Cannon fodder's death manual

In the midsummer afternoon, the sun shines heavily on the quiet garden, and the time is silent and lazy, with the mottled shadows cast by the locust trees swaying gently in the breeze.The young man hid in the shadow of the locust tree, huddled his small body, buried his face in the crook of his arms, and wept quietly while shaking his shoulders.

"Nah, why are you crying?"

Suddenly a clear voice sounded above his head, he was stunned for a moment, wiped his tears and raised his head, the moment he saw the boy, the sunlight inadvertently dazzled his eyes, he was stunned for a moment, thinking that he saw the world in this world The most beautiful scenery - under the bright sun, the black-haired boy has a deep smile and picturesque eyebrows. He is bending over to look at himself. His eyes are as bright as stars, and the dark pupils seem to be swaying with the light and shadow of the entire universe. .

"Are you okay... Ah! Are you injured?!" Seeing the bruises on the corner of his mouth from being beaten, the young man was slightly surprised, and before he recovered, he put a piece of cartoon character on it The band-aid was stuck on the wound at the corner of his mouth, and he looked at him and said with a smile, "... Omega is an existence that should be protected gently, how can you treat a cute Omega like this... Well, the wound still hurts ?"

The soft touch of the boy's fingertips still remained at the corner of his mouth. He touched the band-aid around his mouth in a daze. He saw the boy's eyebrows and eyes curved. Before he could say thank you, he heard someone greet him from a distance from the garden. Said, "Xiaodi, it's time to go!"

"Here we come!" The young man responded, then turned around and ran out of the garden, waving at him while running, "My name is Xiao Di, next time we meet you must smile and tell me your name... "

Xiao Di...

He looked at the boy's back in the sun, and silently engraved his name on his heart.And the young man came and went in such a hurry, like a white bird flapping its pure white wings, passing his sky like a frightened bird. The vortex, every time the wind blows, brings sweet resistance, without too many words, it has quietly surrounded his heart.

When we meet again, he and he are no longer teenagers.

He is the mighty and iron-blooded general of the empire, and he is his wife in name.

When he learned that he was about to marry him, he was as happy as a child, and wanted to rush to him directly, asking him if he still remembered the boy who cried silently under the black locust tree ten years ago, if he still remembered He once put a band-aid on the corner of his injured mouth and said that all Omegas should be treated with tenderness.He wanted to ask him if he still remembered that he once said that the next time we meet, you must smile and tell him your name.

Now, after ten years of admiration and ten years of waiting, he has finally married him, and he can finally stand in front of him and tell him with a smile, my name is Xiang Tiange, and I am your wife.

On the wedding night, he sat on the edge of the bed nervously wringing his fingers, waiting, with a little trepidation in the sweetness, he couldn't even believe it was true - he was really married to him, married to the one he was thinking of. The man who had admired him for ten years had really become his wife.God, if this is a dream, tell him never to wake up, and just live in the dream forever, that's fine.

That night, he sat in the wedding room and waited anxiously until the middle of the night, when he leaned on the wall drunk and came in. Seeing him staggering drunk, he rushed to meet him, but before he could hold his body, he was caught Brutally avoiding his hands—avoiding his hands as if avoiding something disgusting.

"General..." He was startled, not knowing what he did wrong, he stared blankly at the man's cold and disgusted eyes, but the tenderness of his youth could no longer be found in those black eyes.

"Hmph, Omega." The man looked at him and snorted coldly, then roughly pushed him away, took out a blanket from the closet, and warned him solemnly before leaving, "I'm going to sleep in the study, you are not allowed to Near the study."

The bedroom door opened and closed, and he stood alone in the empty bedroom, listening to the sound of his leaving footsteps, trying not to let himself cry.In fact, he has a lot of things he wants to talk to him, a lot of admiration he wants to tell him, and he wants to tell him that he has been in love with him for ten years, and he has been standing in a corner that he can't see, staring at him. Looking at his radiant back, silently expressing the love that cannot be conveyed.I want to be like what they agreed at the beginning, when I meet next time, I must smile and tell him my name.

But there was nothing, he just left indifferently, even a glance was stingy, as if looking at him more was superfluous.

When they first met ten years ago, he told him gently that all Omegas should be protected and treated gently.But ten years later he became his wife, his attitude was cold and blunt, looking at him with a sneer, hum, Omega.

The next day, he got up early in the morning after a sleepless night, busy in the kitchen with red eyes, when the breakfast was ready, the door of the study was still closed tightly, it seemed that he hadn't woken up yet.He glanced at the wall clock on the wall, hesitated for a moment, and carefully knocked on the door of the study with hot milk, but there was still no sound in the study.

"...General, it's time for you to get up...General?...General?...General, I... came in."

The door of the study room was not locked, it was easily opened from the outside, he walked in lightly, seeing him leaning on the office chair and sleeping soundly, he walked over quietly, stood there staring at Looking at his undefended peaceful sleeping face.When he was asleep, he seemed not so indifferent, even the murderous aura that shrouded his brows all year round disappeared, and there was even a little immaturity in his delicate brows, under the golden morning sun, he just closed his eyes quietly like that. Looking around, the crow-feather-like eyelashes cast a deep shadow on his side face, making his whole body seem to soften.

Obviously such a delicate and beautiful person... He stared blankly at the half of his slender wrist exposed from under his military uniform. It was hard to imagine that he used such slender hands to fight people on the battlefield, and he used such slender hands to protect his body. Empire, protect...yourself...

general...my general...

He stared obsessively at his defenseless sleeping face, as if bewitched by a goblin, and stretched out his hand towards him in a daze. Unexpectedly, just as his fingertips touched his jade-like side face, he suddenly opened his eyes, The confusion in his eyes was fleeting, and was instantly replaced by icy sternness. In the next second, he was slapped heavily by his hand and fell to the ground, with hot milk on the table dousing him all over.

"Bitch!" he roared angrily, "Who let you in!" He grabbed his arm roughly, lifted him from the ground, and half dragged him out of the study, " In the future, without my permission, you are not allowed to step into the study room!"

"General...general...I don't have...sorry I don't know...sorry...sorry sorry..."

The door of the study room slammed shut in front of him, and he fell to the ground in a state of embarrassment, with dirty milk and tears covering his head and face, and he apologized to the door anxiously and incoherently, but The people inside didn't respond.

The next day, the lock of his study was changed, and it was replaced with a lock that would never be opened from the outside as long as it was locked inside.

He looked at the door silently. It was more like a knife than a lock. The blade was sharp and pierced hard into his heart.

In the second month after the marriage, he unexpectedly fell into heat on a night of thunder and lightning.At the moment when he started to estrus, apart from fear and uneasiness, his heart was actually filled with excitement and anticipation.In the two months since we married him, he has always been like a stranger to him, even though we lived under the same roof, he never looked at him or touched him, no matter what he did for him, in exchange for Only his cold eyes add up, if he takes a step closer to him, he will be furious like a cat whose tail has been stepped on, and the relationship between the two will drop below freezing point.

However, if he physically blends with him under the influence of pheromones, will the situation be a little better?Would he be willing to look at himself a little more? — he thought vaguely.

Thunder billowed in the sky, and lightning cut through the night sky, illuminating the dark bedroom in a ghastly white.The air was filled with the tempting smell of Omega pheromones. He rolled uncomfortably on the bed, as if his body was being roasted by flames. With his eyes open, he vaguely saw the man beside the bed. Gradually overwhelmed by passion/desire, the shadows swaying in front of his eyes are strange and strange. He seems to be still young, no longer indifferent and sharp, but a young man with picturesque eyebrows and picturesque eyes, smiling gently, reaching out to him, giving him the ultimate redemption.

"...general...I love you...I love you...please...please...mark me...please...general..."

Boom—Thunder roared outside the window, and lightning pierced the sky. The man standing by the bed was as cold as a sculpture, his eyes were as sharp as knives under the pale electric light.He struggled to crawl towards the man, knelt at the man's feet and held the man's hand tremblingly, rubbed his face against the man's palm almost obscenely, sniffing deeply the alpha pheromone emanating from the man's palm obsessively taste, even stretched out the scarlet tongue to gently lick the man's palm, "General...I love you...mark me...please..."

Pale lightning flashed before his eyes, and in a trance, he saw the boy from back then, smiling in the sun with crooked eyebrows, holding his face and saying to him, Omega, is an existence that should be gently protected ah……

But the man just looked at his humble obsequiousness with cold eyes, slowly and cruelly withdrew his palm from his hand, wiped his hand with the handkerchief and threw the used handkerchief on his face in disgust.

"...Marking you? Just looking at you one more time makes me sick."

boom--

Rumbling thunder exploded in his ears, a white handkerchief slowly slipped from his eyes, a flash of lightning flashed outside the window, he knelt down on the ground, staring blankly at the mocking arc of the man's mouth, even his soul was blown away by the thunder in the sky Blank.

He didn't know how he survived the sea of ​​desire. When he woke up, it was already the next morning. He was lying alone on the messy bed, and the man was gone.The bedroom was quiet, with only the sound of the clock moving quietly in his ears. He listened to it, and suddenly he covered his face and laughed at himself - he was really... so low/ridiculous...

After that night, the general began to stay out at night often, and the news of him changing his lover was reported in the media every now and then.

That's it... do you hate me...

Every time he saw these news, his heart felt as if it was being clenched tightly, throbbing and throbbing, and then it became numb bit by bit, bit by bit, his heart turned to ashes.

He always thought that even if he never marked himself, even if he hated himself, even if he never looked at him seriously, then she was still his justifiable wife, who would always be behind him and accompany him all the time—as long as he It was enough happiness to be with him all the time.

However, a reception easily shattered his life.

He participated in that reception as his wife, but at that reception, an Alpha named Lou Jijue found that he had not been marked, so he asked him to beg for himself with great interest, and then he was ruthlessly beaten by him. He pushed it into Lou Jijue's arms.

"From today onwards, you are General Lou's man." He announced to him indifferently, as if he was just an emotionless thing, who didn't need to have the slightest thought, and just accepted his orders.

But he is a person, a person who has feelings, can cry, hurt, and get hurt...

When he was crushed and marked by someone, and his body was full of the smell of other people's pheromones, at that time, he clearly saw that the gentle boy in that time, his body was covered with blood and thorns, was bit by bit He was dragged into deep darkness, and then, the whole world, right in front of his eyes, slowly collapsed bit by bit.

And he, along with that collapsing world, was completely destroyed.

...It was he who was wrong, mistakenly regarded the ending as the beginning, forgot that he was a white bird, and mistakenly thought that as long as he was trapped, he could be obtained.

The blade in his hand slipped quietly to the ground, and the world in front of him was bright red and distorted, rippling gently in front of his eyes with ripples.

I love you, but I'm tired, he closed his eyes tiredly, goodbye, my general, my love.

If there is an afterlife, may your birds no longer fly across my sky.