please stop being jealous

I like Xu Luoye, I can be sure of this, but if you ask me when I started, I can't answer this.

She has a full sense of presence in front of me. From the beginning she set me up, and now she has become my cousin. I have known her for almost half a year. I haven't experienced any big things, but every little thing is superimposed. Together, there seems to be an indescribable power.

This force has pushed me forward until now.

I still didn't give away the lipstick and necklace because I didn't find a suitable opportunity, but I always put these two things in my carry-on bag.

God knows how fast my heart beat when Fang Yuan looked at the necklace box and asked questions.

Xu Luo hasn't come out yet, I looked at my bag in the back seat, frowning slightly, not knowing when to give it to her.

More importantly, I don't know why to give it to her.

A little anxious and a little nervous, my fingers tapped on the steering wheel without frequency.

Three minutes later, Xu Luo also knocked on the window, then opened the door and entered.

I also stopped tapping the steering wheel, and seeing that she was wearing a seat belt, I said, "How is it?"

"How about what?"

"My first day as a senior."

What silly topic did I start?

Xu Luo also obviously didn't feel much: "That's it." She looked straight ahead, "Let's go."

Since she became my cousin, she hasn't been out of touch at all.

I touched my nose, glanced at her secretly, then cleared my throat: "OK."

It's time for dinner now, but I don't plan to go to the restaurant to eat, because Xu Luo also said that I can go to the supermarket downstairs to buy some food, and she will cook it at home, and just in time to buy some pears, because she still feels a little hoarse when she hears my voice.

She has not been my lover for a month, but the status of "nanny" is still there.

I was "yes" "ok" "you decide" the whole time, like an emotionless nodding machine.

The rush hour on Monday was very congested, and it was a little later than usual when I went back. While waiting for the last traffic light, I thought about it and looked at her: "Have you not driven a car since you got your driver's license? "

"No."

She got her driver's license in the first half of the year, and it's been three or four months now, and she hasn't driven a car yet.

"Well then, you will be driving tomorrow afternoon." This is another notice, "I will put the 'internship' sign on the car."

Xu Luo also pursed her lips, and she shook her head: "I dare not."

Most novices are afraid to drive directly.

Green light ahead.

I didn't look at her again, and tried to keep my tone as natural as possible: "I'll accompany you." In order not to be obtrusive, I added, "I'm in the co-pilot."

I couldn't see Xu Luoye's expression, but heard her faint response: "Yes."

Just like when I first met her, she always likes to say "um" without even opening her mouth.

When I talked the most for the first time, I was still explaining the essential difference between "my" and "my lover", and there was a lot of dissatisfaction between the words.

It's a little different now than it was at first, but her habits haven't changed much.

And now for some reason, he fell silent, and didn't start talking about what to buy until he entered the supermarket.

After school started, Xu Luo also got busy. She was busy with the graduate school, and I was not idle. Sometimes I had to work overtime, and after school started, the business situation in the store was quite different from the summer vacation, which also made me People are a little worried.

In this way, every time I went to pick her up from her school, she drove and I slept in the co-pilot when I came back.

Xu Luo also said that he didn't dare to drive, but when he held the steering wheel and stepped on the accelerator, there was no problem at all, and he looked very proficient.

Five days passed like this, and it was Sunday.

I have one more worrying thing, because my birthday is tomorrow, but I didn't tell Xu Luo about it.

It's a little late to say now, but it seems a little sudden to announce tomorrow.

I never told Xu Luo when my birthday is, just like I don't know when her birthday is.

Huo Lingshu is still on a business trip, but he has already bought me a gift and sent it to me by express.

Song Chicheng, a low-paid person, also saves money by drinking a cup of milk tea every day, and bought me a pretty good birthday present.

Not to mention Fang Yuan, we both care about each other very much. I also thought about her for a long time when she celebrated her birthday.

This is a sense of ritual between us. Gifts may not be expensive, but they must be thoughtful.

It's just that now that the age is increasing, there is an equation between Youxin and Guigui.

Xu Luo didn't have to go to school on Sunday either. I was working in the company. After work, just like yesterday, Xu Luo also sent me a message saying that she came by bus because she was coming to drive me back to the apartment.

Don't you think it's troublesome?I am a little dumbfounded.

What's even more dumbfounding is that in the past few days, even if I found out that I like Xu Luo, nothing has changed between me and her.

I'm still her cousin, and she's still my cousin.

The daily communication is very normal and natural, and let me know how it feels to "lift a rock and shoot myself in the foot".

If I had known this was the case, I might as well have broken the contract directly and pursued her openly.

Kong You twisted his neck on the side, feeling: "I feel like I was beaten up at work recently."

She looked at me: "Mr. Yu, do you also suffer from back pain?"

I nodded: "Yes."

Kong You smiled: "Then I'm relieved, I wasn't beaten alone."

I raised the corners of my lips: "But you have to squeeze the bus later."

"Ah, ah, you devil!"

I raised my eyebrows: "And I have someone to pick it up."

Kong You's face became even more bitter: "I'm ignoring you."

It was a bit late to get off work today, and Xu Luo didn't have a car key, so I asked her to wait for me in the lobby first, and then we went to the parking lot together.

She obediently obeyed, and after I went downstairs with Kong You, I saw her sitting on the sofa.

I stopped, said goodbye to Kong You, and immediately walked towards Xu Luo.

She had already stood up, seeing me, expressionless.

There are colleagues around, but I don't know most of them well. When I took her back to the elevator, I met Tang Jian'an during this short journey.

He has a suit jacket hanging on his arm, and he is now wearing a clean white shirt, holding a briefcase in his right hand, looking like an elite in the industry.

Seeing me, he smiled and called me: "Teacher Yu."

He said, "See you on Wednesday."

I nodded back and entered the elevator with Xu Luo to the first floor.

The temperature in the parking lot was much lower. I felt a little cold in my shirt, not to mention that Xu Luo was also wearing short sleeves.

I couldn't help asking her: "Don't you feel cold?"

"It's okay." Xu Luo also replied.

I didn't say anything more, and after walking for a while, I arrived at the front of the car. The car keys had been given to Xu Luoye. I consciously opened the co-pilot seat, put on my seat belt, and then fell backwards to find a car. comfortable posture.

The parking lot was very dark, and it didn't get much better until we drove out.

The leaves on the side of the road have turned yellow, and there are cleaners sweeping the fallen leaves.

Afterglow sprinkled on the city, very comfortable, I closed my eyes.

But I didn't sleep, I just didn't dare to look at Xu Luoye, and didn't know how to tell her.

After maybe five or six minutes, I opened my eyes and turned to look at Xu Luoye who was concentrating on driving.

I pursed my lips and called her name: "Xu Luoye."

"Ok?"

Xu Luoye's side face was facing me, and she could clearly see her blinking, like a butterfly flapping its wings lightly.

I started to get nervous, and I didn't have the guts to look at her again, so I turned my head to the right and looked out the window.

"Do you still remember that you always emphasized that I am 27 years old?"

"remember."

"But I'm actually not full yet."

"I know."

I turned around in surprise: "You know?"

"Like I'm not even 22 yet."

I was stunned, and then nodded: "Well, that's it. After the birthday, everyone defaults to say that the age is one year older." My hands have already been clasped together, and I am still intertwining/entangled, "Well, I... "

I worked up my courage: "My birthday is tomorrow."

Without the expected silence, I heard Xu Luoye's voice: "I know."

Now it was my turn to be surprised: "How did you know?" I recalled carefully, "We didn't show our ID cards when we signed the contract."

Xu Luo didn't speak anymore, and I untied my hand a little guilty, and pretended nothing happened.

But it's not hard to know that Xu Luo was also angry, because she kept pursing her lips all the way back to the apartment and didn't say anything.

I put myself in another place and thought about it. If it was me, I would feel angry too. It would be fine if I told you a long time in advance, but it will be until tomorrow.

It's better to notify on the same day, at least die happily.

Xu Luo also washed his hands and went into the study. I hung my head in the living room, looked at the closed door, and called Fang Yuan.

Fang Yuan chattered: "Ah Ji, today is the last day of your 26th birthday, do you have any reflections you want to say?"

"No." My tone was inevitably a little low.

Fang Yuan heard it: "What's the matter? Can't you accept that I'm going to advance another year in a few hours?"

"No."

"Fangyuan."

"Xu Luo also seems to be angry with me."

"Yo?"

"What's wrong with our cousin?"

"...When you come over tomorrow, I really have to paint your face with cake."

As soon as I finished speaking, there was movement in the study, and Xu Luo also opened the door.

I whispered to Fang Yuan: "Let's not talk about it now." After I finished speaking, I fell down on the sofa and pretended to be surfing the Internet.

Xu Luo also came out wearing slippers, expressionless: "Aren't you hungry?"

"It's okay." I asked her proactively, "How about you? Are you hungry?"

Xu Luo also went to the water dispenser to get water: "I'm not hungry."

I nodded, and heard her say softly, "I'm full."

How should I answer this question.

I opened my mouth to say something, but nothing came out.

Xu Luo also held the cup and slowly walked towards me, and finally there were other emotions on his face.

Angry more.

As she walked, she said, "When Sister Fangyuan called you that day, I overheard you talking about your birthday."

I remembered that she was talking about the day I watched the movie, but when I answered the phone, I didn't even think that Xu Luo was there.

Xu Luo also walked in front of me, grabbed my hand, and put the cup into my hand: "I thought you would tell me that day, I have been waiting, and you will not tell me until now."

She called my name: "Yu Ji." She stared at me, the corners of her lips curled, "Do you think I should be angry?"