please stop being jealous

It's not the first time Xu Luo gave me medicine. I also injured my knee during our company's sports meeting before, and she gave me the medicine that time.

The wound on the knee, I can actually do it myself.

But this time the place where I was beaten was on the back, and I really can't do it alone.

It happened that Xu Luo was also there, so I had no choice but to ask her to help me.

I didn't see Song Chicheng's specific injury, but it's not hard to imagine what kind of picture it was.

He suffered a lot from childhood, but he seldom cried, and he used to be stubborn with his family. I think that now that he is grown up, he will be much more stable than before.

I didn't expect it to come out so suddenly.

Because the weather is getting colder, I am wearing a shirt today, and it is convenient to take it off, just unbutton it.

My godfather's stick has lost some strength, but it still hurts for me.

Throwing the clothes aside, I lay down on the bed, looked sideways at the door, and called Xu Luoye: "Okay."

After I finished speaking, I buried my face in the pillow and closed my eyes.

The door opened.

Xu Luoye's footsteps approached.

I also heard the sound of the medicine box being placed on the ground.

I can't see anything, only my hearing becomes more acute, and I can catch any slight sound.

The back was almost empty. I don't know what the beaten part looks like now, but I still feel the burning pain.

I pursed my lips and asked sullenly, "Did you bleed?"

Xu Luoye's voice was very close: "No." She said, "It's very red and swollen."

I said "Oh" and said, "It's fine if there is no bleeding."

I actually knew there was no bleeding because none of my white shirts were red.

Xu Luo also couldn't help asking me: "Is this all right?"

It's actually a bit cold, but the coldness makes me feel very comfortable, and it can relieve the pain caused by the wound a little.

I replied: "Yes."

I sighed: "It's much better than galloping."

Xu Luo didn't say anything, I heard her opening the medicine box.

I swallowed, and remembered the fear of being dominated by her medicine last time: "I'm afraid of pain."

"I'll take it easy."

"..." What a bad line?

I didn't have time to think about it, because Xu Luo had already started applying the medicine.

She must have still used a cotton swab, and there was a strong smell of alcohol in the air.

I clutched at the pillow, tears brewing.

It's no longer a burning pain, it's completely like branding me.

I wanted to yell, I wanted to yell, but I thought of Song Chicheng again, so I finally held back.

Fortunately, the wound was not that big, so Xu Luo also changed a few cotton swabs and applied the alcohol.

I turned my head and headed towards Xu Luoye.

I looked at her and opened my mouth: "I'm hungry."

"I cooked porridge."

I smiled: "Why do you prepare so well every time?"

Xu Luo didn't answer either.

She is so close to me that I can touch her as soon as I reach out.

I did exactly that, with my hand still on her head.

Her hair was limp and I rubbed it.

Xu Luo was also very cooperative, and lowered his head slightly.

Only then did she droop her eyelids and replied, "Because I'm worried about you."

I paused and withdrew my hand: "There is nothing to worry about."

Xu Luo also glanced at my wound: "Are you sure?"

I was dumbfounded, and turned my head away again.

I don't want to ignore her.

In the next second, the wound felt cold.

Very comfortable.

Xu Luo's voice also sounded softly nearby: "Blow it and it won't hurt."

I pursed my lips tightly, not daring to speak.

The sound of the heartbeat became heavier and heavier.

I took a long breath of relief when Xu Luo also left the bedroom.

Never had a moment like this made me feel so miserable.

Because I had just applied the medicine, I would touch it again when I put on clothes. In the end, I simply put on the shirt inside out, exposing my back.

It's just a little cooler.

It's already like this, and I don't expect to sleep comfortably, and I fall asleep on my stomach again at night.

It's just that I didn't sleep very well, because I had a dream. I dreamed that I was kneeling in front of my parents because they forced me to marry a man I didn't know.

It was a nightmare.

Later in the dream, I was also beaten. The pain was so real that I woke up straight away.

Only then did I notice that at some point, I lay down and fell asleep again.

No wonder it doesn't hurt.

It was already dawn, and the curtains couldn't stop the light.

Because of the injury, Xu Luo didn't go back to his bedroom last night, so he stayed by my side.

It's just that there is nothing around me now, without her figure.

My throat was a little dry, I lifted the quilt, put on the front of my clothes like before going to bed, and then went to the living room to get water for a drink.

It's nine o'clock in the morning, and it's rare for me to wake up so early on a day off.

Xu Luo wasn't in the living room either.

I opened the doors of her bedroom and study one by one, but I didn't see her.

Today Tuesday, she has no class in the morning.

I pursed my lips, sat on the sofa, and called her.

She answered quickly, but there was some noise around.

I asked, "Where have you been?"

"In the vegetable market."

I was taken aback: "What are you doing there?"

"Buy ingredients to make soup."

You can clearly hear her conversations such as "give me half a catty of ribs" and "boss, the pork belly is a lot of money per catty".

I felt relieved: "Are you coming back soon?"

"Ah."

"it is good."

After hanging up the phone, I let out a sigh of relief.

It's not a good feeling to open your eyes and not see Xu Luo by your side.

Especially since I also had nightmares.

This also made me realize even more clearly that I am really the one who depends on Xu Luoye.

She was never dependent on me.

In the beginning, I relied on her to fall asleep, but now I only feel at ease when I see her. I have always been the weak one.

I felt relieved, and first sent a message to Fang Yuan: [Are you awake? 】

She usually wakes up late, so she doesn't call rashly.

But Fangyuan replied in seconds: [I am galloping here. 】

She said: [I didn't sleep. 】

I frowned, feeling bad.

Fangyuan's reaction...

I swallowed, and asked again: [Where is galloping? 】

[After drinking some porridge, she fell asleep again. 】

Most of this porridge was cooked by Fang Yuan herself, she is not bad at cooking.

[I'll come over in the afternoon. ] I went back again.

【it is good. 】

Last night, Fang Yuan's absent-minded appearance appeared before my eyes again, and I suddenly felt a bit of a headache.

It is easier for people to let go of their feelings by keeping a distance, but Fangyuan and Song Chicheng have always been very close.

Fangyuan is much more difficult than me.

After she confided her heart in front of me that time, she was always smiling in front of me.

After she entered university, she met a new boyfriend and called me who was far away in Shaoxing, saying that her boyfriend had invited Song Chicheng, who was still idle, to dinner.

She scolded me for being heartless, saying that I chose a university that was so far away, otherwise I would have had that meal.

But not long after, Fang Yuan told me that she broke up.

I didn't know the exact reason at the time, but it wasn't until a long time later that Fang Yuan told me that it was because the man scolded "that's disgusting" after knowing that Song Chicheng liked boys.

He told Fang Yuan to stay away from Song Chicheng.

When I knew the truth at the time, I didn't think much about it. I thought that Fang Yuan would break up because he grew up with Song Chicheng.

But now that I think about it, it doesn't seem to be the case.

Thinking of this scene gave me a headache, I rubbed my forehead, and the sound of entering a password came from the door.

Within two seconds, the door opened, and Xu Luo came in with two bags.

I didn't move, I watched her put the bags and change the shoes.

Finally, she washed her hands and walked in front of me, a little puzzled: "Why did you wake up so early?"

I slept a little late last night.

I didn't say I had a nightmare: "I don't know."

The shirt was a bit worn down by me, and I didn't wear anything underneath.

Xu Luo also raised her hand to help me pull my clothes: "Put it on."

She looked upright: "Otherwise you'll catch a cold."

When she said this, her expression was unnatural, and her red ears could be seen.

I raised my eyebrows: "Really?"

"Yeah." Xu Luo also nodded, pointing to the kitchen, "I'll make you some soup."

I stood up and went back to the bedroom to lie on my stomach.

After a while, Xu Luo came in again, still holding the medicine box: "Apply the medicine."

I made a bitter face: "It hurts."

Then I watched Xu Luo also bend down, and blew on the wound on my back.

When my knee hurts, she blows my knee.

When my back hurt, she blew on my back again.

After she finished blowing, she touched the cotton swab with alcohol again, with a gentle look on her face.

Much better than last night.

She threw the used swabs in the trash and sat down on the edge of the bed.

I closed my eyes, thought about it, and said, "I had a nightmare." I recalled the dream, and found that I couldn't recall the details clearly, "I forgot the specifics, it was roughly a beating..."

At this point, I paused: "After waking up, I saw that you were not there. I thought I was still in a dream."

Yes.

Compared to the incident of being beaten, I suddenly realized that the absence of Xu Luo was a nightmare.

I opened my eyes, looked at Xu Luoye, and raised the corners of my mouth.

Don't know what to say.

Xu Luo also laughed, and we didn't say anything.

After a while, she stood up: "I'll go and see the soup."

"Okay." I nodded.

She walked to the door, and my eyes followed her, and then I watched her stop.

Without turning around, she paused for two seconds and walked forward again.

Yesterday, I wasn't sure that Xu Luo also liked me, but today, I already know the answer.

I looked at the ceiling, the corners of my lips curled up uncontrollably, and I finally grinned.

I smirked.

Xu Luo also had classes in the afternoon, and before she went to school, she specifically told me that she didn't need to pick her up.

I looked at her and said with a smile, "I just want to pick you up?"

Xu Luo also said helplessly: "Stop making trouble."

I was sitting on the sofa, and she was going to change shoes at the entrance.

I waved to her: "Come here."

She came over obediently: "what's the matter?"

When she stood in front of me, I pursed my lips: "I'm going to have a look at Gallop in the afternoon, maybe I'll be back a bit late, if you're sleepy at night, go to bed early."

"No." She looked at me fixedly, "You didn't come back, I can't sleep."

I waved my hand, but couldn't hold back the upturned corner of my mouth: "Okay, okay, I got it."

Xu Luo also bent over and hugged me again.

She also just put her hands on my shoulders just considering my wounds.

I held my breath and dared not move.

After more than ten seconds, I put my arms around her waist: "I don't want you to go to class."

Xu Luoye's voice sounded above my head: "If you don't want it, you can miss me."

She rubbed her chin against my head and said, "I'll be late if I don't go." She smiled and called me, "Cousin."