please stop being jealous

I counted carefully, and Xu Luo and I have only kissed three or four times since we first met.

Although I didn't like her when I kissed her before, what I can't deny is that the taste is wonderful.

Let alone now.

But the feeling in the car is not very good, especially when we are one in the driver's seat and one in the co-pilot.

So not long after, I let her go, coughed lightly, and fastened my seat belt again: "Okay, let's drive."

When I said this, I felt a little hot in the face.

Xu Luo also responded: "Okay."

We didn't speak all the way, as if the kiss in the parking lot never happened.

But in fact, I think I must have the same idea as Xu Luoye.

Not being shy, simply enjoying the feeling.

I like her and she likes me too.

There is no need to explain it at this moment, and I will feel happy.

It wasn't until the car stopped that Xu Luo also said, "Here we are."

I didn't move: "Sister Xu." I said, "help me unfasten my seat belt."

Amusing Xu Luo is also a very fun thing.

When I was on the road, I thought about it for a while and then I did it when I got there.

Sure enough, Xu Luo also stopped opening the door, she turned around and looked at me.

There was a little helplessness in his eyes.

I raised my arms: "I'm bored."

So shameless.

I scolded myself for that.

Xu Luo also slowly leaned over and untied the safe for me. Her expression was gentle, without the slightest bit of displeasure.

Before she left, I poked my head forward and kissed her again on the lips.

I just laughed: "It's much sweeter than your pomegranate."

Xu Luo also bent the corners of her lips: "Get up quickly." She said, "Don't hold back."

"understood."

After getting out of the car, I took her hand over again, put it in my hand, and played with it all the way.

As the elevator went up, Xu Luoye's face became more and more red. When I stood at the door, I raised my hand and touched her face, pretending to be surprised, and asked deliberately: "Are you wearing too much?" gone?"

Xu Luo also gave me a supercilious look.

I laughed twice, entered the password and opened the door.

While changing shoes, my phone rang in my bag.

I took it out and saw that it was my mother calling.

Xu Luo was also wearing slippers to wash her hands. I walked to the living room and answered, "Hello, Mom."

"Have you got off work?"

"It's past nine o'clock now."

"I get off work at nine."

My mother said "Oh": "How is Xiao Song doing now?"

There are only a few of us looking after Song Chicheng, and the elders have never come to see it.

It's not convenient for my mother to come forward, this is actually a private matter of the Song family.

After three days, if you call me now, you probably feel that the mood on our side has stabilized.

I replied: "No problem."

A sigh came from the other end of the phone: "You said that this child is usually fine, why does he like men?"

"Is liking men a problem?" I sat down on the sofa.

"It's okay if you like a man, but if he likes a man, that must be the problem."

Xu Luo had also come out of the bathroom. Seeing that I was on the phone, she lightened her steps and went to the kitchen.

I breathed out: "Mom, there is no problem, it is a very natural thing."

What's more, Song Chicheng doesn't like men yet.

Thinking of this, I was a little upset again.

"He is the only son in their Song family, and getting married and starting a family is his way."

"I know what you young people are thinking now. It's the trend to like the same sex, and it's also the trend not to want to get married, but in the end you still have to have a family."

"One of our employees was not the same before. Every day he said that he was unmarried. In the end, he honestly found a man to marry and live. Now his son is almost in kindergarten."

It's not that the elders haven't heard about this matter, but in their eyes, it's just ignorance when they were young, and it's just like playing house when they were young.

I exhaled: "I'm a little tired."

"Xiao Song, you three sisters, remember to enlighten and enlighten."

"Xiao Huo is engaged, she is your role model, follow her more."

"I went to take a shower."

"Good night."

"mom."

I was not irrational or impulsive. After I hung up the phone, I lowered my head, stared at the ground, and then got up to wash my hands.

When she came out, Xu Luo was also sitting on the sofa, and a plate of fruit she had cut was placed on the coffee table.

I raised a smile: "I'll take a shower first."

She nodded: "OK."

Through this simple communication with my mother, I can be regarded as knowing her attitude.

I have never been in a hurry to come out, and I have always told them that I don't want to get married.

It's just that maybe one day in the future, they will still know that I like women.

This can't be hidden forever.

I came out of the bathroom again after wiping my hair, Xu Luo was still sitting on the sofa, and the plate of fruit in front of me didn't move.

I walked over, picked up a piece of orange, and put it in my mouth.

After I swallowed it, I looked at her and said, "If I don't open a fruit shop, the products I buy will be grown by your family."

I sat next to her with a towel around my neck, and the water was still dripping from my hair, so I wiped it again.

"Our family doesn't have that many fruits." Xu Luo also replied.

I remember very clearly that she said something similar before.

I raised my eyebrows: "Then when will it be available for sale." I asked her, "What do you think?"

Xu Luo also laughed: "Stop making trouble."

I leaned my head closer: "help me wipe my hair."

She raised her hand obediently, took the towel on my head, and began to gently wipe my hair.

I looked into her eyes, pursed my lips, and called out to her: "Xu Luoye."

Xu Luo didn't speak, waiting for my next sentence.

I sniffed: "Have you ever liked anyone before?"

"No." After she replied, she stopped the movement of her hands and looked at me seriously.

I asked: "Why?"

"No time, no energy, no ideas."

"Then do you have time, energy and ideas now?"

She didn't answer, but asked me: "Are you too tired today?"

I nodded: "Maybe a little bit."

She continued to rub my hair: "Then go and blow dry your hair, so you can go to bed early."

I stared at her, a little stubborn: "You haven't answered me yet."

"I don't think you're in a position to say that."

I was taken aback: "What's the state?"

"You are not happy, but also very sad."

I was dumbfounded: "Is it so obvious?"

"Ah."

"Ok."

Xu Luoye seemed to know what I was thinking just by looking at me.

I am now as she said, unhappy and uncomfortable.

Because of this call from my mom.

In the final analysis, I will still be influenced by my family.

My mother's attitude made it clear that she wanted me to find someone to marry in the future no matter what.

On the surface it seemed to be talking about Song Chicheng, but in fact it brought the topic back to me.

Originally, I thought about talking to Xu Luo about our affairs tonight, but now I have to put it aside.

But certainly not for long.

Before going to work the next day, I went to Song Chicheng's.

Fangyuan was there again, but fortunately, her complexion was much better than before, probably because Song Chicheng's injury looked much better than before.

When I arrived, Fang Yuan was still leaning on Song Chicheng's bed, and the two of them were watching TV series on the iPad together.

Seeing me, Song Chicheng called me first: "Sister."

I put the snacks I brought on his table: "What are you looking at?"

"Watch a drama from Amway in Moments." Song Chicheng replied.

"Does it look good?" I asked again.

Song Chicheng nodded again: "It's okay."

Fangyuan turned off the iPad: "I'm going to wash some fruit."

I sat down on the chair: "My mother called last night."

Song Chicheng's expression froze: "Did you say anything?" He paused, "Did my dad say anything?"

"No."

"No mention of godfather."

"It means let us learn from Miss Xiaoling."

Song Chicheng curled his lips: "If you want me to get engaged to another girl on New Year's Day, it's just a dream."

I stared at him: "What is another girl?"

I can't stand it anymore.

Song Chicheng grinned: "Except for boys, aren't they all girls?"

The bedroom door was left open, and the sound of Fang Yuan washing fruit in the kitchen could be heard.

I pressed the corner of my mouth: "Really?"

It's rare for me to call him by his full name: "Song Chicheng, do you know that you are a scumbag?"

Song Chicheng was still acting: "Sister, what are you talking about? My ex-boyfriends and I broke up amicably. I didn't cheat on my legs and I didn't cheat money to cheat my relationship. I'm not a scumbag."

I didn't bother to talk nonsense with him, so I said softly, "Fangyuan."

Song Chicheng: "..."

He was silent, and Fang Yuan also came in with a sliced ​​apple with a toothpick stuck in it.

She brought it in front of me, I took one, and watched her walk in front of Song Chicheng.

Song Chicheng shook his head: "I don't want to eat now."

Fang Yuan didn't care about his stuff, just picked up a piece and handed it to his mouth.

Song Chicheng glanced at him, but still opened his mouth.

The answer is already obvious.

After staying there for not long, I left there. Before I left, I took advantage of Fangyuan to go to the bathroom, and I scolded Song Chicheng: "Irresponsible, what is it if you are not a scumbag?"

Song Chicheng was very aggrieved: "I really want to be responsible, but she said first that I don't have to be responsible." He said, "She doesn't like me, and if I bring this up again, wouldn't she be a childhood sweetheart?"

It's nothing.

When I arrived at the company, I was still in a bad mood, and I always thought about Song Chicheng and Fangyuan.

Both are mentally ill.

It took a lot of effort to force myself to calm down before class.

I drank a lot of water, and then I sent a message to Xu Luoye saying that I went to class.

Before I got to the classroom, Xu Luo also texted me back.

【lingering fear. 】 First called my name.

Then he asked me: 【Is the person you see now me or her? 】