Cannon fodder's death manual

He grew up in the Demon Cult.

In the filth and chaos, stepping on the corpses of countless people, from the maggots at the bottom of the Demon Cult, step by step to the peak of the Demon Cult's power, becoming the left guardian of the Demon Cult who is under one person and above ten thousand people.

In his world, there is no warmth, no light, no future, and no love.

If you want something, you will plunder it, and if you can't plunder it, you will destroy it—there is nothing simpler and more direct than this. This is the rule of conduct he has always believed in.

Powerful and cold, cruel and crazy, this is him.So who is that cowardly and incompetent guy in the Valley of Doctors who can't do anything about everything around him?

Pooh!This seat is not him!He didn't admit that he was such a wretch!he thought viciously.However, before he finished his ruthlessness, he became confused again - if he is not him, then the person who loves Xiao Di, the genius doctor Gu Guzhu, and his savior is still not him?Does this deep love in my heart that has no place to rest belong to me?

Chi - looking at the cold body of the man in his arms, he suddenly burst out laughing, what's the use of thinking about it now, if you like it, you can plunder it, if you don't plunder it, then destroy it, he has destroyed this man now, once Like his previous behavior style, now that this man is dead, he should be happy, but...why do I feel so sad?

People from the Demon Cult never know how to be safe.According to the rules set by the leader, the strong are respected and the victor is king. Even though he has become the famous Left Guardian, there are still countless people who stare at his position openly and secretly for fame and fortune.I don't know how many people are hoping that he can die at this moment, so that the seat of Zuo Dharma can be vacant.

With his strength, he would not be afraid at all. Those people would kill as many people as they wanted, and what they did would only increase the number of ghosts in the Moon Worshiping Demon Cult.But the people of the Devil's Cult are not good at duels in the open and aboveboard. They are best at using insidious methods behind the scenes to shoot cold arrows. It's not that he despises these people's actions, on the contrary, he appreciates them.If it weren't for these tricks being used on himself, he would really be willing to sit down and applaud them. After all, the series of tricks is really exciting, and he firmly believes that tricks are also part of strength (and in the When his strength was weak in the early stage, there were also many intrigues and tricks for the sake of superiority).

The winner is the king and the loser is the bandit. At the moment when he was seriously injured and fell off the cliff, although he didn't have any strong hatred in his heart, he still habitually swore secretly that if he could get through this calamity and survived safely, he would definitely die in the future. This group pays the price.

To be honest, he didn't expect that he could still open his eyes. When he opened his eyes, he tried his best to think back, and found that his memory was blank, and he actually forgot everything before.

"Yo! You're awake!" A young man in white clothes came in with a bowl of black concoction. Seeing that he woke up, he was surprised, and then sighed with emotion, "Oh! You were really hurt at that time." What a serious injury, it looks like it’s about to die! Fortunately, I picked you up. Tsk, it’s also thanks to me who picked you up, otherwise,” the man smiled proudly, “If it weren’t for this genius doctor, you would have died a long time ago. I'm going to see Hades!"

He looked at the gauze wrapped around himself, then at the man's bright smiling face, and understood the situation in a daze, knowing that it was this man who saved him.Maybe creatures that have lived in darkness for a long time have a heart yearning for light, and maybe all dark creatures will be involuntarily attracted by bright souls. At that time, he could not regain his senses looking at the man's bright smile for a long time.Although he has no memories of the past, he vaguely feels that in the place where he used to live, no one would show such a bright smile. Even in the occasional flashes of memory fragments, all he sees are scarlet Cruel picture - there is no light in the memory, it is dark, dotted with red blood.Although he didn't know who he was and what place was in his memory, he knew that he didn't like that place, and he didn't want to recall the previous memory. It was like a sudden but long-planned idea. I want to take this opportunity to start again—throw away the past, throw everything away, and start over.

"Nah! Now that you're awake, shouldn't our medical bills be settled?" The smile on the man's face changed, and he became like an unscrupulous profiteer in an instant. A circle was drawn on the gauze-wrapped chest, "I have spent a lot of effort to save you! Here! The most precious herbs, high-quality gauze, and the three days and three nights of sleepless hard work of this genius doctor, what do you want? How do you pay it back? Huh?"

Even though he has no memory, he is still not used to people approaching him so suddenly, but unexpectedly, when the man approached him, he just tightened his muscles for an instant, and then gradually relaxed, letting the man do whatever he wanted on his chest—anyway, in case The wound was ruptured, and it was the man himself who was busy later.He was surprised that he still had a sense of humor. In his memory, that kind of thing didn't exist in his world.

"You didn't have a dime when I picked you up, but you should be a rich man by your clothes. Well, you're awake now, shouldn't you repay me? Not much, just 50 taels! He smiled and stretched out five slender fingers, emphasizing, "Gold."

The look of this rich man is also very interesting, he shook his head and spread his hands, "But I don't have any money!"

"No money? That's easy to say," he seemed to have guessed that he couldn't afford the consultation fee (the consultation fee of 50 taels of gold is completely extorting people!), the smile on the man's face did not change, and his beautiful phoenix eyes were full of The light of anticipation, "Come, come, tell your story, and tell me how all your injuries came about! Tell the story well, as long as you make me happy, the 50 taels of consultation fee will be waived for you. !"

Looking at the smile on the man's face, he never imagined that someone could gossip so unconventionally, and besides, shouldn't ordinary people avoid his injuries?How could someone get into trouble so recklessly?

"...Sorry, I can't remember the past."

The smile on the man's face gradually disappeared. He was silent for three seconds. He pulled his head over to check it. After checking, he jumped up angrily, "You actually lost your memory! You actually lost your memory! Then I will save you for nothing! Tsk Tsk! Amnesia! Hateful!"

Looking at the man's appearance, he was a little funny, but also a little helpless, and seized the opportunity to test out, "Young master doctor, I can't afford the consultation fee now, and I have nowhere to go, can you please take me in, I am willing to work here Repay the grace of saving your life like a cow, well, I can do any job."

The man stopped being mad, and looked back at him, as if he was considering the feasibility of this suggestion. After a moment, he nodded with a straight face, "Okay! Then the miracle doctor reluctantly agreed to your request. In the future, the miracle doctor Gu Shang Let you take care of everything up and down, and if it makes me feel uncomfortable at all, you'll be the one to look after me!"

Silently digesting the "Miraculous Doctor Valley" in his words, he nodded overjoyed, "Yes! Thank you, Master Miraculous Doctor!"

"Well, don't call me Miracle Doctor anymore. My name is Xiao Di. Anyway, there is no one else in Miracle Doctor Valley, so you can call me Master! I'll call you... By the way, what's your name?" Seeing his blank expression With a look on his face, the man pondered for a moment, "Forget it, I'll get you one! Hmm... why don't you just call it Goudaner!"

"..." He raised his eyebrows silently.

"You don't want to?" He looked bad.

He remembered that he smiled very far-fetched at the time, "...No, I am willing. Thank you, Master, for giving me the name."

Staying in the Valley of Miraculous Doctors, he gradually discovered that the miraculous doctor who always smiled, was always sloppy, and pretended to be a money fanatic was actually a very lonely person.Apart from the two of them, there is no one else in the huge Miracle Doctor Valley. The patients who come to treat diseases always leave as soon as they come, and they will not and cannot stay here. Before his arrival, Xiao Di was always alone, and often Staying in the medicine field all day and talking to his herbs, he was often bored and went crazy, so he would exchange high consultation fees for the stories of patients.

At that time, wanting to be with him forever and drive away his deep loneliness, this somewhat whimsical idea began to take root in his heart, and then, little by little, it grew into a towering tree, little by little. Little by little, it turns into a love that deepens and becomes uncontrollable.

However, I don’t know when it started, maybe after he came back from Cangzhou, he seemed to be no longer lonely and didn’t need him anymore—a lot of people appeared around him, they called him Master, pestered him, got close to him, and sent him Squeeze away from the position beside him bit by bit.Ever since Cangzhou came back, his miracle doctor no longer belonged to him alone, but he looked so happy again, as if he was happier than every day when he was with him before.

He thought that if he could continue to be happy like this, then he would be willing to leave the stage. After all, his original intention was to see him happy.However, things didn't go as he thought, and the good times didn't last long, and he watched his genius doctor get weaker and weaker day by day.Then, before he could rescue him, he was driven out of the Valley of Miraculous Doctors by him.

When the memory came back to life, he let out a long sigh of relief. Those days in the Valley of the Divine Doctor seemed like an unreal dream, a beautiful, distant dream.

He looked at his hands, the majestic internal force was flowing in the veins, he was not the weak and weak little black in the dream, he had strength, and he believed in everything he wanted, and he had to rely on his own hands to grab it back.

For example, now, he couldn't help wanting the person in the dream, wanting to catch him, make him smile at himself, smile brightly like in the dream, and only smile at himself.

Is this love?He's not sure, he's not even sure if Yin Qiu has love for him, but he knows that he wants him, maybe it's just a desire for monopoly, he wants to monopolize everything about him.

Yin Qiu doesn't know how to love, he only knows how to plunder, and he always follows his instinct.

So he put on the silver mask he hadn't seen for a long time, returned to the Demon Cult and executed those who plotted against him like a thunderbolt, and then led his subordinates to kill them all the way to the Valley of Miraculous Doctors.He easily cracked the mountain guard array, led the villains to burn, kill and loot, burned the medicine field he had carefully tended, and burned everything Xiao Di loved, and then stood in the raging sea of ​​fire and looked at him, he was happy, he was happy, He is crazy, he is crazy, he wants to let the whole world know his joy at the moment - when he has nothing, he can only belong to himself.

According to his plan, Xiao Di didn't have to die.He will take him back properly, let someone relieve the cold poison on his body, and then he can be with him all the time, but he didn't expect Xiao Di to be so fragile, so weak that he couldn't even bear his internal strength, after he put himself When Chunyang's internal energy was lost, he felt his tendons and veins snapped under his hands, and his breath gradually weakened until it disappeared.

he died.

dead...

He stared blankly at the person in his arms, a drop of crystal water fell on that person's pale and peaceful face.He touched his face hesitantly, and his palm was wet, tears.Strange, I actually cry?With a heart of stone, the cruel and cruel self actually shed tears?It's strange, if you can't get it, you will be destroyed. Although the process is a bit deviated, the result still follows his consistent life principles. He should be happy, he should be happy, but why... he feels so sad in his heart.

...is this love?He wasn't sure, Yin Qiu had no love, obviously he didn't, obviously he didn't...

Thinking of that man's undefended smile to himself, he smiled wryly, I really envy you, Xiao Hei, the me at that time...

He has been denying the existence of Xiao Hei, but perhaps, he and Xiao Hei are one person.

Xiao Hei loves him, and he loves him too.