Cannon fodder's death manual

"Your majesty! Your majesty! I want to see your majesty! Your majesty! The little six beg to see you! Your majesty! Your majesty!"

Sitting in the imperial study room in Xiliang, he vaguely heard a commotion outside, Qi Yu frowned slightly, put down the memorial in his hand and looked up at Zhao Xi who was beside him, "Who is making noise outside the hall?"

Zhao Xi bowed slightly to him, "Your Majesty, calm down, I'm going to take a look." After a while, Zhao Xi trotted all the way back and bent down respectfully to report to Qi Yubing, "Your Majesty, this is the father-in-law who was beside Emperor Jing before." , clamoring outside to see the emperor, if the emperor thinks it's noisy, the servant will go out and drive him away."

"The person next to Xiao Di?" Qi Yu pondered for a moment, "No need, tell him to come in."

When the sixth father-in-law came in and saw Qi Yu, he quickly knelt down on his knees, "I have seen the emperor."

Qi Yu carefully looked at the people in the hall, "I remember that you are Xiao Di's servant, not serving the master, so what is the matter of asking to see so rashly?"

"Your Majesty, the purpose of this servant coming here today is to ask the Emperor. When the Emperor was in Xiliang as a hostage, he and my Highness were brothers and sisters. Why did your Highness be imprisoned in Tongque once the capital city of Yanjing was destroyed? tower?"

"Bold! Don't be rude!" Hearing this servant mention this matter, Zhao Xi, who was standing aside, saw the sixth father-in-law hastily stopped him. These days, the emperor most shames people to mention the one in Tongque Terrace in front of him. The eunuch raised it so blatantly, and he didn't know how angry he would be!

With a gloomy face, Qi Yu raised his hand to signal Zhao Xi that there is no need to stop him, "Speak."

The sixth father-in-law swallowed quietly, thinking that there was no way out, so he continued with a dry voice, "It's not that the emperor doesn't know where the Tongque Terrace is. Your Majesty, His Highness should not be imprisoned in that kind of place by the Emperor, both emotionally and rationally."

"...Don't miss the old love?" Qi Yu repeated in a low voice, "Now it's me who doesn't miss the old love? Interesting, interesting hahaha..."

He got up slowly, and slowly walked to the sixth father-in-law with a strong aura, "I remember that you used to be the eunuch next to Xiao Di, and after Xiao Di ascended the throne, you went to pour Yexiang. Unexpectedly, Xiliang no longer exists. , you eunuch is still loyal to protect the Lord.

"You just said that I don't miss the old love? I was startled by the precarious situation in the Xiliang Imperial Palace, and the only person I believed in was your master, but do you know how your master repaid me?"

"I originally wanted to take him away from disputes, but he conspired with Mr. Nashun to put me to death for the sake of glory and wealth."

"Tell me, how does this make me miss my old relationship, huh?"

After hearing Qi Yu's words, the sixth father-in-law hurriedly raised his head, "Your Majesty, Your Highness was raised by a servant. Your Highness is pure and kind by nature, just like a child. He is the Emperor who would never do such harmful things!"

"Back then, Eunuch Shun learned about your plan to escape from somewhere. When he took people to Xingqing Palace, he was still a servant who secretly went to Shuanghua Palace to report the news. When His Highness knew about it, he hurriedly wanted to go without even thinking about wearing shoes. Xingqing Palace rescued you, how could it be possible to conspire with Eunuch Shun to murder His Majesty!"

"Your Highness is kind by nature and simple-minded. Someone must have interfered in this kind of thing. Please be aware, Your Majesty!" The sixth father-in-law knocked his head heavily on the ground.

"...What are you talking about! He actually wants to save me..." Qi Yu said halfway through his words with excitement, "Hmph! You are a brave slave, you dare to deceive me! "

"Your Majesty! This servant guarantees the head of the item. Everything I said just now is true. If there is a half-truth, then this servant will be shot to death!" The sixth father-in-law kowtowed heavily, "Your Majesty, Your Highness behaves like you should." It couldn't be more clear, I will definitely not do such a harmful thing, Your Majesty!"

"...What you said...is it true?" Seeing the sixth father-in-law's appearance, Qi Yu spoke with difficulty.

"Everything this servant said is true, please the emperor to check it out!"

He... actually wanted to save me?

He... didn't betray me?

The book in his hand fell to the ground with a slap, and he stared blankly at the sixth father-in-law on the ground. Qi Yu was stunned for a moment, he actually... wanted to save me...

So... I misunderstood him...

that……

What have I been doing these days...

Thinking of what he had done during this period of time, the blood on Qi Yu's face faded immediately, and a drop of cold sweat slowly dripped from his forehead. Thinking of the pale and wooden smile of the young man in his arms, he could no longer control himself, suddenly He turned around and hurriedly rushed towards the Tongque Terrace in the distance.

When he ran out of the imperial study room, the bright sunlight outside the palace stung his eyes, he didn't care to wipe away the tears that flowed from his eyes, he stumbled all the way across the stretching vermilion palace walls, all the way towards his boy sprint away.

Looking at the gilded eaves of the Tongque Terrace fluttering its wings, he has never realized that the Tongque Terrace is so far away, so far away that it seems to be just a mirage. By the boy's side.

He still remembered that the first time he met the boy was on such a sunny afternoon, the boy crawled on the wall of the Xingqing Palace in such a state of embarrassment, the expression on his face was troubled and timid, but when he bowed his head When he saw himself, a moment of surprise flashed in his eyes.

"Hey! Do you have a ladder! Do me a favor and get me down here!"

Under the bright sunshine, the young man's brilliant smile dazzled his eyes for a moment, he never knew that there could be someone who could smile so innocently and so dazzlingly in this deep and heart-stopping palace wall, It seems that I don't know the hardships, I have never been upset, and I have no worries for the rest of my life.

From then on, the young man's bright smile at this moment has become the most beautiful silhouette in his memory.

When he found out that the young man was the Second Highness of Xiliang, he was actually extremely surprised. Before he entered Xiliang, he knew that there was an unfavorable Second Highness in Xiliang. A down-and-out prince, but why did he never expect that he would meet this Second Highness under such circumstances, let alone that this Second Highness would be such a person, a handsome young man with picturesque eyes and bright smile, who is very friendly to himself in this situation? The predicament in the palace is peaceful, without complaint or sorrow, without desire or desire.

Compared with other people, the young man seems to be more disapproving of his own identity. Every time he mentions it, he uses a self-deprecating tone, as if in his eyes, the incomparably noble royal blood of dragon blood and phoenix marrow in the eyes of others is just a very ridiculous thing , no different from those country reckless men.

Even in the Imperial Academy, he could not care less about the insults to him from those princes and young masters who claimed their status. After the emperor of Xiliang punished those people for their disrespect, he even rushed to find his emperor brother Pleading, I want to ask him to let those people go, it seems that I have completely forgotten the disrespect and insults they have given him.

Seeing the young man's desperation, he hurriedly chased him out to stop him. The new emperor of Xiliang is definitely not a kind person, and he would never want to deal with Master Wei's family just because of this matter. It might be inappropriate to go there rashly.

When he taught the young man to judge the situation and protect himself wisely, the young man was stunned for a moment and then rejected his proposal. He said that those people are not guilty of death, and it would be too inhuman to be imprisoned by the nine clans for just a joke.

Staring blankly at the young man's wind-like back, his heart seemed to have been hit hard by something. In this cold and ruthless palace, the young man was like a rare alien, pure and clear, with good intentions in his heart.

Obviously he was such a crystal-like boy, why did he believe that he would conspire with others to kill him?

He asked himself silently, but he couldn't find the answer. Maybe all of this was just a reason for the deep malice he inflicted on the boy, a big lie he told to get the boy by any means, just to make himself dirty That's why he always believed in this, that the boy betrayed him, that the boy was the most unbearable appearance he thought in his heart.

Until today, when the hypocritical mask was severely torn apart and forced to see the truth that he had been escaping, he realized how unforgivable he had done, what he had done, and all the things he had done to the boy. The tyranny of greed in his body was killing that bright young man with a smile like a flower bit by bit.

Come in time!

It's still too late!

Looking at the magnificent cornice roof of Tongque Terrace, he couldn't wait to go to that boy quickly, to take a closer look at the numerous scars he had carved on the boy's body, to repent, to make amends, to heal the boy's frail body. Embracing him in his arms, trying to heal the deep scar between his brows and feathers, and guarding him with all his strength throughout his life.

"Xiao Di, Xiao Di, Xiao..."

Hagi...

Panting and running into the Tongque Terrace, and anxiously pushing away the Phoenix Hall, the dark silence in the hall made him stunned for a moment.

The Phoenix Hall was where Xiao Huanxiu came to raise beauties back then. It is magnificent and golden, but there are no windows inside and out. No matter how bright the sun outside is, it is dark and without light all year round. Even at noon, red candles are still burning inside.

How could I lock him up in this kind of place?Qi Yu asked herself.

When Xiao Huan called him into Tongque Terrace, he was so worried and worried, and told him that Tongque Terrace was not a good place, so he should stay away from here.

But in the end, the one who imprisoned him in the Tongque Terrace was actually himself.

"Xiao Di..."

No one responded to Qi Yu's hoarse and trembling voice, the red candles in the Phoenix Hall had been extinguished, and the entire sleeping hall was immersed in the cold darkness, and there was a lifeless silence.

With a stiff body, he walked into the inner hall step by step, and when he opened the bead curtain to see the situation inside, he felt that his breathing had stopped.

His young man, with a bright and dazzling smile like a flower, lay quietly on the ground like that, a small porcelain vase rolled down beside his slender hand, and the thin red clothes spread on the ground like a red butterfly about to take flight. .

"Xiao Di..."

With difficulty, he walked up to the boy step by step, and unbelievably picked up the boy's cold body from the ground, and the boy just curled up in his arms obediently, soft and cold.

His boy... died?

He thought blankly, he hadn't apologized, redeemed, told the boy that he loved him, so he just died?

He saw the young man's pale face with a smile on his lips, as if he was just sleeping quietly, as if he would open his eyes with trembling eyelashes in the next second, and then smile at him.

But he would never open his eyes again, so he passed away forever with scars all over his body and suffering for half his life.

I still remember that year, when he hugged the young man tightly like this, and solemnly promised in the young man's ear like an oath, he said, Xiao Di, you believe in me, and one day I will become the lord of the world. It will protect you for the rest of your life.

Now, he has finally become the lord of the world, the ruler of the world, and the lands and mountains for thousands of miles, but he has forgotten the vows he made back then, the tenderness when he was young, and the beginning, he just wanted to be with the young man. Together, they just want to have power, and just want to protect his youth's life.

But he didn't do anything, he promised to protect him forever, said he loved him, but he hurt him with his own hands, broke his wings with his own hands, and drove him to a dead end with his own hands.

He gave him light when he was in the most difficult time, but he gave him half a lifetime of suffering and a lifetime of misery.

He hugged the boy's cold body tightly, buried his face in the boy's bony neck, and suddenly burst into tears.

Xiao Di, if there is an afterlife, may you not be in the emperor's house again, may your life be smooth, free from homelessness, know no hardships, may there be someone who will pity and love you, protect you forever, protect you... smile like a flower...

If there is an afterlife, I hope you and I will live forever and never meet each other.