[Comprehensive] History of Harmony Honmaru

For the most simple and kind kindness of the little monsters, Yu Li really has no way to refuse.

Yu Li's current situation is so bad, even if anyone comes, even the guy she hated in the past, she will involuntarily produce a little comfort, and give her a little bit of comfort to her traumatized heart.

Ups and downs in the dark, mood ups and downs, watching the lively women around her die, enduring the constant torment of resentment and the fear of life disappearing all the time, how could Yu Li not be affected.

Yu Li is just a teenage girl, even in adolescence when her growth and changes are the greatest.

If there were no such misfortunes, she might grow up to be a gentle and virtuous woman like the mother of the princess, as the female officials and elders expected, and she learned from her mother how to cook, manage the family and even manage the prince. The government, and being in charge of all internal affairs activities all indicate her possible trajectory.

Or, she may fall into the rebellious period of youth, and she will get tired of these dogmatic, boring and terrible rules, and will learn to wear those black leather pants, shorts with exposed legs and shorts with navel exposed, and she may have a crush on a certain girl in school. For a bad boy, it is useless to be disciplined by friends Akashi and others, and she will even say goodbye to her friends because they don’t understand, and then there is some bloody plot, and the power of the royal family intervenes.Maybe then she'll be so rebellious that she'll disown her or be ashamed and dumped...

When she was still in the prince's mansion, Yu Li even jokingly talked about these things with the princess's mother, and then reaped the concubine's uncontrollable smile.

She still remembers the concubine's answer: "If we Xiaoli really like a boy with good conduct in all aspects so seriously one day, then mom will definitely support you, even if other people in the family disagree, mom will It's here to help you - as long as it's your choice and a serious decision."

After the princess finished speaking, she blinked at Xiao Yuli, looking a little mischievous and joking, but the depth of her eyes and the earnestness and seriousness in her words made Yu Li not misunderstand.

Even though she was still ignorant at the time, she still clearly remembered what the concubine mother had said - what an important promise this was. ,

However, this is no longer possible.

Before meeting these little monsters, Yu Li had been keenly aware of her mistakes.

She was ill, very ill.

The wounds on the body can heal, and even if there are scars, she can still live optimistically, but the wounds in her heart are always difficult to heal. It is like a bomb, which may explode at any time, making her unrecognizable and unrecognizable Abominable.

It's not that she doesn't know that her idea of ​​being negative, world-weary, or even taking revenge on society and everything is abnormal. She has a serious heart disease, but she has nothing to do, and there is no possibility of remedy.

Think of all the women who died here.

In addition to physical pain, why not mental torture is constantly consuming their lives?

No one can bear the feeling of staying in the dark all the time, especially when he was once living in a beautiful world, but unfortunately he was suddenly dragged into the abyss, how could he not complain?

Yu Li is not mature enough to calmly face such a devastating blow and disaster. Even her kind nature and optimistic attitude are gradually worn away in the long day after day of torment.

She even knew that she had expressed the mood of waiting for death passively and even impatiently wanting to die, just like countless "predecessors" before her.

When a person is immersed in sad and painful memories, all she can imagine is all the pain and unwillingness in the memory.

Yu Liming knew that this was a vicious circle, and there was no way to save his bad state a little bit.

She has a feeling in the dark—besides that maybe she really has talents far beyond ordinary people and even psychic powers, as those onmyojis said before, maybe she has received that tiny bit of power to some extent. It is this little difference in the emotions conveyed from Yushi that makes Yushi choose to kill her slowly.

If she is in a normal state, Yu Li is more likely to guess that the jade is not willing to suck human blood like this, it is protecting her.

But Yu Li was in a morbid bad mood, she even complained that this jade could not take her life earlier, and could not free her earlier.

Forced to feel these grievances, facing the unwilling expressions and attitudes of other girls when they returned to the light before they died, and enduring the insult to the personality and dignity of the food fed to the dog being thrown in like garbage, as a living person, she endured The pressure is no less than others.

Before the broom god she had kindly saved appeared in front of her, Yu Li even considered the possibility of suicide in her heart. The reason why she failed to commit suicide was that her body was too weak to even complete the suicide action. , whether she strangled herself with an iron chain or bit her tongue to kill herself, she didn't have the strength to do it.

I have been gradually assimilated by the darkness, so when the glimmer of light in the gap comes, I will feel the sting.

"It's really... very... very delicious." Yu Li's vision has long been blurred by tears, and her eyes are blurred. Although she is also in the dark, she feels at ease inexplicably, even though the torture to her is still there.

Just like when she lost her eyesight, she was not afraid anymore. Thinking about it now, when she was blind in the past, she still had no fear, just because she was accompanied by the umbrella demon and the safety of her mother and concubine. And in the comfortable environment where she grew up.

She is so lucky.

When the broom god came back to repay his favor, those warm memories hidden deep in his memory were suddenly revealed.

Yu Li thought of the good-natured girl who had bandaged her wound several times without seeing her face, and thought of the gloomy and desperate girl who was waiting for death but still told her all the information she knew at the end. Crazy woman...

Her heart was indescribably complicated.

Yu Li didn't completely reverse her thoughts at this time.

But she hasn't lost her ability to be moved and grateful, even though she's changed.

This unsightly rice ball was secretly made for her by the natto monk, bowl demon and broom god who stole the rice at the risk of being killed.

Even though the glutinous rice was extra raw and hard due to the long storage time and poor cooking techniques, Yu Li still smiled and ate the musty and rancid smell, and the rice entered her throat as if it had been ground by sand and stones Her throat was so painful that she could hardly speak, which made the already injured throat worse.

It's time to ask, however, and she doesn't intend to ignore and subtract.

"How did you get here? Apart from feeding you the juice of wild fruits, I don't seem to have helped you." Yu Li's voice was icy, full of suspicion and inquiry.

"Could it... have something to do with the God Judge?" Ishikimaru suddenly raised such a possibility.

After many of them have destroyed the space here many times, they still have nothing to gain.They imagined that this was a place like an enchantment or a protective shield, a seemingly unbreakable barrier that separated them from the phantasy of the God Inspector.

They used various physical methods to destroy one place, whether it was a knowing blow with a short knife or a sweeping blow with a big sword, they couldn't shake the barrier at all.

Tsurumaru, Hotaru and others are still trying, and the rest of the people are starting to think about other solutions.

Ishikimaru and other Fusangshen who were not so eager to fight and attack were paying close attention to the situation at the God Judge.

As Shuzumaru Koji and Jiang Xuezuowen, who have always maintained a certain degree of calmness, compared with the already a little crazy and even collapsed Anqiu Fusangshen and some short-knife children, they can view the world from a calmer and sharper perspective of God. look at this thing.

When Ishikirimaru uttered such an idea that they hadn't considered before, they all fell into deep thought.

"It's possible." Shuzhumaru twirled the beads and nodded in agreement with such a guess, but not everyone understood what Ishikimaru meant.

Mikazuki Munekami and Higiri who are discussing issues here are wise and sharp enough to be sensitive enough to things, but others are not completely like this. Fusangshen pay different attention to the god-inspectors, and even see the position of illusion and history It's different from the angle. If you're locked up somewhere and can't see the condition of the interrogator, it's inevitable that you're missing some clues.

Jiang Xue also had some thoughts on Zuowen, so Shuzhuwan asked Jiang Xue to express his opinion first, and then he would speak again.

Jiang Xue didn't refuse, and explained unhurriedly.

"I don't know when you first felt the stagnant feeling of being isolated from the God-inspector? Before that, when I saw the young God-inspector in my childhood, to be honest, I didn't have much In other words, I don't think the real 'God Judge' we are looking for is you... No, our God Judge is here."

Xiaoye Zuowenwen stared wide-eyed, looking very surprised, Zongsan Zuowenwen rubbed his head comfortingly.

"When the judge came into contact with Zongsan or the first period, it was the time when she trusted us the most and was very positive in her heart."

"That's right," Zong San Zuo Wenwen continued his brother Jiang Xue Zuo Wenwen's words, "The master who believes in the legend of Xiaohuwan...is so beautiful and dazzling. Even the people in the cage are taken care of by the master."

"It's a little girl, let the sun shine here." There was a gentle smile on Zong Sanzuo's face, although his eyes were looking at his own body knife, the Zongsan Zuowen in the history of Zhenzhen had been touched by a god judge. Touch, was brought into the sun, and his hand was slightly raised, and his fingertips touched his chest.

"That's where the heart is."

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Yabai, I haven’t left yet, this means it’s not over yet orz

I suddenly wanted to see, what would Zong Sanzuo's script as a great sword look like?

Well, I just feel that Zong San is very flirtatious, as if piao him (bu