please stop being jealous

It was very close, almost close to her mouth, and the breath of her words spread around my ears.

A little itchy, a little hot, more numb.

And the numbness started to spread from the ears and traveled around until it occupied my body.

My throat was inexplicably dry, and I moved a little away from her. I looked at her and asked, "Why do you always use 'as if'?"

And the lines didn't change much, so I didn't understand what she was trying to express at all.

Fang Yuan turned her head to the side, with a curious look on her face again, with a smile on her face: "What doesn't seem like it?"

I waved my hand: "Nothing."

Xu Luo also had an unnatural expression, her throat moved, and she answered Fang Yuan's question: "I mean, it seems like I can take a rest tonight."

Song Chicheng was puzzled: "Isn't it Sunday yesterday? Didn't you have a good rest?"

Song Chicheng started to be serious, but he was really not gay at all, no different from ordinary handsome straight men.

Xu Luo didn't answer either, looking at me with a hint of asking for help.

why.

I couldn't understand it, but I still came out to smooth things over: "She has to be busy with the insurance research. You think it's the two of you who have a lot of free time every day."

Fangyuan gave me a supercilious look.

The distance between me and Xu Luoye was also a little further because of this episode. I was on the left, she was on the right, and there was still one person sitting in the middle.

On the way to pick up things from the cake shop, Hou Jin also sent me a message. She has now arrived in another city in China. While saying happy birthday to me, she also gave me a gift, that is, if I go to her bar, You don't have to pay, she pays for my drink for a year.

I patted Fang Yuan on the shoulder: "Hou Jin said he would pay me for a year's worth of wine."

Fang Yuan's face twisted into one piece: "Boss Hou actually treats her differently. After she comes back, I will settle the score with her."

I don't know what Hou Jin's birthday present was for Fang Yuan.

I raised my eyebrows.

The birthday cake was ordered by Song Chicheng. It was a big box. Fang Yuan sat in the co-pilot's arms and walked all the way to the restaurant.

When celebrating my birthday in the past two years, I still pursue excitement, not with my parents, but with friends, so I invited many people to come together, but this year I want to be quiet, otherwise it would not be just the four of us now eat together.

According to our tradition, before the meal is given by the birthday star, I received a lot of red envelopes today, and put the menu in front of Fangyuan and the others: "Order as you like."

Song Chicheng was still acting, he smiled at me softly: "Xiao Ji, you've grown up, but you haven't changed at all."

Afterwards, Fang Yuan and Song Chicheng took their orders seriously on the opposite side, and the waiter stood beside them, bending slightly, communicating with them, as if confirming repeatedly.

Xu Luo was also beside me. She lowered her head slightly and looked at the interface of her mobile phone.

I patted her arm and leaned over, still struggling with that question: "What do you miss about me?"

Xu Luo was also stunned by my sudden attack. She stared at me for a moment, and then she replied: "I think you will be 27 years old today."

"..." Okay, okay, no need to emphasize.

I sighed and was about to say something when Xu Luo frowned slightly: "On your birthday, you can't sigh."

"what?"

"Otherwise the luck will be gone." Xu Luo was also serious.

I rolled my eyes: "Really?"

She nodded seriously: "My grandma said."

I took a sip of the water poured by the waiter, moistened my lips, and wanted to say something more.

Fang Yuan looked at me at this moment: "Ah Ji, don't you need dessert after dinner?"

"Isn't there cake?"

Fang Yuan gave the menu to the waiter: "That's it."

This is a high-end restaurant with a luxurious and unique decoration. We were in the private room and basically couldn't hear the chatter of the customers in the lobby outside, but we could hear the sometimes cheerful and sometimes sad piano sound, which was played by hired people.

At 08:30, we just came out of the restaurant. The dishes in this restaurant are delicious, and Fang Yuan ordered a lot. I ate a little of almost every dish, and I was full.

No one was drinking, and Song Chicheng was driving again, because there was still cake left in the car, and he wanted to take it to my apartment to eat.

Passing by Fangyuan's milk tea shop on the way, she went down and brought four cups of milk tea.

Song Chicheng wanted to cry but had no tears: "I've been losing weight these two days."

Fang Yuan carried the milk tea: "Why do I care so much about you? Just drink it and you're done."

This year is the quietest year for my birthday, but it seems that there is nothing wrong with it. After all, it is a feeling that I have not experienced much before, and it is still a bit novel.

Xu Luo was also quiet as always, when eating, in the car, and after arriving at the apartment.

"A palpitation."

"Are you still practicing calligraphy?"

In the study, Fang Yuan went in for a visit, glanced at the desk, and raised his voice to ask me.

I sat down on the sofa, heard the words and replied: "Yes."

Song Chicheng was opening the cake box, his movements were light and gentle, and he even looked up and smiled at me.

I admire this acting.

Fangyuan came out of the study, she unpacked the bag, took out a birthday hat for me to put on, and said while fiddling, "Uncle and aunt are really strict with you." She recalled the past, "I think of the very young At that time, because you still had a page to write, you ran out to play in the mud with us in the yard."

Song Chicheng also remembered, and he smiled: "I remember, after you were discovered that time, it took a long time before you could play with us."

Xu Luo also listened silently without speaking.

Song Chicheng put all the boxes beside him, and the cake was beautifully made. Even if he is not hungry yet, it still makes people want to eat.

Xu Luo also took the candles, there were only two candles, one was "1" and the other was "8", she inserted/on top of the cake.

Fang Yuan laughed loudly: "Song Chicheng, you can do it, come up with a number of eighteen."

Song Chicheng took the lighter and lit the candle: "I turned off the light."

The curtains had been drawn, and as soon as the lights were turned off, the only light in the living room was the candles.

I put my hands in front of me, closed my eyes, and made a wish on the cake.

Not long after, I opened my eyes and said with a smile, "Okay."

After I finished speaking, I blew out the candles, and Song Chicheng pressed the remote control to turn on the lights in the living room.

I took the plastic knife and plate and started cutting the cake.

Fang Yuan had a smile on his face: "Have you made a wish to find a partner this year?"

"I won't tell you." I gave the first cut cake to Xu Luoye who was quiet at the side, and even put an extra strawberry on her.

Fang Yuan snorted, "Forget it, you can't find it anyway."

Song Chicheng couldn't help grinning the corners of his mouth, and the next second, he began to pretend to be serious again.

Xu Luo is still there.

Birthday is just an ordinary day in 360 five days a year, and since I can remember, I have been living a similar birthday every year, so I don’t think there is anything unusual, and the age is still growing, not at all. Without mercy, the feelings and curiosity about birthdays will become weaker and weaker.

After playing poker together for a while, Song Chicheng couldn't bear it anymore and wanted to leave. He had to go to work tomorrow.

Fang Yuan didn't leave. She took a few bottles of wine from my wine cabinet and drank them. She was a little drunk, so she didn't have to leave. After insisting on washing, she fell on my bed.

Because the weather is getting colder again, I have already put away the air conditioner.

Fang Yuan was wearing another set of pajamas that I didn't wear very much, and she didn't sleep very well, so I pulled the quilt off for her.

Xu Luo was also standing in the bedroom. She looked at Fang Yuan who was lying on the bed with a worried look: "Will Sister Fang Yuan wake up in the middle of the night?"

"will not."

"Old drunkard."

I straightened up, turned off the desk lamp, and whispered to Xu Luo: "You go take a shower and sleep first, you have class tomorrow."

"There is no class in the morning."

I walked out: "It's good to have a rest early, and your biological clock is not messed up."

Xu Luo also followed me: "Got it."

There was still half of the cake on the coffee table, and the unopened bottle of wine that Fang Yuan took out.

I took the corkscrew and wanted to open a bottle, Xu Luo also held down the wine: "Do you want a drink?"

"otherwise?"

"Then you have to take me with you."

I shook my head: "No, did you forget what you said when you were drinking last time?"

"forget."

I:"……"

When she was talking, she kept looking at me, her eyes were calm, but a little bit strong.

I licked my lower lip: "Then let me help you remember." I said, "You said you would never drink again."

This is what I lied to her at the beginning, and what she said is obviously another sentence.

"Can not remember."

I opened my mouth slightly: "Why are you acting like a rascal?"

It was also the first time seeing her like this.

Xu Luo also raised his chin slightly: "Anyway, if you drink, you have to take me with you."

I nodded: "Okay." I asked, "Can you let go of your hand?"

With the corkscrew still in my hand, I took the bottle, pried off the cap, and took two clean glasses from the bar.

I poured the same amount into the two cups and put them in front of Xu Luoye: "Drink."

Xu Luo didn't move either. She blinked and stated a fact: "You are angry."

"I didn't." I denied.

"You can't be angry on your birthday."

I raised the corner of my mouth at her: "I'm still laughing, I'm not angry."

"Obviously there is."

I didn't care so much, I picked up the cup and took a sip. I put the cup on the coffee table slightly, and then pointed to her cup: "Didn't you say that I drank it and you drank it?"

It's okay to have a drink once in a while, and it will even make you feel happier, but Xu Luo also stopped me, which really made me feel a little uncomfortable.

Because I have been under the control of my family before, in the few minutes just now, I have this feeling of being controlled again.

Maybe that's why I'm a little angry.

Xu Luo didn't move, I drank the remaining glass of wine myself, and finally went back to the bedroom, took my pajamas and prepared to take a shower.

Before going to the bathroom, I glanced at the living room, Xu Luo was also sitting silently on the sofa, the wine in front of me remained untouched.

I don't care about her anymore.

Because Fangyuan was sleeping, I dried my hair in the bathroom, and the time was running away from the sound of the wind bit by bit.

When he came out, Xu Luo had already cleaned up the messy living room, and the wine glass had returned to its original position.

She was still sitting on the sofa, and she could clearly see that her face was slightly flushed.

She drank that glass of wine.

I straightened my lips, then walked over and pointed to the bathroom: "Go take a shower."

Xu Luo also nodded: "Okay."

I slowly squatted down: "Are you dizzy? You can also wash up and go to bed."

"Fortunately."

After finishing speaking, she turned on her mobile phone and looked at it, and said, "It's half an hour and twelve o'clock." She lowered her head and moved closer to me, "Yu Ji, what wish did you make?"

"Didn't your grandma tell you? It won't work if you say it."

She shook her head: "I only had one birthday, when I was about nine years old."

"Only once?"

"Ah."

"Because there is a classmate in the class. On her birthday, her family bought her a doll."

"Later I told my grandma that I wanted to have a birthday."

"Just once."

When she said these words, there were no waves between the words, but I felt very uncomfortable, as if someone had covered my nose and made me unable to breathe.

Those breaths have long since disappeared.

Why are you still angry?

I opened my mouth, then held her face in my arms, and said word by word, "Happy birthday to Xu Luoye." I said, "It's a bit late."

The last word fell, and my nose was a little sore.

Xu Luo also has a poor capacity for drinking, and her eyes are not clear at all. When she heard my words, her eyes were bent, and I couldn't see the dimples on her face covered by my hands, but they must have appeared.

She said, "Thank you, Yu Jing."

It sounds light and fluffy, but it is a very heavy word.

I let go of my hand, shook my head, and stood up: "Go wash up and sleep well."

"What about you?" Xu Luo also looked up.

"I sleep with Fangyuan."

Xu Luo also let out an "oh" and drooped her eyelashes.

I pursed my lips: "Forget it, she's asleep, and I'm going in now to disturb her."

Even if I know that after Fang Yuan falls asleep after drinking, unless there is thunder, don't try to wake her up.

I lifted my foot and entered Xu Luoye's room.

It used to be a guest room, but now it's her bedroom.

After an unknown amount of time, Xu Luo also closed the door and came in.

I closed my eyes and my body was a little stiff.

Because I'm not right about Xu Luoye now, it makes me a little guilty.

Xu Luo also got into bed, she moved very lightly, and after a few seconds, she asked me in a low voice, "Are you asleep?"

"Not yet." I answered honestly.

I slowly opened my eyes and faced her face to face.

Her eyes were still so clear and clean.

Want to be closer to her.

I stretched my head forward and touched her forehead: "Good night, Luo Luo."