[Apocalypse] Belster Officer Team

Su Yiwei has only one person, she can't deal with a rescue team where every member is as strong as her.

And the most frightening thing is that Su Yiwei knows very well that she has no will to fight anymore.

What I thought was utopia turned out to be the end of life.

Su Yiwei is too tired, she can't escape, and the ostrich mentality of escaping can't save her, what has she gained from endless desperate efforts?Everything is back to the original point, she is still a pawn to be used, unable to escape this endless loop.

Looking at the ferocious zombie's face hidden in the figure, Su Yiwei knew that she had lost the ability to fight as a soldier.

During the few days of wandering alone on the highway in Cole City, she felt that she was abandoned by the whole world, and she felt a great sense of loneliness and helplessness.

While looking at the empty carriage, she seemed to hear someone screaming, and saw those people struggling to be eaten by zombies. It was so real, as if it happened right in front of her eyes.

hallucinations.

central town.

Seeing the corridor covered with broken limbs, Su Yiwei seemed to see many terrified and desperate faces, and when they heard the zombies eating them, they uttered sharp screams one after another, which frightened Su Yiwei. eardrum.

hallucinations.

When looking at the crowds of zombies downstairs on the top floor, Su Yiwei clearly couldn't see the student surrounded by zombies, but Su Yiwei imagined that the student was being eaten by zombies. She was on the high roof, But in a trance, I heard the sound of zombies eating flesh and blood, but that didn't exist.

... hallucinations.

After stepping on the dead bone in the forest, the forest was so quiet, but Su Yiwei heard a scream that didn't exist, which made her lose her mind for a second.

All are hallucinations.

Those few days of wandering alone in Cole City left a huge psychological shadow on her.In other words, her psychological shadow already existed when she saw those dead people getting up, as if they had returned from hell, at Belst College.

Su Yiwei has reached his limit.Su Yiwei has been physically and mentally exhausted by all the encounters and the conspiracy behind her. Reuniting with her parents is the motivation for her to persevere. Now this goal has been easily broken by the rescue team, and her hope is gone.

Su Yiwei clearly looked in front of her eyes, but her pupils were dilated, as if she was looking very far away, thousands of meters away, her eyes were out of focus, and she was sitting on the roadside chair in a daze, with her waist bent , It's not the usual upright state at all.

Post-war trauma.

She is so tired.

too tired…

Stronger people seem to be less adept at showing vulnerability, which is what Bearster had been taught.

The strong cannot show weakness.

Their fear, fear, panic, everything, can't be shown, not only to hide their emotions, but also can't be treated like ordinary people --- be protected.

On the surface, he has adapted to the danger and accepted the fact that the shady crisis broke out, but every time he sees a zombie, it actually makes Su Yiwei even more frightened, because it is a bet with his life.She was a Beerstor, but a deserter.The heroic death of her companions shows that she is an out-and-out coward and coward. She has a sense of responsibility and honor as a Beast, but for the sake of freedom, she did abandon all of these. Too contradictory, self-blame and guilt continue to torment Su Yiwei.

Su Yiwei hid it too deeply, and Zoe, who was close to him, didn't even notice it.

Now, her post-war trauma was fully stimulated and exploded.

The trauma after the war was enough to destroy a warrior with iron will, but Su Yiwei hid it for so long without letting anyone find out.

She thought of her father's tyranny and reprimand: What can a girl do!

Maybe she really can't do anything well.

Obviously she tried very hard to live, but she worked so hard and abandoned everything, but got nothing.

The world is chaotic enough that it cannot be saved, it is an endless loop, and there is no point in escaping.

Su Yiwei had enough.

There is still the easiest way to end all of this.

It is this man who dies.

Use death to escape everything.

Su Yiwei suddenly smiled softly and relieved.

Here she is now, in the land she worked so hard to get back.

Why did she want to come back so persistently?

Because I don't want to die in another country.Because she has the concept of a well-deserved death.

Now, here she is.On this land that she longed for.

After figuring this out, Su Yiwei suddenly felt relieved, no pressure at all.

Now, she is in the land she seeks.

She has returned.

She's not Superman, and Zoe was right.

She will be tired too.

She is so tired.

too tired.

Endless zombies... just thinking about it is exhausting.

But that's okay, she'll be done with it soon.

End it all alone.

Because of her Zoe, soon it will not belong to her anymore.

Thinking of Zoe, Su Yiwei's smile became more gentle.

Zoe, her Zoe.

She followed her and worked very hard all the time. With a bed, she was so satisfied. She forgot the hard work of resting in the field, the threat of being surrounded by Jiang Qi and his gang, the danger of being surrounded by zombies, and being beaten by that fat woman.Obviously she can get a lot, but she is very satisfied with a bed and a small family.

Su Yiwei owed her something.

Now comes retribution.

Su Yiwei thought of the love letter that Zoe wrote to her, oh, her Zoe, how cute, that love letter was written in Chinese very seriously, although some parts of the sentence were not clear, but it was full of The affection, even thinking about it now, makes Su Yiwei miss it.

Su Yiwei still remembered the last sentence of that love letter.

'my love. '

Su Yiwei repeated the ending of this sentence.

"my love."

Her eyes penetrated the crowd in front of her, looking at the distant front, she whispered softly, softly: "My love, my Zoe, I dedicate everything to you."

"my love."

"My loyalty."

"my life."

It was the only thing she could do, the last thing she could do.

Zooey...she couldn't die with herself.

She is a scientific researcher, and her status is very important. Charlotte was not executed for treason, and she will definitely not be sanctioned. Even if she is punished, it must be very small.

Zombies are constantly evolving, threatening the survival of human beings, and she is needed for shady experiments.

The world couldn't get any worse.

When Zooey woke up, she saw Su Yiwei squatting beside the bed, lying on the edge of the bed with her face on her head and her arms on her back, looking at her quietly, very serious and focused.

"You're here," Zoe felt particularly fulfilled when she woke up and saw her lover guarding her.Zooey stretched happily, and finally she was able to sleep without worries. She slept so comfortably that even after waking up, she still lay lazily on the bed and didn't want to get up. She reached out to touch Su On Yiwei's face, he smiled silly: "Have I slept for a long time?" She looked out the window, the sky was getting dark, she didn't know how long she had slept, whether it was evening or early morning.

"Not long," Su Yiwei replied indulgently with a slight smile.

"Then can I sleep again?" Zooey said coquettishly.

Su Yiwei nodded slightly, as if she would agree to whatever Zoe asked at this time, she curled up her mouth, and held Zoe's fingers that touched the corners of her lips, and her warm and soft tongue wet Zoe's fingers Yes, Zoe snorted and was provocatively provoked. She rubbed against Su Yiwei in a half-dream and half-awake state, propped up her body and kissed Su Yiwei's cheek intimately. Su Yiwei showed more initiative than usual, she raised her head Get close to Zoe, rub her nose lightly against the tip of Zoe's nose, like two small animals that smell each other and recognize each other by remembering each other's smell, then she kisses Zoe's lips lightly, and then she leaves, she gently Lightly licked Zooey's lips with the tip of her tongue, then kissed Zooey's nose and eyelashes, very naughty, as if she was playing with her, Zooey couldn't help laughing, she thought it was some kind of hint , reaching out to hug Su Yiwei, Su Yiwei stood up again and took a step back, leaving her hands.

So Zoe lay lazily on the bed, stretched out her hand to fiddle with her hair, looked up at her sleepily, and looked at Su Yiwei's next move with sleepiness that was not yet fully awake.

"Zoe, I'm leaving," Zooey heard Su Yiwei say.

Zoe hugged the quilt into her arms, smiled vaguely: "Are you leaving?" She bent her eyes and looked at Su Yiwei: "Want to elope with me?"

Su Yiwei looked at the lovely Zoe and smiled.

"Zoe, my love," she looked at Zooey and said emotionally, "I love you," her voice was very low, getting lower and lower, and the last word was almost hoarse to silent.Su Yiwei used a lot of strength to keep himself from crying when he said these words.

On the way to the military area, when they were surrounded by zombies, at the last moment of their lives, Zoe shouted to her, "Say you love me!"

So Su Yiwei came back to meet her request.

Zooey could hear clearly that Su Yiwei seldom showed such emotions, which made her blush a little.

"I love you too," Zooey responded sweetly.

She didn't know the meaning of Su Yiwei's expression of love.

Su Yiwei stood quietly for a few seconds, looked at Zoe intently, then turned and left, she left so suddenly, Zoe was still burying her face in the quilt and snickering, when she raised her head, she found Su Yiwei Yiwei is gone.

"Avi?" Zooey called out blankly.No one responded to her.

There is only one room in this room, Su Yiwei is not in the room, it is very clear at a glance.

Zooey blinked in confusion. She was still in a half-dream and half-awake state, and she was still lying on the bed, which made her wonder if she was dreaming. Just when she was in a daze and was about to fall asleep again, she saw He pressed a letter beside the pillow.

What's this?Su Yiwei's love letter?

That guy Su Yiwei is very conservative, she is indeed someone who can do this kind of thing, she is always very embarrassed to say love words, it is indeed a good idea to express love letters.

Zooey bit her lower lip, gave a smirk, and opened the letter.

The first sentence of the letter read 'my love'.

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Suddenly broke down and cried...

These two chapters are so boring.

Xiao Su's post-war trauma was actually very serious. She had been having hallucinations all the time. Now that her last hope was shattered, the post-war trauma broke out completely.

Hugging her dearly...