please stop being jealous

I have never hugged Xu Luo quietly like this before.

The previous intimate contact with her usually came from the time when we were in bed, and we were not cousins ​​at that time.

At that time, I would hold her in my arms, and the ultimate goal was just to let myself sleep comfortably.

But this moment is different.

Under the dim light, I could no longer see Xu Luoye's face, but I could really feel the strength of her hugging me.

Not heavy, not light.

Her hair brushed against my face, itching and uncomfortable.

It's like I've been immobilized.

And just when I was about to raise my hand to hug her back, the elevator door behind me opened again, and someone else was about to come out.

Xu Luo also let go of me.

The hug came so suddenly and briefly that I didn't have enough time to react.

Xu Luo also smiled and said, "Okay."

I tried my best to stabilize the excitement and tension in my heart, and also bent the corners of my lips, nodded: "That's good."

Strictly speaking, it didn't take Xu Luoye three days to go home this time, but seeing her again gave me the feeling that I haven't seen her for a long time.

I know where this feeling comes from.

In the car, I continued to ask her silly things with feigned ease, trying to unwind.

Xu Luo was also driving, and she wouldn't look anywhere except at traffic lights.

It also gave me a lot of time to look at her profile, but I didn't stare at it all the time, and I kept my eyes veiled.

"By the way, it's almost National Day."

"You will still let it go for seven days, right?"

"Yes." Xu Luo also replied.

The National Day is only half a month away, and it will come soon.

I pursed my lips, and looked at her again: "I'd better arrange a car to take you back then." I smiled, "This year is 70 years, and it is very important for the whole country."

Xu Luo also said, "Okay."

It seems that we haven't seen each other for more than two days, and the relationship with Xu Luoye has changed again. I don't know if it's my illusion. I think she is more polite to me except when she is in the parking lot.

The specific manifestation is that her answer is "um", "okay" and "OK".

I rubbed my forehead, not quite understanding why she did this again.

As if back when we first met, she always looked at me indifferently.

Thinking of this, I didn't talk anymore. When we got back to the apartment, we basically had no other communication.

The sky hadn't completely entered darkness yet, so I took a few glances in the living room, and said to Xu Luo who had already put on his apron, "I'm going to the study."

I'm a little irritable, let's practice calligraphy.

At this point, I am very grateful to my parents, because practicing calligraphy is really useful. At least after I finish writing a page, I feel a lot brighter.

When he came out again, Xu Luo had already prepared dinner.

I sniffed, washed my hands again, and finally sat down on a chair and ate quietly.

Xu Luo also has a tacit understanding with me. We have no other communication. This direction makes me feel surprised, but it seems normal.

It's just that I know that there must be something wrong.

Although we look the same as usual on the surface, but if you feel it carefully, it is the same as the Cold War.

If it was placed before, I wouldn't care what Xu Luo did.

But I care about her.

I don't have to go to work tomorrow, and I'm not in a hurry to take a shower, so I sit on the sofa.

Xu Luo also went home and brought a lot of fruit, and put a lot in the refrigerator. Now she went into the kitchen to cut fruit again.

I stared at the kitchen door in a daze, finally got up, walked to the door, and raised my hand to open the closed door.

Xu Luo was also peeling pomegranates inside.

There was a small bowl in front of her, and she was peeling the pomegranates cleanly one by one in the bowl.

Because of my appearance, she turned her head and looked over.

I put my hands in the pockets of my clothes and held them tightly, but my panic couldn't be seen on my face: "You don't need to be so meticulous." I paused, "Just peel the pomegranate casually."

There was only a little pomegranate left in her hand, and the small white bowl was almost filled with red pomegranates, which looked very attractive.

Xu Luo also continued the work in his hands, shaking his head: "No."

I curled my lips: "It's a waste of time."

I added: "You still have class tomorrow morning, it would be better if you wash up now."

"I can wake up."

I frowned, and said the result of thinking in the living room: "Did I do something wrong?"

"What?" Xu Luo also threw the peeled pomegranate peel into the trash can, and then looked at me fixedly.

I feel a little wronged: "Don't you think your attitude towards me is strange?"

Yes.

Anyway, now that we are cousins, it would be better to speak out some things directly.

The kitchen is equipped with incandescent lamps, which are very bright, and Xu Luoye's expression can be seen clearly.

She pursed her lips, the lipstick had long since disappeared, but she still looked moist.

Like the pomegranates in the bowl.

Xu Luo also had puzzled eyes: "Is it strange?"

"Why not strange?"

Xu Luo also washed her hands, and the sound of water came from the kitchen again, accompanied by her answer: "It's not surprising."

"..."

Her appearance of "has nothing to do with me" makes me feel a little novel besides feeling uncomfortable.

I sighed: "It's okay."

After I finished speaking, I opened the refrigerator, took out an orange and peeled it.

I opened my mouth, but before I could put the orange in my mouth, Xu Luo had already put two pomegranates in for me.

"Is it sweet?" Xu Luo was also beside me, with a smile in his eyes.

I didn't answer, turned around and left the kitchen.

more angry.

Forgot since when, she can make my emotions change in a short period of time.

This made me feel a little distressed again.

It's true that I like her, but it doesn't mean I have to be angry.

And it's kind of weird.

I had spit out the pomegranate seeds. I went into the bedroom, opened the drawer, and took out the cigarette I hadn't smoked for a long time.

While I was still looking for a lighter, Xu Luo also came over and grabbed my wrist: "No smoking."

"I want to smoke?" I raised the corner of my mouth, and with a little force, I broke my wrist away.

Xu Luo was also faster than me, she directly took the cigarette I was holding.

My brows frowned even tighter: "What on earth do you want to do tonight?"

She looked at me: "I don't want to do anything."

Those eager and happy moods of wanting to see her have long since disappeared, followed by irritability.

I pursed my lips tightly, Xu Luo also put the cigarette on the table, and she stood up straight: "It's me who should be angry."

She lowered her eyelashes and lowered her voice: "Why didn't you hug me back when I hugged you?"

"I..." I opened my mouth, "I don't have enough time."

Xu Luo also looked at me again: "What time?"

"Didn't someone come out of the elevator later?"

"And you let go first."

"Isn't it because you didn't hug me that I let go?"

The air froze for at least five seconds.

I watched her throat move, and then turned her face away: "I'm going out to eat some fruit."

It's my turn to pull her wrist again: "Wait a minute."

I wanted to suppress the upturned corners of my lips, but I couldn't. I could only try to make my smile less...insolent.

I raised my eyebrows: "I understand."

I emphasized: "You want me to hug you, don't you?"

Xu Luo also denied: "No."

I "oh" for a moment: "what is that?"

She didn't struggle, her slender wrist was held in my hand, because she was busy in the kitchen, her sleeves were rolled up, and now what I touched with my palm was the most direct temperature of her.

Slightly hot, and seems to be a little hot.

Xu Luo also looked at me again without speaking.

I didn't hesitate anymore, leaned over and hugged her.

The hand holding her wrist was also released and placed behind her back.

Xu Luoye's body was a little stiff, and it took several seconds before he hugged me back.

Her face was buried in the hollow of my shoulder and I couldn't see it.

Her hair still grazed my face, and it still made me feel a little itchy.

I close my eyes and feel that the peace at this moment can make my heart completely quiet.

During the two nights when Xu Luo also left, I didn't sleep well.

I dug out the audio she had sent me and listened to it for a long time before I gradually fell asleep.

After a while, I tilted my head slightly, took a breath, smiled, approached her ear, and whispered: "Pomegranate is quite sweet."

Xu Luo also let go of her hand, with an unnatural expression on her face: "I'm going to take a shower, and I have class tomorrow."

"Didn't you say you won't be in a hurry when you wake up?"

She left me with a back: "You are hallucinating."

Xu Luo was no longer afraid of anything, so I slept with her separately at night.

But because of that hug, I had a sweet night.

After working for three days, I finally took a break. After getting up and eating, I took a nap and went to "throb".

We held another three-day event during the Mid-Autumn Festival holiday. When I arrived, there were not many customers in the store. After all, everyone went to work and school.

The clerks are removing some props for the Mid-Autumn Festival.

I told Xiao Mu in advance that I was coming, and she didn't have to say anything to me. I just came in as an ordinary customer, ordered a small cake and a drink, then packed my things and got back in the car.

Xu Luo is about to leave school.

When he arrived at the gate of the Polytechnic University, Xu Luo had almost just finished school.

People's emotions really change very quickly. In less than 24 hours, I have gone through several stages.

Sitting in the car, rubbing the steering wheel with my fingertips, I gradually felt a more strange feeling.

It seems that Xu Luoye who is waiting now is not my cousin.

but girlfriend.

This is an illusion, I know it very well, but I have thought about it a lot since last night.

For example, Xu Luo actually likes me too.

I'm not sure, I'm not sure, but I have more and more expectations and hopes.

If she likes me, that's really great.

It was the ringtone of the mobile phone that brought her back to her thoughts, a call from Fang Yuan.

I answered with a smile: "Hello?"

"A palpitation!"

"The gallop has a showdown with the family!"