when I come back this time." tell you."

There was no time for Zhuo Yijing to react, Liang Yusheng had already finished talking about one of them being a demon and the other being a living dead in a few words, even mentioning Juzi's identity.

The living room fell into an eerie silence for a while, and Mother Liang smiled awkwardly, "Yusheng...is this your new script?"

"No." Seeing that Liang Yusheng began to frown, impatient to explain, Zhuo Yijing hurriedly held him down, not caring about being nervous, and tried to explain in detail the two people's entanglements from the previous two lives to this life. aside.

After finishing speaking, Liang's mother had obviously lost the ability to speak, so Liang's father asked after being silent, "Do you have anything to prove what you said?"

"Have"

Zhuo Yijing raised his hand as he spoke, and his five fingers gradually turned into front paws with white curly hairs surrounded by the faint white light. He shook his paws at the three people at the other end, and returned to normal after a while, "Yu Sheng Now there is no heartbeat, you can feel it yourself."

"No wonder..." He Yanqing, who hadn't opened his mouth, suddenly said thoughtfully, "No wonder I always felt that song..."

"Yes, that song was written about my feelings when Zhuo Lin passed away."

At this moment, Liang's mother suddenly got up and walked to Liang Yusheng in a few steps, and put her hand on his chest.

After a long time, she covered her lips and said with a sob: "I...I need to calm down."

Father Liang stood behind her silently, and said to them with a solemn expression: "We have to give us some time to accept such a big matter, it's getting late today, and Ah Jing has work tomorrow, why don't you guys go to rest earlier. "

"En." Liang Yusheng didn't seem to be surprised by their reaction at all, he calmly said goodnight to them, and took Zhuo Yijing back to his room.

This night Zhuo Yijing originally thought that she would suffer from insomnia, but perhaps because she was alone in the previous nights and did not have a good rest, this night in Liang Yusheng's arms, she unexpectedly fell asleep very quickly.

When they woke up the next day, what was waiting for them was the news that Liang's father and Liang's mother had urgent business affairs and urgent business trips.

He Yanqing cooked breakfast, and at the dinner table he repeatedly said to the two: "My sister and brother-in-law really left in such a hurry because of work-related matters, and they will be back in a few days, so don't think too much about it."

Liang Yusheng just listened, finished the Western-style meal unhurriedly, wiped his mouth, raised his head and said, "Haven't they been like this since more than ten years ago? When they encounter things they can't accept, they will only deal with them coldly."

"Yusheng, it's really not this time. Don't think too much. It was still dark when my sister and the others left. She said that she would call you as soon as the plane landed."

"The company has developed to its current scale. If there is any urgent matter that needs to be dealt with overnight, even if there is such a serious problem, it is impossible that there will be no rumors in the outside news. Uncle, you don't have to explain it for them. I really Don't care."

"Yusheng you..." He Yanqing was a little annoyed, he didn't know what to say, but he choked back when the words came to his lips.

After Liang Yusheng finished speaking, he got up to pack the dishes, but Zhuo Yijing noticed his movements, and a little doubt gradually arose in his heart.

Zhuo Yijing was going out to shoot the MV for the single commercial today, Liang Yusheng sent him to the shooting location after the meal, because the studio did not allow irrelevant personnel other than the staff to enter, Liang Yusheng had to leave temporarily.

Compared with recording songs, shooting commercials is obviously not Zhuo Yijing's strong point. He had to put up all his energy to deal with it. It was not until lunch time that he finally had some free time to think about He Yanqing's expression in the morning. He always felt that something was not right.

After hesitating for a few minutes, he took out his mobile phone and dialed He Yanqing's number.

The phone rang for a long time before it was picked up. He Yanqing on the other end just gave a feed when someone next to him reminded him to control the volume in English. somewhere else.

"Uncle, have uncles and aunts gone on a business trip?"

He Yanqing was silent for a while, "Why, do you also think they are avoiding you on purpose?"

"No, no, no. I think...you seem to want to say something this morning. Is it inconvenient to tell Yusheng, can you tell me? Actually, Yusheng... really cares about his uncles and aunts."

Zhuo Yijing understood Liang Yusheng. It was because she cared too much that she couldn't forgive their indifference back then. It was also because she cared too much that she couldn't face them with a normal attitude. It was like forcibly erecting a barrier between each other. Father Liang Liang's mother couldn't get over it, and he wanted to get over it, but he couldn't take that step, so he could only maintain the original state twisted.

This time the man on the other end of the phone was silent for a longer period of time, and finally sighed, "Brother-in-law won't let me tell. In fact, I don't know whether it is better to tell Yu Sheng the truth, or to follow their wishes. Yu Sheng has always been a man with his own ideas." In fact, he is a bit stubborn, and it is difficult for others to change what he believes, as you saw in the morning, he has too deep prejudices against his sister and brother-in-law."

"Then, what happened to uncles and aunts? Can you tell me?"

"My sister has actually been in poor health for the past few years. She is getting older, and this is...unavoidable. After listening to your words last night, she and her brother-in-law stayed up all night. When they got up this morning, they fainted and were sent to the hospital. , the doctor said that it was a blockage of cerebral blood vessels caused by high blood pressure, which is often called a 'stroke' in China."

Zhuo Yijing didn't expect this to happen, she stood up from the chair immediately in fright, "How is Auntie doing now?"

"Because it was delivered in time, she is already awake now. She called Yusheng just now and said that the plane had landed, but Yusheng's attitude... obviously didn't believe it."

"Uncle, how can you not tell Yusheng about such a big thing as auntie's illness? Which hospital are you in? I will go there with Yusheng in a while."

"Brother-in-law is afraid that Yu Sheng will misunderstand them, so they can't accept it..." He Yanqing was also very conflicted about this matter. In the morning, he almost said it directly in a hurry, but then he thought that it would be bad if they made their relationship even more rigid. .

"But if you don't say it, Yu Sheng will only think about the bad side. It's normal for uncles and aunts to accept such a big matter."

He Yanqing thought for a while, and seemed to think it made sense, so he told Zhuo Yijing the name and address of the hospital.

After hanging up the phone, Zhuo Yijing didn't bother to eat, so she called Liang Yusheng, asked the staff to pick him up, explained the situation one by one to the staff here, ended the lunch break early, and finished all the remaining scenes .

When Liang Yusheng arrived, his filming had just ended. When he got into the car, Liang Yusheng asked strangely, "Didn't you say it would take a day? Why is it so fast?"

Zhuo Yijing cut to the chase and said, "Yusheng, your mother is sick in the hospital, let's hurry over there now."

"Why isn't she..." Halfway through the sentence, Liang Yusheng realized what was going on, frowned and said, "Uncle asked you to take me to the hospital?"

"No, I saw that something was wrong with my uncle in the morning, so I called to ask about it myself. Auntie passed out in the morning, and it was a 'stroke'."

Liang's mother always pays attention to her clothes, and because she is well maintained, she looks no more than forty, which Liang Yusheng ignores most of the time. She is actually over sixty. After listening to Zhuo Yijing's words, Liang Yusheng turned pale and didn't care Get on the rest and start the car immediately.

# # #

After parking the car at the hospital, Zhuo Yijing could feel that Liang Yusheng was walking in with some eagerness. He couldn't help but heaved a sigh of relief. Liang Yusheng really didn't care about his parents as much as he showed.

Liang Yusheng paused at the door of the ward for a few seconds before opening the door and entering.

Mother Liang lived in the VIP ward of the Cardiovascular Department of the hospital. When they arrived in the ward, Mother Liang was still on the drip. Fortunately, she had woken up, and Father Liang and He Yanqing were by the bedside.

"Yusheng, why are you..."

"I told them. Sister, I think Yusheng shouldn't be hiding this matter." He Yanqing took the initiative to confess, stood up and gave Liang Yusheng the seat beside the bed, "I'll go to the doctor to ask about the situation first."

Liang Yusheng knew that he wanted to leave space for his family, so he nodded and walked to the bed.

Before he could get close, Liang's mother had already taken off the oxygen mask and said, "Yusheng, don't get me wrong, it's not that we can't accept you as you are now...I just...cough cough, cough..."

Liang Yusheng walked over quickly when he saw this, "Mom, don't get excited, I... have no misunderstanding."

What he said was a bit guilty. After all, not long ago, he had speculated about his parents with the most malicious thoughts. It was only at this moment that he saw his mother, who had always been strong and capable on the hospital bed, look so eager and embarrassed. I understand that his parents missed his growth, and he insisted on staying in the country to only see his parents once a year, so why not... He also missed their aging.

"Mom is getting old, your dad and I used to be pedantic, but now, I just hope you are well, I also want to understand, no matter what Ah Jing is, you are a human or a ghost, as long as you are happy, I will Both your father and I will accept it."

Hearing what she said, Liang Yusheng's nose was slightly sore, and he held Liang's mother's hand, not knowing what to say for a long time, Zhuo Yijing's eyes turned red, "Auntie, I'm sorry, we are the ones who made you sick."

"Silly boy, what does this have to do with you? People always get sick when they get old." Mother Liang beckoned to Zhuo Yijing, beckoning him to her bedside, "Before, Yu Sheng said that your parents are gone. , Yesterday you said you were...sheep demon? Did your parents pass away? "

Zhuo Yijing shook her head, "I don't know, I have been alone since I consciously, until I met Zhuo Lin...ah, it was Yu Sheng's previous life."

"Well, do you mind calling me mom? Although I already have two sons, I would like to have one more."

Zhuo Yijing has never experienced maternal love, and has always been alone. At that time, there were ordinary animals in the forest occasionally looking for food with his mother, and he was very envious.

After coming to country M, although Liang Yusheng was not close to his parents, he could feel the love and concern of Liang's parents. , still makes him envious.

Hearing what Liang's mother said, he finally couldn't hold back his tears, and said in a choked voice, "But... can it be?"

"Of course, it's just that we didn't have time to prepare red envelopes today. If you're not used to it, find a formal occasion next time..."

"Mom" was afraid that Liang's mother would misunderstand, so before she finished speaking, Zhuo Yijing hurriedly shouted.

Liang's mother was slightly taken aback, showing a gratified smile, "Hey, Ah Jing, be good, from now on, whether it's work or other things, if someone bullies you, you can tell mom, and mom will support you."

Father Liang, who had been silent on the sidelines, stepped forward and handed him a tissue at this time, then laughed and said, "You can't just call me mom."

Zhuo Yijing blushed, "Dad"

"Good boy." Father Liang took out a gold card from his wallet and handed it to him, "I didn't bring a red envelope, so I can only give you a card first."

"No need..." Zhuo Yijing didn't dare to answer, and turned to look at Liang Yusheng nervously.

"I know that you and Yu Sheng are doing very well in China, and you don't need money, but it's our wish, please accept it."

"When did you become a little crying bag, eh?" Liang Yusheng wiped away his tears with a tissue, and said softly: "This is a courtesy, just keep it when Dad gives it to you."

Zhuo Yijing obediently accepted the card, "Thank you Dad, thank you Mom."

Later, seeing that Zhuo Yijing was nervous, Liang's mother told some interesting stories about Liang Yusheng's childhood, but the doctor came to remind the patient to rest after talking for too long. go home first.

# # #

Because Liang's mother was ill, Zhuo Yijing and Liang Yusheng stayed in country M for a few more days, and after Liang's mother was discharged from the hospital, they stayed at home for a few more days before arranging the itinerary to return to China.

On the day they left, Liang's father and Liang's mother went to the airport to see them off, Zhuo Yijing showed even more reluctance than Liang Yusheng.

Through this period of getting along, his relationship with Liang's father and Liang's mother has become really close. He likes Liang's mother telling him interesting stories about Liang Yusheng's growth, and also loves listening to Liang's father humming a few operas, and loves eating together as a family Lively.

After Liang's mother fell ill this time, the gap between Liang Yusheng and them has been reduced a lot, and he found that his parents are really good to Zhuo Yijing, so when they parted, he said to them awkwardly: "If you have time, let's go back to China for a while, There are quite a lot of changes in the country now, and...you haven't been to our house, Ah Jing and...I want you to come and see."

For so many years, Liang Yusheng has stayed in country M for a while every year like a mission, and has never asked his parents to go back to China for a visit. When Liang's mother heard the words, tears welled up in her eyes, and said repeatedly: "Okay... ...Okay, we must go back."

Liang's father confessed to Zhuo Yijing again: "If there is any opportunity or job you like, just say it, I can help to some extent."

"Okay, thank you Dad."

The two entered the security check, and after walking a long way, Zhuo Yijing turned around and could still see Liang's father and Liang's mother standing in place.

It turns out that this is what it feels like to have family...

Seeing him stop, Liang Yusheng also paused, turned around and asked, "What's wrong?"

Zhuo Yijing shook her head, stepped forward and put her left hand into Liang Yusheng's palm, "It's okay, let's go."

Thank you for bringing me through all the beautiful emotions in the world.

Thank you more for giving me all your love.