I just refused Xu Luoye's pick-up, but she extended it to the point that I didn't want to see her.

After staying in the lounge for a while, the more I thought about it, the more angry I became, and the more I couldn't understand Xu Luoye's brain circuit.

What's wrong?I didn't abuse her either, it seems that the greetings and concern for her are much more than when I was my lover before.

I thought about it for a long time, and finally understood.

Compared with me, Xu Luo is also more involved in the play than me. She plays the role of cousin more realistically than me.

It's also possible that, as Hou Jin said, the little girls nowadays are all cunts, and Xu Luo can't escape either.

At the beginning, Hou Jin said that Xu Luo couldn't do it, but now that he changed his identity, Xu Luo was about to go to the house.

I twitched the corner of my mouth, and I didn't rush to send a message to Xu Luo, nor did I call to ask her where she was going. Since she wants to relax, then give her time and space. Anyway, now that I'm back, she can't run away. .

I called Hou Jin.

"Beep" for about ten seconds before Hou Jin answered. Before I opened my mouth, she said anxiously: "Aji, let me talk about it later. I will deal with my family's affairs first."

For a brief moment, I heard the quarrel on her side.

The phone was hung up quickly, and I was stunned for a moment before staring at the phone screen and sending her a WeChat message to show my concern.

There was a lot of quarreling, and I could hear two or three sentences very clearly. The content was probably telling Hou Jin that if he still likes women, he should not go home in the future.

I thought that the matter of Hou Jin coming out of the closet had already ended without disturbing each other with the family, but I didn't expect that the situation was still so torn apart.

This made me worry about Hou Jin, but in the current situation, I have no other way to help her except to send her a message and wait for her to reply when she has time.

It was too difficult for her and me.

Another twenty minutes later, I drove out of the store. I didn't know where I was going. Hou Jin hadn't replied to my message. I walked around the street and finally went to her bar first.

During the week, the bar is not as lively as the weekend. When I arrived, I ordered a drink and sat down in the store, and then sent a message to Song Chicheng, asking him to come here and talk to him about something.

It is impossible for me to lie to him all my life and hide it from my family. Maybe we can do something before something happens.

It happened to be time to get off work. Song Chicheng drove up. He also ordered a drink and sat next to me.

I looked at him with a serious expression, and asked, "Cheng Cheng, have you ever thought about what to do next?"

Song Chicheng calmed his breathing: "What should I do?"

"It's about coming out of the closet." I frowned, "I think seeing the attitude of godfather and godmother at sister Xiaoling's engagement banquet that day, I feel that your side..."

I paused, and then said, "A friend of mine came out to my family, and the situation is very complicated. I thought of you, and I don't know what your plan is going to be."

Song Chicheng was stunned and realized: "Aren't you helping me cover up? Sister."

I spread my hands: "But it's impossible for me to cover for you for the rest of my life, right?"

"I don't know." Song Chicheng shook his head, "I never thought about what I would do if that day came."

He looked a little sad after he finished speaking, and I was not too happy. I raised my glass and touched his.

The light was slightly dim, shining on the two of us, and we couldn't see each other's expressions clearly.

Song Chicheng scratched his hair, and his tone was a little irritated: "During Miss Xiaoling's engagement party that day, my parents dragged me to meet girls from other families, which really annoyed me to death."

"Saw."

"I told them that I have no plans to get married for the time being, but they insisted that I get along with others more, saying that it doesn't matter if I get married a few years later, and it doesn't conflict with the person I'm in now."

"I said I have a crush on a girl. The reason you helped me before, they said, let me give up her and communicate more with Uncle Li and Uncle Zhao's daughter."

Song Chicheng sighed deeply and lowered his head: "It's so difficult."

I patted him on the shoulder, but couldn't say anything. I was at a loss for words at this moment.

Originally wanted to drink, but after thinking about it and driving, we gave up and sat here chatting.

About half an hour later, Hou Jin texted me back: [Aji, my parents said that unless they die, I don't want to say a word to them in the future. 】

This sentence made me feel very heavy. I wanted to answer something, but I felt that everything was powerless.

Song Chicheng also saw it. He wiped his face with a heavy expression, and cursed: "Fuck."

Hou Jin's next sentence came again: [You don't need to comfort me, I will be quiet first. 】

Me: [I'm in your store. 】

[See you next time. 】

I sniffed: [Okay. 】

I remembered that time when I went to see Hou Jin, she came out with her family, but the result was very bad, and she drank in the living room by herself.

It’s not that I haven’t contacted Hou Jin during the half-month of my business trip. We exchange news almost every day, chatting and laughing. I didn’t expect that she and her family would quarrel again because of this matter.

I don't know the cause, but the situation is very bad.

His mood was also affected a little by this incident. Before he separated from Song Chicheng, he had returned to his usual smile: "Sister, come on."

I also had to show a smile: "Okay."

Turning around and getting into the car, my face collapsed again, and I fell into confusion for a while.

I'm not a brave person, especially in terms of family. I listened to my parents since I was a child, and studied hard to get into college. They didn't allow me to fall in love early, and I didn't even have a partner in adolescence.

They wanted me to be an excellent person, so I worked as a host in school and participated in various competitions in school, just wanting more certificates and a more beautiful resume.

It was only after breaking up with Xiao Canran that I felt that I could not follow the path they set for me, and then I gradually developed the desire to resist.

I decide not to pursue a Ph. D., I announce that I am not married, etc.

After slowing down in the car for a long time, the sky was already dark, so I started the car and went back to the apartment.

Xu Luo, who told Xiao Mu that he was relaxing, has also returned.

She was sitting in the living room, watching TV, and the light was adjusted to a slightly darker level by her.

Originally, I was in a good mood when I came back today, because of Hou Jin's incident, I was also slightly affected, and I didn't want to take out the gift for her in the suitcase now.

I tried to make the expressions as normal as possible.

I changed my shoes and went to the living room, and glanced at the TV she was watching quietly, and there was an animated movie on it.

"Pay attention to your eyes." Like many parents, I said this to her, "I already wear glasses."

Xu Luo also had bright eyes. She hugged the pillow and turned to look at me: "I don't wear it much anymore."

"But it's not myopia yet." I put this sentence down and went to the bathroom to wash my hands.

The TV outside the door was loud. After I wiped my hands, I took a look at her back and went back to the bedroom.

The suitcase was in the bedroom, uncovered, in a disarray.

You can see the exquisite necklace box and lipstick box at a glance. I glanced at the dressing table, and I saw my exact same necklace hanging on the side.

I pursed my lips, squatted down, and wanted to put the two gifts in the drawer.

There was a knock on the door at this moment, and it was Xu Luoye who asked me, "Are you hungry?"

"Not hungry."

"But you didn't eat anything."

"There are still a lot of takeaway boxes on the coffee table."

The door was not open, we communicated through the door.

It's not too late now, and I really didn't have dinner: "Then cook something."

"it is good."

I let out a breath, picked up the things and put them in the drawer, then held the laundry in my arms and put it in the washing machine.

The movie has been paused, and Xu Luo also entered the kitchen.

The kitchen door was frosted glass, so you couldn't see what was going on inside, only dim lights.

I opened the door again and leaned against the door, watching Xu Luo also cook.

She tied up her hair, tied up her apron, and washed the dishes seriously.

"I can't eat much."

"Okay." She replied.

I didn't say anything, went to sit down at the dinner table, and waited for the meal to start.

Hou Jin didn't send any more messages. I swiped through Moments and saw Song Chicheng posted a picture, which showed a lot of wine.

He still drank.

There are other mutual friends who don't know his unhappiness and sadness, and they are still saying "Song Shaozheng is very high", "Aren't you drunk tonight?" and so on.

Song Chicheng didn't reply at all.

My mobile phone page also stops here, I don't know what to look at.

A bowl of noodles suddenly appeared in front of me, which attracted my attention.

Xu Luo had already entered the kitchen to serve her own food, and soon she came out again.

I don't know what ingredients are added to the bowl, it is full of aroma, and it looks very attractive.

Xu Luo was also sitting opposite me. She didn't take off the hair tie, and she looked more beautiful and youthful than usual with her ponytail.

She smiled at me, the dimples that I haven't seen for more than ten days are still shaking my eyes.

She said: "Cook a bowl of noodles, and clean up the dust for you."

I picked up the chopsticks, calmed down, and laughed at her: "Why didn't you call me cousin tonight?"

Xu Luo also immediately called out, "Cousin."

I raised my eyebrows, and my heart stopped beating with this claim.

I lowered my head, and before I started eating, I asked, "Do you think I don't want to see you?"

I thought that Xu Luo would reply in seconds, but she didn't, so I didn't go down the door, and looked up at her: "What's wrong? Isn't this what you told Xiao Mu to tell me?"

Xu Luo also froze obviously, she opened her mouth, and was about to answer, I waved my hand: "Forget it, let's eat."

She said "oh".

The noodles were delicious, I ate them quickly, put the bowl in the sink, sat in the bedroom for a while, and took my clothes to take a shower.

After taking a shower, Xu Luo had already washed the dishes and was watching the animated movie again.

I rubbed my hair, thought for a while, and asked, "There is an animated movie coming up in summer, have you watched it?"

"Which one?"

"Nezha." I said with a smile, "There seems to be a story about the deep sea in it. If you have a deep-sea phobia, don't go there."

Xu Luo also turned her head, and she laughed: "I don't know how to do animated movies."

"is it?"

"Then find a time to watch it, there are still films scheduled."

"Is it okay tomorrow night?" Xu Luo also asked.

"I get off work late tomorrow night."

"Then watch it later."

There was expectation in her eyes, and I paused when I wiped my hair, then nodded: "Okay."

I don't go to work until two o'clock tomorrow afternoon. I was very tired today, but after drying my hair, I couldn't sleep.

Thinking of many things, Hou Jin, me, Song Chicheng, Huo Lingshu...

I turned on the desk lamp, lifted the quilt, and went to the living room lightly.

It's already twelve o'clock, and Xu Luo is sleeping next to me.

I came to the bar, opened the wine cabinet, took out a few bottles of wine, and was about to carry them back to the bedroom.

Lights up behind him, and Xu Luo also stood at the door of the guest room: "If you want to drink, can you bring me one?"

"..." I put the wine back in place.

Take her to drink, forget it.

Xu Luo also walked over slowly: "Are you insomnia?"

"A little bit." I simply went to pick up the warm water, and after drinking some, I saw that Xu Luo was still standing there.

I licked my lower lip and couldn't help asking her: "Just for one night, can you sleep with me?"

The main reason for insomnia comes from my insecurity. I am afraid that I will have nightmares when I fall asleep.

"it is good."

He didn't succeed in drinking, but he "invited" the previous hypnotist over, which is not considered a failure.

The light in the bedroom was turned off by me, and there was still a distance between the two of us.

My sense of hearing seems to have become sharper. I seem to hear Xu Luoye's breathing. After a while, I unconsciously adjusted my breathing to echo her.

In the darkness, I spoke slowly.

After such a long time, I called her name again: "Xu Luoye."

"I'm here."

I turned over and faced her: "Are you looking forward to marriage?"

I could feel her turning over too, and she answered me: "I don't expect it." She asked back, "Are you looking forward to it?"

"Looking forward to my girlfriend's wedding," I said, "but not marriage."

There is a difference between the two.

"Ah."

I blinked my eyes, maybe because of too much pressure, my eyes were a little sore.

I said: "I learned a little fashion design before, and when I was really able to do well, I thought, I will design wedding dresses for me and her in the future."

"She?" Xu Luo also said, "Is... the one I look like?"

Her voice is soft.

"No."

"No one in particular."

I'm telling the truth, when I was with Xiao Canran, I didn't think about these things.

There was another soft "hmm".

I rubbed my eyes and moved forward a lot. Like before, I put my arms around her and wrapped her in my arms.

I pressed my chin to her forehead, feeling her warmth, but said nothing.

She still smelled good, so I took two more puffs.

Slowly, I felt Xu Luoye's right hand lift up, put it on my waist, and hug me back.

I was dumbfounded, and asked her aloud, "What are you hugging me for?"

"think."

This answer...

I tilted my head slightly, swallowed lightly, and then returned to the previous movement.

In order to divert attention, I provoked another topic: "You haven't answered the question I asked you before dinner."

"what is the problem?"

I repeated: "Do you think I don't want to see you?"

After asking, I really wanted to beat myself up, because the topic didn't get out at all.

Xu Luo also moved her head, her voice was muffled and a little low: "I dare not think about it."

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