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Song Yu paced into the bathroom.

The person in the mirror had red eyes and a haggard face. He hadn't seen himself like this for a long time.

Probably because the exhaustion experienced on the operating table yesterday has been suppressed all the time. At this moment, Song Yu has no intention to stop it, and can only let the fatigue roll over her heart and spread along her limbs.

Song Yu raised his hand, but for a moment he forgot what he wanted to do, and lowered it.

With slow and heavy steps, Song Yu stepped into the porcelain white bathtub, and with his shoes on, he turned on the switch of the hot water.

The heat spread quickly.

Surrounded by warmth, Song Yu's body was weak and his mind was fuzzy.

After an unknown amount of time, the hot water began to overflow the rim of the tank, pattering on the bluish-white tiles on the floor.

Song Yu couldn't recover, and slowly let her body sink.

His head was suddenly immersed in hot water.

He felt the long-lost warmth, an intoxicating feeling.He was more conscious than ever, and he felt he needed it, desperately; but he also knew he had a lot to deal with, a lot.

He had never been like this before, clearly feeling that his life was a failure, and he watched helplessly, unable to make repairs.

Song Yu saw clearly that he was walking in a dead end with a wall at the end, but he didn't look back.

He needs this dead end.It's the only way he knows it will end.He'll enjoy peace of mind while on the road.

Song Yu let go of his held breath, and he was choked by the water all of a sudden.

Lin Cheng is Song Yu's good friend, one year older than Song Yu, he is the only one besides Song's family who knows about their relationship.This guy is in the same class as Song Yu, but he studied psychology.

Song Yu was the first person to test the waters of analysis.In his opinion, Song Yu seemed easy to talk and a little quiet, but actually she was the most stubborn and fierce.

This judgment can be seen in the way the two elders came out of the closet afterwards. After the two elders forced the breakup to no avail, they resolutely left the house with someone, and they didn't step into the house for nearly six years.

Back then, Lin Cheng warned him not to get too deep and leave no room for trouble. If there is any mistake in the future, it may not end well.

Facts have proved that what Lin Cheng said is correct.

However, Lin Cheng is an outsider, how can he feel his situation personally, and control him not to be immersed in it.

So, now he suddenly fell into a desperate situation.

Song Yu tidied up his appearance and changed into a fresh set of clothes. He thought, after such a long time, he couldn't remember the last time he made a serious life plan.Four or five years ago, I only knew that there was that person in every item of the plan. After we got together, he never did this kind of thing again. The man contracted everything about him.

Speaking of planning, he didn't even have a list of things to do.

First, quit your job.This is the first thing to deal with. Since I don't want to stay here, there is no need to continue my work.Song Yu didn't want to admit that she was afraid of meeting a man again.

After that, what to do next, he thought, maybe he would think of it later, and then, he didn't know what to do anymore.Before meeting a man, he was a somewhat dull person, so most of the time in his life, he was the one who talked and listened to him. Many activities, such as going to the movies, celebrating festivals, traveling, etc., were arranged by men alone. .Before they knew it, there were so many precious memories between the two of them.Song Yu 1 believe that without this man, his life would be much paler.

If you ask Song Yu a question, return to the fork in the beginning, do you want to never meet this person again and live a pale life, or do you want to meet this person again, enjoy an incomparably wonderful time and then lose it again.

These two choices, at first glance, are the ideas of outsiders.To be honest, he can't make a choice. In fact, there is nothing to assume in life. In his opinion, since such a thing as regret medicine does not exist, it does not exist. No matter how many ifs, no matter how many assumptions, it is mediocrity.Without being in the middle of the situation, no matter how I imagined it, no matter how I comforted it, it seemed bleak and powerless.

Song Yu found the trolley case from the room, opened it and spread it on the double bed.

He doesn't want to change this room at all, so he has no way to stay here now.After tidying up a few sets of clothes, Song Yu took off the photo frame on the bedside table and planned to take it away.

At this time, he unexpectedly discovered that there was nothing that must be taken away, because the most important thing had been lost, and the others seemed insignificant in comparison.The thought terrified him!

Next, the man began to type the resignation letter on the computer, and there were some related matters to be dealt with, which must be perfect, signed, left a letter, and put it in the photo frame.

Song Yu thought, if the man comes back, maybe he will see it, but it’s okay if he doesn’t see it, anyway, it’s just to satisfy his own bad taste, and he wrote down some memories and feelings of these years together, like a report, a few words A piece of A4 paper was packed in an envelope, and Song Yu heaved a sigh of relief when he sealed it. This feeling made him imagine that he had voluntarily abandoned the past of the two of them.

Song Yu thought, maybe he wrote a few more letters, maybe he could be forgotten.

One by one, Song Yu got up and closed all the windows in the room, drew the curtains, the light dimmed all of a sudden, the surrounding sounds were blocked, and Song Yu stood in the middle of the room in a daze.