please stop being jealous

The confession came both suddenly and not suddenly.

Xu Luoye's voice was very soft, as if floating from far away, and then fell heavily in my heart.

I asked her, "Where are you now?"

"I do not know."

I lowered my head slightly: "Send me the location on WeChat, and I'll pick you up." I softened my tone, "Wait for me obediently."

Xu Luo also listened and sent the location, and I immediately put on my coat and drove to find her.

She didn't wait for me in the lobby, didn't send me a message, didn't take a taxi, and walked all the way by memory.

Navigation is not on.

But because time passed, she actually walked a lot, and I only drove for 10 minutes before I saw her sitting on a bench by the side of the road.

The address she located was a 24-hour supermarket, which was right behind her.

The car was parked on the side of the road a few meters away from Xu Luoye. When I arrived, she lowered her head slightly, holding her phone in her hand, and didn't realize that I had arrived.

I got out of the car, looking at her like this, I felt a little sore.

Xu Luo has always been someone who makes me feel distressed. She has a maturity that does not match her age, because she has been forced to be sensible since she was a child.

I recalled her flushed eyes and restrained expression when I heard her talk about her family for the first time.

She could have cried a lot, but she held back the tears.

As I grew older, I gradually grew from a child who only knew how to play with mud to what I am now. Xu Luo is also different. Her cooking skills, her observation of words, and everything about her are all forced.

My steps seem to be a bit heavy, and my heartbeat has not returned to normal since Xu Luo also said "I like you" to me.

I didn't think about not coaxing her, I just thought about having a chat with her when I came back at night.

As for Xu Luoye's confession, I didn't expect it, because I imagined that when we were chatting tonight, I would tell her to destroy the contract and we would start with a new identity.

I walked slowly, only a few steps away, I seemed to have walked a century.

Finally, I stood in front of Xu Luoye.

I put my hand on her head, rubbed it, and said softly, "I'll take you home."

Xu Luo didn't say anything, she just slowly opened her arms, hugged my waist, and buried her face in my clothes.

I lowered my head, looked at her like this, and couldn't help but feel guilty: "I'm sorry, I..."

I actually wanted to say "I shouldn't have guessed your mind".

But Xu Luo also shook her head, her voice was muffled: "Stop saying sorry." She paused, "This is the second sorry you said today."

indeed.

I've already said it once on the phone.

I put my hands on her shoulders, looking at her like this, I felt cute again: "There is a game city not far away, do you want to play? You can relax."

"Okay." Xu Luo also answered very simply.

I'm not talking nonsense, after all, I'm also an aboriginal in Liucheng, and I know where there are delicious and interesting places nearby.

What's more, I was still a "prodigal son" before.

But Xu Luo didn't move either.

I pinched her earlobe: "Don't you agree?" The corners of my mouth couldn't help but curl up, "Is my embrace very warm or what?"

Her: "Yeah."

"Woke up."

"If you don't get up, I'll squat down."

Only then did Xu Luo let go of his arms around my waist, but he still didn't look up.

I slowly squatted down, and she covered her face again.

don't see me.

I held her wrist: "What's the matter?" I asked tentatively, "Shy?"

"..."

"Could you not say it."

I "tsk": "I heard your tone on the phone, and thought you wouldn't be shy."

Xu Luo also put down her hand, staring at me with big eyes.

But it doesn't look angry at all.

I held her face in my hands: "Why don't we go to the game city, how about going to the movies?"

"You have to go to work tomorrow." Xu Luo also reminded me, "Be at the company at eight o'clock in the morning."

Which means I can't stay up late tonight.

"That's right." After watching a movie, it won't be over until after eleven o'clock.

I looked at her: "Then go to the game city?"

"Not going." She shook her head, she blinked, "Go back."

I didn't refuse: "Okay."

But when the car was on the road, I changed the route again and went to a park.

The location of the park is not remote, and it is also relatively famous, because here, there is an extremely beautiful light show every Friday.

It can also be regarded as an Internet celebrity spot in Liucheng. Every Friday night at ten o'clock, there are many people here.

It's almost ten o'clock now, and there are no parking spaces nearby. I parked the car a little farther away, and then walked over with Xu Luo.

On the way, I asked her, "Have you been here?"

"No."

I smiled and said, "That's fine."

There are already a lot of people in the park, and there are still 5 minutes before ten o'clock.

Someone was playing a popular song on the Internet with a speaker. Not far away were Internet celebrities dancing to the song, and many photographers were already in place.

They wanted to capture the opening moment of the light show.

There were already no seats on the bench, and Xu Luo and I were standing a little outside.

However, the characteristic of this park is that its light show not only has a center, but can be seen from every place where it stands.

In the crowd, someone started to take the rhythm and count down.

Ten, nine, eight...

When the count reached "one", the audience began to cheer.

Xu Luo and I didn't stand in the center either, and the small lanterns hanging on the tree above our heads were already on.

They flashed one after another, and after a few seconds, the frequency changed again, and the whole park seemed to become an ocean.

We saw whales swimming, we saw sharks preparing to kill...

Xu Luo also grabbed my hand. She raised her head slightly, her eyes were very bright, and she was fascinated by it.

My eyes are all on her, seeing her happy makes me happy too.

I held her hand tightly, and stood a little closer to her, almost touching her.

Xu Luo also had a smile on her face, she turned to me and said with emotion: "This way I won't be afraid of the sea."

It was really noisy around, so I put my head closer: "Do you like it very much?"

"Hmm." She nodded.

I changed the hand holding her to interlocking fingers: "I like it too."

I followed up: "But I like you the most."

At this moment, a "wow" burst out from the crowd. It turned out that the dolphin turned into a tiger in the next second.

The tiger opened its mouth wide, as if it wanted to swallow everyone present.

I thought Xu Luo didn't hear it, and was about to repeat it again, but she moved and kissed my face.

The slightly cool lips fell on my face, and it felt very clear.

She didn't say anything, but I knew she heard.

I just grinned silly.

The light show will not last too long, and it will end in about 10 minutes.

Everyone is full of ideas.

Xu Luo and I didn't seem to have been here before, so we quickly left here and walked to the parked car.

About 3 minutes away.

It seemed that it was a little hot in the crowd, I touched my face quietly, and the temperature on it never went down.

We still held hands, but were silent.

It's just that I couldn't suppress my joy, the arc of the corner of my mouth became wider and wider, and finally I laughed out loud.

I heard myself laughing: "..."

Kind of embarrassing.

I coughed lightly: "I just thought of a joke."

The street lights were very dim, and Xu Luoye's face could not be seen clearly, but she could hear her smiling voice: "What joke?"

My mind froze: "Forgot."

I put her hand together with mine in my coat pocket: "When I first came here, I was still in junior high school."

I said, "It was probably in 2004, and that day happened to be the last day, that is, December 12. There was a biography from a classmate in the class saying that there would be a light show here."

"At that time, there was no such thing as New Year's Eve, and this park was more than half an hour away from my house by bus."

"I'm not sure if there is any, we thought it was a bit novel, and then sneaked out at night."

Xu Luo also asked me: "Are you with Sister Fangyuan?"

"Yes."

"The four of us sneaked out of the house, took money from our change jars and came out to take a taxi."

"When we arrived, many people came to the park."

I began to recall: "At that time, there was a couple standing next to them, looking very sweet. Not long after, the girl said it was cold, let's go back, and the boy said to be patient and wait, the lights will definitely turn on at ten o'clock."

Having said that, we have walked to the car.

But I didn't hurry to let go and get in the car. Instead, I just stood here and continued: "At ten o'clock, the lights really came on, and this couple smiled very brightly."

I smiled: "That was the first time I had expectations for love."

Some things still need to be shared.

"Today, when you asked me whether I saw you or her, I was actually at a loss."

"It's true that I was in a trance in front of you, and it's true that I admitted in disguise that you resemble her. It's also true that she used to call me 'little sweetheart' before."

I was a little thirsty when I said it, so I couldn't help licking my lower lip, and said in a very affirmative tone: "But, my feelings for her are not liking, never liking."

When Xiao Canran was with me, I didn't like her, and her liking for me was all pretended, so that when she stole my plan and my achievements in the end, she didn't feel guilty at all, and I become the target of public criticism.

That was the most painful time in my life, and I struggled for a long time to get out.

But I have since lost sleep.

I can stay awake until dawn without using my phone, and sometimes I have to get very drunk to fall asleep.

Until I met Xu Luoye.

I let go of her hand and hugged her.

I whispered in her ear: "I didn't think I was lucky until I met you and liked you. You don't have to doubt your charm. I like you the most now, and I will like you the most in the future."